Doing Too Much

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i fall slowly
no one notices me
notices me

no i haven’t felt love in so long
keep goin but i can’t smile
every time i try it feels wrong 
keep tryin but everything feels off

i get frustrated 
take pills cause i’m anxious
is my pain contagious
is my hate outrageous
is my hate outrageous

so sick of betraying
so sick i almost signed with satan
save hate I’m praying 
fallin from the clouds i hope i make it

and that feeling starts to linger
feel sad about how wrong i did her
it’s hard to admit but i miss her
it’s hard to forget when i’m closer
i could never do it sober
i ain’t ever get closure

no i haven’t felt love in so long
keep goin but i can’t smile
every time i try it feels wrong 
keep tryin but everything feels off

linger (gypsum)

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Hour 1 of https://RushToReason.com opens with John and Andy taking aim at America's growing "slob culture." Has the bar really fallen so low that pajamas in airports and declining personal standards now feel normal? And is this just bad manners—or part of an ideological push toward sameness and lowered expectations?

The hour then shifts into one of Colorado's most pressing political dilemmas heading into 2026: how should Republican candidates navigate the MAGA question? John and Andy break down the widening split inside the conservative movement—mainstream Republicans, hardcore MAGA loyalists, libertarian purists, and conspiracy-driven factions—and show why every group demands a different message.

Reject MAGA and you lose the base. Embrace it fully and you lose the middle. So what's the winning strategy in a state where MAGA isn't popular, but MAGA voters decide primaries? Hour 1 blends humor, political reality, and blunt strategy—challenging conservatives to ask: How do you win in a state where every word can cost you a vote?

HOUR 2 
Hour 2 dives into one of Denver's most explosive controversies: the city's push to reclassify strip-club performers as employees. John and Andy argue this fight has almost nothing to do with morality—it's about government power, tax extraction, and a long-term plan to reshape Colorado's contractor economy.

With insights from Jerzee Joe, they reveal how Denver is twisting IRS standards to set a precedent that could eventually target hair stylists, bartenders, electricians, nurses, massage therapists, Uber drivers, and even construction crews. Is the Christian right unknowingly helping advance a left-wing strategy designed to crush contractor-based businesses?

The hour highlights a political trap: Denver picked a morally unpopular industry so they could secure support from both sides—then quietly use the ruling to go after hundreds of other professions. Could this be Colorado's most overlooked political story of 2025? And will business owners realize what's coming before the government decides they're no longer independent?

HOUR 3 
Hour 3 plays like a geopolitical thriller as John and Andy welcome Jim Paff of Conservative Caucus to unpack escalating U.S.–Venezuela tensions. Are Trump's threats a prelude to war—or a negotiation tactic to force Maduro to move without American boots on the ground? And if Venezuela's elections were rigged, what responsibility does the U.S. have to intervene?

The hour intensifies when Jim details a massive fraud scandal unfolding in Minnesota—a money-laundering scheme he calls "the tip of the tip of the iceberg." Is this just the first glimpse of a nationwide network of NGOs and political actors siphoning billions in taxpayer dollars?

Then, breaking news hits: Trump has nullified all Biden-era auto-pen pardons. John and Andy debate whether this is a courageous stand for constitutional integrity—or a legal gamble that could backfire if the courts reject it. Can anyone truly prove what Joe Biden did or didn't knowingly authorize?

Hour 3 weaves geopolitics, corruption, legal strategy, and national urgency—ultimately asking the biggest question of all: Is America running out of time to fix what's broken?

HR1 Can the GOP Survive Colorado? Inside Hour 1’s MAGA and Messaging Debate. 12-2-25

HR3 Venezuela Standoff, Minnesota Fraud, Trump’s Auto-Pen Bombshell. 12-2-25

HR2 How One Court Ruling Could Upend Colorado’s Entire Contractor Economy.  12-2-25

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John Rush is a local talk show host who has been on the radio in Denver since 1996. He also hosts Fix It Radio and Drive Radio both call in radio shows on KLZ on Saturdays from 9am - 1pm.

John has been a small business owner since 1986 and has owned several businesses over the past 2 decades. He brings his wealth as a "common man" to the events of the day.

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