Written by: Reapers Shadow
Produced by: despairintoashes
Mixed & Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: angelsofsorrows

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Yeah I saw your face in the mirror 
Everything is another reminder
We had to leave it was dire 
Sometimes I feel like such a liar
(Such a liar)

[Verse 1]
From here earth looks like a glacier
I tried hard but I couldn't replace ya
Pick the cards 
But I'm still a fucking loser

[Bridge]
Too much time
(Ya know) 
Has passed
(I wish that you were still around) 
& I'm still here
(But that's not the reality I live in)
Dying inside 
(You're gone & I have to accept that)

[Verse 2]
Flashbacks of blood dripping everywhere
The roads were so ice cold
They were bare
(bare)
Rooms filled with icicles 
Soon those who ran 
Became one with the shadows
& that was the end of the battle

[Chorus]
Yeah I saw your face in the mirror 
Everything is another reminder
We had to leave it was dire 
Sometimes I feel like such a liar

Another Reminder (Prod. despairintoashes)

[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

Heaven (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

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