song about apparently "not caring at all" yet thinking about that special someone in your room (track was originally named "pizza rolls" in garageband, hence the microwave noises haha)
lyrics
i know that you will say
that it was all my fault
I hope you know
that I don't care at all
because you don't know
what it meanz 2 go with the flow

and I just don't know what to do
when I'm with you
you make me bluuuuueeee
(you make me blueeeeeee)

and I'm just sitting in my room
thinking of you
you make me bloooooooom
(you make me bloooooom)

I know that you will say
that it was all my fault
I hope you know
that I don't care at all
because you don't know
what it meanz 2 go with the flow

I know that u will say
that it was all my fault
I hope u know
that I don't care at all
because u don't know
what it meanz 2 go with the flow

oooooh

Go with the Flow!

Depressing Winter

I've Got No Job

Wasted Youth

Precipitation Girl

A mix of alternative hip hop, rock, electronic, and pop songs that I love which don't fit into my usual mixes.

Tracklist:
poster boy by 2hollis
where's my head at (100 gecs remix) by Basement Jaxx
prism by monty.pk
Los Angeles w/ James Murphy (The Dare Remix) by Lol Tolhurst x Budgie x Jacknife Lee 
headstrong gunner by aldn
6 pack and cigarettes by ALEXSUCKS
No Waves by FIDLAR
I Love You All the Time by Oh No Oh My
Leni (GoodBooks Remix) by Crystal Castles
A Meeting Around August by Jennifur
GOBACK by Mr. GiSCARD
Say My Name by The Bel Air Lip Bombs
drive. by Bad With Phones
i like the way you kiss me by Artemas
places to be by fred again.., Anderson Paak, & CHIKA
dumb party by Internet Party
Snakey by Wombo
Nice Town by Metronomy x Pan Amsterdam
Hourglass ft. ASM by Poldoore
Move Your Body ft Harry Mack by Marc Rebillet
Move Ya Body (Single Spark & Dor Halevi Remix) by Nina Sky
crush by 2holiis
Locals (Girls like us) ft gabby start by underscores
What're We Doing Here by ALEXSUCKS
I Might Be Fake by Master Peace & Georgia
All These Things I Have Done (CHOZEN Remix) by The Killers
See What I Mean by The Red Pears
By Myself by FIDLAR
Carsick by K.Flay
It's in my Head by Provoker
Souvenir by Joyce Manor
Undone..(Sweater Song) by Weezer
King Rat by Modest Mouse
Prep-School Gangsters by Vampire Weekend
Grapevine Fires by Death Cab for Cutie
Fix You (Live 2012 Paris) by Coldplay

Alternative State Volume 18

King of the Underground

STAY BACK!

F I D L A R

HONEY (throwaway)

I don't wanna close my eyes
losing our sense of time
twisted all up inside
making me wanna die

maybe I'll stay the night
hoping she'll hold me tight
whisper that it's quite alright

with you
with you
with you
with you

I don't wanna be another answer
round and round, until we're going faster
claps my palms and pray it's getting better
with time
with time

(Lie, lying right by your side)
(Down till we meet the sky)
(Keeping on every night)
(Night)
(Night)

I don't want to be
another memory
I don't want to be
another memory

with you
with you

I don't wanna close my eyes
losing our sense of time
twisted all up inside
making me wanna die

maybe I'll stay the night
hoping she'll hold me tight
whisper that it's quite alright

with you
with you
with you
with you

I don't wanna be another answer
round and round, until we're going faster
claps my palms and pray it's getting better
with time
with time

(Lie, lying right by your side)
(Down till we meet the sky)
(Keeping on every night)
(Night)
(Night)

Sleepwalking

Mezclando & Fumando mix...

(unfinished song lol)

Tasting the sweet temptation
right from the tip of a loaded gun
my body moves in silence
I'm gonna take you one by one

Hollow out that heartache
stretch the Tendineae till it pops 
marked up and brokenhearted
you're everything I wouldn't want

I wanna touch you
I wanna hold you close
I wanna kiss you
I wanna let you know

baby it's nothing
like every single moment
you're taking off your clothes
so I can split you open
cause ohh baby
it's poetry in motion
you're taking off your shirt
so I can make you suffer

with me
with me
with me
with me 

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

baby it's over
we're always getting hotter
there's something in the water
that's making people dumber
OH GOD
I want a new Mercedes
and 60 fucking bands 
so I can shoot it in my bloodstream

OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

 OH GOD
make me suffer
and give it to me harder
I need a quick release 
so you better make it faster

SUFFER

(Throwaway track)

it stings when you stick and poke
cant remember all those nights that we spent alone
your palm against my fucking neck when you start to choke
yeah it's your favorite spot when you get black out drunk
until you've had enough

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

I think about you all the time
I can't ever ask you why
I don't wanna go outside
I just wanna fucking die
when you tell me I'm alright
and I should do it or I'm high
yeah you're such a lovely guy
when you tell me I should die

I can write a hundred thousand words
I hate about you
travel down my chest & up my skirt
when I'm without you
point it to my neck
then by my throat
before I bite you
forget the stupid things I ever said
I never liked you

I never liked you

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

maybe I can hold your hand
think that I doubt it
when I see you walk across my lens
tell me about the little things that you still regret
the thought about you makes my cheeks go 
crimson red when you touch me there

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

(fyi I don't support drug use, S/H, S/A, or suicide-- if you do actually struggle with those things please reach out to a professional)

friends

surf punk / indie pop from the 210 san antonio

Will release new album then make happy music that isn't evil

New tracks tagged #FIDLAR