50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

Uh...
Ahem...
Yeah...

Nah-nah-nah...
Hah-hey- Oh...
Nah-nah-nah... Oh...
Hah-hey- Wait...

Oh no, oh...
Wait!-
Wait!-
Wait-

Was my love just a memory?

I don't fuck with people!-
Do they fuck with me?-
My ex said she love me-
That's hard to believe!-

'Cause I don't love myself, baby-
That's how it be!-
Now I got a question-
Was my love a memory?

'Cause I wanna know if you remember me...
If I love you now, would you still remember me?-

Please- Please-
No more lies!

I don't fuck with people!-
Do they fuck with me?-
My ex said she love me-
That's hard to believe!-

'Cause I don't love myself, baby-
That's how it be!-
Now I got a question-
Was my love a memory?

'Cause I wanna know if you remember me...
If I love you now, would you still remember me?-

Please- Please-
No more lies!
'Cause I won't be able to take that shit another time!-

Uh... Hold my hand through the rough times.
The rough parts of life.
Like a Rose with it's thorns attached- It will bite.

But I promise babe, you'll be alright-
'Cause I'm here right with you tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.

Alright.
I'm here tonight.
I'm here tonight!-

(Please come back... Please.)

I don't fuck with people!-
Do they fuck with me?-
My ex said she love me-
That's hard to believe!-

'Cause I don't love myself, baby-
That's how it be!-
Now I got a question-
Was my love a memory?

'Cause I wanna know if you remember me...
If I love you now, would you still remember me?-

Please- Please-
No more lies!

(No more lies!)

I don't fuck with people!-
Do they fuck with me?-
My ex said she love me-
That's hard to believe!-

'Cause I don't love myself, baby-
That's how it be!-
Now I got a question-
Was my love a memory?

'Cause I wanna know if you remember me...
If I love you now, would you still remember me?-

Please- Please-
No more lies!
'Cause I won't be able to take that shit another time...

Memory

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

(I look myself in the mirror.)
(I wipe my tears.)
(Get ready to face my fears...)

I look myself in the mirror.
I'm facing my fears.
Look down at a puddle of tears-
Oh no.

Bitch what are friends?
'Cause I don't have them.
Every time I look into my mirror-
I say that, "I hate him".

Pop, pop, huh-
Score.
She told me to stop-
But I think I need more...

Fake friends-
I hate them.
Delete them all-
Erase them.

'Cause baby, I been trapped in my abyss.
I apologize, baby-
You is not a bitch.
When I say that I hate him, do I mean your boyfriend or me?

Good influence- You kept me clean.
Lookin' through a dictionary and I still don't know what you mean.

I don't know where I belong-
Where I be.
Probably by my Vlone-
Kickin' rocks up at the sea.

Pop, pop, huh-
Score.
She told me to stop-
But I think I need more...

Takin' all these pills until I fall down on the floor.
Yeah, she don't respect herself.
That bitch is such a whore.

Dopamine in my system.
I might look maybe a little crazy.

Fuck what he say and fuck what they say-
You don't gotta let them affect you. Okay, babe?

I say that and yet I still cry...
Feelin' like a nuisance every time I-

I look myself in the mirror.
I'm facing my fears.
Look down at a puddle of tears-
Oh no.

Bitch what are friends?
'Cause I don't have them.
Every time I look into my mirror-
I say that, "I hate him".

Score

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

Codeine pour!-
I need more!
Fuck that whore...
Get out of my face.

My heart is erased!
Hell is your place!-
Devil's finna chase-
Angel's finna lace.

Pourin' up the codeine, got me in my head...
Got so desperate for the high that I started mixin' meds...

Yeah, she fucked another guy on my motherfuckin' bed.
There's no goin' back-
That motherfucker's dead!-

I'm so tired it's wrong...
Might as well take a couple hits from the bong.

You know who you are-
Who I mentioned in this song!

I feel so lonely all night long!

Pour up- Cuddle it.
These drugs, yeah- These bitches love it.
They also love- Breakin' my heart.
-And me.

Fuckin' with my mind is they hobby.

Codeine pour!-
I need more!
Fuck that whore...
Get out of my face.

My heart is erased!
Hell is your place!-
Devil's finna chase-
Angel's finna lace.

Lace

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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hi, january.

***LYRICS BELOW***

[???:]

(Damn...)
(No, I'm joking, I'm joking, I'm joking...)
(You're my favorite in the whole...)
(World-)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(I let my heart dictate where I go...)
(I may love you, you may never know...)
(50 songs but I promise, it's not for show...)
(Yeah, I promise, babe- I'll never let you go...)

I let my heart dictate where I go...
I may love you, you may never know...
50 songs but I promise, it's not for show...
Yeah, I promise, I'll never let you go...

