"Intrusive Thoughts" musically embodies the experience of dealing with persistent, unwanted thoughts through a compelling alternative rock sound. Repetitive guitar riffs mirror the cyclical nature of intrusive thoughts, while dissonant harmonies create an unsettling atmosphere. Sudden breaks in the music represent moments of clarity or attempts to interrupt thought patterns. Vocals alternate between whispers and shouts, reflecting the internal struggle and varying intensities of these thoughts. The song's structure builds tension before offering a release in the bridge and outro, mirroring the journey towards acceptance and coexistence with challenging mental experiences. "Intrusive Thoughts" offers a powerful exploration of mental resilience and self-compassion.

Intrusive Thoughts

FLP: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/1yzxy9fmfiic0/%5BSpiral_Vexation%5D_BLIZZARD_FLP
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It sure has been a while. I hope you are all doing well!

I really fell off the wagon as you could tell, and it took me a good 4 years to get back to the point where I could create music again. I began to take it all too seriously, and what is the point in making these songs if I couldn't even enjoy doing it anymore? I took the time I needed to focus on myself, my family, and my future, and I can now approach composing once again for fun, without the need to pressure myself anymore to create entire OSTs or AUs.
I look forward to seeing and interacting with you all once again, and I hope you enjoy hearing what I make just as much as I love all of your support. It feels great to create and share again!

So for now, enjoy this cursed piece I have spent far too many weeks working on! I tried to keep the vibe of the original ICED OUT, while also allowing freedom for my creativity to run wild. I chose the title "BLIZZARD" for various reasons: to retain the "ice" motto of Lil Pump, as well as the fact that he holds a Slurpee in Gucci Gang (Slurpees are cold... Blizzards are cold... Is it a bit of a stretch?), and because Sans is from Snowdin, which must experience a blizzard once in a while.

See if you can spot all the motifs, I put far too many in there (if you use the FLP to find them you I will be very upset with you)

(I would say thank god I never have to work with Lil Pump vocal samples again, but we both know that I am nowhere near finished creating songs for Dissonant Harmonies and its various sub-AUs...)
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Credits!

Song: CTRL (https://soundcloud.com/ctrlsmain)

Thumbnail: Inspired (obviously) by the original ICED OUT thumbnail by Lunaxis (https://soundcloud.com/airenn171), Lil Pump Battle Sprite by Piggie2023 on DeviantArt (https://www.deviantart.com/piggie2023/art/DH-Lil-Pump-n-Monika-Battle-Sprites-840560132), Storyshift Sans sprite by C0nstellations on PixilArt (https://www.pixilart.com/art/storyshift-sans-encounter-sr2a3d27b28ddb5), Thumbnail additions inspired by BenyiC03's "Heartbreaker" (https://soundcloud.com/benyic03/underswap-dance-of-bones-phase-2-heartbreaker), and after all of that, put together by CTRL (you know who).

Inspired by the fantastic (and first, I think?) rendition of a Spiral Vexation ICED OUT by yet another failure: "DEATH COMES KNOCHING" (https://soundcloud.com/what-doesnt-suck/magic-knoch-shell)! And of course, Knochen Konig (https://soundcloud.com/lunaeraaa/dissonant-harmonies-knochen-konig) and ICED OUT (https://soundcloud.com/utscloud-archive2/iced-out-v1), both by Lunaxis.

Special thanks to GC (https://soundcloud.com/gamecube-alt) and Wubbles (https://linktr.ee/wubbles) for their feedback and support throughout this song's development!

Dissonant Harmonies and Spiral Vexation belong to Lunaxis (https://soundcloud.com/airenn171).
Storyspin belongs to Newhome Studios (Not Keno anymore, correct me if I'm wrong) (https://x.com/newhomestudios).
Undertale belongs to Toby Fox (https://x.com/tobyfox).

Please send me a DM if you would like to reupload or "extend" any of my music before doing so. Thank you!
If you have any inquiries, complaints, or corrections to provide, please feel free to send me a message in my Soundcloud inbox!
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[Spiral Vexation] BLIZZARD (ICED OUT) (+ FLP!)

persimmon - the army, the navy (cover)

Music takes me to new worlds. Life is the best teacher. Writing about life is a challenge and experience is what guides me. Loves, pains, disappointments, sadness, joy, despair, hope, melancholy, happiness, all these feelings burn in my veins and make me create.
You all welcome to follow my journey.

I'm Eric, just a guy who's always loved video game music, so I decided to create it myself. I hope you enjoy my work!
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Profile Pic by Miu.
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Please do not repost or extend my music on any platform without consulting me first! Feel free to send me a DM for any inquiries.
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