I don’t want to be strong anymore, I’m tired of holding it together.
Just needing a moment to breathe.
Late night emo rap for overthinkers.

I Don’t Want to Be Strong Anymore

WINNING — Joonz DC (Out Feb 6, 2026)
Heartfelt melodic rap — Durk type pain, but still pressure.

“I’m getting nightmares swear I got ptsd”

Mastered by: FR33WORLD

Comment what this one made you feel + where you listening from.

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Winning

Sometimes the closure you need isn't a conversation—it's an acceptance. Unfinished Letters is for everyone who had to heal from a wound that no one apologized for. [Emotional Storytelling Rap].

Unfinished Letters

Prod. ibrandy x Y.G Beats - On YouTube

Lyrics - 

[Intro]
Yo my head,
My head fuckin hurts
Goddamn
Yo pass me a pill dawg
Yeah
Nah, pass that shit though
What the fuck you mean nah?

[Verse 1]
Pack up some indo
Bout time I overdose
I got my medication indicating never take more than you're owed
My head is aching, losing patience, brain all vacant, smoking that dope, hitting like woah, hitting that woah
My blunt rolled, my teeth gold, I'm smoking up on that old soul with a new flow
Like rickity rickity new tour, not neutral 
My tempo can handle the temp o' my nuts
Hid in my temple the freak in my guts
I'm puffin my chest out 
Throw you straight into the doghouse
I've hidden my best now
Fuck it I'm taking my end now no info I tap out like kung fu, no handouts Fuck you I'm meant for the level you cannot afford

[Verse 2]
Bouta be classic
Up in the rolls, never be passin
I'm puffin this blunt wrapping elastic, not plastic, I'm swerving and dashing 
I'm tired of passive
Not tired of laughing my ass off till I'm on the floor
I switch up the flow, I pick up I go
I roll up then pull up you better be locking your door
My steel tucked I'm fucked up my clique is in tow
I look up in horror then double the dose
This bloody mess I made
Pourin up my pain
These pills I'm on hit different when I'm on my blaze
Rust on my blade
It's tempered for days but expect it to break

IHaveAHeadache

Alice Dodge - Needed Luck All Along

Alice Dodge - We Were Kings

This record has been blessed by the presence of Sir Supera. Who lived in a humble cottage. He slayed the tallest of giants in his path.

I NEED (Prod. Supera)

Иногда единственный выход — перестать сомневаться и просто идти вперёд. «На моём пути» — это история о том, как отпустить всё лишнее и продолжать, несмотря ни на что.

На моём пути

Lyrics:

Stand behind me
Don’t be afraid

I was never the kind you would hold to the light
Lot of weight in my past, too many fights in my life
Kept my pain in my coat, kept my jaw locked shut
Learned young how to carry it when being hard was enough

Held those years on my back, had me bending my frame
Still I kept putting one foot down through the shit and the shame
Then you came with those eyes and I saw something true
Maybe my strength wasn’t rage, maybe my strength was you

I saw your small hands
I saw your wide eyes
Heard the storm get close
Felt the room go tight

Then I knew no one
Else was coming through
So I stepped between
What was there and you

Stand behind me
Don’t shake, don’t falter
If the whole world breaks
I will be your shelter

Stand behind me
Stay close, stay steady
If it comes near
Let it come through me

Stand behind me
Keep low, keep breathing
I will stand where the fear gets heavy
Till my last breath leaves my body

I know what it is when the air goes wrong
When the room gets still and the night grows arms
When the ones you love look to you for calm
And you find out fast what you’re made of

Pain gets loose and it runs through walls
Turns into silence, then fear when you talk
So I took that hurt and I broke its teeth
If it dies anywhere, let it die with me

No cape
No suit
No savior came
Just me
Holding one hard truth

You don’t get past me
You don’t get through
If it wants that door
Let it come through me

One day
You’ll stand on your own
Strength is the hand
That still holds the door

I stood in front
So you would know
How to face the dark
And still stay whole

Stand behind me
Don’t shake, don’t falter
If the whole world breaks
I will be your shelter

Stand behind me
Stay close, stay steady
If it comes near
Let it come through me

Stand behind me
Keep low, keep breathing
I will stand where the fear gets heavy
Till my last breath leaves my body

No cape
No suit
Just me
Between you and it


Stand Behind Me

Psychopharmaka

Alice Dodge - Chill Remix

Backing track by 
VLAP BEATS - Sad Dark Choirs Rap Hiphop Beat / 82bpm / Melancholic Instrumental
Backing track link:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUUBu6_TWgE&list=RDYUUBu6_TWgE&start_radio=1
Lyrics written and performed by Droopy Ey3

loaded gun (pt 2 - confession)

“Miss Haley” is one of the most personal songs I’ve ever recorded. I made this in her living room just days after she passed, and you can feel that in every word. This wasn’t planned, polished, or perfect — it was real.

The song is about loss, love, and the way people show up louder after someone’s gone than they ever did when they were here. It’s about those conversations you wish you could have again, and the ones that still echo in your head.

At one point, it felt like I could actually see her sitting next to me while I was recording — like a lucid dream you don’t want to wake up from. That moment lives inside this track.

This isn’t just music.
This is grief, memory, and truth.

“They love you louder when you’re gone.”
— something I heard Haley say once, and never forgot.

Rest easy, Haley.

Miss Ha

Miss Haley

“You Make Me Feel” dives deep into the pent-up hatred, resentment, and emotional fallout that comes with the end of a toxic relationship. Maffiette 206 lays out every buried truth — the pain, the betrayal, the pieces left behind — in one of her most vulnerable and intense records yet. Dark, honest, and unapologetic, this is the soundtrack to letting go when love turns poisonous.

