[Verse 1]
Voices, they are coming, yeah, hear them in the night
Yeah, hear them in the evening, so many voices talking to me these days
Can’t rest, can’t walk, can’t get — screaming in my voice
And I don’t even understand, things that they say don’t even really mean nothing
It’s something deep down that only stirs them
Yeah, I know there’s something inside of me, that it wants to get let free
I hold them in a box, I hold them in tight, I don’t let the monster out for a side, no
He’ll feast, he’ll need, he’ll breathe, yeah
The monster that lives inside of me, yeah
Take it to the cross, I’ve did so many times
And so many days that I go away, but one shot takes the pain away

[Verse 2]
And three shots makes me a buzz going now
Yeah, with three shots I’m lost in space
Oh, now with four shots I’m going to another place
And five shots take me to a mind, a mind, a mind I can’t escape
Eight shots, yeah, now I’m going to see — dancing words, all the thoughts racing through my head
Nine shots, yeah, I’m dancing once more again
Ten shots, yeah, I know I need to get down on my knees ’cause
The bottles all around, got empty bottles here and there
On the shelf, on the rail, by the TV — they’re everywhere, yeah
What do you want? Whiskey? Tequila? James Dean? Whatever you want
I tell you what, it’s hidden bottles there, hidden everywhere
I’m trying to tell myself that I wasn’t, yeah, not a drunk, yeah
And maybe I’m mistaken

[Verse 3]
I need that stuff, yeah, I need it in my veins, yeah
Flowing through me, I know that it’s a sin
And you over-intoxicate the sin, but
Tell you what, I got so much inside of me
That I probably could piss it eternally

[Outro]
The echoes inside of me are crying out for escape
From the pain that is stuck inside so deep

Where are You, Father

[Verse 1]
Somebody else to be (oh)
Been down another road, yeah, for so long (yeah)
Another road, yeah, even potholes
In my life it seems these days
Bills, work, yeah — school is not enough
So many things that got me on my own
Yeah, I'm living now these lives
But I tell you what, I'm in doubt today
Better life than I ever knew, yeah, I live now

See everybody around me happy
Why am I so miserable?
Yeah, dealt the cards that I was dealt
I've been loved all my life
Now love’s dying inside of me
Trying to find a way to set it all free

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, looking at me, yeah, see it now
Yeah, smile on my face but pain’s underground
Yeah, take your time, yeah, you will realize
Now living, yeah, you're living to survive

Looking all the places, yeah,
Things in your mind, yeah, can’t be pleased
So matter of fact, yeah, you got so much beauty inside of you, yeah
Look at the words you say, yeah

[Chorus]
Even though you're crying in the back of your mind
You know the things that you’ve got to see, what’s on your mind
Things you love, things you hate, things you need to face
But you threw it in a box — now you’re lost in space

But the moment you live for, just to live
Yeah, you know I'm dying to live, yeah
Moment to live, yeah, take it, take every moment
Try to find a way — sin and salvation

[Verse 2]
I'm stuck in my own body, yeah, I know
I'm stuck in your own body, feeling your soul
I'm sorry girl but you got to find a way,
Find a way, son, yeah, to live in these days, yeah

Is it your music? Can you write a song?
Can you find a way to talk to other people?
There’s something inside of you, you realize, yeah
Yeah, it's gonna come right through

What’s up Travis D, how you doing there man?
So many times, you know, I'm lost
A moment of space and time, you realize
Yeah, I'm going to see you for you
I can feel your pain inside of you, yes
I feel everybody’s pain, that’s how I write what I write
Watch what I do with that piece that I'm going with it
I feel everybody’s everything
That’s my life, my purpose

[Bridge]
I’m dying to live, not living to die
Finding the truth in every tear I cry
All of these roads, all these scars I bear
I write them down so the world can share

[Chorus – Repeat, strong with harmonies]
Even though you're crying in the back of your mind
You know the things that you’ve got to see, what’s on your mind
Things you love, things you hate, things you need to face
But you threw it in a box — now you’re lost in space

But the moment you live for, just to live
Yeah, you know I'm dying to live, yeah
Moment to live, yeah, take it, take every moment
Try to find a way — sin and salvation




Dying to Live

[Verse 1]
Over and over, over again,
Same rat race you’ve always been in.
Every single time, every single morning,
The bottle calls out — I know now.
One shot, yeah, takes you a little closer,
Some days I question every moment.
Right now I’m sitting on the edge of the cliff,
Just trying to find a way not to jump off.
See, that bottle’s calling my name,
Every single one, every side of them —
I know what it’s gonna do for me.

[Verse 2]
Break those chains and try, yeah,
Many years, monster on my back, yeah.
Trying to get me to drink just one more shot,
I know where I’ve been — been down that road so many times.
I’ve pulled the same bottle, yeah, called my name before,
So many times I’ll give in to the beast within.

[Verse 3]
Times like this, I wish that I could, yeah,
Have a genie and ask him — grant me
One wish, make that bottle disappear from my lips.
Every time though I feel that urge, yeah, come over me,
Yeah, like a hurricane, an urge, and I won’t give up.
Through all the drink, keep hearing that whisper inside of me:
“One sip, as long as you need,” you know,
“Give in to the beast within me.”
I know one shot won’t ever free me, I know.

[Verse 4]
One more — I know that the days are...
There’s moments here in my life I don’t realize, yeah.
Hear the beast inside, yeah, calling for another drink.
Yeah, another shot, yeah — “One more won’t hurt you, man.”
I know, yeah, I’ve talked to him before, yeah,
He’s got a hold on me before, but I know
There’s a way that I can break this hold.

