LYRICS:
Pissin in the alley off a couple grams and dutch in hand
Percodans I’m clutchin them and grubbin them for lunch and then
Strike another tally for the fuck ups that I done today
And paint another piss up on the wall up in that alleyway
This my second tall today before these was a fifth 
I mixin it all today so I ain’t feelin shit
Really wish you’d call today at least shoot me a text
But you ain’t really feelin me that’s why I’m so upset
This my third fall today baby I’m a mess
Passed out in the stall today I’m drinking like a vet
You ain’t even check on me it’s fuckin up my head
So I’m pissin in the alleyway and I’m throwin up again

Drunk Shane Kicked Out of Bar (prod. colombo)

LYRICS:
I’ve been watching you watching me watching you
I know that you feel me when I’m lookin in your room
Slowly crack your window now I’m smelling your perfume
Things start to go missing cuz I need a piece of you
I just can’t get over you even though we’ve never met
Haven’t heard your voice but it’s stuck inside my head
And I know you heard that noise I made but I hope you stay in bed
Cuz I’m in your house again 
I’ve been watching you
I’ve been watching you 
I love watching you
I’ve been watching you
I’ve been watching you


Nightmare Movie Horrible (prod. 2o8)

LYRICS:
Slow life mud hell 
sludgin thru these fuckin lives
Circlin the whiskey bottle top 
like a summer fly
I’ve been getting low in shit again 
Lower than my eyes
I can tell they noticin again
When i’m gettin high
I’m just hopin that this shit don’t end
Like how I think it will
But everything point in that direction
Pills in my digestion
Girlfriend sayin that I’m too obsessive
And I’m a psychopath
Well if she don’t feel these things I feel
She’ll feel the aftermath
My lips blue face bloated
Hours since I overdosed
I hate you want you to know it
Haunt you like the fuckin ghost
That haunts me from the empty bottle
Trudgin thru this sleepy hollow
Circlin and swimmin and I’m drownin 
In the bottom of the whiskey bottle
Like a dying summer fly
It used to be just you and I
But now every time I think about you I just wanna die
I hate my life
I’m sick of it
I’m sorry Bab
I’m over this
A full house of self loathing loneliness
A self destructive sacrifice of selfishness
I’m out of beer I’m out of here
I disappear
It’s crowded here
I get claustrophobic
Even by myself
So what does that tell you 


Performer of the Bed of Roses (prod. woodpakk)

LYRICS:
This the worst bullshit that I been thru
I’m blamin myself for it
Dark mental health horrid
Tortured then I melt
Burn the earth cuz I’m in hell for it
Can’t believe I fell for it
Everybody ah ha
Poison in the well
I drank the poison like it’s wah wah
Everybody blah blah
Blah blah blah blah
I can’t hear em
They don’t sound like shit
Compared to real voices
Lately I make real choices
Nightly I hear weird noises
Sometimes I see shadows too
I hope I see more of them and less of you


Attacked by Demon (prod. woodpakk)

LYRICS:
I seen red mist
When those bullets hit and penetrate
I seen black mist
In the abyss 
Guard the gates of the upper planes
Constant change won’t let me leave here
Stuck inside the lower spheres
But it’s ok I like it here
The darkness make me feel like me
I can’t do that love and light
Black flame burning bright
Life real fuckin dark
Kill myself then let the birds pick apart my corpse
And then rebuild myself
Everytime it hurts
But from the dirt grave I reanimate 
A different face from what I was before
I try to change my ways
But all I do is recreate a better hell
I wish you wish our wishes falling down
To where the fishes swim
And mosses brim
The edges of the water 
Of the wishing well
Don’t wish me well
My words is spells
I’m feeding off your feelings
Of me feeling 
Turning our hurt into healing
But it’s one sided
But that’s just how life is
When you vampirising 
Triple 3 two times it
Triple 3 two times it


Finger Bleed Pact tell Him " (prod. 1searchlight1)

LYRICS:
I’ve been waking up in hospitals more than my room
Get well soon written on the balloon
But getting well is my problem
I’ve got lots of problems
She said I’m a problem
Babe I’m barely conscious
Linoleum tiles
IV’s and the vials
Weird robot dials
That I don’t understand
Fell down on the floor
I can’t walk or even stand
Two showers later 
Glue’s still on my chest
Two weeks later 
Bruises still on my arms
Four years ago when you reached in my chest
And you tore out my heart
I still wanna die


Looking at your pics to be safe but (prod. woodpakk)

LRYICS:
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
Your bloods everywhere 
It’s all over the tile
I feel better than I do
When I’m thinking about you
When I’m alone in my head
Self loathing again
But every bed feels the same
When it’s an empty room
And I’m sober again
It’s the hundredth try
I’m the kind of guy
That your friends don’t like
Cuz I’m just bad news
The elephant in the room
The kid that won’t stop screaming
I’m the terrible twos
I lay up at night
And plan suicides
But I know if I’d die
You’d still be there too
Your haunting me
Don’t bother me
I take a handful of valium
Artificial sleep
Your haunting me
Don’t bother me
I take a handful of valium
Artificial sleep
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream 
Where I finally snap 
I finally snap
I finally snap


