"Otherbodies" written by JONA VARK.
Produced by Lxrsen.
Vocal production by Andre Scremin & JONA VARK
Mixing/master by JONA VARK

Otherbodies - Single

Otherbodies

🔻 Song Insight
“Silence Inside” is a haunting journey through identity collapse, emotional ruin, and the ache of self-recognition. It’s a track that doesn’t ask for attention — it demands reckoning. Through distorted echoes, sonic wobble, and a broken narrator’s voice, the song captures that moment when memory no longer feels like your own. It's for anyone who’s ever looked in the mirror and thought, “I don’t know who I am anymore — and I’m terrified I never did.”
The lyrics unravel in a ghostlike procession — dissonant yet poetic — as if the speaker is trying to trace themselves through static, only to find fragments. The pain isn’t just heartbreak; it’s spiritual vandalism, left behind by someone who stole more than love. They took belief. They took you.
And this is the sound of fighting to reclaim it.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]  
You said I was the worst, but booked me first  
Talked of better class, but kept me rehearsed  
Thought I’d last forever, then turned and fled  
Now I’m walking down the aisle of regret  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Your excuses flow like rivers run dry  
Eyes wide open, but they never cry  
A shadowed maze behind your smile  
I slept in your hell for a little while  

[Chorus]  
It’s not my reflection staring back at me  
Just a ghost of what I used to be  
Every broken part, every lie you fed  
Now lives in the silence inside my head  
You take and twist, you run and hide  
But you can’t fake love in eyes that never cried  

[Verse 2]  
The stories you told were tunnels to fall  
Spun like a widow from a red-threaded call  
Your gaze was hollow, your touch was thin  
A darkness so loud I mistook it for sin  

[Pre-Chorus]  
You annihilate dreams like they owed you pain  
Blame the world, rinse, then start again  
But I was the canvas you scraped to the bone  
Now I sit in the wreckage, cold and alone  

[Chorus]  
It’s not my reflection staring back at me  
Just a ghost of what I used to be  
Every broken part, every lie you fed  
Now lives in the silence inside my head  
You take and twist, you run and hide  
But you can’t fake love in eyes that never cried  

[Bridge – spoken]  
I used to understand.  
Felt the world had space for me.  
Now I drift in memory fog,  
Holding pieces I can’t name.  
The child’s gone. The man’s still lost.  
And nothing feels the same.  

[Outro – falsetto]  
Don’t let go of what you had  
Before it fades, before it’s ash  
Before it’s gone... and it already has  
Before it’s gone... and it already has  

🔻 Personal Reflection (From Īan / 4Me2BeFree)
This song didn’t come from a place of heartbreak. It came from the ruins left behind when heartbreak becomes identity theft.
For a long time, I didn’t understand what I was grieving — I thought it was a relationship. But it wasn’t just the love I lost. It was myself. The self that bent to survive. The self that kept trying to rewrite the story to make someone else the hero. The self that disappeared quietly.

“Silence Inside” was my reckoning. It started with anger — a justified fury — but the deeper I went, the more I found confusion, shame, and a strange kind of numbness. Like looking in the mirror and realizing the reflection has no center.

The spoken part? That was the first thing I wrote. It wasn’t lyrics — it was confession.
The rest of the song came later, layered in with the realization that the damage was designed. That love, in the wrong hands, can be used like a weapon disguised as shelter.

I don’t know if I’ve fully reclaimed myself yet. But this song helped me name the silence. And now that it has a name, it doesn’t own me anymore.

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SILENCE INSIDE

🔻 Song Insight – "Sun Soaked" by 4Me2BeFree
“Sun Soaked” captures the golden glow of a perfect summer day — not just the weather, but the warmth between two people who finally stopped running and chose to live in love. It’s a track that radiates with carefree affection, laughter on a river, and hearts that found safety in each other.

But behind the charm is something more layered — the quiet acknowledgment that these moments don’t just happen. They’re chosen. Fought for. The song reflects on a time when love could’ve slipped away, but didn’t — when someone made the decision not to let happiness pass them by again.

Every line glides like sunlight over skin — nostalgic, giddy, and alive. Whether you’ve lived this moment, lost it, or long for it, “Sun Soaked” feels like a memory you didn’t know you missed until now.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Mmm, yeah...
[softly]
Mmm, yeah...

