shadow work w/ O WIZARD (rutherford)

Day of Atonement

Main Meal

Song is about the past and saying stupid sh1t and owning it

My Heart Explodes (SLOW)

An experimental fusion of Black, Doom, and Death Metal, channeling the madness of Azathoth. Raw tremolo riffs, crushing slow passages, and guttural invocations merge into a 7-minute descent into cosmic horror. For those who worship the void. If you feel the call, share this hymn of oblivion.

Lyrics:
Azathoth... Fleshless one...
Azathoth... Fleshless one...
We see you in the walls
In the space within skin and skin

Azathoth... Azathoth...
Azathoth... Azathoth...

Shatter the maw of god
Shatter the maw of god
We are the worms in the clockwork of the universe
We are the worms in the clockwork of the universe

You have never been here
You have never been here
You have never been here

Azathoth! Azathoth!
Azathoth! Azathoth!

The walls are not walls—they breathe.
The light is a lie... a fractal of god’s forgotten eyelid...

Azathoth! Azathoth, awaken!
Azathoth, awaken!
Awaken! Awaken!

The clock has no hands—only teeth.
It chews your shadow... and spits out your voice...
You think you are praying... but the altar is eating your tongue.

Altar is eating your tongue
Altar is eating your tongue
Altar is eating your tongue
Altar is eating your tongue


We see you in the walls
In the space within skin and skin
Shatter the maw of god
We are the worms in the clockwork of the universe

Cultum Abstractum

rebirth;3 soon rebirth;3soon

On a night without lights

Piano: Khrystyna Beniuk

“De perdidos al río” is a Spanish idiom that literally means:
"if we're already lost — let's jump into the river."

In the literal sense, it refers to someone driven to the edge, who jumps into a river out of despair.
In the figurative sense, it expresses the idea that when everything is lost, a person chooses to take a risk — the lesser of two evils.

This piece illustrates the perspective of a person from the bottom of the river, having jumped in out of hopelessness — a moment of surrender, but also strange clarity. It captures the emotional state of someone who, after losing everything, views life from a place where no further fall is possible.

De perdidos al río

The fire surged skyward—a dying star clawing at the heavens. Then it split, twisted, and plunged into the outstretched arms of a single soul. And as the flames swallowed the last light… the world knew: dawn will never come.

Dawn Will Never Come

Official Spirits of Hell Soundtrack.
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Spirits of Hell OST - Main Menu

I wish I was dead. Also I love hugs and heavy music. :3

Just a simple guy trying to make it being basic.

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