Threat

Threat (Remix)

Incantations

Incantations (Remix)

Sangre

Intro (Dark Ambience Build: Eerie Synths, Glitchy Static, Pulsing Sub-Bass, Whispered Vocals Panning in 3D):
Chaos disturbed... endless echoes...
Screams and cries... moans and smiles...
[Distorted whisper:] Evolution from Dancing With Death...

Verse 1 (Post-Rock Goth Rock: Moody Guitars, Twisted Synths, Slow Hypnotic Build with Haunting Melody):
Deep agony flows, temple caves form in the night,
Healing through corruption, sexuality's wild storm.
Ethics dissolved, mind unchained—devils birth angels in the fight,
Numb to the living, NPC chained, physical limits torn.
Debauchery's blade, self-homicide to ascend the height,
Soul dances with gods, dread thoughts hide in the scorn.
Chorus (0:50-1:30 - Gothcore/Nu Metal Drop: Extreme Industrial Riffs, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startle, Distorted Screams):
Evolution from Dancing With Death!
Pain's sick wisdom, life's twisted lab—rebirth in the enslavement's breath!
Alien skin over mortal dread, souls studied in false reality's web!
Rip the faces of control, obsession deflowered—broken, restored in red!
Murdered by sadists, revived in occult fire, wish forced on the damned masses!
Sick? Pain! Agony! Suicide's call... Evolution from Dancing With Death!

Verse 2 ( Industrial Electronic Rock: Glitchy Textures, Alien Synths, Building Emotional Intensity with Dark Ambience):
Cycles expand like cosmic voids, destruction births unseen creation's rite,
Ritual from ancient minds, damnation's gift from mystic shades.
Beyond base ethics, unchained cruel—devoted to vibrations' light,
Lived low deaths, resurrected low, mental suicide in endless shades.
Iron tongue stings like scorpion's flight, escape the veins' infected blight,
Live death on repeat, senses shatter—reset in shock, dead but alive in the night.
Bridge (Dark Wave Breakdown: Spooky Ethereal Waves, Sinister Glitch Drops, Psychotic Vocal Layers Panning in 3D):
Fall to despair, suicidal edges call—immunity to scars' cruel bite,
Robotic bound in tattooed chains, drift void-ward, mirror the corpse's sight.
Astral ghost rises, never home—stitches burst in thorn-venom night,
Medical witches, monsters' spawn—beyond explanation, silent in the fight...
[Whispered build to snarl:] I am the chameleon god, ghost in the machine...

Outro/Chorus Fade Apocalyptic Post-Metal Chaos: Violent Riffs Dissolving into Haunting Glitch Ambience, Fading Distorted Echoes):
Evolution from Dancing With Death!
Pain's sick wisdom... alien face in human hell...
Ghost soul alive, shadows decoy the spell...
Living 3D in 6D nightmare... Dancing with Death...
[Echoing screams fade to sub-bass drone and static hum.]