[Verse 1]
River soaking in time
Rafting, laughing, you're by my side
Lazy days drift, hearts collide
Floating along, just you and I

[Chorus]
I knew it then — your eyes, that smile
The kind of love that stays a while
You thought I was dreaming, maybe high
But I planned this life under open sky

[Verse 2]
You thought I was joking, maybe smoking
Token thoughts from days unspoken
But I saw us here, way back when
And swore I wouldn’t miss my chance again

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Bridge]
So give it a go, give it a try
Love wild, love true, don't question why
Floating on hope in the summer sky
We gave this life a try — you and I

[Chorus]
It’s this kind of life you shouldn't pass
Sun on our skin, toes in the grass
I'm not gonna lie — this is bliss
Don’t let it go, don’t miss this kiss

[Outro]
Yeah…
This is the way love feels alive.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one came from a rare place — not pain, but peace.

Sun Soaked was born on a quiet day, floating down a river with someone who made everything feel easy. There was no fight, no past tension — just the joy of being right where I was. That’s a feeling I had spent years chasing and, more honestly, years sabotaging.

I wanted this song to be a reminder — to myself and anyone listening — that love doesn’t always arrive with fireworks. Sometimes, it shows up in the way someone laughs beside you. In how they hold your hand when you're not asking for anything. I’ve missed too many chances before. This time, I didn’t.

And if you’re reading this, wondering if it’s too late — it’s not. Float toward what’s real. Even if it scares you.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Sun Soaked is a bright chapter in a catalog often filled with shadows. It’s not a departure — it’s a moment of light peeking through the same lens of introspection and honesty. The project is about storytelling, transformation, and raw truth, whether that truth breaks you down or builds you up.

This song is a celebration of presence — of finally being in the right place with the right heart. It's for anyone who’s fought hard to be free and finally found someone worth slowing down for.

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Sun Soaked

🔻 Song Insight
"These Streets" is a slow-burn confessional set against a cinematic jazz-soul backdrop with a haunting urban undertow. Blending 1950s cool jazz textures with smooth hip-hop phrasing and reverb-laced spoken word, the song explores the emotional residue left behind in places where old versions of ourselves still linger. It’s not about crying in the moment — it’s about realizing that the cry never came, and maybe it never will.
Lyrically, the song traces physical streets as emotional markers — each block, each intersection holding memories that used to comfort, now just echo. Over layered female vocals, deliberate rap phrasing, and a vinyl-crackled outro, “These Streets” walks through grief not as a breakdown but as a quiet, cinematic acceptance.

🔻 Lyrics
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[Intro] [Female Vocals]  
Feeling cracked like these streets...

[Verse 1] [Female Vocals]  
Where nothing wants to meet  
Parts gone missing — it’s a forfeit  
No messages, no orbit  
Just broken scripts, I can’t absorb it  

[Verse 2] [Female Vocals]  
It creeps in, slow —  
Not green, not growth  
Just static under my skin  
Can't decode where I begin  

[Hook] [Duet] [Vocoder]  
Cracked like these streets we never meet  
Faded lines, broken beats  
Truth don’t speak, but it repeats  
Still ridin’ solo on dead-end heat  

[Verse 3] [Female Vocals]  
Faces drift in a sea  
Images still haunting me  
Tiny moments in a well of time  
Stuttered blinks, jagged lines  
A frame I still rewind  

[Bridge] [Male Rap] [Echo Trail]  
Got cracks in my soul like the pavement split  
Talkin’ past lives I can’t admit  
Used to grip tight, now I let it slip  
Life hit hard and I didn’t flinch  

Took the long route through memory lanes  
Street signs bent, still spell my name  
It’s a shame — he played the game  
But I’m still here, not just the same  

Six feet deep in metaphor  
Breathe that in, then close the door  
But every chord still rings with war  
Every step still keeps the score  

[Verse 4] [Female Solo] [Heavy Reverb]  
City lights don’t blink back  
Clouds sit heavy, skies fade black  
I try to hold it in —  
But what’s the point  
When you don’t win  

[Hook – repeat] [Duet] [Vocoder]  
Cracked like these streets we never meet  
Faded lines, broken beats  
Truth don’t speak, but it repeats  
Still ridin’ solo on dead-end heat  

[Outro] [Male Spoken Word] [Vinyl Crackle] [Echo Trail]  
Feeling cracked like these streets  
Where they no longer meet  
Parts broken, stolen — it’s a forfeit  
No longer a conversation, no longer legit  
...  
Each turn, a winding road  
Alone, I ride  
Farewell to these parts  
That no longer spark  
A fire turned inward...  
Igniting the freedom  
That you set free.


🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote “These Streets” after a drive through Richmond — the place where my past used to breathe beside me. What hit hardest wasn’t what I remembered — it was what I didn’t feel. I knew exactly where the emotion should've lived. I even had the moment queued in my mind: “And this is where you cry.” But it never happened.
The streets still held the echoes, but the comfort was gone. There was no cinematic breakdown — just a quiet realization that the version of me who used to belong there… doesn’t anymore. And maybe that’s healing. Or maybe that’s just time doing what it does.
So I took that numbness and laid it down like track marks. Beat by beat. Verse by verse. “These Streets” is the result of that drive home — no longer looking for closure, just acknowledging the distance.


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These Streets

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I Will Change For You

🎵 The Day the Thunder Fell
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
This song is a quiet collapse—one that doesn’t scream, but sinks. The Day the Thunder Fell captures the stillness after a devastating moment, when life shifts and you’re left holding something that was never given the chance to be. It’s about loss at its most personal level, wrapped in echo, memory, and unspoken grief.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
rain
The thunder rolled
It was after the show
No lights came down
Just another soul

[Verse 1]
Hope lingered
And then we were told
The ending held back
A life we couldn't grow

Trouble broke this silent ground
Union cracked with iron sound
Loops no longer held
Just truths were found
With stillness
An echo rang
We bowed out
Of what we couldn’t bring

[Pre-Chorus]
We stared at the screen
It no longer moved
Where our future lived
Now only stillness proved

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Verse 2]
Pacing floors
Worn and torn at the seams
Under falling skies
I fought through guilt—not dreams
Slammed doors
Fired screams
Desperate sounds
From collapsing beams

[Pre-Chorus]
Static love, resting underground
Confusion rising
From the walls all around

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Bridge]
Walking away with one less
A hollowness we can’t suppress
This loss became our home
We each carried the stone

Putting weight on backs that break
A heart that held all we could take
His life
Her earth
Now both are gone
A mother, father
Brother, son
This place inside
Now undone

[Verse 3]
A darkness falls in every drop
Tears from a broken lott
Black and shamed
Alone, we sleep
Mouthing a name
That didn’t get to be

[Pre-Chorus]
Cold walls, falling ceilings
In this bed we try
To forgive what peace once was
And say goodbye

[Chorus – Final Refrain]
Leaving us
Together, alone
With memories carved
Into bone
What never lived
Still made its mark
A silent child
In a world gone dark

[Outro]
rain
As we drift
To a place
That never will exist

🔻 Personal Reflection
There’s not much I want to say beyond what the song already does. This was a day that never left me. A choice. A hope. A silence. And a goodbye that didn’t come with words. I don’t share this to be understood—I share it because it’s mine. And maybe it belongs to someone else out there too. If you’ve ever carried grief that had no beginning or end, you’ll know what I mean.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track represents what 4Me2BeFree is about—telling stories that are too heavy for everyday words. The project exists to turn emotional truth into music that feels lived-in, not polished. This isn’t pop for playlists. This is sound for the soul, shaped by real pain, real love, and real memory.

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The Day the Thunder Fell

🔻 Song Insight
"Within the Maze" drifts between emotional fragmentation and unexpected clarity. It captures the moment when you're lost not just in your mind, but in the quiet wreckage of a relationship that used to ground you. Each lyric feels like turning a corner without knowing what you'll find—love, fear, memory, or escape. There's no map. Just the rhythm of two souls trying to feel their way back to something real. This is vulnerability rendered in distortion and echo.


🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote “Within the Maze” during a time when I couldn’t tell if I was healing… or hiding. The maze is real—it’s your head, your heart, your past. Sometimes you think you’re getting closer to peace, only to hit another wall made of doubt or memory. This track wasn’t about resolution. It was about staying with the feeling long enough to find something true inside it. The lyrics aren’t meant to explain. They’re meant to echo.

This one came out fast, but it hurt in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, this song represents the in-between space—where clarity is just out of reach but you keep walking anyway. Every track we make is layered with rawness, noise, and memory. “Within the Maze” leans fully into that instability and still dares to sound beautiful. That’s what we’re about: cinematic imperfection, emotional truth, and music that doesn’t need to resolve in order to matter.

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Within the maze

🔻 Song Insight – Chambers Loaded
By 4Me2BeFree

“Chambers Loaded” is a slow-motion collapse. It’s a track that paints the fragility of identity when image becomes armor and self-worth gets traded for designer labels and synthetic highs. Lyrically, it’s a walk through a city built from denial — where each streetlight flickers above a foundation cracking from the inside.

