Written and produced by Alec Ferris & Bastien "Baz" Brisson 
(Lyrics below opening letter)

With every new relationship, whether romantic or platonic, an old one will inevitably resurface. They exist to pull you back to a version of yourself that they knew. Even if we've done the work to change, there's always the threat of reverting to a more fearful and agreeable state. 

Those that feel the most challenging to overcome are normally the ones we face in ourselves.

(Lyrics)
Walk by when I hear you say that you won
Go pick yourself up 
by the grips of your guns
One by one
Running for the sun
Screaming at the top of your lungs

Foot down on your neck
I can press
if you really want
With the flick of a hand
I’ll watch you fall
But now you want to bleed
Wishing it could be enough for me 

But you’re too close
to falling off
Hold back
it wont be long
Before I come to rob you blind
And now you’re all mine

Walk back
If I hear you say that you won
Go pick yourself up 
by the grips of your guns
One by one
Running for the sun
Screaming at the top of your 

Every day a new regret
But what you bleed
is what you get
Can’t recognize them anymore 
or any ones outside your door

So you tried to slip away
Live to lose another day
And the ones that hide
Convincing you to live a lie

But it’s not fair
No it’s not fair

No it’s not fair
No it’s not fair no
No it’s not

No it’s not fair
No it’s not fair
No it’s not fair 
No it’s not

Grip

A new interpretation of one of my oldest songs.  Normally played acoustically, an electric version here. Impossible to categorise.  Called it 'Ambient' because it has a plaintive atmosphere.  A soulful, nostalgic trip to the past....

Long Ago

*"Gravity Stung (Bloom in Chaos)" is a cinematic cyberpop journey across glitching memories, cosmic silence, and emotional overload.

⚙️ Genre: Cinematic Cyberpop / Glitchpop / Space Ambient
🎧 Sounds like: Blade Runner 2049, FKA Twigs, Nine Inch Nails, Cyberpunk 2077 OST
🧬 Vibe: Ethereal, chaotic, digital, emotional

This is the soundtrack to letting go of gravity and blooming in the void.*

Gravity Stung (Bloom In Chaos)

Describes one man's journey back to a lost love. Written 2010-2025.

Highway to You

Singer/Songwriter for as far back as I can recall. I've been in a lot of bands, and have co-written many songs with former bandmates. But I've put that life behind me and musically, it's just me now. Now it's time to get this music out of my head and out into the world.

Industrial/EBM meets Darkwave mystique, synth-driven 70s-90s nostalgia, and 8-bit retro. Fueled by curiosity, Neurodiversity, and the endless frontier of sound.

Not a paid member, songs will be uploaded to youtube under the same channel name.

All music is generated using various AI tools and other non-traditional methods, All vocals are synthetic and made using Text-To-Singing.

Singer-Songwriter and Producer originating from Napa, CA. Based out of Los Angeles.

I hope this finds you...

New tracks tagged #Emotionally Charged