Speaking of promises, remember that promise-
If you don't remember that, at least remember the premise...

Remember the reason.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 seasons.
Baby, I won't cheat 'cause I ain't one to commit Treason.

When the moon falls.
Come to my side.
I'll be here all night long.
The rules, you abide by-

Promise to God I'll kill any other guy-
If they try to hurt you-
I won't let it slide.

On the flip side-
Let's hook up tonight!-
On your bad side-
While I'm inside-

You...
Make me feel so brand new.
New-
Even though I got a couple screws loose.

You're so pretty, babe-
You're so beautiful...
I won't stop until-
You see you for you all...

You don't trust people, but I broke down your walls.
Doesn't that mean that I'm better than them all?

My heart dictates where I go...
I may love you, you may never know...
50 songs but I promise, it's not for show...
Yeah, I promise- I'll never let you go.

Speaking of promises, remember that promise-
If you don't remember that, at least remember the premise...

Remember the reason.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 seasons.
Baby, I won't cheat 'cause I ain't one to commit Treason.

Just so you know, this is not a confession!-
I promise with you, I don't have a weird obsession...

But you're my possession!-
No one else can have you...
Think of my position-
That's why I set ground rules...

You can't drink unless I'm there to supervise you.
There will be no smoking in our house past noon.

Yeah!-
I hope you know, I'm giving you a curfew.
Curfew starts at 8 PM.
If I don't see you...

Home- By- Then...
We gon' really- Have a problem, then...
I'ma be spam- Textin' all you friends.
Walk in to the-Door, babe. Where you been?

My heart dictates where I go...
I may love you, you may never know...
50 songs but I promise, it's not for show...
Yeah, I promise- I'll never let you go.

Speaking of promises, remember that promise-
If you don't remember that, at least remember the premise...

Remember the reason.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 seasons.
Baby, I won't cheat 'cause I ain't one to commit Treason.

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

[KONIX999:]

Filled with anxiety!-
It's killing me!-
Within my skin!
Within my skin…

I wanna runaway!
To never see your face…!
Again!
But no matter how far-You're still here.

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Gotta run...
I've gotta run...
Dated me for fun...
You weren't the one!

I-

Twisted eyes!-
Multiple guys...
I truly cried!...
For the first time-
I died...

[KONIX999:]

First time that I died…!
It made me feel more alive...!
Can you see it in my eyes?-
That I wanna cry!

I gotta run!
But my legs won't move!
So, what do I do?
I'm screwed!

Every step that I take-
Is another mistake-
To you!
To you!

([HIROSHIMAL:]

Gotta run...
I've gotta run...
Dated me for fun...
You weren't the one!

I-

Twisted eyes!-
Multiple guys...
I truly cried!...
For the first time-
I died...

I-

Gotta run...
I've gotta run...
Dated me for fun...
You weren't the one!

I-

Twisted eyes!-
Multiple guys...
I truly cried!...
For the first time-
I-

gotta run w/ Konix999

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

Aye...

Fuckin' on your mom.
That's the plan, plan, plan, plan.
Poppin' all these pillies-
All these xans, xans, xans, xans!-

Fuckin' on your sister even though that bitch my enemy.
Then I'll fuck your auntie 'cause she finna be my remedy.

Fuckin' on your mom in front of her man, man, man, man.
Niggas know that I'll dirty my hands, hands, hands, hands.

Niggas know that I don't play with bands-
Bands... Bands... Bands.
In the grave you stay.
Slime a nigga out today. Yeah!-

Feelin' independent now.
Got me reminiscin' now.
Motherfuckers want me 'cause I got all of these millies now.

Fuck my ex-
Yeah, that bitch missin' out.
Piss me off-
This shit gon' turn to a dog pound.

Fuck on the Kayak-
Bitch I row.
All these hoes finna come and go.

Wombo-combo.
Smack that hoe.
This prod was not made by Snow.

Fuckin' on your mom.
That's the plan, plan, plan, plan.
Poppin' all these pillies-
All these xans, xans, xans, xans!-

Fuckin' on your sister even though that bitch my enemy.
Then I'll fuck your auntie 'cause she finna be my remedy.

Fuckin' on your mom in front of her man, man, man, man.
Niggas know that I'll dirty my hands, hands, hands, hands.

Niggas know that I don't play with bands-
Bands... Bands... Bands.
In the grave you stay.
Slime a nigga out today. Yeah!-

(Slime a nigga out today... Yeah!)

YEEHAW

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

Wait a minute...

What a splendid day!
Oh, I wake up-
In the back of my mind...
Wondering if I'm still feelin' fine.

Ooh- Just like last time...
Just like last night.
It was all fine-
Until I saw the signs...