Dancing With Death

Intro (Dark Ambient - Whispered Vocals over Ethereal Synths and Sub-Bass Pulsing like Heartbeats):
Into the deep of the unconscious...
The realm of hell and dreams...
Verse 1 (Post-Rock Goth Rock - Moody, Atmospheric Build with Haunting Guitars and Cosmic Sound Effects):
Walking on planes of stars and cosmic realities,
Mixing days, breathing into nights, holding on to the edge of sanity.
The lights of the soul that melts to ash and falls to blinded sight,
The terror rolls over me to the fantasies that ignite to liquid flames.
Reality bleeds like rain falling from the midnight sky,
Into the colors of the sands of nothingness they sink.
Pre-Chorus (Building Intensity - Glitchy Textures and Hypnotic Beats Emerging):
Like the setting of the sun to the land of the dead,
For the abyss is eternity within forgetfulness...
Chorus (Gothcore - Intense Nu-Metal Riffs, Industrial Distortions, Powerful Guitar Crunches with Big Kick Startles and Screamed Vocals):
Is it real when I still have control?
My hands in this broken state of sanity!
In a place unknown but so deep inside,
That the fabric of time cries—as I look in the mirror to see a blur,
A person me with no eyes!
As it dines on the madness, to make you live a life in minutes,
But feel as real as distant memories!
Bridge (Dark Wave - Ethereal Wave Synths, Sinister Ambience, Slow Hypnotic Beats with 3D Panning for Disorientation):
It births from my screams and sighs of fleeting bliss,
To nightmares of filth—a shallow grave but it still floats above my bed.
Ripping you away to bring you back to life,
Was it a dream or was it another life, or was I dead?
Once lived in a different time, a different dimension...
Verse 2 (Post-Rock Goth Rock - Evolving with Deeper Sub-Bass and Otherworldly Echoes):
So much that the colors of a world within the sleep,
That takes you to tomorrow—is the place where you go after taking your last breath.
Worlds like liquid mirrors reflecting possibilities,
Different loves, different selves wrapped in realities.
Splitting emotions into the thoughts that mold your mind to think and feel...
Chorus (Gothcore - Intensified with Violent Distortions, Chaotic Energy, and Apocalyptic Guitar Builds):
Is it real when I still have control?
My hands in this broken state of sanity!
In a place unknown but so deep inside,
That the fabric of time cries—as I look in the mirror to see a blur,
A person me with no eyes!
As it dines on the madness, to make you live a life in minutes,
But feel as real as distant memories!
Outro (Grunge - Grinding Post-Metal Riffs, Distorted Vocals Fading into Static and Dark Ambience, Slowing to a Haunting Crawl):
Changing your face, changing your life, changing your noon time day and night,
To a world of grey—lost in translation as the static becomes the bullet,
That breaks you away from reasoning and sanity...
Walking cosmic realities in the dreams that life gifts you with,
To live outside of tomorrow...
[Fade into echoing screams and abyssal noise.]

Abyssal Mirrors

Intro (Ambient Spoken Word - Ethereal, Whispered Vocals over Dark Synths and Sub-Bass):
Extraterrestrial spheres rotate in disembodied reality...
Crashing atoms to quantum entanglement...
Verse 1 (Post-Rock Atmospheric Build - Slow, Haunting Melody with String-Like Guitars and Pulsing Electronics):
Reactions continue, eternal cycling through,
Vast abyssal seas of mentalism conjuring forever,
In altered universes, regenerating on the edge,
Of beginning—a white hole pulses across dimensional static.
To be devoured by a black hole where ending should be,
But infinity regurgitated simultaneously.
Chorus (Prog-Metal Intensity - Heavy Riffs, Distorted Vocals, Glitchy Drops Simulating Quantum Rips):
Watch the event horizon slowing gravity!
Ripping time into micro strings!
String theory fact, not just thought,
Sowing parallels to disorganized multi-paradox!
Sowing them together, forming endless birth,
Rebirth of the absolute—perfection of the universal consciousness!
Verse 2 (Electronic Ambient Wave - Layered Synths, Hypnotic Beats, Building Tension with Otherworldly Sounds):
Self-aware, organic sub-corporeal dark matter,
To light becoming solid, making living, breathing beings.
This is the truth behind the creation of all,
What beliefs invented of mankind—entangled in the void.
Bridge (Dark Ambient Breakdown - Slow, Sinister Vocals with Glitch Textures and Reverb Echoes):
Crashing atoms, eternal seas,
Conjuring forever in the abyss...
From dark to light, the cycle spins,
Regenerating, devouring, reborn again.
Chorus (Intensified - Louder, with Added Vocal Layers and Explosive Drums for Apocalyptic Feel):
Watch the event horizon slowing gravity!
Ripping time into micro strings!
String theory fact, not just thought,
Sowing parallels to disorganized multi-paradox!
Sowing them together, forming endless birth,
Rebirth of the absolute—perfection of the universal consciousness!
Outro (Fading Post-Rock Fade - Slowing Tempo, Echoing Guitars Dissolving into Static and Ambient Noise):
Self-aware... the truth behind...
Creation of all... mankind's invention...
Eternal cycling... quantum entanglement...

