I met someone new
his girl smells like coffee and vanilla but you wouldn't know her
all my rage is gone he took it all away
all my love is gone too you took it all away
I'm empty fill me with some empathy
fill me with your perfume and baggy jeans 'cause I miss you
I'm dying fig trees and loud music
figured you own them all in my head
and that I still miss you

you wouldn't know her (demo)

Original Demo Written in September 2024, recorded November of that year, decided to rework it for this album. 
I have mixed opinions about this but it's one of the two (original) songs from the popstar sessions that were never released
For anyone asking the second one is Boob Job that I have reproduced over 5 times at this point

Lyrics:
Met you at the park last week
I thought that you looked so sweet
With your Miu Miu boots on
With the parliament pumps on
When you left I had to tweet
Then i walked down the street
I light a cigarette
I'm just brunette

I might be busy this week
But I have a question
Do you wanna be with me?
Do you wanna be with me?
I wanna be with you
Do you wanna be with me?
Do you wanna be with me?

Why don't you come to my party?
I think that you're pretty
I like your body
So please just party
Let's dance at my party
There's vodka in my hand
If you want me then call me
So come to my party

Why don't you come to my party?
I think you look like smarty
I like your body
So please just party
Let's dance at my party
There's cider in my hand
But if you want me then call me
So come to my party

Party, my party,
Party, just for you baby
Party, my party,
Party, just for you baby

Queer Girl

Come To My Party (Bonus Track)

LYRICS

I think you kept forgetting to say her name
'cause you had me thinking you were feeling the same
you'd think that you would mention a fiancée
but she must have slipped your mind every time, it's okay 

but if I were her, I'd feel a little slighted
to not be brought up even in the slightest
for what? to get a young girl all excited?
you were my god, played along with my pining

Kissed me on the head
slipped me into bed
Imagination could take me there 

I'm not the "other girl"
but I've got this other world
where I'm playing her role 
It's hardly fair
 
So, that goes to show you never know what he's hiding
Now I'm feeling sick, got the ick, and I'm trying
to wrap around my head before we met, you were tied down
I guess that this is it, there's nothing that was mine
how is that fair?
how is that fair?

She's living my dreams
they're ripping at the seams
she's got a white dress hanging in her closet

I planned for rejection
not a whole reception
you were harboring a wife-sized secret

Nothing's as it seems
that was really mean 
my love life's a mess but you can bet I'm honest

How could you lead me on,
let me write a song?
I wasted several months being in love with your fraudulence. 

fraudulence (demo)

LYRICS: 

I wish I could drive
and not drive past your house
I wish I could drive
'til I got you figured out 

I used to drive you around
and you would hang on my words
I used to drive around this town
now it just hurts. 

I used to drive
'til I drove you away
I used to drive
will we be okay? 

I rushed the timeline 
It would've happened eventually
but it happened overnight
I miss you every day 

I used to drive
'til I drove you away
I used to drive
will we be okay? 

In a state of mind 
on the interstate
you call me crying 
and I'm back at your place

said we'll be fine
what a fine I'll pay
say it's our final day
but I know you're lying 
and you know that I'm staying 

i used to drive (demo)

LYRICS

They would hate me if I get back with you, forbidden fruit
but he's the sweetest in the garden
they seem to think I deserve more than a manwh*re 
but god, I really want him

He's such a flirt
whenever I remember our late night words
he's got me smiling to myself at work
the more you adore me, the more tips I earn

But it's not a fairytale, not a love like the fables
I need him like air, he needs me like cable
in public, he sips, then drinks me under the table 
I need his IV drip to keep me stable 

I would be embarrassed if I said all of what you did, little kid
I follow you where you go 
I feel so high when you and I reunite to talk all night
just for you to act cold

It's a losing war, but I'm all in, I'm fighting
back on the dancefloor, get good at detaching
when he's back and forth
he could have me, everything, if he was sure. 