Scared to go inside my old door but got pulled in so went willingly (prod. akoge)

DISS EM ALL FT. REALCAPPERTIN ( prod. RealCappertin )

LYRICS:
I don't know what to expect
you got a flair for the dramatic and I got a flair for the regret
I don't know what it's my head
I just know that it feel crowded and shrouded in mis-neglect
I don't know what you just said
I was busy planning and mapping out escape plans in my head
yea I know my face turned red
I felt it as soon as I let all those words out that I knew I shoulda kept in



Flair for the Dramatic (prod. akoge)

Duckin' (ft. INTXITIVN) (Prod. realcappertin)

Figure it out

WHY DID THEY TRY IT ( prod. 1735haydxn x x6uhn )

ONCE WAS COLD NIGHTS FT. REALCAPPERTIN ( prod. drugslutt )

VANQUISH

NBD
can you see the diamonds on me
blood dripping veins
spinning like a dvd

when im rolling deep yeah i come just like a killer
can you see the fucking beast, looking in the mirror
always stressing about some shit
i need to fix my inner
my outer shell so fucking thick
the body of a sinner

everyday the fucking same
when can i get freedom
slavery to my own needs
i been acting really dumb
when can this be over please
tormented by my black mind
baptized in the fucking grease
please do take me inside
never ever crawling out
always one step behind 
why the birds so fucking loud
the darkness makes my soul blind

you can see it for yourself 
that shit is so holy
20 powders in pack 
i am never lonely
im sitting on a lot of stacks
im always at hq
never seen your face before
but i will surely hate you
didn't sleep for half a week
i do what im made to
everywhere i go is heat
you cannot relate to

deusbovinus - holy

LYRICS:
I’m fluent in under the influence
I’m truant and shrugging again thru all the questions
I’m used to your run-around tactics
That you’ve been using again I’m using again
Back to the basics and bad shit
I’m fluent in it self hate is my language
I could speak every dialect
Self loathing fits unhealthy obsessions
I’m not trying to try again
Gaslight the fire burn all my bridges
I’m tryin not to get high again
Jump off the wagon swan dive the snakepit
Popping these pills with some hatred
I’m leaning again i’m needing a friend
I don’t know how to say this
But i’m feeling lonely i’m feeling bad
I’m fluent in under the influence
I’m truant and shrugging again thru all the questions
I’m used to your run-around tactics
That you’ve been using again I’m using again
I’m fluent in under the influence
I’m truant and shrugging again thru all the questions
I’m used to your run-around tactics
That you’ve been using again I’m using again



Revenge of the Gentle Warrior (prod. yokai aimaina)

LYRICS:
sometimes the mind wanders
and so do the hands too
liquor and xans too
to forget about you
farmapram to the grey goose
I ain't prayin to angels
I don't think that they'd hear me
for the shit that I been thru
please don't get near me
I'm angry and confused
I love and I hate you
Ima drink til I can't move
I'm up to my ankles
in feelings that's tangled
I love and I hate you
I love and I hate you
sometimes the mind wanders
and so do you too
that pussy voodoo
I hate that I love you 
I love and I hate you
Ima drink til I can't move
I'm up to my ankles
in feelings that's tangled
I love and I hate you
I love and I hate you
sometimes the mind wanders
and so do the hands
sometimes your mind wanders
and so do your hands



Phantasmagoria (prod. colombo)

LYRICS:
why you gotta leave me so lonely in this open world
bottles open sleep the curb
shanez done went and lost his nerve
yo
why you gotta leave me so broken on this frigid earth
diamond swisher and a perc 
switch the feelings and the words
yup
like why we even go and make these memories in the first place
henny and this perc laced
bitter how these words taste
damn
like why'd I even fall in love with you up in the first place
drinkin til I'm shit faced
drink until I'm over you 
fallin over too
I can't stand the thought of you
chug the bottle puke
chug the bottle puke
fallin over you
I just can't get over you
chug the bottle puke
chug the bottle puke
chug the bottle puke
chug the bottle puke

I'm havin battles with the bottle
all day and then tomorrow
yesterday I can't remember
I truly been on a bender
bend your bitch backwards
and after I then forget her
I'm the fifth of jack bastard
that's crashin the family dinner
black cat up out the litter
bad looks so keep your distance
gotta a couple victims up in the trunk
cuz they ain't listen
I'm drunk and xans I'm mixin
I'm fuckin whole prescriptions up
til I ain't feelin shit


SCARLET WOMAN (PROD. YOKAI AIMAINA // AKOGE)

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