STROLL iN THE PARK

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0-0-0-0-08’ baby n im growin up
its getting to be that time
i hate on my birthday cuz it makes me wanna die
sippin on that everclear makes me feel alright
yeah, look deep in my eyes
yeah, look deep in my eyes
i-i-i-i dont even kno where my team at
i let no one in, on my heart i wear a ski mask
yeah, growin up is hard, i dont wanna sleep yet
dont wanna grow up, dont wanna be 17 yet

get a car, get a job, go to college, live ur life
yeah, i might fucking cry
yeah, ima fucking cry
fall in luv, white picket fence, get married, have a life
yeah im livin a lie
yeah im livin a lie
w-w-w-wake up cold sweat, i see that boy in my sleep
n-now i gotta brush my teeth cuz hes too sweet
yeah, i turn down the lights cuz i wanna see the screen
i-i-i dont wanna go to school i dont wanna be seen

wait for me, cuz its way to soon
l-livin like the dark on the side of the moon
its been too many nights since i been wit u
if i leave tonight will u forget me too?
y-yeah, i dont wanna go to school
im an alcoholic but i guess its cool
f-f-faggot ass bitch but i still fuckin rule
and i hate myself so much, but i dont when im there wit u

0-0-0-0-08’ baby n im growin up
its getting to be that time
i hate on my birthday cuz it makes me wanna die
sippin on that everclear makes me feel alright
yeah, look deep in my eyes
yeah, look deep in my eyes
i-i-i-i dont even kno where my team at
i let no one in, on my heart i wear a ski mask
yeah, growin up is hard, i dont wanna sleep yet
dont wanna grow up, dont wanna be 17 yet

dont wanna grow up, dont wanna be 17 yet
dont wanna grow up, dont wanna be 17 yet

think im gonna miss bein 16
think im gonna miss u bein wit me
what hurts the most isnt that u wanted to leave
what hurts the most is u lied ab it to me
cuz ill turn 17 soon
fall asleep with the bottle while im cryin in my room
ill stay up all night chokin on my thoughts
js to fall asleep n hope i never wake up
like vines, my blood, flows down, my wrist
my eyes, stare deep, js like the abyss
cant stop, fallin, down, again
luv u, for life, is what, he said

and when im back awake will u luv me too?
or will u be gone in the mornin?
leave me on the floor, leave me on the floor
rip my heart, bury it under the floorboards
throw it away i dont really want it anymore
yeah, i hate losin, i guess im really sore
im so fuckin desperate like a money whore

dont wanna move on
i got a luv-hate relationship for bein alone
bleed me right down to the bone
i wanna fly, yeah
fly away home
find my way home
f-f-find my way-
home-home-home-home
i dont kno where to go
i got nowhere to go
by myself i guess im flyin solo

by myself again, whats new
they all left, they dont care anymore
boutta reach my absolute
if i was gonna kill myself, what would u do?
i miss the feeling of ur lips on mine
im trapped inside a box, js like a mime
idc what u say to me, only what u do
scared of getting older
but whatcha gonna do


AUNTY ENTiTY (BEAT)

It seeps through the blinds
like a pale, patient hand,
fingers stretching across the floor
in slow, deliberate silence.

The dust hangs in the air,
caught, suspended—
as if time itself
has been pinned in place.

The glow feels wrong here,
too heavy, too knowing,
pressing against the walls
until they seem to breathe.

And though the window is shut,
you can swear
something is leaning in.

light bleeds into the room

This is a test of Joshacai's UTAU voicebank. Produced in May 24, 2025.

VSQ -> USTx by Koya Matsuo

A speech test of Joshacai's utau voicebank

Composed and Arranged by David Murg

(c) David Murg. All Rights Reserved. 

Glacier (Demo Audio)

osamason psykotic type beat anarchy

Longest nights

SOLE_STREET_SHOES (instrumentaL)

replication

Cosmic Shift

9 0 2 I  K N O W ? (c o v e r)

HOUSE OF FORTUNA

Distinct

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