There’s a sense of watching someone in freefall while pretending they’re ascending. The verses glide through fashion and facades, but the pre-chorus hits like a shot in the dark: “It’s a revolver playing roulette.” And you know the chamber’s loaded — not with bullets, but with regret, addiction, and the weight of choices never claimed.

Musically, it's built like a dreamscape unraveling in reverse — each section adds density, distortion, and emotional decay. The final moments are unnervingly calm. Not peaceful. Just... inevitable.

[Verse 1]  
You can wear the buildings  
Put the streets on one leg at a time  
It doesn't change you —  
Doesn't change the man within  

Lips plumped and eyebrows plucked  
Hair prepared while none down there  
Shoes shimmer and shine  
Gucci and Louis Vuitton  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Brands trace a silhouette  
It’s a revolver playing roulette  
Chambers loaded — a cloak of regret  

[Verse 2]  
Picking colors to blend  
Shades to mask what’s within  
Just a charade  

Layers built a scaffold  
Of what you knew well  
Bring me in —  
Make the way —  
It’s hell you pick, you chose today  

[Chorus]  
What’s condemned, broken within  
Walls fall — no structure to stall  
What once stood tall  
Just papier-mâché  
A fragile shell  
Crippled as you fall  

[Bridge]  
Sinking down, folded  
A self-built town  
A fortress of deceit  
Now lays at your feet  

Streets pour like blood  
Empty emotions and drugs  
A zombie land you walk in  

[Outro]  
Passed-out motions, mechanical actions  
Subtraction habits, distraction attractions  
You bend  
Sinking in  
A graceful escape —  
The end was your only friend  

🔻 4Me2BeFree
“Chambers Loaded” continues 4Me2BeFree’s mission to tell stories that cut beneath the aesthetic. Our music isn’t just sound — it’s emotional architecture.

We build with distortion, vulnerability, layers, and space. Every song is a scene. Every lyric a line of dialogue. This track is part of a bigger arc: one that dismantles illusions and walks through what’s left behind.

It’s not clean. It’s not comfortable. But it’s real. And that’s what matters.

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Chambers Loaded

🔻 Song Insight

"Redemption In Shadows" is a raw meditation on betrayal, emotional decay, and the fragile line between healing and collapse. It unfolds like a whispered confession from the ruins—where memory isn’t just haunting, but poisonous. The song lives in the tension between silence and eruption. Each verse spirals inward before collapsing into stark, echo-laced refrains. This isn’t about forgiveness; it’s about naming the wound so it stops festering. For anyone who’s ever survived the gaslight, the overdose, or the slow erosion of truth, this track is your mirror.


🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
You wrap me
inside out
tethered fear
battle torn
spilled and worn

[Verse 2]
Forsaken now
tokens of blood I shed
leaving whispers
trails in your dredge

[Chorus]
Earth pulled beneath my feet
What began in love ends in grief
I lay here bare
A history I keep

[Verse 3]
Dark night clouds
A world left undone
Thunder rolls
Forever alone

[Bridge]
Eyes alight
Forsaken and drowned
Clipped closed, broken
A voice never spoken

[Verse 4]
Redemption in shadows
Past a place not embraced
No trace of love or guilt
With nothing felt

[Chorus 2]
Slow motion life
Tracking your lies
A history never owned
Your truth: a darkness
It's death you postpone

[Outro]
No grave could hold your shame

🔻 Personal Reflection

There was a time when I thought love could survive anything. That if I just stayed long enough, quieted myself enough, maybe they'd come back to the version of them I first met. But instead, I watched myself unravel. "Redemption In Shadows" came from a place of clarity that only arrives after the collapse—when you finally see how much of yourself you gave up trying to keep the peace.

Writing this wasn’t catharsis. It was documentation. A forensic memory of the lies I swallowed and the parts of me that died in silence. The dredge is real—the emotional sludge left behind when someone poisons your sense of self. And still, I kept chasing closure from someone who had already left emotionally years before they physically disappeared.

This track is me refusing to let that kind of erasure happen again. It doesn’t forgive, but it reclaims.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, we don’t write songs to fix things. We write them to witness them. "Redemption In Shadows" is a sonic autopsy of emotional abandonment. It’s jagged, unstable, and intentionally unpolished—because that’s how grief feels. Our work exists in that cinematic tension where the story doesn’t wrap up cleanly, but still leaves a mark. This track is part of our ongoing mission: to turn lived experience into layered soundscapes that reflect real pain, survival, and eventual reclamation.

