HONEY (throwaway)

Mezclando & Fumando mix...

(unfinished song lol)

Tasting the sweet temptation
right from the tip of a loaded gun
my body moves in silence
I'm gonna take you one by one

Hollow out that heartache
stretch the Tendineae till it pops 
marked up and brokenhearted
you're everything I wouldn't want

I wanna touch you
I wanna hold you close
I wanna kiss you
I wanna let you know

baby it's nothing
like every single moment
you're taking off your clothes
so I can split you open
cause ohh baby
it's poetry in motion
you're taking off your shirt
so I can make you suffer

with me
with me
with me
with me 

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

 OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

SUFFER

(Throwaway track)

it stings when you stick and poke
cant remember all those nights that we spent alone
your palm against my fucking neck when you start to choke
yeah it's your favorite spot when you get black out drunk
until you've had enough

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

I think about you all the time
I can't ever ask you why
I don't wanna go outside
I just wanna fucking die
when you tell me I'm alright
and I should do it or I'm high
yeah you're such a lovely guy
when you tell me I should die

I can write a hundred thousand words
I hate about you
travel down my chest & up my skirt
when I'm without you
point it to my neck
then by my throat
before I bite you
forget the stupid things I ever said
I never liked you

I never liked you

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

maybe I can hold your hand
think that I doubt it
when I see you walk across my lens
tell me about the little things that you still regret
the thought about you makes my cheeks go 
crimson red when you touch me there

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

(fyi I don't support drug use, S/H, S/A, or suicide-- if you do actually struggle with those things please reach out to a professional)

Bored

(Demo)
I fear the gun
I break the law
my brains so numb
until I'm falling down
I wait so long, and on and on
so I'll keep falling down

down
down
down
I'm down
I'm down

cause baby when you look my way
I wanna tell you about the things I shouldn't say
it feels like every single moment is a test of fate
when I weigh you down, when I weigh you...

down
I'm down yeah
I'm down
I'm down yeah
I'm down

down

For The Heartbroken

Why are humans addicted to things

(demo)
lose
I'll lose myself in you
Cause I can't ever choose
What I'm supposed to do 

It's always up to you
It's always up to you
whatever I choose
Cause I'm always gonna lose
yeah, lose myself in you

you
aren't you scared to lose
yeah, lose myself in you
I'll lose myself in you
cause it's what I'm supposed to do
whenever I'm with you
whenever I'm with you
it's what I'm supposed to do
Whenever I'm with you

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXJXJQz41t4

Loser

Scum

Summer Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=FHKBRUDaP8PmvxfP

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