Gary come home

Gary, now I know I was wrong
I messed up, and now you're gone
Gary, I'm sorry I neglected you
Oh, I never expected you to run away and leave me
Feeling this empty
Your meow right now would sound like music to me
Please come home, 'cause I miss you, Gary
Gary, come home
(Gary, come home)
Gary, can't you see I was blind?
I'll do anything to change your mind
More than a pet, you're my best friend
Too cool to forget
Come back 'cause we are family
And forgive me for making you wanna roam
And now my heart is beating like the saddest metronome
Somewhere I hope you're reading
My latest three-word poem
Gary, come home
Gary, come home
(Gary, come home)
Gary, come home
(Gary, come home)
Gary, come home
(Gary, come home), ah
Gary, come home
Gary, come home

GARY COME HOME TRAP METAL COVER [KYOTO KAMI]

soft light on my face, it’s fading
namae wo yobezu ni
my hands are cold again tonight
the room still breathes your silence

I thought I’d move, but I’m still here
juunen bun no kage no naka
you said “it’s okay,”
but your eyes were already gone

can't decide if I'm alive
tamerai no umi de shizumu
your voice, like morning haze
slips away before I reach it

can't let go, can't stay too
hikari no oku de mayou
maybe love was just delay
maybe I was just afraid

you still burn behind my eyes
like the glare of the sun
and I just keep standing here,
pretending I forgot.

kimi to mita

Diese Lektion erinnert uns an das, was nie verloren war. Unsere wahre Identität, still, ewig und unerschütterlich in Gott. Sobald wir unsere wahre Identität angenommen haben, segnen wir automatisch die Welt, weil wir sie nicht mehr als fremd oder feindlich wahrnehmen. Wir begegnen allem mit Liebe, weil wir wissen, dass alles, was wir lieben, ein Teil von uns ist.

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283 Ein Kurs in Wundern EKIW | Meine wahre Identität weilt in dir

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Меланхолия

“Broken Believer” is a hauntingly honest journey through the soul of someone who once believed the church was flawless—and later discovered its fractures. With poetic depth and emotional candor, the song traces the arc from innocent faith to spiritual exhaustion, from devotion to disillusionment, and finally, to a quiet rediscovery of grace.

Once, I knelt with unscarred knees,
In sanctuaries warm with song
Where trust came easy, faith came free,
And every heart felt it belonged.

I drank the cup of zeal and youth,
Took in the good, dismissed the gray,
Believed the church was built on truth,
And saints could never lose their way.

But years beneath the steepled strain,
Revealed the cracks beneath the creed
Where love turns law, and grace to chain,
And mercy bends to power and need.

I am a broken believer, burdened by the weight,
Of holy ambitions and unholy scars
Beneath this pain, I still await
The whisper of God through the silence of stars.

I’ve seen many shepherds lose their sight,
While tending fires they cannot feed,
I’ve watched them barter wrong for right,
And call their empire ministry.

The faithful burn until they fade,
The kind grow quiet, the brave grow numb,
The hopeful pray the debts they’ve paid
Shall count for something should kingdom come.

I am a broken believer, left hollowed and bruised,
seeking repentance and longing for more
Hiding in pain yet I’ve not refused
The God who weeps at the church’s door.

There is a grace that grieves with me,
A Christ who trembles when I fall,
Who does not flinch at heresy,
But bears the wounds that built it all.

So let the cynic say I’m spent,
And let the holy call me frail,
My faith’s a cracked and crooked tent,
Yet still it catches heaven’s gale.

I am a broken believer - here I stand unmasked,
Held by a love too fierce to flee,
And if redemption’s the hardest task,
Then God is still redeeming me.

So here I kneel, longing for grace,
Burned out, exhausted, I yield.
I may be broken but know there's hope
For even the shattered may be healed.

Broken Believer

ProdByNoBrakes dont it down please!

