2 years ago today, August 9th 2023, I ate on too many caps of the funny fungi and fell out of my 2nd story apartment. I suffered a traumatic brain injury, this had me incapacitated for about a month, with much longer to wait until I felt like myself again. I had lost all of the skills I had been practicing over the last 4+ years and most of my hope. It was a long time before I started to have any desires to do much of anything that wasn't self deprecating. 

One sleepless night, I got the wild thought that I could probably be a rapper if I tried hard enough. I stayed up countless nights writing bars, reciting in the mirror, erasing the whole page and getting frustrated, and doing it all again the next night. I made my first few songs with a producer guy in his cozy apartment above a Coffee shop. They were alright, but I never felt like i was able to individually stretch out my creative wings. Inevitably I ended up ghosting him and felt too awkward about the situation to ever reach out. (rude I know)

I decided to start record songs on my own in my Mother's basement with my Xbox headset, until i was graciously gifted a stand alone mic. I got to work Immediately writing every day and doing everything I could to stay in the flow state. I would experiment with different styles and sounds, flows and topic matter.  

This mixtape is a celebration of the change and progress I've made in the past 2 years, not just as musician but in my overall well-being. Many of the beats were made by LewRayy himself, others free from youtube. Either way, here is my very first musical project. 2025 Recordings only.
 I hope you enjoy.


I'll only get better from here.


The cover was drawn by me in highschool.

Undiscussed

Treat Him Right

Restless

The Fall Off

Reckoner

Clear out the way

Empty Bed

Pocket Lint

Gimme Da Fonk

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Melodic Techno MiniMix - October25 - Synkrow Music

New tracks tagged #First Mix