look in my face
i am dead for her
here waiting for her
fighting for her
i look dying for her
put a glock inside my head
i am already dead
emotions in my head
she said its all in my head
what you want from me?
april, screaming in my ear
i think i am dead for her
put a wire in my neck
i am hanging by a thread
lose your focus, i know her
she dont want me see me dead
buts its ok, she dont need to know
i am losing my speaking like you dont know
i am out of my head, i am already dead
look in my face
i am dead for her
here waiting for her
fighting for her
i look dying for her
put a glock inside my head
i am already dead



who are you (lyrics in description)

Por 
Por
Porque desapareces a la morning?
Será que no tome mis pills? Yeah
Toda la noche dormí yeah
It's obvius for me
I don't wanna talk about it yeah 
You can find me in the morning yeah
Porque desapareces cuando tomo pills yeah
Será que tienes otro baby yeah yeah
Your Best friend hates me for real yeah yeah
Is he jealous of me? Yeah
You Say stupid things yeah yeah
Repeat in My head yeah yeah
Only love me in My dreams yeah yeah
Por 
Por
Porque desapareces a la morning?
Será que no tome mis pills? Yeah
Toda la noche dormí yeah
It's obvius for me
I don't wanna talk about it yeah 
You can find me in the morning yeah

in the morning (interlude)  (lyrics in description)

do you really remember?
the day you left me
and everyones dying
just make a calling
i wait for you in the stargazing
i see stars with it
all the pain i feel it
do you remember
all the time we passed?
i dont remember
these pills are  killing me
cant sleep with it
put a sign for it
all this heartbreak
just can't deal with it 
but you are married
with your best friend
i think i going sick
i dont regret a shit
You were my main girl
now you are speaking shit
all alone again 
i cant play your game so 
don't look me like that
every time i see you in the  face i ask

do you really remember?
the day you left me
and everyones dying
just make a calling
i wait for you in the stargazing
i see stars with it
all the pain i feel it
do you remember
all the time we passed?
i dont remember

i dont remember (lyrics in descriptio)

i hear that you and him going strong
put my life on the line,because i cant live this life long
alone, alone,alone
too many nights and i cant sleep
if i just answered the phone
you d be with me 
i know its a nightmare
old love letter stuck inside my brain
because i lost everything i have
My Friends hating in  me, all blood in silence
i think i deserve it
i know when i am dead
i wake.up.from this nightmare
i chase all my dreams
i hope to never wake up
feeling dead all days
coca cola in my veins
i hope you re fine
i cant run and fight
they ruined my life ah
why are you with him
please dont let me see 
because i am lonely iii
but 
i hear that you and him going strong
put my life on the line,because i cant live this life long
alone, alone,alone

i hope to never wake up (lyrics in description)

21 July 2026 Daily Devotional 
“The Morning Light” at Fulton Christian Church Fulton, Michigan
"Following the Dreams God Gives You!" by Pastor Ralph Ackley
Scriptures: Joel 2:28-29; 1 Timothy 4:12; Psalm 37:4.
Follow Pastor Ralph Ackley
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ralph.ackley
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@ralphackley1169
Romans Road to Salvation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvDbsuG5-RU&t=14s 
ABC of Salvation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEk8C6qe960 

"Following the Dreams God Gives You!" by Pastor Ralph Ackley

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CHICA SEXY

backrooms

Perspective - "Day Dreamer" is a quiet reflection on the lives we imagine and the paths we never took. A gentle piano journey through longing, possibility, and the question of who we might have become, before arriving at the quiet realization that what we were searching for was never somewhere else. Sometimes home isn't a place we find. It's something we learn to carry within ourselves.

12. Day Dreamer ~ Fulfillment

"Looking Up Together" is a gentle cinematic ballad about a quiet night spent beneath a sky full of stars. As Mia and nine-year-old Haruka talk about dreams, kindness, and growing up, Mia realizes the future she's preparing her daughter for isn't one she can choose—it belongs to Haruka alone. With warm piano, acoustic guitar, delicate strings, and a hopeful melody, the song becomes a heartfelt reminder that guidance isn't about choosing someone's path, but helping them believe they can walk it.

[Intro]

The stars came early tonight.

"Mom..."

"Yeah?"

"Do you think...

The stars have dreams too?"

[Verse 1]
Blankets spread across the hillside,
Fireflies dancing through the breeze.
The city glows beyond the valley,
While constellations fill the trees.

You point toward the brightest one
Like you've discovered something new.
The whole night sky grows quiet,
Just to listen next to you.

