Dear Soul,

Love doesn’t have to all make sense, or even make sense at all. It’s love! Let it be… love.

Perhaps it’s time to get out of your head and into your heart. What would happen if you followed your heart for a change? Sure it could end up hurting you, but you’re hurting anyway. And what if it hurts and it’s worth it? 

Maybe if you let love lead, it would take you places you can’t even imagine, because you’ll be a different kind of person. You’ll be guided more by love than by logic.

Be magical dear soul and let love work its magic on you. 

Love, Yourself.

Phenomenal

Dear Soul,

Oh wow - it’s happening! You’ve found someone and love is in the air!! How exciting!!! 

And terrifying. Hardly surprising that the thing you want the most is also the thing that scares you the most. So much possibility for loving and being loved… and so much possibility for being hurt and heartbroken. (Again). 

Ok, dear soul - slow… down… 

Before you start picking curtains, lean in to what you are learning. About yourself and about relationships. Let things be what they want to be rather than what you feel it should be. 

Be curious dear soul and enjoy finding out together. 

Love, Yourself

What If This Is Real?

Dear Soul,

I know you have parts of yourself you don’t like. Parts you are ashamed of. Parts that surely no one could love, because even you don’t. So you hide them from others and even yourself. But what if… by sharing those parts you find someone who is ok with them. Maybe even likes them or… (hold on to your hat) even… loves them?! 

What if you started by sharing small parts of those parts, just enough to let another soul know you even have parts to share. Maybe if you show them yours, they’ll show you theirs. (They’ve got parts too). 

Be honest dear soul and together you could find ways to be ok with each other's parts and they’d feel less like a part and more like you. 

Love, Yourself

When You Wink

Dear Soul,

I see you, sitting there all alone, wondering if you’ll ever love again. 

Wondering if you’re even loveable at all after everything you’ve been through. Perhaps it would be easier to simply give up before you start. Convince yourself you’re ‘not that bothered’ and tell people ‘I’m actually happier on my own’. 

Then sob in your alone-ness on a Friday night, wishing you had someone to cuddle up with and make weekend plans with. Someone to hold in your arms and be held by, to drift off to sleep with and wake up to with sleepy smiles. (And morning breath).

Be brave dear soul and do something that lets the universe (and random strangers within a geographic zone of your choosing) know that you can love and be loved.

Love, Yourself

Swipe Right

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This episode I am speaking to my very first person in an Open Marriage. A bi-sexual singer songwriter that has a Husband, a Dog and a Girlfriend!
We talk about navigating feelings and respect in and around an open marriage especially as a highly sensitive person, the spectrum of being bisexual, psychedelics and Dan Davage. 

Episode 9 - The ENM episode

[industrial gothcore fused post-darkwave suicidecore glitchcore voidcore creepy apocalyptic nazi-holocaust death march vibe:80 bpm intro crawl-slow funeral drag flesh ripping foley wet aluminum screwdriver scrape wwii reel flicker pitched low gas chamber whispers-then snap 110 bpm march verse snare bone snaps kick coffin slams sub-bass tar lungs breathing monotone rap-growl verse lyrics calm counting pills numb detachment dread building glitch drops chorus chrome wire hair scraping venom drip reverb androgynous male deep wail choking intensity raw release bridge 60 bpm heartbeat stutter child whispers reversed looping memory static disorientation reliving horror outro fade dripping click linger 2 beats extended slow fade-out reverse sighs ashes wind static eternal loop lingering unease unresolved torment nightmare spooky dystopian apocalypse violent scary vibes alien otherworldly alternative rock deep distorted androgynous male vocals haunting whispers dramatic screams 3d audio dark am

Echo's Of My Mind [Odium]

