Lyrics: 
You always tell me what to do, this happens day to day I can't win. I just loose, I don't know when this is going to end, walking through nails since I was a kid, and I cannot take this anymore, I'll crash my car into the storm

Chorus: Someday I will be free, rise above all of the shitty slavery, pick up all the tears that have been dropped on the way, it's the psychological difference, that has broken me apart, I'll have to restart, by myself in the dark

I wake up every day, drowned in fear, can we say, we're living great, well with the rising tide and hope in the mind, I say, we'll do just fine

Chorus: Someday I will be free, rise above all of the shitty slavery, pick up all the tears that have been dropped on the way, it's the psychological difference, that has broken me apart, I'll have to restart, by myself in the dark

Bridge:
The moon doesn't light without the sun, my heart doesn't beat without some love, trapped in a world feeling like the only one. We need to escape the chaos, deep inside they all feel lost, all get together and rise above

Chorus: Someday I will be free, rise above all of the shitty slavery, pick up all the tears that have been dropped on the way, it's the psychological difference, that has broken me apart, I'll have to restart, by myself in the dark

Restart (In The Dark) (Acoustic)

Everyone's alone
In their dreams
Just your mind
And bits of things
Shining on
A hazy wave
The piece of mind
That drifts away

Who forsooth forsake the waking day
To brew anew a nostrum stopping pain?
A fortress for a fantasy encaged;
Into a new delerium we wade

:: Let the music of the mind
Leave all the little things behind ::

New Delerium

Saw you on the corner of the street
Talkin' to your friends
Maybe it was just a dream 
But I know how this ends
You asked if I'm back in town
I said just for the weekend
So do you wanna get a drink
It's been a while I guess

Ooooo, this is how it begins
Ooooo, this is how it ends

Will I only ever see you in my dreams?
Will this never end?
Will I only ever see you in my dreams?
Will this ever end?

In My Dreams?

I finally know just what it means to grieve
No one could ever replicate that sting
I've waited like a dog
Obeying every law
Forgetting myself in the process of everything

When I choose to leave,
Choose to put myself to sleep
Euthanize every memory of me
It does nobody good to think

I finally forgot the meaning to the words:
"My body feels much better when it's hurt"
'Cause when I look into my eyes,
I see a girl inside
And I know I can't make her better
Or make her worse

So when I choose to go to sleep
Choose to finally fucking leave
Euthanize every memory of me
When you look into my beady eyes
You'll find nothing inside
It's better just to let me dream

Don't resuscitate 
Please, don't hesitate
Please just let me be
Please just let me bleed

Euthanasia (DNR).m4a

breathe heavily

Version of Shred of my memory over on https://youtu.be/nTIs04Xj6NA?si=hAl9wtwuPIy_dYyJ

Shreds 09

Version of "Everything, I" over on https://youtu.be/JtT2kJnzs_s?si=GuXWqJZlCouUF0Go

Everythin I (2)

A tune about finally enjoying one's self and company and being able to share that vibe with others. 

And Whoever You Are

Had this cover in my folders for a while. Originally wrote new lyrics for this song by Crywank, but I didn't like how they sounded / couldn't get the right words out, but I liked the instrumental I came up with so decided to quickly record a few vocal takes and post it. Still working on the album, I have two songs done fully (more or less), came with a new artist / band name that I think is cool and will post the album under. Cheers.

[Lyrics by Crywank]

This makes me feel like a weak man who thinks that he is strong
Must I play the chauvanist to be the man you want?
Sweaty fingers push down on your throat, you say you like it rough
But it's hard to think I do this out of love

And from my own submissive pleasure I want to do just as you wish
But I slap your face too lightly when you ask me to make fists
Kiss me softly do not bite, we can explore like naughty kids
You say you're bored, want dominating
And I just stare and flinch

Oh, how rude of me to bring my thoughts into your bedroom
Is it condescending to be so scared I might hurt you?
Oh, how rude of me to bring my thoughts into your bedroom
Is it condescending to be so scared I might hurt you?

This makes me feel like a weak man who thinks that he is strong
Must I play the chauvanist to be the man you want?



Song For a Guilty Sadist (Cover)

porch song ver 1

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folk emo singer-songwriter from ontario, ca

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I record with my phone....and sometimes with GarageBand. I make shitty emo, punk and ska music. No Metronome

Covers and originals. Just putting notes in the cosmic fog.

New tracks tagged #Folk emo