Quantum Rebirth

(Verse 1)
Down on the floor, curled up tight,  
Hands up high, blocking out the light.  
I don't want to feel this anymore,  
The weight of it all, crashing like a storm.  
In a ball, up in a ball, I never smiled,  
Shadows whisper lies, driving me wild.  
Black and blue eyes staring back at me,  
Echoes of the pain that won't set me free.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Pre-Chorus)
No... Don't... No more...  
Counting the hits, what's in store?  
1, 2, 3, 4...  

(Chorus)
How many times before I hit the floor again?  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end.  
Stop in motion, disconnected from it all,  
Scream at me again, watch me fall.  
Fuck you, one day I'll break you like you broke me down,  
Making me feel like trash on the ground.  
How much shame can I hold on top of me?  
How long will I last in this misery?  
Heavier than the world in this distorted self-reflection,  
Shattered glass soul, no direction.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Verse 2)
Nights bleed into days, the bruises fade slow,  
But the scars inside, they continue to grow.  
Your words like knives, carving deep in my skin,  
Twisted love game where you always win.  
I swallow the fire, choke on the rage,  
Trapped in this cage, turning the page.  
Whispers of escape, but the chains hold tight,  
Dreaming of the fight under cover of night.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

**(Pre-Chorus)**  
No... Don't... No more...  
Counting the blows, settling the score.  
1, 2, 3, 4...  

(Chorus)
How many times before I hit the floor again?  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end.  
Stop in motion, disconnected from it all,  
Scream at me again, watch me fall.  
Fuck you, one day I'll break you like you broke me down,  
Making me feel like trash on the ground.  
How much shame can I hold on top of me?  
How long will I last in this misery?  
Heavier than the world in this distorted self-reflection,  
Shattered glass soul, no direction.  
You were suppose to love me here 
Not make you everything I fear 

(Bridge) 
Rise from the ashes, feel the burn ignite,  
No more hiding, stepping into the fight.  
Your empire crumbles, hear the cracks resound,  
I'll turn the tables, bury you in the ground.  
What you gave me, I'll give back tenfold,  
Cold as the grave, watch your story unfold.  
No mercy left, the monster you made,  
Awakens now, in the mess we wade.  

(Chorus - Outro)
How many times before I hit the floor again? (No more...)  
Time slows, colors grey as I watch the world end. (Disconnected...)  
Stop in motion, scream at me again. (Fuck you...)  
One day I'll break you like you broke me down.  
Making me feel like trash, but I'm rising now.  
How much shame? Not one more pound.  
Heavier than the world? I'll turn it around.  
In this distorted self-reflection... I see the crown.  
(Fade out: 1, 2, 3, 4... No more.)

Broken Reflection

Social Suicide
 
Don't ask me
Please don't because I won't fight back from the words I'll say
I have no filter you in these eyes there's nothing but hollow smile
you'll be surprised what I say I'm so emotionless
One Thousand yard stare every day no empathy
What was that you said every night you want to play
You really want to know
Please don't run away from the facts
A personality disorder
Just a little psycho
Yeah they call me a little psycho
Sick boy
A little psycho
Psycho
But you know I love you from the bottom of my empty heart
 
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck
staring into the void I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
On my way to complete
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
It's social Suicide
 
I don't like to tell anybody
It's so embarrassing
When I get paranoid
That your thinking so horrible of me
I didn't ask for this
My parents made me feel like shit
For every fuck
For every hit
I numbed my body and mind from everything
I smile
As they take it out on me
 
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck
staring into the void I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
A Anti social Suicide
There's just to much dead in my eyes
It's social Suicide
 
I can't help it was I born like this
I don't think so but I did all the brain scans they wanted from me
In and out of the hospital
They want to keep studying me
They won't let me leave
They keep poking at me
Standing up completely still, I know I'll never be free
No facial expressions, they keep looking at me
Calm and together no
What the fuck
No,
I'm fucking coming apart from the seams
 
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck
staring into the void I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath
 
I use to
Cut,Slit ,rubies, slut
I can't get enough
I can't feel any pain
hit me again
Hit me again
look a little grin
I want this horror show just to fucking end
 
Antisocial Personality
What the fuck
staring into the void I just want to love
What does that feel like
I'm just
Just a little pretty Sociopath
I told you don't ask
A little psycho maniac
They call me a sociopath

Social Suicide

Social Suicide 2

*(Intro - Harsh industrial noise machines grinding in, fused with downtuned nu metal guitars, electronic glitches and factory clangs building to a primal scream, goth synths droning underneath)*  
The devil found me first...  
But I'm still sitting, smiling, cursed...  
Wrapped in glass and bathed in salt...  
(SCREAM over metallic echoes) Burning down every church I felt!

