Rock demo. Lyrics available at: https://youtu.be/PllkdeWrpdA

Please Forgive Me

A confession wrapped in melody. It’s about mistakes, regret and the desperate need for forgiveness from the one who matters most. Vulnerable, heartfelt and painfully honest, this song is a raw apology turned into music.

Forgive Me, My Dearest Friend

Internet went out and i had these two songs laying around,
figured id do something with it.

sample: https://soundcloud.com/d2s1_music/forgive-me
vocals: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/swap-the-phones-jabarionthebeat-x-kuji

This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
Ok swap the phones lets see how sad u get

This is the last time that I call u back
Oh u know Its nothing but land mines in this thread of texts
She tell me she promise ill get mine but what’s left to get
Im beaten down to fine pulp and its nothing left
But once again its all my fault and I sweep the mess
On late nights I could feel time stall as I roll this blunt
I take this puff and sit to watch night fall as I slowly numb
All this pain I feel tell me that im the only one who feel it
Im always the highest in the room tonight im highest in the building
Still I couldnt feel it I need something that just might kill me
Its hot in here too hot I dont get how the walls aint peeling
I look up from my phone expecting mist to line the ceiling

as i slowly numb

SPECTATOR-MODE-SELECTED

HEAD-HIGH

YUNG-TRAUMA

I DON'T WANNA

Flies-Swarm-The-Greenest-Meadows

KICK-BUCKET-SHAWTY

"It Wasn’t Me" is a deeply personal track created with AI using Suno V5. Every detail—from haunting choirs and immersive solos to lush reverb—was crafted and mastered with Ozone 12 and custom plugins, including a vocal enhancer. The song is an emotional journey of self-reflection and healing, blending digital innovation with raw feeling.

Lyrics:

[intro]  
Yeah…  
Ten years gone… ten years lost…  
I’m standing here…  
Trying to pay the cost.  

It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 1]  
I was a prisoner… inside my own skin.  
The powder… the bottle…  
The chaos within.  

Every promise I broke… every tear that you cried…  
It wasn’t my heart.  
It was poison inside.  

I know I cut deep.  
I left open scars.  
Chasing numbness…  
Beneath the stars.  

But if you could see the man I used to be…  
You’d know the darkness—  
Wasn’t truly me.  

[pre-chorus]  
Will you look past the lies?  
The broken years?  
Past the mask of anger.  
The shame. The fears?  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 2]  
Addiction doesn’t ask.  
It doesn’t knock at your door.  
It just burns down  
Everything you’re living for.  

I never woke up.  
And chose this fight.  
I was running from shadows.  
Every night.  

Ten years blurred…  
Like a hurricane.  
But I’m standing now…  
Breaking the chain.  

If you can’t forget…  
I hope you’ll believe.  
I’m more than the ghost  
That you still see.  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[bridge]  
“Sorry… forgive me… it wasn’t me.”  
“Yeah…”  
“It wasn’t me…”  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the pain I hid.  
The broken child.  
The life I lived.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[outro]  
Ten years gone…  
But I’m still here.  
Fighting through shame.  
Facing my fear.  

To all of the hearts I made bleed…  
Please believe…  
It wasn’t me.

It Wasn't Me

reaching out to get a grip of reality again

old project: @hatefulbeats

Lyricist & songwriter, looking for artists to collaborate with.

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A lifelong creative mind blending technology and art. My journey began in 2005 through the lens of photography — from aerial and macro to underwater imagery — and evolved over 13 years as an Official Government Photographer. Along the way, videography and drone cinematography expanded my visual storytelling.

Music has always been my heartbeat — I play eight instruments and record from my own home studio. With a strong foundation in IT and my role as a Senior Administrative Specialist, I now channel all these worlds into neuroART — a project fusing AI, music, and imagery to explore the intersection of human emotion and machine creativity.

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