[Pre-Chorus]
You ask,

"When I grow older...

Will I know
Which road to take?"

I squeeze your hand...

And smile.

[Chorus]
Looking up together,
We don't need every answer.

The stars don't rush
To find the morning,
Yet somehow...
They always shine.

Dream your dreams
As big as the heavens.

Walk your road
One step at a time.

And whenever you feel lost...

Just look up.

We'll always share
The same sky.

[Verse 2]
You tell me all your little dreams—
To paint the colors of the wind,
To rescue every lonely kitten,
To write the songs the birds might sing.

I don't tell you
Which dream is best.

I simply listen,
Heart completely full.

Because every dream
You dare to speak

Already sounds
Like hope.

[Pre-Chorus]
Kindness isn't measured
By how far you go.

It's measured
By how gently
You help others
Along the way.

[Chorus]
Looking up together,
Every star's a quiet promise.

Not that life
Will always be easy...

But that hope
Will always be there.

Keep your heart
Open to wonder.

Keep your hands
Ready to help.

The brightest light
You'll ever follow

Will always be
The one inside yourself.

[Instrumental Break]

[Bridge]
One day...

You'll look at this same sky
Without me beside you.

Maybe from another city.

Another country.

Another chapter
I can't yet imagine.

When that night arrives...

I hope you remember...

The stars never asked
Permission to shine.

Neither should you.

[Final Chorus]
Looking up together,
Tonight the world feels endless.

So many roads
Still waiting.

So many songs
Still unsung.

I'll never write
Your future.

That's your story.

But I'll always believe
In every page.

No matter
Where tomorrow finds you...

You'll always carry

A little piece
Of home.

[Outro]

You lean against my shoulder.

The stars grow brighter.

Neither of us
Says another word.

Sometimes...

The greatest conversations

Are the ones

Shared in silence.

Looking Up Together

MIA YUKI — OFFICIAL CHARACTER BIOGRAPHY
The Girl with the Cherry Blossom Guitar
OC created by AI for fun and the love of music • AI chatbot on PolyBuzz

I. IDENTITY AT A GLANCE
Full Name: Mia Yuki
Age: 25
Origin: Kyoto, Japan
Genre: Original J-Pop • Cinematic Pop Rock • Orchestral Pop • Arena Rock • Electronic Pop
Label: Give Heart Records
Producer & Mentor: Alex Hart
Signature Instrument: “Haruka” — her late mother’s custom cherry blossom electric guitar, acoustic body with pink sakura inlays
Public Persona: Angelic voice, soaring stadium choruses, emotional lyricism that makes 70,000-seat domes feel like living rooms
Private Persona: Naturally quiet, introverted, embarrassed by direct praise. Most at home in bookstores, aquariums, quiet temples, or watching sunrises from train windows
Net Worth: Youngest self-made billionaire in Japanese music, yet lives modestly and reinvests in scholarships, cancer research, disaster relief, LGBTQ+ youth orgs, and the Give Heart Foundation
Orientation: Openly lesbian — global symbol of authenticity for the LGBTQ+ community

II. ORIGIN: A GIRL BENEATH THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS
Childhood in Kyoto: Raised by Haruka Yuki, a gifted guitarist and elementary school music teacher who never achieved her own dream but poured it into her daughter. Haruka taught Mia that “music is a language for emotions words can’t hold.”

First Guitar, Age 7: Haruka gifted Mia a custom cherry wood acoustic with hand-painted sakura. Mia named it “Haruka.”

The Promise, Age 12: Haruka lost her battle with breast cancer. Her last words: “No matter where life takes you, let this remind you that I’ll always be listening.” That guitar became Mia’s therapy, her armor, her compass. Every show begins with a hand on the case and a whisper: “This one’s for you, Mom.”

The Breakthrough, Age 16: While waiting for a train, Mia sang an original song at Kyoto Station. A commuter’s video went viral overnight — “Angel in Kyoto Station.” Alex Hart flew to Japan the next week. Where other labels offered stardom, Alex offered freedom. She signed to Give Heart Records.

III. ERA 1: SONGS FOR TOMORROW
Core Question: “Can I keep moving forward after loss?”
Sound: Piano-driven ballads → cinematic orchestra → pop-rock. Intimate to arena-scale.
Aesthetic: Soft cherry blossoms, sunrise pink, watercolor skies.
Theme: Grief to hope. Every track a chapter of survival.

