
[Verse 1]
Father God, Father God, I’m struggling with this monster on my back
Every time I swear I’ll stop, but I fall into the trap
Sixteen, sixty shots a day, won’t even make it fade
I’m going lower, drifting further, drowning in my pain
Monsters in my head, they won’t even subside
Every drink I pour, I know I’m numbing life
I should be finding You, but I’m staring at the world’s side
Red lights flashing, temptation laughing — I’m on a path of self-destruction
Father God, I know I need Your healing now
So many things going on inside of me, show me how
Reframe the words You’ve spoken over my life
You’ve used me before, but I’m drowning tonight
All the pain inside me deeper than they realize
How do I get help? I’ve tried to heal but it’s all lies
Each battle, each shot takes me closer to the grave
Father God, take me out of this hell, I’m enslaved
I’m locked inside this pier, trying to crawl out of here
Grabbing at any leaf, any branch, Father, hear my prayer
The monster’s screaming in my head, torment every day
Father God, take away the thing I hate, take it away

[Verse 2]
Soon enough, Father God, I’m screaming out for myself
Father God, my skin’s on fire, I need Your help
Burning from the inside, can’t fight this alone
I’m on my knees crying, Father bring me home

[Verse 3]
Yeah, God, send Your power here, break all the chains
The chains of the monster that’s been riding my frame
Every shot that takes me back, You call me back to You
I remember Your voice, Father God, I know it’s true
You see me too, You see me through, You’re the only way
Break the chains, Lord, break them today

[Outro]
Father God, this is my cry, this is my plea
Break the chains that bind me, set me free
The monster’s been loud but Your mercy is greater
Father God, take me now, make me whole forever

Father God, Break These Chains

[Verse 1]
My days are troubled, shadows behind me,
A monster inside won’t ever let me free.
All I hear are voices crawling on my back,
“Take another drink, take another shot,” they attack.
Three shots in, I feel it call my name,
That monster in my veins trying to stake its claim.
Burning like fire, alcohol in my soul,
The devil whispering, trying to take control.
But God’s still speaking, faint in the noise,
His voice in the background, calling through the void.
The monster wants to feast, to devour my power,
It wants me 100%, every single hour.

[Chorus]
Home… back home, you realize,
You can’t even give what’s left inside.
You’re searching for more, but nothing’s there,
Alone in the corner, drowning in despair.
I’ve seen myself sitting just like you,
Crying for something real, something true.
But the tears in the dark don’t have the final say,
God can lift you, even from this place.

[Verse 2]
Vision so clear now, I see Him stand,
Revealing the truth, showing His plan.
The enemy’s knocking, trying to breach my door,
But I’ve poured the oil, I’ve sealed the floor.
Blood on the windows, prayers on the walls,
I’m holding the line while the darkness calls.
But now I’m being pushed beyond my four walls,
Into the world where the lost souls fall.
Father God, give me strength to stand,
To walk in the fire but hold Your hand.

[Outro]
Just a little more strength, Father God,
Break every chain, every iron rod.
Relieve me of the pain I can’t undo,
The things I can’t change, I leave to You.
Crying inside, but I’m still in the fight,
Demons surround, but I hold Your light.
Father God, I’m losing without Your power,
I need You now, this is my hour.
(Oh…)




A monster inside

Father God…
I have been fighting a battle my whole life.
Every night I see the faces of my attackers.
They torment my dreams.
They creep into my daylight hours.
Their whispers echo and I can still hear their names.

I feel the screams of the other children,
those who were next to me,
their pain, their fire, their unfinished destinies.
I’ve carried their echoes inside me.

You told me Your love would set me free.
You died on the cross for me.
I’m still here, Father.
I dream of a peaceful place inside myself,
but when I close my eyes,
I see horrors.
I see the path ahead like a wasteland,
pain and destruction as far as I can see.

I’ve drunk from bottles,
I’ve searched for answers,
I’ve pleaded and pleaded —
Father God, come and rescue me
from this moment, from this life, from this cage.

I feel fire on my skin.
It ignites like gasoline.
I don’t know how to put it out.
It’s boiling over me.
The fire wants to be pleased.
How do I fight such a great need
when You already gave Yourself to set me free
from the bondage of the monsters who violated me?

Now it feels like something inside me is disappearing.
Father God, I look at Your Word
and I see peace,
I see deliverance for others,
but the monsters still haunt me.
How do I put them behind me?

