TROUBLE (Produced By Gary Jolly)

-ARTISTS-
KOBEY BLACK
KIRK JOLLY
DANIEL NEEPOSH
GARY JOLLY

VERSE - KOBEY BLACK
I got this girl on my mind 
and when I think about her
heart starts racing like the first time
there’s no mountain that I won’t climb
I’m never giving up 'cause ain’t no telling what I’m gone find
it’s like I made it to the top
and the way you make me feel
is like the whole world stopped
there’s no clocks
I wanna give you all my time
and give you all I got
I wanna make you mine
I’m gonna take my shot
‘cause when you
stepped in the room
all I saw was you
from there I always knew
that we would stay true
we will make it through
forever yours, I’m here for you
I know it might sound crazy
but I feel like this could be
something amazing
my head is in clouds
you got me star gazing
my heart's racing to the top
you got me chasing

PRE-CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
you can feel it from across the room
I know because I feel it too
you're trouble and I love it

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
'Cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you
'cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you

VERSE -KIRK JOLLY
Don’t worry about the struggle
don’t worry about the trouble
‘cause baby girl, I’ll get you through
we gon’ get through this jungle together 
even though we stumble or crumble
you know I’ll always love you forever
just take a look at this world from my point of view
and once you see it through my eyes
baby girl, you’ll enjoy the view 
some people avoid the truth
‘cause they don’t want to tell a lie
and when it comes to me and you
It’s nothing but paradise
if I’d choose, where to be, permanently
I would choose to be forever by your side
‘cause every time I look into your eyes
It’s like heaven in the skies
just take my hand and ill show you many ways to make you understand about this pain
you're stuck in my brain like a tattoo on my skin
and I wouldn’t worry about losing ‘cause there’s nothing else to gain
plus being with you baby makes it feel like I’ll always win
even though our love’s at risk but I promise this, we gon’ get through it.

PRE-CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
you can feel it from across the room
I know because I feel it too
you're trouble and I love it

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
'Cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you
'cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you

VERSE - DANIEL NEEPOSH
My heart bleeding, my mind leaving to find reason 
in each season, I fight demons to rise even 
I find changing is hard, meaning I’m lost daily 
my blood racing, I got Satan to say maybe 
I hear dying is more pleasing than living 
I see lying is more easy than dealing 
before shining, you need to light out the darkness 
before that happens, you need to walk out the farthest
now I’m the target you cannot hit with a focus
with tunnel vision, you cannot ever see what’s in motion 
side effects, they might kill you within a moment 
plus the love you give, but you’re leaving clothes that need folding 
I’m catapulting myself out of these bad emotions 
my thoughts provoke me to hurt myself but I keep on hoping 
that better will be on their way but I noticed 
It’s all a choice that you have to make when you’re feeling hopeless

PRE-CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
you can feel it from across the room
I know because I feel it too
you're trouble and I love it

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
'Cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you
'cause all I see is you
you, you, you
there's only me and you
you, you, you

Alienation Vol.1

Nemaska Music Program 2023

Trouble

ALIENATION (Produced by Gary Jolly & Kenneth Tanoush)

-ARTIST-
KIRK JOLLY
 DYLAN CHEEZO
DANIEL NEEPOSH
 GARY JOLLY

VERSE - KIRK JOLLY
I was so left out in the wild, I was sleeping on these streets
and they think I’m just a child, living on schemes
chasing money like another reality
dreaming some fantasy I couldn’t see
like a nightmare, I always dreamed
I’ve seen the visions, I heard the message
I heard a voice that told me to get back on my feet
somebody came to me in a dream
and told me that it wasn’t your time
he said “I’ll give you a voice to speak
a voice to teach, a voice to preach, to inspire generations"
 I just hoping and praying that it comes from me
I grew up in a poor family, still living in poverty
so many things get in from of me
and they bother me, deep down inside of me
I am crumbling because...