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Redemption In Shadows

🔻 Song Insight
“Past-Life” is a raw emotional reckoning wrapped in alt-rock and rap-rock grit. It captures the psychological aftermath of a toxic love—the kind that doesn't just leave you, but embeds itself in your nervous system like a ghost with a key to your triggers. The song moves like a confession in reverse: distorted guitar swells mirror inner chaos, while sharp rap verses detail a mind unraveling under betrayal and abandonment. Each chorus is a collapsed heartbeat—a scream into the silence left behind. It’s a sonic filmstrip of pain, stitched with the thread of self-resurrection.

Lyrically, it speaks to survivors of emotional abuse, those who’ve been gaslit, left behind, and made to question their own worth. The metaphor of a sweater unraveling into a noose is not just poetic—it's personal. "Past-Life" isn’t just about what happened. It’s about what you carry long after, when love has turned into a prison you still can’t fully escape.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Rap flow, lo-fi beat under vocals]
vinyl crackle
deep inhale
Pulled from the back seat, cold hands shake
Didn’t let go, didn’t know it was fake
Promises gone like fog in the night
Left again—gotta relive the fight

[Verse 1 – Rap continues, heavy guitar stabs]
List full of ghosts that I can’t resist
Why I can’t tell when the lie gets kissed
Saw it in your eyes—I froze, dismissed
You took my past, made it your hitlist

[Pre-Chorus – Shift to sung, tension builds]
Pulled from hell, you enlisted
Seeing truth you thought unseen
Scars a record, scorn a war
Pain torn and trapped in walls

[Chorus – Soaring and melodic]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Refrain – Echo effect possible]
Call me desperate—it’s true
My fault for ever loving you

[Verse 2 – Back to sung, emotional tension]
Can’t say I’m ready—it’s been years
I can’t trust, it’s just built-in fear
I know I’m worth more than this
I give my heart a history—it fits

[Pre-Chorus – Softer, more internal]
Lungs hit and bleed, no air
Feeling parts of me now not clear
The pain I used to feel—yeah, it's real
And it owns me still

[Chorus – Return to full energy]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Bridge – Distorted, delayed vocals]
Energy seeps from my pores
Falling down across the floors
I see chaos in my midst
Echoes of a life I don’t miss

A truth that gets stuck and pulls
This sweater I wear — it unwinds
As it loops it binds
A noose killing me in time

[Breakdown – Stripped vocals, wide reverb]
My voice... rip-torn from this world
Closed—I’m trying to let this go
Splintered but needing a spine
These growing pains stop in time

[Chorus – Final repeat, vocals stacked]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Outro – Slow fade, heartbeat & feedback]
Can’t explain what shouldn’t be said
A past life lived, a version of hell
You’ll never see what I had to feel
My own worst prison...
These bars I still keep sealed

heartbeat fades
guitar feedback lingers



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past-life

🔻 Song Insight – “Walmart Superstar”
“Walmart Superstar” is a spontaneous love story set in one of the most unlikely places ..... the fluorescent-lit aisles of a Southern Walmart. 

This song was born from something real .... a brief but beautiful moment between two guys who finally met after months of online connection. We didn't have much time. We didn’t meet in a candlelit café. We met in a Walmart in the middle of a Southern town on a hot ass day!
I was in cut-offs and a black tee, nervous as hell. He dropped a pin. I got an Uber. And for thirty minutes, everything around us faded. We walked, talked, kissed ...... not caring who stared. That moment reminded me that connection doesn’t have to be perfect or polished. Sometimes it just has to be real.

This song is my way of immortalizing that short, messy, beautiful night — and maybe reminding someone out there that they deserve to be seen too, even if it’s in aisle nine.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Phone Notification
 Dropped a pin in the parking lot
 Said, “I’m fifteen out” — I Ubered on the spot

[Verse 1]
You’re my Walmart superstar
 I didn’t drive — just called a car
 Cut-off shorts, black tee — not tryin’ to play smart
 I knew I’d know your face, wanted to know your heart
Uber rolled up, driver knew the deal
 Took me faster than time could feel
 My hands were shaky, mind on blast
 One shot moment — could it last?

