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Forbidden Love (with ilyaugust)

Confession | Official Audio Track | A Sultry Retro Serenade

There’s something intoxicating about a secret on the verge of being spoken…..

Dim the lights, cue the neon glow, and let the vintage romance unfold with this smoky, retro-pop track —dipped in temptation, heartache and with a melody that sways like James Bond in a low-lit lounge slow dance, this is the sound of a woman caught between longing and letting go. 'Confession' is a slow-burning, velvet-draped admission—one part desire, one part danger, and with just a hint of regret. With a saxophone accompaniment that shimmers like city lights on rain-slicked streets, this song is a love letter to late-night longing and unspoken truths.

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The Story Behind the Song:

They say every great love song has a moment of reckoning. Confession was written on a hazy summer evening, inspired by a whispered truth in the backseat of a Cadillac. A woman, torn between the life she built and the love she never saw coming, finally speaks the words she’s been holding back. Maybe it’s too late. Maybe it’s just the beginning. Either way, once the truth is out, there’s no going back.

Confession

“Forbidden Passion” by Def Ferrer is an intense and dramatic deep house track that delves into the magnetic pull of desire that cannot be openly expressed. The music blends pulsating basslines, lush atmospheric pads, and soaring guitar solos to create a sense of tension, longing, and exhilaration. It captures the thrill and danger of a love that is both irresistible and unattainable, taking listeners on a journey through emotional highs and introspective lows.

Forbidden Passion  - Def Ferrer

O Felicity
Stretch your body out
We can't undo it
(Whispered) You shoulda never died

O how could I
Never think of you alive
Just enough to survive
You're the love of my life

Bramble seamstress
Tiny sharp needles
Bury what you see
Gather raw material

Gotta cut you wide
Gotta fill you
Gotta get this red pastel
Gonna need hours-a-day work
Let the collected you dry

O how could I
Never think of you alive
Just enough to survive
You're the love of my life

O Grace
Frozen face
Open wound: smile
Love me to death

Love Me To Death

[Verse 1]
She got that smile like a getaway,
Sunlight hittin’ just the perfect way.
I know she’s taken, I know the deal,
But damn, this feeling’s too real.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every look she throws my way,
Got my good sense runnin’ away.

[Chorus]
I can’t help myself — she’s with somebody else,
But my heart don’t listen, no, it’s bad for my health.
I can’t help myself — got me under her spell,
This love’s a secret I can’t help but tell.

[Verse 2]
Her man’s out talkin’ ‘bout forever plans,
While I’m here dreamin’ with shaky hands.
One touch from her, I lose my ground,
He’s got the ring, but I want her now.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every night I try to fight,
But she’s my wrong that feels so right.

[Chorus]
I can’t help myself — she’s with somebody else,
But my heart don’t listen, no, it’s bad for my health.
I can’t help myself — got me under her spell,
This love’s a secret I can’t help but tell.

[Bridge]
Maybe someday I’ll let it fade,
But her memory just won’t behave.
If loving her’s a crime tonight,
Guess I’ll serve my time in light.

[Final Chorus]
I can’t help myself — she’s with somebody else,
But my heart don’t care, it’s chasing that hell.
I can’t help myself — got me under her spell,
She’s trouble, oh well… I can’t help myself.

Can’t Help Myself

Prowl as if you're doin' time
While stalking me
Color me property
Cross the line
And devour me 

She's my punk rock sweetheart
Both hell and heavenly
Flawless in her in-between
Venom lips and shattered heart
A siren’s curse in a saint’s decree
A twilight ghost in midnight’s sheen

But she's still free
No consequences
Watch her weave
Shoot the stars down for her leathers
Beg her please
Ask no questions
Stand and plead
She's my watershed

[Bridge]
She speaks sin-like knowledge
Protection
Connection
Her legacy circles sometimes
My girl look fine
Love the platinum hair line
Old hat now
Baby

But she's still free
No consequences
Watch her weave
Shoot the stars down for her leathers
Beg her please
Ask no questions
Stand and plead
She's my watershed

She speaks sin-like knowledge
Protection
Connection

Venom Lips

Forbidden Love 94-05 (Skin Bruno Spanish House Remix)

A sensual duet where temptation wins the coin toss. Baritone and female lead trade lines over a soul/hip-hop pulse (think late-night R&B glow) while the hook bites down: “You taste like a forbidden treat sugar on fire, the bitter and sweet.” Smooth, intimate, and dangerously replayable two voices circling the line they know they’ll cross.

Forbidden Treat

A late-night magnetism you can’t shake sleek R&B/hip-hop pulse with soul inflection. The lyrics fall for a storm in heels: silver-moon eyes, perfume like a ghost, velvet danger that pulls the heart tighter with every glance. Hook hits like a confession you didn’t mean to say: you make me want you, but I don’t want to.

You Make Me Want You

posting snippets, leaks from the boyliife gang

not impersonatong, this for the fans to enjoy

Def Ferrer is a deep house artist who transforms emotion into sound. His music tells stories of hope, passion, sleepless nights, and betrayal — weaving cinematic melodies with club energy. Every track is a journey through the heart and the night.

80s nostalgic goth project that channels the darkest depths of melancholy and industrial grit. Named after the Sindarin word for “black waters”.

Black Phunk is a groove architect with smoked-glass vocals, midnight bass, and future-funk swagger. They blend soul, hip-hop, and cosmic jazz into dance-floor sermons built for neon nights.

Kalvin Kim
Experimenting through genres and sound.

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British Born professional recording artist and voiceover talent. I sing, I act, I narrate, I sell things you didn’t know you needed — and I mean every word (and every note). Expect songs that hit the heart, voices that fit the moment, and the occasional rough gem straight from my bedroom vault.

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