You Make Me Feel

Lil Peep – Star Shopping (ATAKAT Remix) #004

Emotional dark reinterpretation with soft melodies, deep bass and melancholic atmosphere.
The original feeling remains, but rebuilt into a colder, underground sound.

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Original: Lil Peep – Star Shopping

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Stripped down. Reprocessed. Reborn.

Type In Women

lyrics:
miss the real miss the days when we talked it out
miss the hope of a future that we talked about
miss the love in a world so upside down
Miss the fire in our hearts drowning out the doubt
now these days I can’t feel nothing
Tryna stay sane so keep numbing
my pain with this substance
my soul with abundance
of cheap laughs
fast cash
and late night functions
blow it all in one night just tryna feel something
so many pretty women but I know they just lusting
someone light a spark take it slow no rushing
just a speck in the dark betrayed for trusting
same friends same sins for a while now
New relations come in and they die out
Really I just wanna see momma smile now
then die with my brother by my side now
till that day comes I promise ima slide down
on anyone tryna play with me and my house
Small circle I can’t take it gettin smaller
they hit low and im done standing taller
Comin down, down to they level
Loading up my plastic full of metal
give a fuck they can lock me up forever
I’ll be alright if my family stay together
please God please Lord forgive me for my sins
Past present future cause I know I’ll sin again
I do whatever it takes to see my people win
talking out ya neck will have you bleeding out ya skin
Fuck the peace we been tryin all our lives
fuck the streets people dying for they time
Fuck the love I ain’t crying one more time
Fuck the money It ain’t buying back a life

Rest (fr33ker)

SEI DOCH MAL MUTIG (Original Soundtrack | Amando Grün)

„Ich hatte mehr Angst als jemals zuvor…
und genau da war ich zum ersten Mal mutig.“

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AMANDO GRÜN | A.I. ARTIST / A.I. JOCKEY & PRODUCER
 Copyright: Amando Grün & Kay Becker 
Lyricist: Kay Becker 
Composition: Kay Becker
 Producer: Kay Becker
 Engineer: Kay Becker
Additional Credits: Made with Suno

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SEI DOCH MAL MUTIG (Original Soundtrack | Amando Grün)

A.I. JOCKEY & PRODUCER
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Copyright: Amando Grün & Kay Becker 
Lyricist: By original artists
Composition: Kay Becker 
Producer: Kay Becker 
Engineer: Kay Becker

Joonz DC / JoonzDontCap — Curaçao-born, Amsterdam-raised. Street rap with drill energy, trap bounce, and pain talk—real stories, no cap. Loyalty over clout. I turn losses into lessons and trenches into anthems.🥷

I rap how I live: loyalty first, move smart, don’t fold. Blends of melodic drill and real rap—hood stories, betrayal, and survival—delivered with the hunger of someone who had to earn respect and keep it.🥶💯

I came up around heavy pressure and learned early that the streets test character. That’s why my tracks feel like warnings

codes: watch the snakes, protect your circle, build something real. From late-night writing to pushing independent drops, I keep everything honest with y’all—no fake flexing, just truth over 808s.

Recent drops: “Dumb or What,” “Warned Him,” “Back Door,” “Trench Commandments,” “I’m the Type,” “Risk.” If you’re here for drill / trap / real rap. Run it up, leave a comment, and tap in—I always show love back.


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Blue Clef Music is a Seattle-based independent record label specializing in Hip Hop and R&B, with deep roots in Hispanic and Native American culture. Founded on a commitment to amplify diverse voices and honor heritage, Blue Clef Music blends the rhythms of the streets with the traditions of community and storytelling that run through generations.

Late night emo rap. Listen to the full experience on Spotify 🎧: aliVi

This is the official SoundCloud profile for Haselton Media Group, the multimedia publishing and production house specializing in music, books, press releases, and creative services.It features the exclusive audio catalog of Nathaniel Ross Haselton, known professionally as Frizzo (or simply Frizzo). Frizzo has been producing and releasing music since the early 2000s, delivering a distinctive, experimental sound that rejects mainstream trends in favor of a unique fusion: Silver Age Hip Hop (dusty boom-bap drums, retro samples, West Coast influences like Brotha Lynch Hung, Too $hort, and Ice-T) blended with minimalist classical elements (inspired by composers such as Philip Glass, Wim Mertens, and Terry Riley). The result is atmospheric, cinematic, and introspective instrumentals—often moody, orchestral, or boundary-pushing—that stand apart in today's landscape.Explore beats, singles, and full projects showcasing this unmatched style, from dark retro vibes to thoughtful, non-formulaic compositions. All uploads here are official and authorized under Haselton Media Group.For more on Frizzo's work, releases, licensing, or collaborations, visit haseltonmediagroup.com or follow related channels. Stream, download, and support independent, original music.

A Person, A Lesbian Man, named Alice Dodge (Formerly known as Thomas Dodge), Has a good heart, And has a lot of Love and Joy, And they are a Musician, They Create Music, 

My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@AliceDodge100

I love playing with words, finding new ways to put them together to express what I feel. I hope my poems encourage others to share their feelings openly and honestly. My aim is to paint pictures with words, making them sing in a way that touches everyone's heart and mind. Through my poetry, I want to create moments that everyone can see themselves in, exploring emotions and thoughts that connect us all.

Dark trap remixes • Underground rap edits • Experimental sound

Independent rapper. Into musicality, imagery and emotion. Flow is more important than storytelling in my craft. I usually follow a theme.

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