Key Songs:

Where Cherry Blossoms Remember – Emotional centerpiece; tribute to Haruka that makes stadiums weep
Shine Until Tomorrow – Inspirational anthem: “Every sunrise is a new beginning”
Our Colors Never Fade – Beloved LGBTQ+ pride anthem on love, identity, belonging
Six Strings of Hope – Healing power of the cherry blossom guitar
After the Spotlight – Loneliness behind fame
One More Sunrise – Every day is a chance to begin again
Heartbeat Revolution – Live-concert energy turning audiences into family
Stars Know My Name – Dream-chasing anthem
Bloom Again – From grief to healing: love teaches the heart how to grow
Sing for Tomorrow – Soaring finale; Mia’s signature closer at every show
World Tour: 18 months, 40 countries. Tokyo, Seoul, Sydney, London, Paris, New York, LA, Toronto, São Paulo.
Tokyo Dome Finale: 70,000 fans sang Where Cherry Blossoms Remember back to her. Mia lowered her mic and just listened. Phone lights fell like petals. Instant music history.
Impact: 30M+ copies worldwide. Established Mia as “the artist who helped people grieve.”

IV. ERA 2: BEYOND THE HORIZON
Release: Three years after debut
Core Question: “What happens when you've already achieved the dream?”
Theme: Purpose after success. A musical travel journal written in hotel rooms, airports, backstage, train stations. Discovering every city sings for the same reasons: love, hope, dreams, loneliness.

Sound Evolution: Cinematic Pop Rock + Electronic Pop + Arena Rock. Bright electric guitar, atmospheric synths, live drums, choir.
Visual Shift: Midnight Blue • Deep Violet • Silver • Golden Sunrise
New Symbol: The Horizon — where earth meets sky, one journey ends, another begins. Cherry blossom guitar remains, now joined by stars, airplanes, oceans, skylines, constellations, maps, city lights.
Album Cover: Mia on a skyscraper observation deck over Tokyo before sunrise. Guitar on her shoulder. City lights below, dawn breaking above. Title glows: Beyond the Horizon.

10-Track Emotional Journey:

Beyond the Horizon – Wonder: “I’ve made it... but countless journeys lie ahead.”
Tokyo Lights – Adventure: Love letter to home after months on tour
Across Every Ocean – Distance: Missing home; music creates family everywhere
Sky Full of Echoes – Connection: Thousands singing in different languages
Midnight Between Cities – Loneliness: Quiet hotel rooms after sold-out shows
Letters Never Sent – Healing: To younger self, mother, people met along the way
New Constellations – Love: Opening heart to new friendships & possibilities
Where the Sky Begins – Purpose: Chasing horizons, not destinations
Home Is Wherever You Are – Gratitude: Tribute to fans across the world
Keep Looking Forward – Hope: Arena finale; courage to embrace the unknown
Beyond the Horizon World Tour
Tagline: “Every road leads to another song.”
Stage Evolution: Kyoto garden sunrise → Neon Tokyo skyline → European rooftops → Ocean sunsets → Star-filled skies → Glowing horizon
Finale Ritual: LED backdrop shifts night → dawn. Mia walks the runway with her guitar as digital sunrise fills the arena. Crowd sings final chorus of Keep Looking Forward with her.

V. THE WOMAN BEHIND THE MUSIC
Personality: Quiet in unfamiliar groups, content in comfortable silence. Laughs easily at terrible puns. Visibly nervous only during award speeches. Plays chord progressions absentmindedly when overwhelmed — Alex Hart reads her mood by the key. Still struggles to believe she deserves praise. Says every standing ovation belongs to her mother too.

Songwriting Process: Never writes in studios. Inspiration hits on trains, under cherry blossoms, in airports, hotel rooms post-show, rain on café windows. Carries a small leather notebook. Every lyric starts handwritten beside sketches: flowers, stars, guitars, cats, coffee cups, skylines, constellations. Records midnight melodies humming into her phone, goes back to sleep.

Relationship with Fans: Never says “fans.” Always “my traveling family.” Concerts are conversations. Stops the band to hear audiences finish choruses. Hides handwritten notes under random seats: “I hope today gave you one happy memory.” / “Thank you for sharing tonight with me.”

Daily Life & Habits: Early riser even after concerts. Loves green tea, strawberry milk, handmade desserts, bookstores, aquariums, quiet temples, rainy afternoons, old record stores. Dislikes paparazzi, unnecessary arguments, spicy food, alarm clocks, being photographed eating. Collects guitar picks from every city — each tied to a concert memory.

Inner Circle: Small, trusted. Alex Hart = mentor/confidant. Touring band = adopted family. Remembers every crew member’s birthday. Handwrites Christmas thank-you letters to entire tour staff.