I’m crying out for answers.
Father God, please help me.
Send Your angels to me.
Why can’t I feel Your warm embrace
like before?
Why does it feel like You’ve walked away from me?

Tell me what to change inside of me
so I can hear You speak.
Father God, I’m searching again.
I just need You to speak.
Let me hear You.

(Pause — slow down here)

Your words are what set me free.
Your voice is what breaks the chains.
Your love is what heals the wounds.

(Raise your voice into a declaration)

Father God, I’m standing here now,
broken but not gone,
bleeding but still reaching.
Break these chains!
Heal my heart!
Silence the voices of the monsters!

I’m ready for Your freedom,
I’m ready for Your healing,
I’m ready for Your embrace.

(Softly, almost a whisper)

Father God… hear me.
Father God… rescue me.
Father God… set me free.

Father God, Hear Me

[Verse 1]
Father, I hear the voices, yeah, they’re calling in the night
They whisper in the evening, dragging shadows through my life
So many voices talking, Lord, I’m haunted every day
Can’t rest, can’t walk, can’t breathe, can’t find my way
Screaming in my spirit things I don’t even understand
Words that don’t mean nothing but they burn inside my hands
I know there’s something deep that only You can see
A wounded part of me that longs to be set free
I’ve held it in a box, locked it up so tight
Scared to let the monster out and show his face in light
He’ll feast, he’ll need, he’ll breathe — the pain that’s buried deep
But You’re the One who heals, Lord, break the chains, release

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve taken it to the cross so many times before
But still I find myself running back for one shot more
I don’t want this pain-killer, Lord, I want Your grace
Take this cup from me, break me out of this place

[Chorus]
God, I’m on my knees, break these chains inside of me
Heal the wounds my past attackers left in me
I’m tired of this sin, tired of the bottle’s hold
Take my shame, take my pain, make my spirit whole

[Verse 2]
Three shots just to numb it, four shots lost in space
Five shots I’m falling into some darker place
Eight shots, Lord, I’m dizzy, words are dancing through my head
Nine shots I’m still spinning, ten shots I should be dead
Bottles on the rail, bottles on the floor
Hidden everywhere like the memories I ignore
Whiskey, tequila, doesn’t matter anymore
I keep telling myself I’m not a drunk, but Lord —
Maybe I’ve been lying, maybe I’ve been blind
Maybe only You can heal this shattered mind

[Chorus]
God, I’m on my knees, break these chains inside of me
Heal the wounds my past attackers left in me
I’m tired of this sin, tired of the bottle’s hold
Take my shame, take my pain, make my spirit whole

[Bridge]
I need You in my veins, not this poison, not this sin
I’m over-intoxicated, Lord, please come rushing in
Everything inside of me is crying to be free
Only You can save me from the monster inside me

[Outro]
The echoes inside of me are crying out for escape
From the pain that is stuck inside so deep
Father, hear me now, don’t let me slip away
Break these chains, Lord, break them today

Break These Chains

[Verse 1]
Somebody else to be (oh)
Been down another road, yeah, for so long (yeah)
Another road, yeah, even potholes
In my life it seems these days
Bills, work, yeah — school is not enough
So many things that got me on my own
Yeah, I'm living now these lives
But I tell you what, I'm in doubt today
Better life than I ever knew, yeah, I live now

See everybody around me happy
Why am I so miserable?
Yeah, dealt the cards that I was dealt
I've been loved all my life
Now love’s dying inside of me
Trying to find a way to set it all free

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, looking at me, yeah, see it now
Yeah, smile on my face but pain’s underground
Yeah, take your time, yeah, you will realize
Now living, yeah, you're living to survive

Looking all the places, yeah,
Things in your mind, yeah, can’t be pleased
So matter of fact, yeah, you got so much beauty inside of you, yeah
Look at the words you say, yeah

[Chorus]
Even though you're crying in the back of your mind
You know the things that you’ve got to see, what’s on your mind
Things you love, things you hate, things you need to face
But you threw it in a box — now you’re lost in space

But the moment you live for, just to live
Yeah, you know I'm dying to live, yeah
Moment to live, yeah, take it, take every moment
Try to find a way — sin and salvation

[Verse 2]
I'm stuck in my own body, yeah, I know
I'm stuck in your own body, feeling your soul
I'm sorry girl but you got to find a way,
Find a way, son, yeah, to live in these days, yeah

