i aint know it would hurt this bad, (hurt this bad)
and them drugs fill me up with the love i never got from my dad
lately ive been feelin shitty ive been feelin so so sad
gettin litty with a biddy and her a$$ real fatt
and n**** why u hatin yea yo music is trash
and to all those fake ass n**** yea i f*ckin lapped you
and its crazy how them day 1s be the ones that laugh at u
and its crazy how my ex threw a party and her own friends didnt even go cuz she a hoe
but i wonder who went, n**** my own friends
and n**** why tf did you hold her hand
and yea i tried to say that im over it
but im not over it, i needa another xan
or i needa punch u in yo $hit idk man
i needa sober up or i needa another fit
before you talk to me js know im on sum other shi

im not maleficent, yea lil baby im heaven-sent
and if you ever do me wrong lil baby jus remember that
and all my situations led me to music, yea im meant for it
and everytime i tried to leave you alone, you keep calling my phone
tellin me where you goin, but baby ion care anymore, yea just leave me alone
im sick and tired of b*tches comin in and bringing me so low
its like im 5 again and ion feel safe in my own f*ckin home

but dam im passed that, i really wish i had you, i really wish i had that
i really wish i could get over you and stop thinking in the past-tense
baby whats wrong with me i stay thinking bout back then
everytime i see our pictures it feels like it just happened, (it just happened)
but ion wanna stay stuck on you i just wanna get past this
so many relationship issues that we f*ckin had man
me with all my trust-issues, and me with all my laughin
you with all yo other dudes, and you with all yo last man



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