Kulturwohnzimmer Wismar 02.12.2025

„Die Gänge kennen mich“ ist ein ruhiger, roher Song über Erschöpfung, Schmerz und die merkwürdige Vertrautheit von Krankenhausfluren. Marco Memory beschreibt die nächste „Was-weiß-ich-wie-vielte“ Magenspiegelung – mit der Hoffnung auf etwas Erleichterung und dem Wissen, dass die Menschen dort ihn auffangen.

Ein Lied über Menschlichkeit, Mut und den kleinen Funken Hoffnung, der bleibt.

Die Gänge kennen mich

„Zwischen Licht & Schmerz“ ist einer der ehrlichsten und menschlichsten Songs des Albums Warum ich – aber warum nicht auch mal ich.

Er erzählt in schonungsloser Direktheit, wie Routine, Schmerz und tiefe Erschöpfung zu Begleitern werden – und wie gerade in der medizinischen Welt Menschlichkeit, Respekt und echte Nähe Halt geben.

Der Song zeigt den Weg durch die Prozedur: vertraute Gesichter, kleine Gesten, ein Satz zur richtigen Zeit, eine Hand auf der Schulter. Er zeigt den Kampf, aber auch die Wärme, die mitten im Schmerz entsteht.

Es ist ein Lied über Vertrauen, Verletzlichkeit und den Willen weiterzugehen – für die Menschen, die man liebt, und für die Momente, die noch kommen.

Ein roher, unverfälschter Blick in einen Tag, der weh tut – und trotzdem Hoffnung trägt.

zwischen Licht und Schmerz

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On This Feeling


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 „Gerade hängen“ ist der Abschluss der inneren Reise.
Kein Happy End,
kein Feuerwerk —
sondern ein bewusstes, ruhiges, ehrliches Statement:

„Ich richte mich neu aus —
nicht perfekt,
aber bewusst.
Und das reicht.“

Der Song verbindet Vergangenheit und Zukunft,
Schieflage und Ausrichtung,
Stolpern und Stehen.
Er zeigt einen Mann,
der seine Schaukel nicht strammzieht,
sondern richtig einhängt —
in seinem Tempo,
mit seiner Wahrheit.

Ein leiser, würdevoller,
wunderschöner Epilog.

Gerade hängen

That feeling when homework, am I right????????

Homework

„Wenn der Körper ruft“ ist einer deiner ehrlichsten Songs – ein Moment mitten aus der Realität.
Kein Rückblick, kein Abstand.
Sondern ein Song, der dort entsteht, wo der Schmerz pulsiert, die Übelkeit brennt und der Atem schwer fällt.

Er erzählt von einer Situation, die jeden Menschen treffen kann:
dem Augenblick, in dem der Körper aufschreit und man endlich hinhören muss.
Du beschreibst, wie es sich anfühlt, im Krankenhaus zu liegen, blutig zu erbrechen, den Schmerz unter dem Schulterblatt kaum auszuhalten – und trotzdem klar und wach zu bleiben.
Der Song richtet sich an alle, die in medizinischen Ausnahmesituationen Angst haben zu „übertreiben“ oder „lästig“ zu sein.

Er zeigt:
Ehrlichkeit ist kein Schwächezeichen.
Hilfe holen ist Stärke.
Und niemand geht diesen Weg allein.

Musikalisch ist der Track ruhig, roh und warm.
Eine intime akustische Ballade, getragen von deiner unverwechselbaren rauen Stimme, sanftem Piano, weichen Gitarrenschleiern und einem behutsamen, tief atmenden Rhythmus.

Ein Lied, das gleichzeitig tröstet und bekräftigt.
Ein Anker – für dich und für andere.

Wenn der Körper ruft

„Fuffzich“ ist eine Lebensbilanz ohne Filter.

Ein Song über Rauchen, Alkohol, Raserei, Größenwahn – und darüber, dass man manchmal einfach Glück hatte. Marco Memory blickt zurück auf seine Jugend, in der er sich für unsterblich hielt, und erkennt heute, wie dankbar er sein darf, überhaupt fünfzig geworden zu sein.

Der Song verbindet Reue, Humor, Scham und Dankbarkeit zu einer starken, reflektierten Ballade über das Erwachsenwerden – und darüber, dass wir alle Fehler brauchen, um irgendwann klar zu sehen.

Fuffzich

Track 1 – The Call
The Call captures one of those rare conversations that change direction without making noise.
A phone rings, a friend speaks honestly, and suddenly something inside shifts.

The song explores the quiet power of being truly seen.
No pressure, no preaching — just a sincere question:
“How are you really doing?”
Between two men, this kind of honesty is almost sacred.
As they talk, old patterns become visible.
Heavy paths feel lighter.