But it's not a fairytale, not a love like the fables
like a bungee jump, knowing I split the cable
in my nerve pathways, you're my fallen angel
I need you to stay to keep me stable

I've looked at us from every angle
given you my best, signals are entangled
a different playlist for every facet
broke and rearranged us to make sense of it

remember that night you played me your favorite artist
and one you thought I'd like in your native language? 
You were right, despite me not knowing a word
it was just my vibe, I've never felt so heard

Never felt so known
I felt so seen 
I felt so loved
Did you love me?

cable (demo)

LYRICS

We both have a foot out the door
can we just go back to the hallway?
as soon as we became more
suddenly keeping me was low stakes

I showed my hand, then picked up more cards
I won't beg you to change, to hold me with regard
I made it easy, you make it hard
to love you

Not breaking up, broke you off piece by piece
together by a technicality 
seeing how little effort you'll give me 
and how much I can take of it until I leave

so dating was the finish line
the beginning of the end
I miss the days when you were my
competition 

This time, I'm gonna win
I won't swerve when I get close again
so we might end up in ruins
but a fair fight with mutual destruction

hawk-dove (demo)

LYRICS

He'll be flirting, it's 10:30
and by the morning he'll forget
he's just f*cking with my head
laying shirtless in his bed 

Valentine's Day rolls around 
I didn't get that New Year's kiss
not even a "Merry Christmas"
I'm just getting used to this

plans to hook up, then get stood up
he's got so much on his plate
he's so grown up, never shows up
so maybe some other day

forget that I got pretty
and waited like a fool
he's stringing me along 
until I unspool 

He does the bare minimum 
and I say I'm a minimalist
and he doesn't say "good morning"
and I don't eat all my breakfast

I'm just getting used to this
I don't need a pros and cons list
knew what I was getting into
when I saw you across the room

he's just busy, doesn't text me
I can see that he's online
and I'm on opened 'til he's bored again
and wants to waste more of my time

he likes to keep me guessing
the king of playing it cool
he's stringing me along 
until I unspool 

I thought last night went really well
but now you're acting weird as hell 
and I left all my makeup on 
in the off chance you would wanna talk

one night your hands are in my hair
and the next you don't even care
I think we could've been something
if you had actually liked me. 

You are so magnetic 
the sun revolves around you 
I wait for Sunday afternoons
you have nothing better to do 

than text a girl you think is cute
when all I think about is you
you're stringing me along 
until I unspool 

10:30 (demo)

LYRICS

Still your hair in your sweatshirt
that you let me wear to work
the night after I stayed over 
like girlfriends without the perks

You were smoking, I kept choking
It's already hard to breathe 
but I could fake it, I could take hits
for the way you looked at me 

Like a moth to the flame
like your fingers to your lighter
like I'm baggage to claim
like a chai tea apple cider

on a brisk autumn day 
with a lover in October
but it's closer to May
and I don't think that we're a slow burn

Took me to read my tarot
and sip on herbal teas
then we walked down the block
window shopped for antiques 

drove you home, headlights shone
as I pulled into your drive 
and on the porch, by the door
a lingering hug goodbye 

I'm losing sleep, 'cause in my dreams
she's there in her Carhartt T-shirt
and a beanie, being mean 
'cause I was so happy to see her

she is lithe, she is graceful
she is in another league
she is Heather, she is Lacy
she is all I wanna be 

Like a moth to the flame
like your fingers to your lighter
like I'm baggage to claim
like a chai tea apple cider 

on a brisk autumn day
with a lover in October
I want you closer to me 
but I don't think that we're a slow burn. 

chai cider (demo)

LYRICS

I know you've seen me around by now
trying to catch a glimpse
so righteous and devout
is that what draws me in?

You've met my gaze once or twice
could that mean what I think?
Four years in the scheme of life
I'm at the very brink 

Of adulthood
so come on, bring me in
make it twofold 
a blessing and a sin

This is all that I have
this is what I can trust
you bring me to my knees, to a scream
sick with lust

I'm always near the front row
you still seem surprised
I have deniability 
but my motives are lies

I report for duty
and I'm honored to serve
I march in time to the beat
I don't care if it hurts

I'm on the altar
your blade is sinking in 
you never falter
I'm shedding my skin

Not much of an offer
no semblance of self
I am what you make me, need you to take me 
from the depths of hell

I'm nothing without you 
I'll return in defeat
good as it was for a couple of months
everything to me.

devout (demo)

LYRICS

He texted goodnight at 5 in the morning
and I fell for him without any warning
but it must've been just a full moon 
and he must be the tide, and I must be a fool

A slow fade, like songs in the '80's
that's the way he chose not to date me 
and they say it never would have worked out
but I gave him benefit of the doubt

I allowed my imagination leeway 
and sought out songs I thought that we'd play
as I walked down an aisle to him 
in my wedding gown, and he'd commit