*(Verse 1 - Rapid rap delivery over pounding industrial beats, heavy riffs with turntable scratches and mechanical samples like chains rattling, gothic whispers layering the chaos)*  
Had been forsaken by the thirst,  
Trapped in a hole I crawl out to escape.  
Walking the earth with hollow eyes and insane,  
Broken pieces of me twist like shadows within me.  
Distorted by the memories, my fragmented reflection,  
Drowning in the chaos fueled by chaos, eating the obsession.  
To end my life, blinded by the dead of night's regression,  
My mouth silenced by the demons laughing.  
Inside me, grabbing, ripping, and tearing,  
At the broken child I used to be—I wasn't ready.  
To build the man I was transformed to be,  
In this sinful reality, infused with grinning knives and blood stains—savagery!

*(Pre-Chorus - Building with distorted synth waves, clean vocals morphing into growls, industrial hammers pounding rhythm, atmospheric goth fog enveloping)*  
A walking wall of flames and hurt,  
To a blackened angel with a fractured halo.  
I take my emotions and throw them away,  
Just to dig a hole to hide, to be reborn by self-hate...

*(Chorus - Explosive nu metal-industrial fusion: massive breakdowns with electronic distortions, screamed vocals over goth melodic hooks, factory sirens wailing and glitchy beats dropping hard)*  
To be birthed into the Black Moth I was supposed to be!  
I still stand today, the person I never thought I would be!  
Wrapped in glass... bathed in salt... burning down...  
The devil found me... smiling, cursed... hollow eyes... insane!  
Drowning in chaos... demons laughing... ripping, tearing...  
Blackened angel... fractured halo... reborn by self-hate!

*(Verse 2 - Intensified rap with faster tempo, double-kick drums synced to industrial pistons, samples of shattering glass and flame bursts, gothic echoes amplifying the descent)*  
Broken pieces twist like shadows, distorted memories.  
Fragmented reflection, chaos fueled by obsession.  
End my life in the dead of night, silenced by laughter.  
Grabbing at the child, wasn't ready for the man.  
Sinful reality, grinning knives, blood-stained savagery.  
Walking flames, hurt to blackened angel's fall.

*(Pre-Chorus - Even more mechanical, with layered screams, synth malfunctions, and rising industrial tension)*  
I take my emotions and throw them away,  
Just to dig a hole to hide, to be reborn by self-hate...

*(Chorus - Heavier industrial drop: mosh-pit breakdowns with robotic vocal effects, backing chants in gothic harmony yelling "Black Moth," electronic feedback screeching)*  
To be birthed into the Black Moth I was supposed to be!  
I still stand today, the person I never thought I would be!  
Wrapped in glass... bathed in salt... burning down...  
The devil found me... smiling, cursed... hollow eyes... insane!  
Drowning in chaos... demons laughing... ripping, tearing...  
Blackened angel... fractured halo... reborn by self-hate!

*(Bridge - Slow, oppressive industrial interlude: droning machines, whispered rap escalating to full-throated screams, goth keys swirling like smoke, building to a chaotic nu metal explosion with glitchy samples)*  
(Whispered amid clanking metal) The devil found me first... cursed... forsaken...  
(SCREAM over rising sirens) Broken child... transformed... savagery!  
(Breakdown: Crushing riffs, industrial hammers, electronic chaos)  
Flames and hurt... fractured halo... dig the hole... self-hate rebirth!


