too far alone

Soi Ari

Gabapentin

Busy, I Guess

PRODUCED BY @Sinxi 

LYRICS

I crash in the night just a little bit
Black eyes empty space yea I sit with it
Love life ain`t the same when you live with this
Cold eyes empty space yea I sit with it
Take the pain I never had a way out
Wish I stayed I really want to lay down
All the same I'm bored until the next town
All the same I'm bored oh what a let down
Don't need no one else for introductions
Got my blade I'm hanging out inside the dungeons
Might just cut out my liver so I can function
Take out my feelings I don't need no one

Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)

I ran in my mind I never had plans
But your wanted after my hands
Broke the problems at the door
But the problems multiply and they make more
I don't want to love you
I don't want to trust you
I just wanted fate
I don't want to break down everything you say now
I'm not a detective keep me up awake
Leave me on the facetime
Staring at you topless smiling at my face
I don't want to face mine
Can't be fucked dishonest lying next to me

Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)
Take out my feelings I don't need no (one)

SPOTIFY

FEELINGS

prod + mixed by fanguin


https://youtu.be/sTsfietxebo?si=SH6kr7i-v5xqWXX7

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The scene of birds in the lake with despairing atmosphere.

Abyssesce

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prod. sorrowbringer

lyrics

faded, im nodding off the pills i feel sedated
you're just another thrill i love to chase and
ill probably end up feeling like im wasted, my heart is racing

you say you love me, but i know that you don't
you know your cuts bleed, but your words hurt the most
and you dont trust me, i have concerns of my own
when it gets ugly, ill just leave it alone

focus, thats when i start to notice
all the things that you said to me
out of touch with reality
there are things that the eyes cant see
smoke and mirrors, and hollow dreams
pay attention so you dont miss a beat

misery chose me, and i accept as its host
inject your bloodstream, ill get you higher than most
afraid of falling, the fear will come as it goes
i know you're hurting, i hate to see you alone

faded, im nodding off the pills i feel sedated
you're just another thrill i love to chase and
ill probably end up feeling like im wasted, my heart is racing

you say you love me, but i know that you don't
you know your cuts bleed, but your words hurt the most
and you dont trust me, i have concerns of my own
when it gets ugly, ill just leave it alone

sedated (sorrowbringer)

skins party

ai will kill you and everyone you love

2009

hobby-based underground producer and DJ ^^

lost boy,
decaying at a breakneck pace

@ lostboikairu@gmail.com

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