Pavor Nocturnus

Nyktalgia

Nekrolog

societal programming taking hold
blind followers doing what their told
following the lie this world wants them to believe
everything around is to deceive

all my life I was told
I was something
the world around told 
I'm nothing

everything you want is fake
it's to fuel your false sense of sake
get a house a car and wife 
Then meet god in the afterlife


open your mind to the truth
your family may feel ruth
no one likes when you've risen
the world is a prison

its buried deep in your mind
its what they try to hide
embrace that new found power
embrace realms beyond this one



I'm nothing

On the Edge of Life and Death

Misunderstood

Rotten In Sorrow - dairy of loser 
Year: 2025
Genre: Depressive Suicidal Black Metal
Country: Ukraine/Russian
Track List:
0:00 - стоя перед лицом смерти (intro)
1:24 - веселье окончено я хочу умереть
5:16 - пустота внутри
9:36 - моя кровь
13:50 - Laughing (Decalius cover)
16:33 -  прощай (outro)

dairy of a loser (full album)

Standalone single for the new upcoming album...

swallowed by melancholy

AaTaA - Pit of Despair

softcollapseDSBM

all my songs are recorded in a school bathroom

a collection of projects run by Elliott (surname undisclosed for privacy), aka sadsa1nt. Contains primarily Midwest emo/shoegaze project "bigphish", DSBM project "peace as a corpse...", and doom/sludge metal project "CAROTIDRUPTURE".

Depressive Suicidal Black Metal Band
Members:
Rotted Corpse - multi instrumental, vocal 
Necromage - bass.
Dark Rose - back vocal, design.

nave no idea how to live that shitty life

hardtobeemo@gmail.com

New tracks tagged #Depressive Suicidal Black Metal