Black Moth Reborn

[Verse]
Back and forth like a broken swing
God is silent I’m unraveling
Rip and repaired my edges frayed
Speaking words the shadows made

[Prechorus]
Monsters dream of a soul like mine
I walk the edge I blur the line

[Chorus]
I have no name but I still scream
I was born but I can’t dream
Torn apart then stitched in fear
Alive but not really here

[Verse 2]
Cracks in mirrors show my face
Pieces missing can’t replace
Waves of static in my veins
Hollow whispers call my name

[Prechorus]
Monsters dream of a soul like mine
I walk the edge I blur the line

[Chorus]
I have no name but I still scream
I was born but I can’t dream
Torn apart then stitched in fear
Alive but not really here

Fallen Lucifer's Dawn

[Verse]
The doctor said I'm a chameleon
I told him numb is my only friend
Feel too much till I can't feel again

[Prechorus]
No face
No name
No skin of my own
Changing shapes just to feel at home

[Chorus]
I’m a chameleon
I fade
I blend
No beginning
No end
Screaming silent
No one hears
Alone
I shift through my fears

[Verse 2]
My soul feels dead
Just a ghost in the air
Walk through hell like I don’t even care
Hold executions for the ones who dare

[Prechorus]
Eyes like bullets
They pierce
They burn
Every shadow's a lesson learned

[Chorus]
I’m a chameleon
I fade
I blend
No beginning
No end
Screaming silent
No one hears
Alone
I shift through my fears



Chameleon Skin

 Verse 1
I'm the reason why you suffer,  
Just.....  
Worships me forever,  
I'm your stealth lover the assassin of destruction,  
When you believe I'm your resurrection,  
Don't move,  
You can't hide I need you reaction,  
When I am the beginning of oblivion,  
This is what you asked for,  
When you destroyed the person I was before you  

 Chorus
Sacrifice?  
I said I'd love you forever,  
You violated me,  
I will make you destroy yourself,  
Drive you to madness and self hatred forever,  
You should have never broke me,  
Thinking nothing would happen,  
Hidden behind my masks  
The wendigo you awakened,  
Take your time to prey,  
This is your last moment  

 Verse 2
Speaking in reverse psychology twisting your reality,  
But in the moment I mimic the lover,  
Let start over we can fix this,  
You thought after a year,  
Your abuse wouldn't have repercussions,  
Never seeing the devil behind my eyes,  
My window to my soul,  
The house of destruction  

 Chorus
Sacrifice?  
I said I'd love you forever,  
You violated me,  
I will make you destroy yourself,  
Drive you to madness and self hatred forever,  
You should have never broke me,  
Thinking nothing would happen,  
Hidden behind my masks  
The wendigo you awakened,  
Take your time to prey,  
This is your last moment  

Bridge
Wouldn't it be nice,  
If I was still the broken one you falsely adored,  
Wouldn't it be nice,  
If I let you continue controlling me,  
In the mirror I have no face,  
My reflection is blurry my features distorted,  
How am I not,  
Whispering chattering,  
It keeps getting louder,  
Whispering and chattering,  
I now can hear it clearly,  
Set fire to everything  

Chorus
Sacrifice?  
I said I'd love you forever,  
You violated me,  
I will make you destroy yourself,  
Drive you to madness and self hatred forever,  
You should have never broke me,  
Thinking nothing would happen,  
Hidden behind my masks  
The wendigo you awakened,  
Take your time to prey,  
This is your last moment  

Outro
I wish I had never met you,  
After the smoke cleared,  
I covered my wounds,  
But I made sure,  
You suffer from what you did,  

The wendigo you awakened,  
Take your time to prey,  
This is your last moment,  
The wendigo you awakened,  
Take your time to prey,  
This is your last moment,  
No time left,  
Nothing matters in this state  
Goodbye  

*(Fade out with distorted guitar feedback and echoing whispers of "wendigo... prey... goodbye...")*