Shared experiences weave together into something that feels like relief.
And slowly, almost gently, the metaphor of the crooked swing returns:
life aligns itself a little more when truth is spoken without judgment.
Musically warm, bluesy, and intimate, The Call carries the tone of real friendship —
steady, grounding, and deeply human.

This is not just a call.
It’s the moment the swing begins to straighten.

The Call

“Millimeter” is a song about the tiny shifts inside us that change everything long before we notice them.
It starts with a quiet tension — a feeling that something is slightly off, not loud or dramatic, just a subtle pull that won’t go away.

Using the metaphor of a crooked swing, the song explores how life can drift out of balance by the smallest angle. A millimeter. A breath. A moment of misalignment. And suddenly, nothing moves the way it used to.

As the track unfolds, the narrator realizes that the imbalance isn’t caused by the world outside.
It’s inside him.
In the way he moves, reacts, carries old patterns, lets things slide.

The rock-driven chorus widens emotionally, delivering the central insight:
A millimeter is enough to shift the whole motion of a life.
By the end, the song doesn’t offer a perfect solution — only honesty.
The awareness that something has been hanging wrong for a long time,
and the courage to finally listen to that quiet inner pull.

A raw, introspective track about noticing what feels “off,”
and admitting:
as it hangs now… it doesn’t run right anymore.

A Millimeter

“Misalignment” dives into the quiet, persistent feeling that something inside has been off for a long time — not enough to break you, but enough to tilt everything by a few degrees. The song uses the metaphor of a crooked swing to explore how life can drift out of balance in ways that are subtle, internal, and easy to overlook.

On the outside, everything seems normal: you wake up, you work, you function.
But inside, there’s a pull — a sideways tension you can’t name, but you feel it with every step.
As the track unfolds, the narrator realizes the truth:
the imbalance isn’t caused by anything external.
It lives within him.
A millimeter here, a slight shift there — and suddenly the rhythm of life no longer flows the way it used to.

The rock chorus opens wide with emotional weight, capturing the frustration of sensing that something doesn’t run clean, even if you can’t yet explain why.
By the end, the song doesn’t claim resolution.
Instead, it arrives at honesty:
admitting that something is crooked is the first step toward setting it right.

aa“Misalignment” is raw, reflective, and deeply human —
a confession wrapped in melody, and a moment of clarity wrapped in noise.

Misalignment

“Back Then in My Body” is a raw, introspective song about the weight we carry long before we understand it.
It explores the idea that the body remembers truths we try to ignore — old pressure, unspoken words, swallowed emotions, and moments we pushed away to keep going.

On the surface, life seemed functional.
Routine. Normal.
But inside, something had been storing every impact, every silence, every moment that hurt but was never named.
The body held it all quietly, patiently — until the day it could no longer stay silent.

The song travels deep into that realization:
that the patterns we live today were shaped years earlier, far beneath the level of thought.
Not in the mind, but in that inner place where honesty can’t be avoided.

The chorus hits with emotional force, revealing the truth:
everything began back then — long before the symptoms showed, long before the admission came.
It’s not about blame.
It’s about understanding where the misalignment truly started.

By the end, the song reaches a moment of stark clarity:
the body has always known the story.
And healing begins not with perfection, but with admitting what has been carried for too long.

“Back Then in My Body” is an honest confession set to modern rock —
a turning point wrapped in sound,
and the beginning of a new kind of truth.

Back then in my Body

“The Old Code” is a song about the invisible scripts that shape our reactions long before we understand them.
It’s about the rules we learned in childhood, the patterns we copied to survive, and the emotional reflexes that stayed with us long after they stopped serving us.
In this track, the narrator realizes that his body still follows an outdated program — a set of internal commands like stay quiet, endure, swallow it down, be strong, say nothing.
They once protected him.
Now they confine him.

The song unfolds like an internal dialogue:
Why do old emotions still flare up?
Why does the body react before the mind?
And why do behaviors from the past continue to run, even when life has changed?

The chorus hits with the core truth:
the old code is still active, still burning, but it no longer belongs to the man he is today.
Instead of blaming himself, he chooses honesty:
to see the code clearly, to recognize its patterns, to admit that it no longer fits.

The final conclusion is not resolution — it’s awakening.
A conscious decision to stop running on an inherited program and begin writing something new, even without knowing the next line yet.

“The Old Code” is a raw, modern rock confession about the courage it takes
to outgrow your own past.

The Old Code

“Back Against the Wall” is a dark, emotional rock piece that dives deep into the moment when the body freezes before the mind understands why.