Through the grapevine-
I tried to confide-
But you ain't mine...
So, I guess I lost my mind.

Walk around the corner and I saw your face.
You were standing there with him...
Wait a minute, wait a minute...

Babe?

Baby, do you love me?!-
Be honest!
Be honest!-
Be honest with me!

That's not what you said when you said that you fuckin' hate me!
What am I to you?!
To you?!...

Wait a minute... Not a sunny day.
Oh, the clouds are up above.
I see it's 'bouta start to rain.

But it's the same-
Nah.
It don't change.

My mind keep racing-
You're up in my brain.
Gotta let you go or take the blame.

(Please pick up your phone!)

Please pick up your phone...
Yeah, I'm stuck and I'm alone.
Yeah, I'm trying to atone...
Promise I'm not the same and that I've grown...

Baby, do you love me?!
Be honest!
Be honest!-
Be honest with me!-

That's not what you said when you said that you fuckin' hate me!
What am I to you?!-
Fuck you!-

Fuck you!
I loved you!
You betrayed me!
You betrayed me!

Was I not enough?...
Please tell me!
Be honest!
Be honest with me!

Why do you not love me?!...

to you :(

50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

I HATE YOU BECAUSE OF MYSELF.
I'M SORRY I HURT YOU.

...

(I am starting to think I hate you)

You say it to my face.
Why won't you help me?!-

(Oh, please help me!)

I fucking hate you.
What'd you expect from me?

(Did you expect me to take it lightly?!)

I am starting to think I hate you.
(I hate you! I hate you!)

Back then you wanted me.
Now you want two.
(Well, you just want Mini)
(Now I want you!)

(Please only choose me!)
(Please only choose me!)

All in my head!-
What's wrong me?!

(Why don't you want me?!)
(Why don't you want me?!)

I am starting to think I hate you...
(Ooh, ooh, ooh!)

i hate you.

10 Forbidden Love (Something To Remember Orchestral Dream Tour Studio Version)

This bittersweet ballad tells the story of an unexpected, passionate connection between an older man and a much younger woman. With vivid, heartfelt lyrics, it captures the emotional tug-of-war between desire and restraint, innocence and experience. While she views their romance as fleeting fun, he falls hard... seeing her as a once-in-a-lifetime spark. The song carries a wistful, aching tone, portraying a love he knew would end, but that left a permanent mark on his heart. It’s a poignant reflection on longing, vulnerability, and the kind of love that lingers long after it’s gone.

Sugar Sugar Baby

goodbye

god forgive me (bonus)

Forbidden Love (with ilyaugust)

Confession | Official Audio Track | A Sultry Retro Serenade

There’s something intoxicating about a secret on the verge of being spoken…..

Dim the lights, cue the neon glow, and let the vintage romance unfold with this smoky, retro-pop track —dipped in temptation, heartache and with a melody that sways like James Bond in a low-lit lounge slow dance, this is the sound of a woman caught between longing and letting go. 'Confession' is a slow-burning, velvet-draped admission—one part desire, one part danger, and with just a hint of regret. With a saxophone accompaniment that shimmers like city lights on rain-slicked streets, this song is a love letter to late-night longing and unspoken truths.

For legal reasons, I must now tempt you with a link—-This is the part where you click, stream, and question everything ⬇️🎤

https://social.tunecore.com/linkShare?linkid=cVEowmbjRjfME_ps6e7tjg

The Story Behind the Song:

They say every great love song has a moment of reckoning. Confession was written on a hazy summer evening, inspired by a whispered truth in the backseat of a Cadillac. A woman, torn between the life she built and the love she never saw coming, finally speaks the words she’s been holding back. Maybe it’s too late. Maybe it’s just the beginning. Either way, once the truth is out, there’s no going back.

Confession

“Forbidden Passion” by Def Ferrer is an intense and dramatic deep house track that delves into the magnetic pull of desire that cannot be openly expressed. The music blends pulsating basslines, lush atmospheric pads, and soaring guitar solos to create a sense of tension, longing, and exhilaration. It captures the thrill and danger of a love that is both irresistible and unattainable, taking listeners on a journey through emotional highs and introspective lows.

Forbidden Passion  - Def Ferrer

we here for a good time, not a long time

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yes i got a child

posting snippets, leaks from the boyliife gang

not impersonatong, this for the fans to enjoy

Def Ferrer is a deep house artist who transforms emotion into sound. His music tells stories of hope, passion, sleepless nights, and betrayal — weaving cinematic melodies with club energy. Every track is a journey through the heart and the night.

British Born professional recording artist and voiceover talent. I sing, I act, I narrate, I sell things you didn’t know you needed — and I mean every word (and every note). Expect songs that hit the heart, voices that fit the moment, and the occasional rough gem straight from my bedroom vault.

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