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Song Lyrics:

All My Rockstar thoughts
Eat the death sauce
Hang me on a cross
Let me mourn my loss

Fighting myself oh that is great
K!ll!ng myself oh that is late
I lost my love date
I missed my death date

Take the black pill
Being sad is my skill
Switch on them you know the drill
Switch the music its the drill
I need help go to doctor phill

Oh nice
Left me twice
Stuck in ice
broken device

0verd0sing in my room, I d!e alot
Maybe its the rockstar thoughts
Maybe i should get sh0t
Dont leak the plot

sample from overtonight mirrors demo

black pill (rockstar thoughts)

[Verse 1]
Alarm clock screaming like my inner child,
Coffee tastes like unpaid time.
Mom said, “Just smile, that’s professional style,”
But my therapist says I might die.
Voices in my head on the conference call,
Asking for a raise, like, “Hey, what’s it all for?”
HR said trauma’s not business casual,
Guess I’ll cry in Excel some more.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I’m stapling my sanity,
Filing it under “productivity.”
Every flashback comes with Wi-Fi,
And a PowerPoint on “how to survive.”

[Chorus]
I’m fine, I’m fine! Can’t you tell from my grin?
My soul’s on fire, but I clocked in again.
I’m fine, I’m fine! Just a normal daydream —
Please hold… I’m having a breakdown in between.
(doo doo doo, don’t mind me — mental health on hold tone plays)

[Verse 2]
Printer’s jammed like my emotional growth,
Paper cuts sharper than my goals.
Boss says, “You’re late.” I say, “Time’s a construct.”
He says, “Construct it faster, bro.”
Every flashback’s brought to you by caffeine,
Sponsored by guilt and the American dream.
I meditate with my head in my hands —
Namaste to the crushing demands.

[Pre-Chorus]
They said, “Find your purpose, chase your bliss!”
So I checked Indeed — it doesn’t exist.
Got promoted to anxiety,
Benefits include societal irony.

[Chorus]
I’m fine, I’m fine! Look, I answered the phone!
The voices said “quit,” but I’m paying off loans.
I’m fine, I’m fine! Just a cog in routine —
Please hold… I’m buffering self-esteem.

[Bridge] (spoken like a corporate seminar)
🎙️ “Remember, team — success starts with a smile!
Push through the pain! Grind harder! Manifest hustle!
Crying’s for after-hours.
Now let’s circle back to your goals…”

(Glitched laughter track — distorted beat drop)

[Final Chorus]
I’m fine, I’m fine! (That’s what I say on cue)
My mental health’s a business expense too.
I’m fine, I’m fine! Don’t check beneath the screen —
Please hold… I’m having a breakdown, unseen.

[Outro]
Typing sounds fade…
Elevator music hums softly…
Whispered line, barely there:
“Your call is important to us —
please hold… I’m having a breakdown.”

i'm fine (i'm fine!)

Es gibt keinen wirklichen Grund für Trauer, auch wenn der Verlust noch so groß scheint. Sie zeigt uns einen inneren Weg, wie wir unsere Gedanken selbst in scheinbar hoffnungslosen Situationen verändern können. Dieser Wandel geschieht nicht sofort. Er braucht Zeit, Übung und die Bereitschaft, die Dinge anders zu sehen. Doch er ist möglich, weil es in unserer Macht liegt, jeden Gedanken zu verwandeln, der uns verletzt. Das Ziel ist, zu erkennen: Trauer und Schmerz sind in Wahrheit unmöglich. Warum? Weil Gott uns niemals etwas geben würde, das uns verletzen könnte. Es gibt keine andere Quelle als Ihn, und Seine Gaben sind immer Freude. Darum ist das Freudige das Einzige, was wirklich wahr ist.

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284 Ein Kurs in Wundern | Ich kann beschließen, alle verletzenden Gedanken zu verändern | Gottfried

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DER DIREKTE WEG, der Podcast für dein Erwachen: Mein Name ist Gottfried Sumser, ich habe es mir zur Aufgabe gemacht, Menschen in ihrer Erhabenheit und Größe zu begleiten. Die Grundlage meines Wirkens als spiritueller Lehrer und Seminarleiter ist der „Kurs in Wundern“ der über zwei Jahrzehnte an meiner Seite ist. Hier geht es ohne Umwege zur Sache.

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Upcoming Experimental Artist 
Electronic, Instrumental and vibes 
 
LINKS BELOW (I'M ON ALL PLATFORMS)


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New tracks tagged #Depression