Intro (Dark Ambience: Eerie Industrial Synths, Distant Heartbeat Drums, Whispered Breaths with Glitch Static):
The winter was as cold... embedded despair...
Dancing with death's promise...
Verse 1 (Post-Rock Goth: Moody Guitars, Slow Haunting Melody, Subtle Industrial Clanks Building Tension):
The winter was as cold as the embedded despair that danced with the promise of death,
The light of the morning there was a sick craving felt,
A pack of vile heaven I was saving still,
When I started dripping sweat with heavy breathing,
The sickness disgusted me, to the point of panicking,
Heart beating out of my chest, dope sick insanity.
Chorus (Gothcore Industrial Drop: Distorted Nu-Metal Riffs, Chaotic Percussion, Powerful Kick Startles, Screamed Vocals with Echoing Despair):
I grabbed my silent screams and swallowed them in regret,
I just want this to end, Heroin is the gun I defended,
The weapon I sing sweet lullabies to every time I play victim,
Daring to take my life away!
Verse 2 (Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Textures, Sinister Synths, Building Emotional Intensity with Dark Ambience):
Communication came in the night, a message from a relative,
Death had come to my father, suicide was the cause.
Sick all day, I can't stand the pain, dripping nose like the vomit leaks,
From the intoxication of a purge with the onset of the rush of an opiate.
Bridge (Dark Wave Breakdown: Ethereal Waves, Psychotic Whisper Layers, 3D Panning for Disorienting Nightmare Feel):
Cold to the bone shaking like jackals laughing when they're hunting,
Sweat leaking out of my skin like snake oil salesmen corrupt and sell,
Glazed like the morning dew mist in the flames of hell,
Flowing out like the exhale of carbon dioxide filth,
This suicide, the cause and effect, the taste of no regrets was a disgusting reality,
Coming to a tragedy in the throes of a loss, when addiction with suffering played the role.
Verse 3 (Post-Metal Goth: Twisted Guitars, Otherworldly Echoes, Slow Apocalyptic Build with Alien Drones):
To sing a sonnet, a symphony from the demons below,
The church of misery holds the ceremony of lost souls,
To finally let go, the death of one will create another dead soul,
The powder of the sedative, the dirt of a flower,
With the god of sleep and the mouth of the devil's breath to infuse gave it,
Its power of my final hour.
Chorus (Intensified Industrial Fury: Violent Distortions, Insane Glitch Drops, Dramatic Vocal Wails for Dystopian Despair):
The sands of time the intoxicant encased with the liquid of life,
Boiling from the flames beneath a spoon in the dead of night,
Drawing up its contents, the elixir of pleasure of death together cries,
Wrapping rope and knots to close off the flow of life's gift!
Bridge 2 (Sinister Ambient Collapse: Spooky Synth Pulses, Haunting Layers, Fading into Chaotic Energy with Scary Whispers):
I poured all I could into the tool, for a poison that would predict its ending,
Pressure added to the pulse of life, like a stealth weapon,
I let the hymn of god off my lips roll out,
Euphoria to nothingness in a life's second,
The world went black as my life left with the barrel still inside its target limb.
Outro (Grunge Post-Metal Fade: Grinding Riffs Dissolving into Dark Ambience, Echoing Screams into Void Silence):
The void, there was peace... then agony and echoing...
As life was given back to me, when you survived the tragedy...
Saved by oxygen... [Fade to haunting sub-bass hum and glitchy despair.]

Heroin's Lullaby

(Verse 1)
Down on the floor, curled up tight,  
Hands up high, blocking out the light.  
I don't want to feel this anymore,  
The weight of it all, crashing like a storm.  
In a ball, up in a ball, I never smiled,  
Shadows whisper lies, driving me wild.  
Black and blue eyes staring back at me,  
Echoes of the pain that won't set me free.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Pre-Chorus)
No... Don't... No more...  
Counting the hits, what's in store?  
1, 2, 3, 4...  

(Chorus)
How many times before I hit the floor again?  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end.  
Stop in motion, disconnected from it all,  
Scream at me again, watch me fall.  
Fuck you, one day I'll break you like you broke me down,  
Making me feel like trash on the ground.  
How much shame can I hold on top of me?  
How long will I last in this misery?  
Heavier than the world in this distorted self-reflection,  
Shattered glass soul, no direction.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Verse 2)
Nights bleed into days, the bruises fade slow,  
But the scars inside, they continue to grow.  
Your words like knives, carving deep in my skin,  
Twisted love game where you always win.  
I swallow the fire, choke on the rage,  
Trapped in this cage, turning the page.  
Whispers of escape, but the chains hold tight,  
Dreaming of the fight under cover of night.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

**(Pre-Chorus)**  
No... Don't... No more...  
Counting the blows, settling the score.  
1, 2, 3, 4...  

(Chorus)
How many times before I hit the floor again?  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end.  
Stop in motion, disconnected from it all,  
Scream at me again, watch me fall.  
Fuck you, one day I'll break you like you broke me down,  
Making me feel like trash on the ground.  
How much shame can I hold on top of me?  
How long will I last in this misery?  
Heavier than the world in this distorted self-reflection,  
Shattered glass soul, no direction.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Bridge) 
Rise from the ashes, feel the burn ignite,  
No more hiding, stepping into the fight.  
Your empire crumbles, hear the cracks resound,  
I'll turn the tables, bury you in the ground.  
What you gave me, I'll give back tenfold,  
Cold as the grave, watch your story unfold.  
No mercy left, the monster you made,  
Awakens now, in the mess we wade.  

