oh i just want to do something right
but it's written in stone
maybe the flesh in my bones
leads me to dangerous heights
oh i just want to feel in touch
feel in touch
is that too much?
is that too much
to ask
before i put all my faith in 
this flask
is that too much
to ask
before i put all my faith in 
this flask
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
i'm afraid of commitment it's something i'm needing
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
god i'm fucking malignant i take more than i'm giving
they say if you
chase your void
it gets bigger
and bigger
they say if you
care too much
you be poisoned by figures
oh everybody thinks they're smart
'till they're pushed to the edge
you are what you're fed
nothing less
don't overcomplicate it
you live then you're dead
i almost lost a friend
it was way too much
to ask for
i almost put all my faith in
this flask
way too much
to ask for
i almost put all my faith in
this flask
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
i'm afraid of commitment it's something i'm needing
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
god i'm fucking malignant i take more than i'm giving

in the dead of the night

-⛧𐕣 {Ghostkat} 𐕣⛧-
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around

Tell me what I need to prove
I'll do it all just so I don't lose you
I don't wanna tell you what to do but
You won't find what we have anywhere else

Love how your words always cut me so deep
Straight through the heart and now I can't breath
But I'm addicted so I don't leave
It's all the good times that we've had

They make everything feel
Not so bad not so bad
You've taken me to my highest
And to the lowest of my lows

Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around

-⛧𐕣 {@irisgardnn} 𐕣⛧-
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
You don't understand me
Why you tryina kill me
Driving me insane and you hit me in your blind spot

Left you in the past
Guess you taught me that
Leave me in the coffin
Lay me down while I'm still warm

Bring me back to life so you can
Put me through even more harm..

Run Around ft. Iris [prod. sorrow bringer]

Justat - back to the abyss space dreams (Offical Audio) Prod. 2 Lz

THINKIN' STRAIGHT
made in Portland, OR - Music video out now

prod. Dj Jorts, Merkai, & Trukadi
Cover by @telescape 



MUSIC VIDEO

THINKIN' STRAIGHT

Solution (prod. xenshel x gusuck)

🎬 Song Insight — “Unfold” by 4Me2BeFree

“Unfold” is a quiet detonation disguised as an acoustic confession. The song traces the moment when numbness finally cracks, when the weight of trying to trust someone again becomes too heavy to carry in silence. It’s a story told from the inside out — a voice curled close to the mic, breath trembling, heart too bruised to hide.

The lyrics open with loneliness as a familiar room, then peel back the walls to expose deeper wounds: counterfeit emotions, war‑torn trust, and the endless cycle of rebuilding only to collapse again. Yet beneath the ache, a quiet defiance grows — the desire to be seen, to be held, to believe in love without bracing for impact.

“Unfold” isn’t a ballad about breaking. It’s about the terrifying, intimate act of opening up while the past still echoes. It’s a raw, human plea wrapped in soulful acoustic warmth — a moment of truth delivered with nothing to hide behind.

📝 Lyrics — “Unfold”
Verse 1
Just want a friend  
I don't want to be sitting alone again  
Not even looking for hope  
I suppose that's how it goes

Pre-Chorus
All I know—it's not my time  
Can't find the right guy  
Maybe it's me, holding tight  
But I'm tired, losing grip

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Verse 2
Trusting myself to feel  
Act out emotions, I know the deal  
Counterfeit vibes inside  
Survive the war, just come home broken  
And now I'm sitting alone again

Pre-Chorus 2 / Alt-Chorus
Shrapnel, war-torn  
Have too long to go  
Take me in, be the Reason I believe  
What it's like to be loved  
A world I've never worn before

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Bridge
Every promise breaks, I'm bleeding to breathe  
Past regrets a voice, echoing what I can't believe  
Another night, another fight, I can’t sleep  
Wishing for a reason, someone real to rescue me

Outro
Paint this skin blues and lavender, I'll let you in  
Collapse your mind, let's find a place and hide  
Give to me all the things I want to see  
Find a way, break me free, make this world breathe with envy

Breathe  
Breathe with envy, baby  
Can’t you see  
Give them envy

💬 Personal Reflection

There’s a kind of exhaustion that doesn’t show up in your body — it shows up in the places you stop believing in yourself. Unfold came from that place. I wrote it during a time when trusting anyone felt like walking barefoot through broken glass, and trusting myself felt even harder.

This song carries the weight of learning to open up again after years of being told I wasn’t worth showing up for. It’s messy, it’s vulnerable, and it’s honest. I needed to say these words out loud so I could finally stop holding my breath.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning real emotion into sound you can feel in your chest. Unfold continues that mission — taking the raw edges of heartbreak, identity, queerness, and survival and shaping them into something cinematic and bold.

