Produced: @saira17
Alternate/Original Cover Art: @zephyrelectronica
Mix/Mastered: @saira17

bloody valentine *demo*

“The World Is Still Turning” is an emotive pop-punk/alt-rock anthem anchored by driving guitars, dynamic drums, and a soaring vocal performance, the song captures the tension between despair and determination — the feeling of standing still while life refuses to wait. The verses unravel with reflective vulnerability, weaving through waves of melodic grit and atmospheric guitar textures before crashing into a chorus that feels both defiant and freeing.

MOTEL Hazel

The World Is Still Turning

This is the RQS "vibe" retold. A narrative sequence: from the "Dream" (Cinematic Pop), to the "Struggle" (Emo Revival), to the "Nightmare" (The Industrial Attack). This is the Original Project.

I Stumble, I Get Up (Global Translation)

Moving On (Cinematic Pop )

Premonition (Jonah's Attack)

Opportunity In The Fall (Global Translation)

Insensible! (Insensível - English Version)

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “Seeing Colors”
“Seeing Colors” is a breakup elegy painted in emotional weather. The track starts in warm yellows and golds — a world that once felt safe — before the storm hits and strips everything down to grayscale. As the song deepens, each color becomes a wound: gray for loss, blue for collapse, black for numbness, and red for the kind of pain that burns its way into memory.
The verses drift like cold breath on glass, tracing the slow collapse of love, the weight of shame, and the moment you realize survival means letting go of the version of yourself you painted to survive someone else’s story. It’s indie-folk melancholy wrapped in alt-emo honesty — a quiet descent into the truth no one wants to say out loud: sometimes you have to walk away to keep breathing.

📝 LYRICS

Verse 1:
 Life was perfect, yellow with gold
 I was finally glad… till the storm took hold
 Turned everything gray, washed the color away
 All that was mine drifted out of frame

Life went blue and black
 Maybe it was something that I lacked

Chorus:
 Then I got hurt, and the hurt turned mad
 My heart cracked open and everything went red
 That red became my pain
 And the pain became my shame

Verse 2:
 Still I survived while sinking fast
 Stuck to old tracks, haunted by the past
 Thought I was the best of you
 But time revealed what I never knew
Hate kept growing where love should bloom
 Locked inside myself when I met someone new

Chorus:
 That red became my pain
 And the pain became my shame

Bridge:
 I looked for resin just to find some peace
 But every piece was broken memories
 Begged for a light that never came
 Fought shadows whispering your name

Verse 3:
 So I broke the tie and said goodbye
 Held my breath and let the inside die
 Control never came to save my soul
 Letting go was all I could hold

Verse 4:
 Forests blurred, tension burned
 But I wouldn’t jump—I had to learn
 Was I loved, or just a piece
 Broken from a failing masterpiece?

Outro:
 Truth found me crying on the floor
 Wishing you could see the scars you tore
 Maybe I painted life to hide the bodies of lies
 Maybe I blurred the past just to stay alive

Still I survive— 
waiting for the light–- 
Maybe this time it’s on the inside
And I'm already alive 


💬 PERSONAL REFLECTION
This song came from the moment I stopped romanticizing the past and finally admitted what it cost me. I used color as the language for emotions I didn’t know how to name at the time — the yellow I lost, the red I carried, the black I hid in. I wasn’t writing about one person; I was writing about the version of myself that survived. “Seeing Colors” is the first time I let myself grieve honestly, without excuses, without pretending it didn’t break me. It’s healing in the shape of confession.

🔥 4Me2BeFree SIGNATURE
4Me2BeFree turns real scars into cinematic storytelling. Every track is a memory rebuilt with honesty, queer resilience, and raw emotional clarity. “Seeing Colors” expands the universe of what this project is — not just music, but a lived narrative of survival, identity, and transformation. This is the sound of owning your truth without apologizing for the mess it took to get here.

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Seeing Colors

Obsessed

Take it slow, swallow the poison,
Sure comatose, just try to enjoy it,
One only hope, one big disappointment,
Blood from your nose, just let it go

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

Fall apart, there's no use in trying,
It's all my fault that we've all been dying,
Drown in the flood, I might as well dive in,
Gave you my blood, I'll let it go

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

It's all a crying shame

Crying shame,
These clouds still hang,
Over my head,
It knows my name

(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)
(Don't be that way)

And all the flowers wilt by winter just the same,
And when I'm gone and died I'm terrified to take up the same name,
In sudden pause the cause was lost before you came,
Lost your faith in me & make believe,
It's all a crying shame

It's all a crying shame 
It's all a crying shame


the big cloud

⚠️ WHO CONTROLS RAQUEL SYNTHS?

The "Cold War" is dead. The Civil War has begun. RQS is no longer a band. It's a battlefield between two unstable frequencies:

🟦 THE ORDER (Architecture): Broklin Garpeter & Kelma Adlanko. Sound: Synthwave, Neo-Soul, Digital Bossa.

🟥 THE CHAOS (Resistance): Jonah Cyperfield & Nicole Nyx. Sound: Industrial Metal, Glitch, Nu-Metal.

Sounds born from fatal errors and passionate lines of code. Choose your faction below. 👇                                 Orchestrated by Raquel Holanda.

Jericho Records USA – The Story Behind the Sound

Welcome to Jericho Records USA.
This isn’t a traditional label — it’s the archive of a lifetime spent writing, recording, experimenting, breaking rules, and rebuilding myself through music.

The original Jericho Records was an independent label my father started in the 1950s. What you’re hearing here is something new — my continuation of that legacy, shaped by the times, the tools, and the life I’ve lived.

I grew up in a musical home. My father ran the church music ministry, my mother played piano, and I was singing before I could read. Drums at 5. Guitar at 7. Bass. Saxophone. Piano. Songwriting became the way I made sense of the world, and I’ve written close to a thousand songs — with thousands more to come. I later graduated from Full Sail University with a degree in Audio Production, blending old-school recording with modern technology.

You’ll notice the sounds here are diverse. That’s intentional.
I create under different artist names, different styles, different worlds — but the voice behind all of it is mine.

And to be fully transparent:

• Some tracks are traditional studio recordings — real drums, real guitars, real vocals, all performed by me.
• Some tracks blend live instruments, VSTs, and AI-assisted production.
• Some began as my raw guitar or vocal recording and were “covered” or re-interpreted through AI tools.
• Some are fully AI-generated compositions created from my prompts.
• But every song — no matter the method — was written by me and comes from real experiences, real chapters of my life.

AI, to me, is another instrument — another creative partner.
It doesn’t replace my voice or my story; it helps me bring more of it into the world.

Over the years I’ve worked with incredible people, including Dez Dickerson (Prince & The Revolution) and Tim Gaines (Stryper), and I’ve shared stages with bands like Drivin’ N’ Cryin, Corey Taylor, Saving Abel, Hinder, and Avenged Sevenfold. But the journey didn’t end there — it evolved.

Jericho Records USA is where all those chapters live at once:
the human hands, the digital experiments, the scars, the healing, the imagination, and the divine spark that keeps me creating.

If you’re here, I hope you find something that resonates — something that reminds you that music, in any form, is a lifeline.

— Jericho

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖚𝖑 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖉

(say-ruh)
she/her
over my cold, dead body

New tracks tagged #EmoRevival