[Verse 5]
Looking at You, I know,
So many times You’ve blessed me though.
You said, “Don’t drink the bottle,” — I know, I should’ve known.

[Verse 6]
How many wants You said to me,
I saw the clouds are sending me.
I’ve seen You say, “Don’t drink that anymore.”

[Verse 7]
I keep on trying the urge to cross,
I know there’s things that I need so much.
But I know this addiction — I’m gonna kick its ass, I know.

[Verse 8]
Time, do You realize that the monster on my back
Got me, yeah, by the balls — maybe even more now.
Trying to find a way to shake him off my back, for
So many years, you know, this monster’s been claiming me, I know.
Taking me down roads that I don’t know,
Now I’m sitting here wondering — where should I go?

[Verse 9]
Times like this, no...
The bottle keeps calling my name, you know.
A whisper in the wind, yeah, I know —
Something I need though.

"The Beast Within"

This week’s message explores what happens when fear takes the lead. In this passage, fear drives control, but faith calls us to wait on God. Even when it feels risky. If you’re tempted to take matters into your own hands, remember this: obedience may feel scary, but it’s the pathway to God’s promises. Fix your eyes on Jesus. His grace meets you even when your faith feels weak.


Prophet, Priest, & Judge | Saul’s First Sin, 1 Sam 13:1-23|  Week 18

At our Hymnal & Pure Worship service, Pastor Femi Paul brought us a powerful message titled “There’s More to You Than Meets the Eye!” reminding us that things are not always what they appear to be. Drawing from 2 Kings 6:14–17, he explained how Elisha’s servant panicked when he saw enemies closing in, until God opened his eyes to reveal heavenly chariots of fire all around. PFP taught that the same unseen help surrounds believers today. What the eye sees is not the whole story; he encouraged believers not to be moved by circumstances but to walk by faith, confident that God’s unseen power is always at work on their behalf.

Referencing John 20:26–29, he taught that “Better Blessings” await those who believe even without seeing. He led the church in prophetic prayers declaring that delay is over and every disqualifier is dropped! This week, remember — there’s more to you than meets the eye, and heaven’s forces are backing you all the way!

The Word of Grace

There’s More to You Than Meets the Eye!

There’s More to You Than Meets the Eye!/Pastor Femi Paul/Hymnal & Pure Worship Service

“What’s Your Testimony?” is a powerful spoken-word piece from Big John Show, capturing the transformation of pain into purpose. It’s about people from across the world—broken, healed, and reborn—coming together under God’s light to share their stories. The song expresses how darkness can enter our lives, but through faith and love, it can leave as music, beauty, and testimony. Every note is a cry, a praise, and a declaration that God turns the ugly into something divine.

What’s Your Testimony

After being threatened, Peter and John return to their people — and instead of praying for safety, the church prays for boldness.
In this message from Acts 4:23–31, Pastor Michael Farris teaches on the power of unified prayer and what happens when believers ask God for courage instead of comfort.

Acts 4:23-31 | Michael Farris | October 19, 2025

Faithful at Christmas

 In 1 Samuel 13, Saul’s impatience costs him everything. Instead of waiting for Samuel, he takes matters into his own hands and shows what happens when fear overrides faith. Don’t rush what God has promised. True obedience means trusting His timing, even when pressure mounts and answers feel delayed.


Prophet, Priest, & Judge | Saul's First Sin,1 Sam 13:1-23|  Week 18

“Prayers on the Ceiling” is a cry from the soul — when faith meets struggle, and isolation becomes revelation.
I wrote this from that place where you feel like your prayers ain’t breaking through… but God still hears every word.
This one’s for anyone fighting silent battles, staying strong in the storm, and holding on to faith when it feels like you’re all alone. 🙏⚔️

🎙️ Written & Performed by Will
🕊️ Mixed with faith, pain, and purpose

Prayers on the Ceiling

ZION is a new church in Staten Island. Our team is native born New Yorkers who love Jesus and want to spread his message.

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

Grace Assembly is a family-oriented church! We are totally awed by the power of the life-transforming words that God so graciously speaks to us always. 

To learn more about us, please visit: https://thegraceassembly.org/about/

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ZION is a new church in Sunset Park, Brooklyn. Our team is native born New Yorkers who love Jesus and want to spread his message.

⚡️WILL B // From Hellraiser to Heaven Sent ⚡️

Born in Gaston, Alabama, raised between the struggle and the South, Will B’s story reads like a movie. One that’s still being written. By the time most kids were learning their ABCs, he was learning survival. Basement floors, rats the size of house pets, and a home full of chaos didn’t break him they built him.

When his mom married, his stepdad, he considered him his true dad. He brought God into the picture. But Will? He was already running wild. By 7, sexual temptation had found him. By 12, he was stealing liquor and chasing a life that led him straight into addiction, violence, and pain.

Fast forward an 11x felon and 2½ years behind bars Will hit rock bottom and looked up. Locked in a cell, he prayed every day for YHWH to take the taste of drugs, alcohol, and destruction out of his mouth. He asked for one thing: a second chance.

And YHWH delivered.

Now sober, free, and walking with faith, Will B’s  music he’s testifys through pain, turning scars into stories and stories into songs. Every bar hits and carries truth, testimony, and hope for anyone fighting their demons.

From addict to artist, from prison to purpose, Will B is living proof that grace still works. His mission?
🔥 Reach souls through sound.
🔥 Bring light to dark places.
🔥 And never stop giving glory to the One who made a way.

🎧 Listen to the story in the sound:
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🍎 Apple Music
🎵 Spotify
💎 Facebook

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