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i've thought about it and it's still no

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I've fallen way too deep in this love that's not real
I don't know how to feel, I'm lost
You turn your back on me for another ideal
I'm counting 54321, now I'm gone

Felt like time had froze
And we were just so close
But i should've known
The wall that's there but never shows
You wouldn't even see my text
I'm over here, can't relax
Never thought it'd come to that
Where I have to let you go away

There was some kind of split screen
But it never really hit me
I kept falling in too deep
In a love that's just not meant to be

I've fallen way too deep in this love that's not real
I don't know how to feel, I'm lost
You turn your back on me for another ideal
I'm counting 54321, now I'm gone

3 months have passed
Time flew by too fast
But you're still in my head
It feels like a test I'll never pass
Saw you with someone else
All of my emotions fell
No I'm not even mad
Everything had a happy end

There was some kind of split screen
But it never really hit me
I kept falling in too deep
In a love that's just not meant to be
(In a love that's just not real)

I've fallen way too deep in this love that's not real
I don't know how to feel, I'm lost (I'm feeling so lost)
You turn your back on me (i want you)
For another ideal (i don't want you no more)
I'm counting 54321, now I'm gone

love thats not real

Unfertig & stolz drauf ist meine erste EP – fünf instrumentale Tracks, irgendwo zwischen Lo-Fi, Experiment und Zufallstreffer. Keine perfekten Mixe, keine großen Studios, aber dafür echte Neugier und viel Spaß am Basteln.

Jeder Track ist ein kleines Fragment, ein Gedanke, ein Versuch. Manchmal holprig, manchmal überraschend rund. Alles selbst gemacht, zuhause, mit viel Trial & Error und wenig Plan.

Das hier ist kein Meisterwerk – und genau darum geht’s. Musik als Skizze, nicht als Produkt. Für alle, die Rohversionen mögen, Loops fühlen und sich gern zwischen den Zeilen verlieren.

Danke fürs Hören 💛

Hab' ich vergessen

Noch nicht gemastert

Zwischenablage

Fast fertig

Lautlos laut

A raw trip through the mind—real pain, real growth. From the ER to ego death, from juuls to jewels. This track is about battling inner demons, finding light in the dark, and rising above the noise. Psychedelics, trauma, faith, and fire bars straight from the mental. If you’ve ever felt lost but kept pushing, this one's for you.

Mental Gold

This is my very first release. I mostly make pretty goofy music and always try to have fun while producing, so  I hope you can have some fun listening to my track as well.

PS: It's definitely not perfectly mixed. Ts is hard :(

Aerobass

My first ever song release 🎉
Really happy with this starting point and excited to share it with you all. Marenga is a mix of Afro House grooves and Latin-inspired synths. Something I’d want to hear while dancing on the beach.

Thanks for listening, and there’s a lot more coming soon.

120 BPM – G Minor

Marenga

Mixing music out of passion.
Tune in and vibe with me.

Hey, names Lil Goob. Name says it all, I'm a goober. And if you fuck around too much I'll goob on your side piece. Anyway, I write real music that speaks when words can't. If you like rap you'll fw my music trust. Lil Goob out✌️

New tracks tagged #First Release