An album about the end. The end of all there ever was, and all there ever will be.
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Released March 22, 2025

All songs composed, produced, and arranged by Noctilia Grah
Special thanks to Azukii, complex, Dominique, Evelyn, Kat, varoondude, Vincent, and everyone else who supported me the past year. It means the world to me. 

Paralyzing, Immobilizing Fear

If You Feel The Need To

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Don't Show It or Close It You Know You Can't Hold It, the World is Tired of Everyone That's Out There Not Being Themselves or Doing Something New, Try to Form Something That Hasn't Been Done Before, Take Everything That's Been Out There and Crush It and Mash It Into Something That Hasn't Been Seen, See Others Quit in 3 Months When They Try to Succeed by Copying Someone Else but Don't Have the Diligence to Make It Leagues Ahead of the One They Take From or Transform It Into Something That's Made From Their Own Heart and Soul, See Them Give Up When They Make Themselves a Clone of Someone Who's Already Gone Long Ago and Has Been Replaced by an Endless Stream of Wannabes, and Weep Since You Know They Could've Been Gold if They Tried, Who Cares About You if You Just Blend in, if You Don't Stand Out, if You Don't Even Try to Be Yourself Even by a Little, if All You Do is Copy Others Then Why Even Bother Trying at All, Be Terrible at It but Don't Clone It, Don't Copy, Obfuscate, Hide It Under Your Own Sound, Your Own Ideas, Make Fun of It, Replicate What Hasn't Been Replicated Before, Don't Try to Make Yourself Something You Will Never Be, Take a Look at Yourself and Find Your Own Dreams From Your Mind and Not Take From What's Already Known by Everyone Else Who is Making Stuff in the Places You Want to Be, if You Take From Someone Else Do It Once, Not Again, if Once Then Obvious, as Close of a Clone, Then Don't Replicate It After, Use It as a Way to Learn, Then Make Something New Entirely From the Self, and for Those Who Can't Understand Without It Being Blunt, Fuck Sewerslvt, Fuck Cynthoni, Fuck Usedcvnt, Fuck Acidgvrl, Fuck Shinyflvres, Fuck Turqoisedeath, Fuck Deathbrain, Fuck All of You Listening to Their Stuff Without a Second Thought, Fuck All of You Copying Them and All of You That Don't Even Try With Your Work, Do Something New, Do Something Else, Be Yourself, Make Something Original, We Already Have All This Shit, and Don't Lie About Being a Copy, Look at What Hasn't Been Done Yet and Do It, Keep Doing It, Keep Going, Keep Moving, Keep Changing, and After It's All Over, You'll See That You're Where You Wanted to Be All Along 

Released June 24, 2025 

2-57 6-23-25 2H 06M VIOLENT BEHAVIOR

11-59 5-19-25 6H 24M SUNK COST

12-00 5-23-25 8H 05M YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU

2-16 5-17-25 5H 58M LOST TO TIME

11-24 5-29-25 3H 42M SEVEN FOUR

6-22 6-22-25 0H 18M HELL WORLD

1-17 6-19-25 02H 6M DEAD MANS SWITCH

CHURRIAS HABEO

˜”*°•.˜”*°• Anus me dolet, haemorrhoidas habeo. •°*”˜.•°*”˜

Musician first, all else secondary.

All of my original music is free to use in noncommercial works, with credit.
For business inquiries and general contact, e-mail me at noctacry@gmail.com

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Logo by Noctilia Grah

New tracks tagged #Depressive breakcore