Protip:  Back up your memories in all facets of your life.  Profane joins the cast as we discuss backing up photos, memories, what memories mean, relationships with in-laws and relationships with your kids.  Another pro tip from Profane: Record your convos with your parents to listen back to later.

Back Yo Shit Up

It's been a while, but the Lap of Luxury is back in person (for at least this episode). PORT and Luxury are joined by an old friend, Cap. As is tradition, they talk about everything and seemingly nothing but the topics range from Ponzi Schemes in quintessential children's media, killer clowns, and living in a prison of convenience. Strap in and enjoy.

Durango Boys Trip

Profane joins the cast as the crew discuss how far to go with investing for retirement, when you lose your innocence, and having kids.

Saving For What?

Figuring It Out (Prod. brixn)

I sit here
Trying to figure it out
But I can't
So, everyday
I keep on going

But why
But why
Do I feel the need

But why
But why
Do I feel the need

To keep going
To keep working
For those
Who don't care
For those
Who don't care

Do I stop?
Do I end?
Do I cease?
Do I desist?

But, I sit here
Trying to figure it out
But I can't
So, everyday
I keep on going

To keep going
To keep working
For those
Who don't care
For those
Who don't care

I Keep Going

I'm confused
I can't figure it out
How do I amuse
How do I shout

Is there something I push
Is there something I click
Is there something I swipe
Is there something I like

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

Am I missing the key
Am I missing the me
Am I missing the free
Am I missing the plea

For help!
For help!
For help!
For help!

How does this occur
I only see the blur
Will they prefer
When I'm in doubt

With your love
With your light
I'll make it happen
Tonight

Will I find it
Will I see it
Will I meet it
Will I believe it

When it happens
How will I respond
When it happens
Will I be gone

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

The Push, the Click, the Swipe

Got some new feelings, hopefully they pay off?

Available on ALL streaming platforms

New Feelings (prod. Kiyoto)

I’m still tryna figure myself out.
This one’s not about bars or flows, it’s just me being real. already 17, and it still feels like I haven’t even started yet. Life’s been moving fast… too fast.

If you ever felt lost, if you ever looked around and thought “I don’t even know who I am yet,” this one’s for you.


Time Flies

Thank you for sticking with me and listening to my songs every day. I notice the ones who show up, the ones who keep coming back, the ones who let my music into their life. I hope these songs have given you as much strength and peace as they’ve given me. I write them to lift the soul and the spirit, because in these times we need every bit of light we can get.

The only thing I can tell you is this. Never give up on yourself. If you want something, you have to work for it, and sometimes you have to work hard as shit to get anywhere. But I believe in you. I believe you will reach that first goal on your journey in this life. And when you do, don’t stop. Keep going. There is always another level waiting for you.

In the meantime, I have a whole universe of musical projects you can explore. If any of them speak to you, let me know. Welcome to the way my mind works.

Welcome to my world.

Cheers!
MDRJR

You don’t know him yet, but you’re about to. This is Nylo Xorren, the one who turns heartbreak into harmony, pain into poetry. You press play thinking it’s just a song… but suddenly, it’s your life in the lyrics. This is how it all started.


All previous names or profiles including “Juice King” are no longer active or associated.

On a continued journey to find out if the juice is worth the squeeze.

New tracks tagged #FiguringItOut