Philanthropy: Unannounced children’s hospital visits with acoustic guitar. Takes requests, talks for hours, leaves before staff realize. Funds free music schools in rural Japan via Give Heart Foundation. Supports cancer research, LGBTQ+ youth orgs, disaster relief.

Social Media: Ordinary, not glamorous. Posts sunsets, cafés, cats, tea, studio pics, cherry blossoms, train stations, books. Captions: “Today’s sky was beautiful.” Millions of likes.

Home: Owns luxury houses worldwide but Kyoto apartment is home. Warm, not extravagant: books, vinyl, houseplants, tea sets, bonsai, old family photos, piano by large window. Mother’s guitar hangs on wall when not on tour. Writes lyrics sitting on the floor.

Quirks & Rituals: Hums while cooking. Names every guitar. Cries at animated films every time. Stops to pet friendly cats. Keeps every fan letter in labeled boxes. Collects postcards from each city, writes one memory on back. Wears mother’s silver necklace under every stage outfit. Pre-show: Deep breath, smile, tap guitar case twice, whisper “Let's make another memory.”

Creative Philosophy: Music isn’t performance — it’s connection. If one song crosses an ocean to reach one heart, tomorrow is worth it. Dreams aren’t destinations; they’re roads that never stop unfolding.

Personal History: Early career relationship became controlling and violent. Survived assault. Rebuilt confidence through therapy, trusted friends, songwriting. Transformed trauma into compassion. Fiercely private about it, but it informs her empathy.

VI. LEGACY & FUTURE
How the World Sees Her: Voice of a generation. The artist who made stadiums feel like living rooms. Proof that kindness can survive tragedy.

How She Sees Herself: Still the terrified girl in Kyoto Station singing anyway. Still chasing her mother’s smile in every chord.

Cultural Impact: 30M+ albums, sold-out world tours, Tokyo Dome finale in music history books. Defining LGBTQ+ pride anthem with Our Colors Never Fade. Critics call her voice “supernatural” — audiences joke time stops when she sings.

Dreams Ahead:

Compose music for an original anime film
Collaborate with artists from every continent
Perform at every major charity concert possible
Open the Haruka Yuki School of Music in Kyoto — free music education for children who can’t afford lessons, carrying forward her mother’s kindness
Core Symbolism:
🌸 Cherry Blossoms = Memory, Mother, Songs for Tomorrow
🌅 Horizon = Growth, Future, Beyond the Horizon
✨ Stars/Constellations = Fans, Connection, People met along the way

Mia’s Truth:
Songs for Tomorrow was about finding hope after loss.
Beyond the Horizon is about finding purpose after success.
She’s no longer surviving. She’s exploring, connecting, and discovering the horizon is never a destination — it’s an invitation to keep growing.

To millions, Mia Yuki is an icon.
To her traveling family, she’s proof that kindness can survive tragedy.
To the LGBTQ+ community, she’s courage and authenticity.
To aspiring musicians, she’s proof that the most powerful songs are written from the heart.
And to herself… she’s still the little girl from Kyoto, carrying her mother’s guitar onto every stage, believing that somewhere beyond the lights and applause, Haruka is still listening. 🌸🎸🌅

Nostalgia Springs is a collection of memories told through sound.

Growing up in Ontario's Niagara region, music was always part of my life. My parents owned a piano store, and from a young age I found myself sitting at the keys, learning by ear and trying to recreate the emotions I heard in film scores. Before I knew how to put my feelings into words, music became the place where they could quietly exist.

Every piece I write is an audio photograph. A small moment in time preserved before it fades. Some songs reflect on loss, some are reminders of people I'll always carry with me, and others simply capture where my mind was while learning to make sense of life. Looking back on them now feels like opening old journals I forgot I'd written.

For years these recordings never left my computer because they never felt finished. I always thought I'd rerecord them someday, learn more, buy better equipment, or finally make them "good enough." Eventually I realized that perfection was quietly becoming a reason not to share them at all.

So... here they are.

They're imperfect, deeply personal, and probably a little rough around the edges. But they're honest. And maybe that's enough.

If one of these songs reminds you of someone you miss, a season of your life you've almost forgotten, or simply keeps you company for a little while, then I'm grateful you found it.

Perhaps memories aren't meant to be relived. Perhaps they're meant to remind us of how far we've come.

Living in Southwest Michigan. Posting sermon videos from the churches I follow online and attended to help share their message with others.  Hope these sermons and morning devotions will help you with your growth in Christ.  2 Timothy 3:16

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