blanks

mess

bummer

and you (follow your dreams)

it's all

DOWNER

dissolve between all the faces i once adored
stuck between 4 walls
and they all want to eat me whole

reel me close to you
so i can disappear
one last time
let me just pull a trick on last time

૮₍•᷄ ࡇ •᷅₎ა

It's time to move on. We all god's gifted we all deserve that chance of happiness and hope. Focus on you and make room for improvement!

Move On

Almost didn't write this but then I decided it was viable enough these dark days.  Wonderful backing track provided by Jam Tracks Galaxy ==> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7ykuSrpxxc
WHY I’M HERE
Why I’m here
I haven’t a clue
Got no one to love
No dream to pursue
Work to pay the bills
Is all I do
To say to anyone
Got nothin’ new

Why I’m here
Is beyond me
Got no place to go
No place to be
Got nobody to call
Nobody to see
Why I’m here
Is beyond me

CHORUS
The things I know to be true
Have given me a twisted world-view
I’m better goin’ it alone
No tellin’ what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might..

Why I’m here
I haven’t a clue
Like talkin’ to wood
Talkin’ to you
And when I pray
If I do
I get no reply
Lord, from You
No reply, no
No reply from You

The things I know to be true
Have given me a twisted world-view
Oh, I’m better goin’ it alone
No tellin’ what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might say or do

Why I’m here
I haven’t a clue
Got no one to love
No dream to pursue
Work to pay the bills
Is all I do
To say to anyone
Got nothin’ new
Got nothin, nothin’ new, oh..

The things I know to be true
Have given me a twisted world-view
Oh, I’m better goin’ it alone
No tellin’ what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might say or do
No tellin’…what I might say or do, oh-oh-oh

Why I’m here
Is a mystery
Ain’t done sh*t with my life
Please forgive me
Got nobody to blame
Soon, I’ll be history
Why I’m here
Is a, a mystery

The things I know to be true
Have given me a twisted world-view
Oh, I’m better goin’ it alone
No tellin’ what I might say or do
No tellin’..


© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved

WHY I’M HERE

im so fucked up i feel like im dead

bullet into my skull do you see inside my head?

just wondering

i might be a creep but i still have feelings for you
i go to sleep and dream about us fucking is that normal?

your smile is so inviting , im here so stop the crying
and would you even stay with me if i was fucking dying

your bf is a loser , i know im nothing better 
but if you ever got cold 
would he let you wear his sweater
cs i swear would i would

typical fucking me

panic

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TAGS: emotional trap, emotional rap, liltjay, lil tjay type instrumental, melodic instramental, melodic rap, heartbreak, sad, rap, hip hop, singing, song, music


Do It Again

Dont know what im gonna do today
Might go outside and
See my friends
Pretend
Everything is alright

Dont know why I feel so blue today
Might stay inside and
Rot in bed
Pretend
I dont feel dead inside

I mask emotions and hide
I feel so empty inside
Where there was fire now theres ice
But i act happy so I 

Opened my door  went outside
Felt the wind hitting my eyes
All of my friends thought i died
They were so close to being right

Dont know what im gonna do today
Might go outside and 
See my friends
Pretend
Everything is alright

I wanna stay inside and rot until my bones decay
Dont know how long i can keep lying saying “im okay”

Dont know why I feel so blue today
Might stay inside and
Rot in bed
Pretend
I dont feel dead inside

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Thanks for tuning in.  Stripped Down, Raw and Real songs complete with flaws are what you'll find here.  Write on, Songsters! 

Much love from the USA,
Renee

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