This track lives in that space where vulnerability becomes power. Where a quiet acoustic performance can hit harder than any wall of synths. Where being queer, being honest, and being unfiltered is the revolution.

4Me2BeFree doesn’t shy away from truth — we amplify it.

🛡️ Copyright Notice

All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time‑locked and validated through a crypto‑based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Unfold

Stardust (Demo)

I'm a rose in the concrete
Fighting for the light
Trying to bloom where I was planted
Even when it don't feel right
They say I need more than this
But this is all I've ever known
So I keep reaching through the cracks
Learning how to grow on my own
How to grow on my own


A raw confession about trying to grow and become something when you started with nothing. About fighting to bloom where you were planted, even when the environment wasn't built for you.

Concrete Rose

Ft by this goat https://soundcloud.com/ghostkid66

Voodoo wok

Justat - death melodies (Official Audio)

Drop a ‘👁️‍🗨️’ if you with the cvlt of eye <3

my pain is televised

Seriously, are you gonna run?

In the valley where the broken lights hum  
I found a place where shadows hold the sun  
You reached for me through a world turned cold  
A story rewritten from myths once told  

Your eyes glow faint like forgotten fire  
But they spark the wild in my quiet desire  
Even in silence your presence screams  
A melody tangled in my half-lost dreams  

Take me where the falling stars refuse to die  
Where hope grows slow in a storm-torn sky  
I’ll follow the trace of your trembling breath  
Across the ruins where we challenged death  

And if night stretches on with no escape  
We’ll bend its shape into something safe  
Even when the heavens crumble into dust  
We’ll cling to love, to memory, and to trust  

You’re the sun hidden deep in every shade  
A dawn that rises where fears once stayed  
So let the shadows keep their endless hush  
As long as they hold the sun for us  


SHADOWS HOLD THE SUN FOR US

Been awhile since I've uploaded!  Hope you guys enjoy!

no rest (prod. by under the maple tree)

This one’s for the overthinkers — the ones who stare at their phone a little too long, replay old messages, reread the silence, and feel every beat a little sharper at 2am.
Left On Read (Fini’s Version) is the soundtrack of those nights… the moonlit ache, the what-ifs, the heavy thoughts you can’t outrun.

Alt-emo energy. Rain on the window. Phone glow on your face.
If you’ve ever loved too hard and waited too long, this one’s yours.

Hit play, breathe deep, and let yourself feel it.

Left on Read

i haven't healed

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

do you want me by your side?
a love you can't deny
I need some medicine
why would i leave tonight?
and baby if the stars aligned,
then maybe I'll be here
but i cannot define
the reasons for all my fears

3am..
i was so alone
i cant put down the phone
and i just want you to know
I've always been here
and i always will
and no ones stopping that will
ill be trapped right in your veil

walk straight, hit my head
now I'm bleeding from my head!!
you just wish that i was dead
i cant really take it again
go ahead, and stay where you're at
I'm killing all of your friends
i got their guts on my walls
would you still stay in the end?

like oh my god
she's so perfect
but I'm not
i just really wanna die now
what was that?
you don't really wanna find out
you're the same
now i really wanna hide out
bring me down when I'm always on the high now
fuck my life, press restart, we're restarting now



ive always been here (sai)

“Trust Issues” is an emotional EDM/drill fusion built around heavy bass, haunting synths, and late-night neon energy. It’s the sound of loving somebody you don’t fully trust — cinematic, dark, and pulsing like a heartbeat in a crowded club. Vulnerable, tense, and hypnotic all at once.

Trust Issues

U are U - [Prod.FlowerPop]

𐕣  ⛧   𝔥𝔢𝔵 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩   ⛧  𐕣

for collabs / sending beats:
1ghostkat@gmail.com

departing

beats/feats/business hmu: whymarku@gmail.com

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆  ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

🐇

Discord: vexumm

@lunacystar
@pastmemory
@yuru-dream
@4ftermath

i love you lunacy

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#tryinguntilidie

💜EP:【 PANIC 】サブスク配信中 🏹
⬇︎ LINK ⬇︎
・Apple Music ：https://music.apple.com/jp/artist/papo-arrow/1797059913
・Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/4AVM3kCwRL95ruk9dDqmXQ

💜Welcome to ma mood ✌︎👽✌︎

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

we all live to tell the tale but i tell mines in a different way check out my songs cooked up for yall enjoy!

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member of #HBG
dm me on insta and lest collab
https://linktr.ee/lilzip

Email Nikki D. at nikkidonthebeat@gmail.com for beats, collabs, & business inquiries.

“Fini_Plays — Music, Anime, and Fire for the Soul.” Songwriter from Brisbane Australia

New tracks tagged #EmoPop