(Chorus - Outro)
How many times before I hit the floor again? (No more...)  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end. (Disconnected...)  
Stop in motion, scream at me again. (Fuck you...)  
One day I'll break you like you broke me down.  
Making me feel like trash, but I'm rising now.  
How much shame? Not one more pound.  
Heavier than the world? I'll turn it around.  
In this distorted self-reflection... I see the crown.  
(Fade out: 1, 2, 3, 4... No more.)

Broken Reflection

(Into)



Can vomit out of my mind

All I love into your souls 

You make me not feel so alone buried in all this hurt



(Verus 1)


I crawl out of my hive with my two wives 

Like a cyber tech ink Moth leaking out of the mind

Bleeding through my veins high

A platinum unicorn trail of belief 

As all are blind to the freedom of a change 

Hurricane artist on meth drowning in broken dreams 

In the back of a empty store bleeding from a blood clot locked in his heart

I love so hard I flatline on your sins and disconnect into you body flooding your system

Swimming  in you heart forever

 

(Chorus)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

 

(Verus 2)



Can vomit out of my mind

All I love into your souls 

You make me not feel so alone buried in all this hurt

 I love you more than the sting of the pain 

As I bleed on everyone and everything 

Fucking up my life over and over again 

But never again I'm so fucking over it  



(Chorus)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

Triad Unicorn 

 



(Verus 3)



In the middle of the night

You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned 

When I was sold as a slave to the passions of life's intoxications  

So many beds 

So Many lies

So many times I should have died when I got high 

Where I woke up from my lips turning crystal blue tints

As we roll that ball and turn that crystal to golden instainty

But now I have you two in my bed all alone at night sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 





(Bridge)



Sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 



(Chorus)



As we roll that ball and turn that crystal to golden instainty

But now I have you two in my bed all alone at night sucking the life's built off pain and sadness and make a wonderland world made of candy and healing wounds  

Fuck me like the animals we are I'll never leave you two alone 

My loves 





(Outro)



 In the middle of the night

 You wanted forever 

 So I give you two everything I've learned when I

When I devoured them all over the earth 

I want to give you love in insanity 

Stitching up our wounds that bleed 

As we set the world on fire 

Triad Unicorn 





Unicorn Moth Alice Khimera

MAIN @cnetyy
¿Quién es Cnety? Para el ciego, es la luz. Para el hambriento, es el pan. Para el enfermo, es la cura. Para el solitario, es el compañero. Para el triste, es la alegría. Para el prisionero, es la libertad. Para el pobre, es el tesoro. Para el deudor, es el perdón.

CHARTAKI came in a dream as gold for our souls. 

It is a gentle invitation to connect with ourselves, each other and all-things.

When we feel lost and alone, CHARTAKI guides us home to our sense of joyful and contented being and belonging. 

In a universe of energy, these vibrations of music and words seek to soothe our troubles, heal our hurt and encourage our growth.

Allow that which resonates to strengthen what already feels true within, and all else to fall by the wayside for those it resonates with.

Welcome to CHARTAKI - may it bless us all.

Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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I am speaking to people about their sexuality. I am collecting stories, to feed my own curiosity but also to create a profile around the different sexuality types there are on the Grey scale: from A- to Demi- to Allo-sexuality.  To find out if the talks we are having about who we are, who we love, and who we have sex with should change to be more true to ourselves... and have happier, healthier sex & love lives. 
This podcast is NOT FOR SMALL KIDS! 
If you would like to participate please e-mail: sexualityscaleproject@gmail.com  with your name and e-mail address. The podcasts are all anonymous and all rights go to Channa Wolven.

Key author of How to Have Threesomes, and co-host Lily answer important questions about non-conventional relationships: How do we balance freedom and commitment, wake up and feel truly alive in our relationship, have more laughs and fewer fights? 

The How to Have Threesomes Podcast answers hard to ask questions about relationships and threesomes with frankness and immediacy.

Key and Lily open up about their failures and successes so that you can skip past the mistakes and go straight to achieving a happy and healthy relationship.

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