It’s a song about patterns — old survival strategies — that still lock the system in place, even when life has changed.
The narrator finds himself stuck again, unable to move forward or backward.
There’s no dramatic collapse, no explosion — just a crushing pressure inside the chest, an internal shutdown that feels like hitting a wall you can’t see but deeply feel.

The verses describe the physical truth of trauma patterns:
muscles collapsing, breath shrinking, the body going soft while the soul turns rigid.
It’s not weakness — it’s protection learned long ago.

The chorus opens with full emotional intensity, admitting the hard truth:
the block isn’t outside — it’s inside.
It’s an old structure, an old reflex, an old rule that once kept him safe but now holds him still.

The bridge shifts from panic to clarity:
he doesn’t need to fight or run —
he needs to recognize.
To stand, breathe, and understand the origin of the wall instead of trying to escape from it.

By the final chorus, a small but crucial shift appears:
a crack.
Not enough to break through yet,
but enough to show that this wall isn’t permanent.

“Back Against the Wall” is an honest, heavy, and deeply human moment of awareness —
a song about seeing the pattern, feeling the pressure, and beginning the long process of freeing yourself from it.

Back Against the Wall

“Swallowed Down” is one of the rawest and most physical songs on the album.
It confronts the lifelong habit of swallowing emotions instead of expressing them — the anger, fear, shame, expectations, loneliness, and all the words that were never spoken but buried deep inside the body.

The song frames emotional suppression as something the body remembers long after the mind has moved on.
Every swallowed moment becomes weight.
Every forced silence becomes tension.
Every “I’m fine” becomes a layer the body carries until it can’t hold it anymore.

The verses describe how these stored experiences rise back up, not as thoughts, but as physical sensations — proof that nothing truly disappears just because it was pushed down.
The chorus hits with painful honesty:
He has swallowed things that were never his to carry.
And now they sit inside him, shaping how he feels, breathes, reacts, and lives.

The bridge is a confession:
for years, he acted as the “trash can” of his own history, absorbing everything, letting nothing out, believing that this was strength.
But the body kept the score — and eventually presented the bill.

By the final chorus, the song shifts from confession to decision.
He chooses to stop swallowing his life and start living it.
It won’t be easy.
It won’t be quick.
But it starts with the truth.

“Swallowed Down” is an emotional exhale —
a declaration that the cycle ends now.

Swallowed Down

You Live A Lie

Passion for house but love for music.

House music producer and aspiring DJ.

25.

Email me at lopezjagr@gmail.com for beats

Ich schreibe, was ich denke, fühle und erlebe. Schreiben hilft mir, Erinnerungen einzuordnen und ihnen Klarheit zu geben. Wenn Gefühle eine Melodie bekommen, entsteht etwas Wunderbares – eine Botschaft, die direkt ins Herz geht.

Für mich ist es ein Ausgleich, ein Stück Selbsttherapie. Die Texte sind ehrlich und frisch aus dem Herzen. Und wenn ich damit jemanden berühre, der genauso fühlt wie ich, freut es mich umso mehr.

Da ich selbst nicht gut singen kann, nutze ich KI für die Melodie und die Stimme. Ich bin dankbar für diese Möglichkeit, meinen Gefühlen Ausdruck zu verleihen.

Viel Freude beim Hören 🥰

Gruß, Marco Memory

PS: Ehrliche Kommentare sind willkommen – aber bitte keine Angebote, ich kaufe nichts.



I write what I think, feel, and experience. Writing helps me sort out memories and bring them clarity. When feelings find a melody, something wonderful is created – a message that speaks straight to the heart.

For me, it’s a balance, a bit of self-therapy. The lyrics are honest and straight from the heart. And if they touch someone who feels the same way I do, it makes me even happier.

Since I can’t sing well myself, I use AI for the melody and voice. I’m grateful for this opportunity to give my feelings a voice.

Enjoy listening 🥰

Best, Marco Memory

PS: Honest comments are always welcome – but please no offers, I’m not looking to buy anything.

ok here is the mission. 
- demos are being released weekly.... or so.
- an LP is in the brainstorm... somewhere.

Coming directly to you from Rangel City, and I'm going to deliver sick beats and banger tunes! FIRE EMOJI!!1!

Jag kommer direkt till dig från Rangelstan', och jag kommer leverera sjuka beats och banger tunes! FIRE EMOJI!!1!

Born in the center of East Germany, I moved to the Baltic Sea in 2018 where I found my new home 🫶🏻
The Energy is amazing 🌊🌅⚓️🌅🌊
My love of music wouldn't let me go and I started playing music myself.
What can I say...I love music....
Maybe you like what I do and you leave a like 😎👌🏻

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