He gave me an inch, and I took ten miles 
then I was pinched, woke up in denial
I dived head first, so sure he was the one
he left without a word, what did I do wrong? 

lovelorn (demo)

LYRICS

If you're not really into it
if I'm not as fun as I first seemed
I'd rather you come out with it
cut out all the niceties

babe, don't call the curtain 
just tell me that it's over 
if you're ever uncertain 
I don't need the f*cking closure

if you want out now, then shout
don't hold your f*cking peace 
I'd rather be alone than with
someone who'd rather leave

yeah, I can hold my own
though it's been no small feat
I wanna build a home
you're a tumbleweed

I wanna be your cheerleader
I want to mow your lawn 
I want to be Mrs. Your Name 
written in a cursive font

You're playing fast and loose
held my hand in a parking lot
I stared at my shoes
everyone turned to watch

They all can see the truth
only so much is camouflaged 
it isn't  "what if it's a ruse?"
I only wonder for how long 

I'm filling bigger shoes
but the path ahead's been drawn 
and when it comes time to choose
you'll do what I knew all along

You were living for the thrill of the chase
and I'm keeping score, was it all a waste? 
"Don't go to bed upset", how else do you sleep?
It's not over yet but it might as well be. 

tumbleweed (demo)

gameing

hoping my writing is givin' a little break in the holiday rush, and a little laugh and ridiculousness. "didn't i" dropping 11/28 afternoon

Songwriter Demo. Lyrics and melody written by me (Russell Williams). Instrumental and vocal rendered created using Suno studio for demo purposes only. I retain all rights to the songwriting.

Thanks,giving

Listen to the full generative process and other songs i'm working on with Suno: https://suno.com/@spacejamz

"They put me in the deep freeze, left me for the dead..."

Cold Storage is a cinematic journey through loss, addiction, rock bottom, and the cold road to redemption. This playlist features the Raw AI Demos generated via Suno AI, capturing the initial spark and grit of the "SpaceJamz" universe.

These tracks serve as the blueprint. The final studio versions—mixed, mastered, and polished in Studio One—are currently in production.

The Narrative:

The Crash: Losing it all to the system.

The Freeze: Numbing the pain with vices and cold hearts.

The Thaw: Resilience, rebuilding, and the slow grind to equity.

Credits:

Artist/Persona: Six (SpaceJamz)

Production Engine: Suno AI (Generative Audio)

Executive Producer: sixkills

Follow the journey from prompt to master. ❄️🎹

Cold Storage

30K Bond (The System)

Soul On Ice

SIde Quest (Tunnel Vision)

i wouldnt say that this is unleaked, but this snippet somehow if you hear it clearly the voice sounds more clean than the original (???), Also i've never seen that snippet before I found it on a old HD i had. (It's a 2014 HD iirc.)

leak?: Out Of Control (1st Verse Rare Snippet)

Du dufte som ei sommareng på tampen av ei byga
Koffår i all verden sko eg finna på å lyga? 

Dårr e nåke ved deg som får hjerta mitt i sving 

Og når du, uten ord og fakter, lar meg kjenna varmen
av kjærligheten din, så reise hårå seg på armen 

Nåke ved deg holde meg fremdeles ung te sinns 

E det bara meg,
eller e det nåke ved deg?
E det bara meg,
eller e det nåke ved deg?
Nåke ved deg 

Te helgå ska me kosa oss med reker og prosecco 
Eg får 'kje sagt det ofta nok... Eg e mitt eget ekko: 

Du har nåke ved deg som e sidestilt magi 

Nåke ved deg
Dårr e nåke ved deg
Nåke ved deg
Dårr e nåke ved deg
Nåke ved deg 

Du kan komma inn i rommet og det føles bra
Du kan trakta kaffi te meg og det gjør meg gla'
Du kan bli heilt stille, bara eg vett du e der
Du kan løfta meg te himmels uten no' besvér 

Ja, dåre e nåke ved deg
Ja - i mine auger - va det alltid nåde ved deg

Nåke Ved Deg

Being kind is free.. (HPO₄²⁻ + CrI₃ + Te)
Don't let the stupid shit I said before estrogen (22/07/25) define me.. pls

Writing different genres, stories, and lyrics from a real place. I write quick- DM for opps or anything
(new writer unsigned) 

I have a large arsenal, stay tuned…

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