 PRE-CHORUS - GARY JOLLY 
'Cause If we stand together, we’d never fall 
side by side, we’d rise against the odds
let’s fight for our rights and the lives that we’ve lost
and for the cries that never made home…

 CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
We are…we are…Alienation 
We are…we are…Alienation
We are…we are…Alienation 
We are…we are…Alienation

VERSE - DYLAN CHEEZO & DANIEL NEEPOSH
This is for my natives 
who are feeling like they're all alone
across the nation 
who feel sad
and got nowhere to go
for every reservation
for every generation
for every tribe who’s facing trials and tribulations
I know you’re feeling down
I know you’re nights are cold 
I know you're filled with doubt
and feel like losing hope
so I will say this loud
let it be known
I’m native and I’m proud
and can’t be overthrown
so I will try
my best today
and I will find
another way
I'll be your fire
bring brighter days
I’ll be the light
and guide your way

 PRE-CHORUS - GARY JOLLY 
'Cause If we stand together, we’d never fall 
side by side, we’d rise against the odds
let’s fight for our rights and the lives that we’ve lost
and for the cries that never made home…

CHORUS - GARY JOLY
We are…we are…Alienation 
We are…we are…Alienation
We are…we are…Alienation 
We are…we are…Alienation

Alienation

WITHOUT YOU (Produced By Blake Gilpin)

-ARTISTS-
 DANIEL NEEPOSH
 KIRK JOLLY
 DYLAN CHEEZO
KOBEY BLACK

 VERSE- KIRK JOLLY
Since the day you left, it felt like I was running out of breath
you can feel my heart pounding on my chest
memories of these thoughts are haunting deep inside my head
and if I don’t take a stand , I’ll lose all the respect
I’ve lost some of my friends, no quitting ‘till the end
even if it’s not my best, I still give it a hundred percent
even though my life is a mess
now I’m only wishing that I’ll end up dead
I’m feeling depressed
I got something to say,  I’m stuck in a cage
I ain’t running away
I wanna be brave
but cannot be brave
I wanna great  but cannot be great
I'm tired of the pain
I’m dying of pain
so that's the only reason that I’m trying to change
since the day I heard you passed away

CHORUS - DANIEL NEEPOSH
'Cause since you've been gone
my life’s been bliss-less
I know now what I'm missing
without you...without you...without you.

VERSE - DYLAN CHEEZO 
Since the day that you’ve been gone
and I’ve been losing myself 
and I keep walking down this path with no direction at all
and I’ve been thinking what would times be
like if you were still here
I never thought that you’d be gone so soon  
I really cherish all the memories that we had together
that’s something I could never talk about to someone else
and it's never too late to make you relate
for me to talk about the things I never got a chance to say

VERSE - KOBEY BLACK
When you left me
you took away all my air
you took a piece from me
now I can’t be myself
how do I escape this hell?
got me feeling trapped
 heart’s broken
I don’t think I’ll ever get it back
I can't think straight
all these ups and downs
got me going insane
I won't see you around
got me feeling lost
I’m nowhere to be found
got me singing melodies
just trying to let it out

CHORUS - DANIEL NEEPOSH
'Cause since you've been gone
my life’s been bliss-less
I know now what I'm missing
without you...without you...without you

Alienation Vol. 1

Without You (Produced By Blake Gilpin)

WALLS (Produced by Gary Jolly)

-ARTISTS-
AREANNE KITCHEN
KOBEY BLACK
DYLAN CHEEZO
KIRK JOLLY
DANIEL NEEPOSH

VERSE - KOBEY BLACK
The struggle is real…living in poverty
boxed in a castle where no one can see
stuck in my old ways, gotta stay off the streets
not gonna lie 
my mind’s been traumatized so leave me be
I’m finding my own path, I won’t admit defeat
 life’s hard when you’re living with PTSD
gotta find the time to unwind my mind 
and fight to climb this mountain of mine
so I’ma take the lead

VERSE - DYLAN CHEEZO
Sometimes you have to cry to be okay within your life
not everything you go through seems to be alright
but when you feel like giving you gotta think about the ones you love
the pain you feel is not forever to be there
you gotta fight that feeling that you feel today
don’t let depression knock you down or you could lose yourself
don’t feel confused, you’re gonna have to go through everything
and that’s the part that makes you understand about the pain

CHORUS - AREANNE KITCHEN
Built these walls around me,
so you never gonna break me down
higher than the clouds, they surround me
if walls could talk out loud
they would tell me to get out
'cause my tears will eventually drown me (drown me)