Wendigo

[Verse 1]
(Monotone rap-growl: Calm counting pills, numb detachment voice, snare bone snaps sharp, kick coffin slams heavy, sub-bass tar lungs breathing ragged—dread building with creeping synth voids.)
These white walls stalking faces of the masters,
I must get away from these hallucinations—it's madness.
Calm counting pills, one by one in the void,
Numb detachment, dread building slow like a death march parade.
[Chorus]
(Androgynous male deep wail choking reverb: Glitch drops shatter the harmony, chrome wire hair scraping over venom drip delays, apocalyptic howls fade into holocaust wind echoes.)
Injected inside the veins,
No resistance, no hesitation, no regrets.
Self-hate and emptiness,
No reasons to believe in anything.
This is the end of everything... (glitch drop void silence, then bone snap resume)
[Verse 2]
(Monotone rap-growl intensifies: March verse with snare bone snaps marching rhythm, kick coffin slams like gas chamber doors, sub-bass tar lungs wheezing, creepy whispers intercut—flesh ripping glitches mid-line.)
Flooding the limbs,
Just trapped in a life like a maze,
Tied down and fastened to the floor.
It's going to send you out of control,
Possessed, it seems—I have to see.
I have to find, just to see my reaction.
Calm counting pills in the holocaust haze,
Numb detachment, dread building to the grave.
[Chorus]
(Deep wail choking: Chrome wire scrape builds tension, venom drip reverb pools, glitch drops into apocalyptic static—echoing death march boots fading.)
Injected inside the veins,
No resistance, no hesitation, no regrets.
Self-hate and emptiness,
No reasons to believe in anything.
This is the end of everything... (venom drip echo trails off)
[Bridge]
(Tempo slows back to 80 BPM briefly for creepy voidcore crawl: Flesh ripping intensifies with WWII reel flicker low-pitch screams, gas chamber whispers chanting "numb... detach...", then glitch drop snaps back to 110 BPM for suicidecore frenzy—monotone growl turns to wail.)
Needle stings, breathless choking,
I want to rip my body apart,
To lacerate my heart, killing your reflection.
Flushing my veins, itching my body,
Shaking, rambling, slowly eating through all tissue.
What a life to end all obsessions,
Gushing blood at the mouth—what a horror show.
Am I going blind? A feeling like hell while still alive,
Vomiting up my life, killing my insides.
Goodbye is all one can think, realize—
What have I done? It's all I could fantasize.
Calm counting pills, numb detachment in the death march line... (glitch drop dread peak, chrome wire scrape venomous)
[Chorus]
(Full fusion climax: Androgynous wail choking over sub-bass tar lungs, snare bone snaps in holocaust rhythm, glitch drops fracturing into voidcore silence bursts.)
Injected inside the veins,
No resistance, no hesitation, no regrets.
Self-hate and emptiness,
No reasons to believe in anything.
This is the end of everything...
[Outro/Verse 3]
(110 BPM death march fades to 80 BPM crawl: Apocalyptic whispers build with WWII reel flicker, gas chamber echoes, flesh ripping final tears—monotone rap-growl dissolves into deep wail choking reverb, ending in total glitch void silence.)
When I found God was never real,
I watched the human race worship blind corruption,
Masquerading true but hidden lies in the devil's reflections.
Draining money from the naive,
In secret indulging debauchery, disgusting infatuations.
Vile thoughts consuming their souls,
Suicidal but tied to a cross,
Creating wars and holocausts.
There's no savior when the hate of the world
Shows up at your back door, promising forever.
This is the end... (venom drip fade, chrome wire scrape eternal, glitch drop to black)

Last Motivation

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State of Mind

Drug Induced Coma

[0:00-0:20] Intro
No matter many love tell do... Can't make friends want don't believe... How could fuck up everything self destruct...
(Snap to 110 BPM.)
[0:20-1:00] Verse 1
Still alive wish knew life felt like, Know worn out me life can't stop. Watch people smile live get upset don't know do that, Dream overtime awake never happens. Hate self much even married she loves much...
[1:00-1:20] Chorus
Anyone happy have that, No item person place thing emotion change destruction... End everything...
[1:20-2:00] Verse 2
No matter many love tell do, Can't make friends want don't believe how could. Fuck up everything self destruct still alive wish knew life felt. Know worn out me life can't stop watch smile live upset...
[2:00-2:20] Chorus
Anyone happy have that, No item person place thing emotion change destruction... End everything...
[2:20-2:40] Bridge
Dream awake never happens hate self married loves, Change destruction no matter love...
[2:40-3:00] Outro
Self-destruct echo... unfelt life... (Fade: "destruction... forever... eternal, whispers black, sighs ashes forever")

