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Belief is the ultimate foundation of one’s entire reality. It dictates what you see, hear, focus on, 
and how you act. It is the defining factor in who you are even and along with that, what role 
you’ll play in this world and can ultimately accomplish. 
But how powerful is belief really? Can it change other’s realities? Or make a person react to you 
in certain mannerisms. Whatever the question may present, we have been given a lot of 
knowledge on this topic and far and few have actually made an impact large enough to allow us 
to see what we are truly capable of, so let’s dive in to see how powerful we are and what is the 
extent of #ThePowerOfBelief… 
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#TruthSeekersMastermindAlliance - The Power of Belief

This powerful hip‑hop confession is a deeply honest exploration of addiction, loss, and recovery. Through raw verses and a heartfelt chorus, it tells the story of a decade lost to struggle, the pain endured, and the constant battle to reclaim oneself. It is a prayer, a confession, and a declaration of hope — confronting inner demons and seeking the strength to heal, forgive, and live again. A song of vulnerability, resilience, and self‑redemption.

My Dark

[Verse 1]
Father God, trust me, I’ve seen them again
All the demons in the back of my mind, they descend
Every single one, yeah, I’ve seen their eyes
I could see them in my dreams and my daytime
Every dream, Father God, it’s been in my eyes
Everything I’ve seen, everything I’m trying to be
But now I look at the demons that were haunting me
I’m on the back again, He gave me free
Empty bottles of Jack Daniels sitting on the floor
Even black beer, Father God — pain I can’t ignore
Teardrops falling from my face
Demons inside trying to drag me down in this place
I’m down in the pit, Father God, trying to get out
I’ve been dwelling here, Father, hear my shout
One shot of alcohol, then five, then twelve, sixteen shots in
Father God, what am I doing here again?
Self-destruction’s the only thing I know
Killing pain inside my heart, God — I’m trying to let go
Nothing but monsters, like a DVD on repeat
Everywhere I turn another face, another defeat
Father God, why are demons always haunting me?
Why are they always chasing me? Why are they in every dream?

[Verse 2]
Why are they in every dream?
Father God, I’m trying to break out of this destiny
Nothing but bottles on the floor, Father God
Emptying my kid’s pocketbook, Father God
Whiskey on the shelf, whiskey everywhere
Reels spinning on the floor, I’m lost in despair
Never know when another one’s gonna come across
Another victory run — but here there’s no victory, only loss
Demons in my face everywhere, God
In the trees, in the people I see, they nod
I see them lingering over me
I see them in the distance, I see them right on me
Father God, the night just surprised me
I see them in my dreams
I see them in the shadows
And I feel so alone, like I have no friends

[Verse 3]
Now I’m looking, I’m asking You for the answer, Father God
Take me to that place, I know You can, Father God
To the dreams where You reside, Father God
Find a way, bring me to that paradise

Father God, Set Me Free


[Verse 1]
Father God, Father God, I’m struggling with this monster on my back
Every time I swear I’ll stop, but I fall into the trap
Sixteen, sixty shots a day, won’t even make it fade
I’m going lower, drifting further, drowning in my pain
Monsters in my head, they won’t even subside
Every drink I pour, I know I’m numbing life
I should be finding You, but I’m staring at the world’s side
Red lights flashing, temptation laughing — I’m on a path of self-destruction
Father God, I know I need Your healing now
So many things going on inside of me, show me how
Reframe the words You’ve spoken over my life
You’ve used me before, but I’m drowning tonight
All the pain inside me deeper than they realize
How do I get help? I’ve tried to heal but it’s all lies
Each battle, each shot takes me closer to the grave
Father God, take me out of this hell, I’m enslaved
I’m locked inside this pier, trying to crawl out of here
Grabbing at any leaf, any branch, Father, hear my prayer
The monster’s screaming in my head, torment every day
Father God, take away the thing I hate, take it away

[Verse 2]
Soon enough, Father God, I’m screaming out for myself
Father God, my skin’s on fire, I need Your help
Burning from the inside, can’t fight this alone
I’m on my knees crying, Father bring me home

[Verse 3]
Yeah, God, send Your power here, break all the chains
The chains of the monster that’s been riding my frame
Every shot that takes me back, You call me back to You
I remember Your voice, Father God, I know it’s true
You see me too, You see me through, You’re the only way
Break the chains, Lord, break them today

[Outro]
Father God, this is my cry, this is my plea
Break the chains that bind me, set me free
The monster’s been loud but Your mercy is greater
Father God, take me now, make me whole forever

Father God, Break These Chains

[Verse 1]
Voices, they are coming, yeah, hear them in the night
Yeah, hear them in the evening, so many voices talking to me these days
Can’t rest, can’t walk, can’t get — screaming in my voice
And I don’t even understand, things that they say don’t even really mean nothing
It’s something deep down that only stirs them
Yeah, I know there’s something inside of me, that it wants to get let free
I hold them in a box, I hold them in tight, I don’t let the monster out for a side, no
He’ll feast, he’ll need, he’ll breathe, yeah
The monster that lives inside of me, yeah
Take it to the cross, I’ve did so many times
And so many days that I go away, but one shot takes the pain away