VERSE - KIRK JOLLY
I won’t rest till I achieve success
staying up at nights, just laying on my bed
so many things going on inside my head
building up walls
brick by brick
even if I fall
I'll always try my best
I'm getting stressed, depressed
my life’s a mess, my life’s a wreck
but I will never call it quits
my back against the wall
but I still stand tall
time to give it my all
I have hope, I have faith
even though my beliefs are small
time to break down these walls
and get out of this cage
I'm always thinking wrong
my heart is full of rage
this is my final exam
I will pass the test
'cause I believe in what my heart said
time to move on to another quest
time to get out of this tunnel vision 
and see what’s at the end
time to make my own path 
time make my own steps
where did my real friends go
I don't know, I suppose they’re on a different road
  
CHORUS - AREANNE KITCHEN
Built these walls around me
so you never gonna break me down
higher than the clouds, they surround me
if walls could talk out loud
they would tell me to get out
'cause my tears will eventually drown me (drown me)

VERSE - DANIEL NEEPOSH
Growing up as a little kid, curious of what the future is
or what it holds, I be feeling bold but I know it’s a mask I choose to wear
walk around with my toy gun, out to have fun but I guess not
slow to run, little boy caught and he not strong, kid beaten up
go home, have a little cry then I wake up and I move along
when I see you just walking by
I question why I feel vulnerable
truth hidden from inside myself
I ignore the pain, I ignore the help
so I say go look somewhere else 'cause I know there's some people that do need help
I’ve been bullied on a daily basis, had my fair share but not too many places
I still wonder why they always hating, cannot label me 'cause I’m only native
stuck in my mind, commit to a crime
I try to find a way but cannot besides
I'ma stay with you like Bonnie and Clyde
but there’s a lot more than I fantasized
come to realize, there ain’t nobody else
it’s just you and I, including the body count
pushing is how I feel when I be messing up
all love but I don’t know if I got enough
I be feeling like I’m the only guy
head feeling light, time passing by
well time comes but it never stays so I lay low as I fade away

CHORUS - AREANNE KITCHEN
Built these walls around me,
so you never gonna break me down
higher than the clouds, they surround me
if walls could talk out loud, 
they would tell me to get out
'cause my tears will eventually drown me (drown me)

Walls

DOWN THIS ROAD (Produced By Gary Jolly)

-ARTISTS-
Dylan Cheezo
Kirk Jolly
Gary Jolly

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
 I feel like I’ve been up and down this road
It’s hard to see the signs
don’t know which way to go
I’m feeling blinded by the lights
‘cause I can’t see no more
when I’m trying to get by
and find my way back home

VERSE - DYLAN CHEEZO
I feel like I’ve been down this road before
they keep asking me if I’m alright
but I always told them that I’m okay
but deep down I was lost and lied
couldn’t find a different road to pick
got me feeling like I’m holding to change my ways for me to heal the pain I feel 
and hoping that I get to see these brightest days for me to shine
I just want you to understand the pain I feel and I’ve been trying to work to make you proud
and I promise to repay it all for all those times you been there for me
you had a way to make it right
when my day seems grey, you make it bright
appreciate the life that you gave me
you get me through all them other days

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
 I feel like I’ve been up and down this road
It’s hard to see the signs
don’t know which way to go
I’m feeling blinded by the lights
‘cause I can’t see no more
when I’m trying to get by
and find my way back home

VERSE - KIRK JOLLY
We all hate going down this road
I feel your heart ‘cause it’s broke
I’ll heal your scars and give you hope
And if you're lost i’ll get you home
It’s all the love, It’s all the hope
That fills my head with so much joy
Sometimes it goes out of control
it’s even harder to cope
With these emotions, I’ma explode
I really hate being alone, I miss being at home
Let it out, let it go
You feeling down? you feeling cold? 
it’s to let them know, you got something inside
It’s time to let it glow, it’s time to let it show
your spirit will never die, that’s all up to your soul
Time to get up from the ground and move towards your goals
So don’t ever let your doubts make you like a ghost
It’s hard to make you proud when you're always thinking I’m low
It’s hard to keep a smile when people think you’re a joke
So let me be the light, I’ll shine your way back home

CHORUS - GARY JOLLY
 I feel like I’ve been up and down this road
It’s hard to see the signs
don’t know which way to go
I’m feeling blinded by the lights
‘cause I can’t see no more
when I’m trying to get by
and find my way back home

Down This Road

Music Producer for Northstars Records, Inc.

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