Written in the depths of depression, this spoken word poetry leans into the thought process and nihilistic musings of a self-aware yet naive philosopher.
A path out is possible but no one path is the same. 
Positive mental health is radical resistance!

Stark Mess of Darkness

suicidal like clockwork

lost love

fixing the colors in my mind

baby taco

himari's song 1

produced by Nøkken
mix and mastering by me

tg contact : https://t.me/XyraWantsYourSoul

НЕ НАЙДУ СЕБЯ (prod. by Nøkken)

__The Lyrics Are Here________________________________________________-
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[Intro – hushed, urgent] 
Bleak Vein bleed… 
Every second’s a coffin… 
Every breath’s a blade…

[Verse 1 – rapid fire, 180 BPM] 
I’m sprintin’ through the silence with a chest full of knives, 
Every lyric that I spit is just a fracture in time. 
Love’s a corpse in my arms, I can’t drop, can’t hide, 
Every vow that I made is a chain on my spine.
Clock hands slice, I’m a prisoner of minutes,
Every second that I live is a war with no finish. 
Tears hit the pavement, grief keeps spinnin’, 
I rap till the pain turns the loss into rhythm.

[Pre‑Hook – whispered, urgent] 
No air in my lungs, no light in my sight, 
Every step that I take is a war I fight.

[Hook – doubled, urgent] 
No pause, no rest, I’m chained to the grief,
Every rhyme’s a cut, every bar’s a thief. 
Stealin’ my lungs, but I won’t retreat, 
I’m sprintin’ through sorrow with blood on the beat.

[Verse 2 – double‑time burst, 200 BPM] 
Run, run, run till the marrow cracks, 
Every syllable’s a bullet in a body bag. 
Every memory’s a chain that I can’t unfasten, 
Every second’s a blade and the pain keeps askin’:
“Why breathe? Why bleed? Why feed the flame?” 
I’m a ghost in the system with a cursed name. 
Every prayer’s reversed, every hymn’s deranged, 
Every god I invoke just turns away.

[Pre‑Hook – whispered, breathless] 
No crown, no throne, just the weight of regret, 
Every finish line’s just another death.

[Hook – layered, breathless] 
No pause, no rest, I’m chained to the grief, Every rhyme’s a cut, every bar’s a thief. 
Stealin’ my lungs, but I won’t retreat, 
I’m sprintin’ through sorrow with blood on the beat.

[Verse 3 – ultra‑speed burst, 220+ BPM] 
I’m a labyrinth of agony, anatomy collapsin’,
 Every syllable’s a tragedy, I’m rappin’ like I’m gaspin’. 
Faster than the shadow of a bullet through the chapel, 
Every vow unravels, every saint turns jackal.
I’m a marathon of misery, infinity’s a prison, 
Every lyric is a litany, divinity’s derision. I’m a sprint through oblivion, a hymn in collision, 
Every second that I’m livin’ is a death in revision.
Breathless, restless, chest split open, 
Every word’s a weapon, every scar’s a token. 
Bleak Vein scripture, grief unspoken, I rap till the silence itself is broken.

[Pre‑Hook – whispered, urgent] 
No air in my lungs, no light in my sight, 
Every step that I take is a war I fight.

[Hook – collapsing, whispered under the beat] 
No pause, no rest, I’m chained to the grief, 
Every rhyme’s a cut, every bar’s a thief. 
Stealin’ my lungs, but I won’t retreat, 
I’m sprintin’ through sorrow with blood on the beat.

[Bridge – whispered, eerie] 
The faster I run, the closer it gets, 
Every shadow I chase is a shadow I left. 
No dawn, no crown, just the weight of regret, 
Every finish line’s just another death.

[Outro – fading, gasping] 
Bleak Vein bleed… 
Every second’s a coffin…
Every breath’s a blade… 
Now run.

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𝓑𝓛𝓔𝓐𝓚 𝓥𝓔𝓘𝓝 - Marathon of Ashes『Ft. My GF』

Prod & Written by Me
Artwork by @blumonsieur 

thick skin

🎛️ Production Details 🥁
Crafted on the Akai MPC
BPM: 70 
00:00 Intro (4 Bars)
00:13 Verse (16)
01:08 Outro (4)
Key Elements: Kick, Snare, Toms, Flute, Mellotron, Melodic Vox
Mixing: UAD LUNA + SSL Technologies
🎧 An ethereal, flute-infused beat with an oscillator and vocal highlights at 70 bpm.
📸  Cover Art: Sherwood Forest, Rothbury, Michigan

[MELLOTRON] Jay Electronica | Experimental Hip Hop Instrumental | Texas Producer - 70 bpm

Wit my songs Im teachin' ppl not to be like me and hurt urself like I do. Btw Stay positive and enjoy life but if u're alone just try to be happy. Im lonely and sometimes I think about killin' myself, but I try to stay positive and happy and maybe one day I'll have someone who actually cares about me cuz my parents dont but stay positive and have fun out there and dont hurt urself like I've been doin.

Beat Maker from Austin, Texas. 
MPC Operator, Mixing Engineer on UAD Luna
southerncontributions@gmail.com

Straight outta the Mutiny Mtns, 
JJ KiND is a lyrical storyteller and tongue twister. 
Bringing unique beats and an even more eccentric musical style, JJ will take you on a journey through your mind that will leave you questioning everything you think you thought you knew. 
A wordsmith manifesting philosophical and often blunt lyrics aimed at introspective personal revolution.
 
I see music as a universal language, as medicine, as vibrational energy.
It connects, it heals, it radiates!

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