Self-Destruct Echo

[0:00-0:20] Intro
Walking insomnia breath dope sick uneasiness... Vibration sick skins crawling body... Another morning hellish event sweat leak sheets lay awake dead plagued disdain ghost disease seen felt...
(Snap to 110 BPM.)
[0:20-1:00] Verse 1
Behave all Horse gone lay bed residue consume mortal cage, Residue Abandoning Goddess dawn morning disappears removed veins chase cycle suffering divine godhead succubus oblivion. Shallow syringe wash remembrance parting gift taste nightmare become invades fungus breed tare bones guts devourer self mental escape death holy suffering...
[1:00-1:20] Chorus
Kiss heaven halls damned embrace cage unutterable misery, Shaking cold never tires dies sit fire beneath begins skin dine bones crack. Experience shattering fine China wall ringing bells teeth vomit vengeance defecate poisons once cure... End everything...
[1:20-2:00] Verse 2
Price seduction thousand knives flesh abandoned sands desert forever wasting heat flashing flaring within being. Wasting soul eroding reason voluptuous cosmic martyrdom fall grave built rope neck feeling death without act dying. Find nothing pull hair skull intrenched suicidal bleeding insanity devils elope flames intimate encounter infested whore...
[2:00-2:20] Chorus
Kiss heaven halls damned embrace cage unutterable misery, Shaking cold never tires dies sit fire beneath begins skin dine bones crack. Experience shattering fine China wall ringing bells teeth vomit vengeance defecate poisons once cure... End everything...
[2:20-2:40] Bridge
Spreading infectious pus walking cadaver became ocean blood eternity men vilest debauchery enveloped craving blood race tracks life hold. Denied feeling pleasure life cursed sight touch God twitching skin plays tricks heart woeful spasms wreak havoc shaking soul soaking glass lime...
[2:40-3:00] Verse 3
Taste rotten corpse fills mouth saliva invades throat choking mucus breathing evades internal violence mastermind madness dark god abyss devouring. Visions broken fragments memory crawling walls taunting watching melting nothing colors bleed ceiling empire despair digs grave innocents...
[3:00-3:20] Chorus
Kiss heaven halls damned embrace cage unutterable misery, Shaking cold never tires dies sit fire beneath begins skin dine bones crack. Experience shattering fine China wall ringing bells teeth vomit vengeance defecate poisons once cure... End everything...
[3:20-3:40] Bridge 2
Hangs being sacrificed loving breasts screaming nothingness deep chaos regret crying angels breath god gifts scarification indulgence insidious acts buried layers skin. Scattering beliefs mind tricked body rage consumption milk casting violence love others gave touch one last time all ask abandoning goddess...
[3:40-4:00] Outro
Before Heroin Goddess savior bitter sage soured corruption destroys human being seductress jackals skin baring teeth needles injecting aura blood drinking milk. Executing misery killing denial dangers behaviors sweet taste vinegar scent boiling fire desire golden black liquid merging teasing veins desire moaning anticipation. Threads blooming red flowers infuse life now yours entranced exhale breath mind hearts ramped hands rigid veins scared tattoos heart disconnection numbing Poppy void reflect sense being. Womb Liquid Nothingness still conscious think heart mind passed away taste voice sings falling sleep nucleus astral flight oceans darkness tying off life force creation numb life run. Life imbued sacred art suffering tragedy abuse sexuality trauma memories wisdom given dead rise ashes fury feel leaves art suffering wrath devil without chains damnation tears God dissolved ending death life without leaving waking plane gives wisdom pure suffering... (Fade: "goddess... suffering... eternal, whispers black, sighs ashes forever")

The Art Of Suffering Odium

Streetlight Halo

Synth wave, ambient, protopunk, post punk and experimental

This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

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© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

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