[Verse 2]
And three shots makes me a buzz going now
Yeah, with three shots I’m lost in space
Oh, now with four shots I’m going to another place
And five shots take me to a mind, a mind, a mind I can’t escape
Eight shots, yeah, now I’m going to see — dancing words, all the thoughts racing through my head
Nine shots, yeah, I’m dancing once more again
Ten shots, yeah, I know I need to get down on my knees ’cause
The bottles all around, got empty bottles here and there
On the shelf, on the rail, by the TV — they’re everywhere, yeah
What do you want? Whiskey? Tequila? James Dean? Whatever you want
I tell you what, it’s hidden bottles there, hidden everywhere
I’m trying to tell myself that I wasn’t, yeah, not a drunk, yeah
And maybe I’m mistaken

[Verse 3]
I need that stuff, yeah, I need it in my veins, yeah
Flowing through me, I know that it’s a sin
And you over-intoxicate the sin, but
Tell you what, I got so much inside of me
That I probably could piss it eternally

[Outro]
The echoes inside of me are crying out for escape
From the pain that is stuck inside so deep

Where are You, Father

Welcome #RDDC and #FDS Familianz! You are now tuning to #HeckvsHell, 
#ATreeAndItsFruits 
The garden of your heart, is the sole foundation and root of who you are within your soul. 
This garden can be reshaped and rehashed to where certain aspects or “plants/trees” are 
replaced, or completely altered all around. 
Regardless of the fact, we all start with a relatively bare garden when we step into this life. 
Now we can learn to cultivate our garden, but know that a small seed can truly take over 
your entire garden. Just as Christ and the mustard seed parable, which we will also be 
discussing within this episode of #HeckvsHell, so tune in and let’s look at the depth of 
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Heck Vs Hell EP 76 - A Tree & Its Fruits

🌑 “Darkness to Light” – My First Ever Song Recreated 🌕

This track means everything to me — it’s where my journey started. I took my very first song and rebuilt it from the ground up with everything I’ve learned since then.
It’s about rising from your lowest point, finding your spark again, and turning the darkness inside into something bright.

💥 Genre: EDM
💫 BPM: 140
⚡ Emotion: Transformation • Hope • Energy

Thank you for listening and being part of the journey — from Darkness to Light 💜

#HappyHardcore #Trance #EDM #Rave #DarknessToLight #caljm

DARKNESS TO LIGHT (RECREATED – MY FIRST EVER SONG)

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Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
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What makes you feel rich; is it your first sip of your morning cappuccino at Morningside, or is it 
waking up under a patch of sky with nothing but a blanket and a heartbeat to prove you’re still 
here? What if the true measure of abundance wasn’t what you owned-but what still owns your 
joy, your gratitude, and your soul? 
How and what do you truly value within the elements of your life & are you overlooking some of 
the richest factors that even money cannot buy? I invite you to join me in this episode and see 
exactly that, so that we may each ask ourselves “#WhatisYourLevelofRichness?”... 
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#What's Your Richness Level

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Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
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Today we want to go into the world of the Unseen an take a closer look at real life experiences 
that have came with a resonance and left an eerie mark on the locations, specifically the story of 
Anne Boleyn, the woman who was arrested on false charges, imprisoned and then executed in 
the Tower of London who still leaves a mark on the historical monument… 
Not only that, but we’ll also look into different perspectives of how science doesn’t fully support 
the understandings of ghosts and there’s reasonable explanations from a skeptics perspective, 
yet it is still irrefutable and so widespread, the evidence is undeniable… 
let's tune in and listen... We love you #RDDC Familianz! 
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#The Lure of the Unseen

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Our flesh is a wonderful masterpiece of a design that correlates beautifully into the unseen 
components. Think of how we have a brain, but think with our mind. How is it that through 
experiences and thought patterns, we can ACTUALLY rewire the brain?!? This is why trauma is 
something that makes a huge impact in our reality and causes real neurological issues. 
Not only that, but we have something designed within us that makes our body remember 
somatic responses, but there’s a good thing: all of this is and can be changed if we put our mind 
to it to LITERALLY REWIRE THE BRAIN. How about we spill the beans in this episode and 
have you hear it for yourself and the “How-To” rewire it… 
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#The Masterpiece of the Body

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My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

A lifelong creative mind blending technology and art. My journey began in 2005 through the lens of photography — from aerial and macro to underwater imagery — and evolved over 13 years as an Official Government Photographer. Along the way, videography and drone cinematography expanded my visual storytelling.

Music has always been my heartbeat — I play eight instruments and record from my own home studio. With a strong foundation in IT and my role as a Senior Administrative Specialist, I now channel all these worlds into neuroART — a project fusing AI, music, and imagery to explore the intersection of human emotion and machine creativity.

Hello to you all, I am a lover of life & passions, Spiritual Minister, Life coach, photographer of nature, Author and songwriter/artist. A Goddess & a Queen of many wonders. Through the years I've helped hundreds of people discover inner breakthroughs. Filling the spirit is what I help others find more of within themselves as we are all meant to find.. Bringing life into things and people from all walks in life and spreading the true nature of each note in melodies. My purpose is to lead the way for others and the inner beings in us all, to create a path of profound enlightenment that teaches us in the journey's we make. -We all have a melody that yearns to be heard..So let us play out our hearts song. -Lex & RDDC

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