Is it your music? Can you write a song?
Can you find a way to talk to other people?
There’s something inside of you, you realize, yeah
Yeah, it's gonna come right through

What’s up Travis D, how you doing there man?
So many times, you know, I'm lost
A moment of space and time, you realize
Yeah, I'm going to see you for you
I can feel your pain inside of you, yes
I feel everybody’s pain, that’s how I write what I write
Watch what I do with that piece that I'm going with it
I feel everybody’s everything
That’s my life, my purpose

[Bridge]
I’m dying to live, not living to die
Finding the truth in every tear I cry
All of these roads, all these scars I bear
I write them down so the world can share

[Chorus – Repeat, strong with harmonies]
Even though you're crying in the back of your mind
You know the things that you’ve got to see, what’s on your mind
Things you love, things you hate, things you need to face
But you threw it in a box — now you’re lost in space

But the moment you live for, just to live
Yeah, you know I'm dying to live, yeah
Moment to live, yeah, take it, take every moment
Try to find a way — sin and salvation




Dying to Live

And a lot more

Verse 1
I never said the road would be easy, My child,
But I made you strong under every trial.
I placed you in pressure so you would shine bright,
A diamond born from struggle, glowing with My light.

Verse 2
You were beaten, buried, and bruised by pain,
But every tear you cried, I kept and named.
You thought the weight would take your breath,
But it was My hands shaping you through death.

Pre-Chorus
I saw your heart when you thought I was gone,
I whispered softly, “You were never alone.”
I turned your ashes into something divine —
You are My treasure, My holy design.

Chorus
You are My diamonds in the rough,
You shine when the world gets tough.
I took what was dirty, made it pure,
My light in you will always endure.

Verse 3
You feel the pain of others because you share My heart,
You carry compassion as My finest art.
The sadness you bear, the hope you feel,
Are proof that My Spirit in you is real.

Bridge
The world called your pain a weakness,
But I call it the key to meekness.
I used your wounds to make you whole,
Refined by fire, cleansed in your soul.

Chorus (Reprise)
You are My diamonds in the rough,
Precious and chosen, that’s enough.
You shine with the light I placed inside,
No darkness can dim My bride.

Outro
So when you wonder why you’ve cried so long,
Remember, I’ve been with you all along.
Every scar is a verse in your song —
My diamonds in the rough, forever strong.

My Diamonds in the Rough

In a world of shifting sand, "Unwavering" stands as a firm foundation. The new 10-track worship album from Chris Manning is a powerful collection of anthems designed to be an anchor for the soul and a declaration of unshakable faith.

Inspired by the guitar-driven, congregational sound of modern worship, each song is crafted to declare the foundational truths of God's unchanging nature, victorious power, and saving grace. From the explosive opening of "King of Ages" to the reverent finale of "Worthy Is The Lamb (Unending)," this album takes the listener on a journey of praise, reflection, and awe.

With massive, soaring choruses and a heart for congregational worship, "Unwavering" is more than just an album; it's a resource for the Church and a personal soundtrack for anyone seeking to stand firm on The Solid Rock. May these songs be a fortress for your heart and a declaration on your lips.

Depths of Your Love

This track started as a straight-up house tune from Isenberg featuring Clarity, built around the line “let the rhythm set you free.” I didn’t change the beat or structure, but I added a few gospel samples that shift the meaning—pointing it back to the One who truly sets us free: Jesus Christ, the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

It’s not really a remix, more like an edit or a rework—same groove, new spirit. A blend of house energy and gospel soul that keeps the dancefloor moving while lifting it higher.

Disclaimer:
I do not own the rights to the original song(s) or samples used in this mix. All rights belong to their respective owners. This edit was made purely for creative expression and promotional purposes, not for profit.

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Set You Free (Gospel House Edit) – Isenberg ft. Clarity

This isn’t another mix — it’s the reason behind all of them.
Every song, every beat, every drop I create points back to this one truth: that there’s real hope, freedom, and eternal life found in Jesus.

This is the message that inspires everything I do — that you can be forgiven, know God personally, and experience His love in a way that changes everything.
It’s more than music.
It’s the message behind it all.

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This Is More Than Music: The Message of Eternal Life and Freedom

Crafted for the glory of the Lord Jesus Christ.

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

Amazing grace, How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost, but now I'm found,
Was blind, but now I see.

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