[Chorus]
Down the aisles we strolled real slow
 Talked like no one else would know
 Your lips said more than words could try
 One kiss in and I touched the sky
 You're my center, you're my spark
 You lit me up in that Walmart dark

[Verse 2]
You tracked my fumes, not just a game
 Not a plot or trick, you felt the same
 Every glance was heat, every move—alarm
 Couldn’t resist your lips, your arms
I kissed you once, you kissed me back
 Felt like lightning, no holding back
 We laughed in lanes where people stared
 Didn’t care, 'cause love was there

[Chorus]
Down the aisles we strolled real slow
 Talked like no one else would know
 Your lips said more than words could try
 One kiss in and I touched the sky
 You're my center, you're my spark
 You lit me up in that Walmart dark

[Bridge]
It's a teaser, wild heart’s dream
 Escaping this old masquerade scene
 Lay new roots on solid ground
 A love worth more than markdowns

[Rap Section]
No flashing blue light — that’s Kmart, babe
 I ain’t on clearance, I’m the whole damn wave
 White gold plated, not turning green
 This Southern heat got me feelin’ seen
I don’t need leather or a gag and ball
 Just low-cut cotton — I’m ready to fall
 Ankle socks on, had me weak in the knees
 That boy’s got me beggin' like “please and cheese”

[Pause – beat drops low]
 This ain’t no hook-up, it ain’t that cheap
 Ain’t classy either, but it runs real deep
 Two dudes kissin’ by the freezer aisle
 Got these rednecks squintin’ like it’s X-Files
Aisle 9 cleanup — someone spilled the tea
 Mop and bucket ain't enough for me
 I’m all aglow, lit like a sign
 We makin' love in a Walmart line
We kissed by the planters and bug spray display
 Country boys passed but had nothin’ to say
 Sun hit his face like a clearance light
 Felt low-key wrong but it felt so right
Stockroom dreams and country heat
 Love don't ask for a velvet seat
 If this is wrong, we still showed up
 Barcodes be damned, go ring this up

[Outro]
Your arms were soft, your kiss a fire
 A moment real, not some satire
 Stocking love on every shelf
 No barcode needed—just be yourself
Didn’t know if I could hold it
 It’s a moment — won’t you know it
 It showed both of us all aglow
 Could make it an aisle clean


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Walmart Superstar

🔻 Song Insight
Some stories aren’t written to be understood—they’re lived, endured, and eventually sung. "Worth Telling" unfolds like a whispered memory, unsure if it should exist out loud. It wrestles with truth, fear, and the unspoken tug of something fragile becoming real. This isn’t about clean endings or perfect arcs—it’s about what lingers between the lines. A heart at the edge. A hand almost reaching back. The weight of maybe.

With textures of emotional contradiction—yearning, restraint, defiance—the track invites listeners to step into a mind caught between undoing and becoming. It’s not meant to answer your questions. Just to echo the ones you're still afraid to ask.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I close my eyes—I hear your sound
Heartbeat echo, in sync with mine
Your warmth wraps me, full surround
A moment caught I won’t erase

[Pre-Chorus]
It was you who cracked the truth
The way you stayed, that subtle proof
Phone screen lit—I write, then erase
Drafting words I’m scared to say

[Chorus]
I don’t want to let this go—it’s taken hold
I see the cracks, all the ways this could fold
But I still want to be something worth telling
Something that stays—cut loose from the past we’re shelling

[Verse 2]
I’m not broken—but I’ve got breaks
Still tied down by old mistakes
Feelings flood—I can’t slow them down
If I leap... will I hit the ground?

[Bridge]
Wrap me tight—let the fear take flight
Break down these walls
I’m screaming inside but I don’t show
Please—just tell me you know...

[Breakdown]
I’m lost at sea—no compass, no map
Blindfold on, heart in a trap
Break this / make this / be this
I’m tired of truths that contradict

[Chorus – Repeat]
I don’t want to let this go—it’s taken hold
I see the cracks, all the ways this could fold
But I still want to be something worth telling
Something that stays—cut loose from the past we’re shelling

[Outro]
When wishes become plain
When kings lose crowns in rain
When skies fade from blue to gray
And wealth dissolves without a name

I hope you know—this isn’t gold
It’s just a home
A place to lay your head, be warm
A wish come true—to feel, and not perform

🔻 Personal Reflection
There are parts of me I’ll never write out loud. This song brushes up against them.
Worth Telling isn’t about confession. It’s about the tension of wanting to be seen, but not fully. Of knowing that something real is possible—but only if it survives all the quiet tests we never admit we’re giving.
Some lyrics are just placeholders for fear. And some moments, no matter how small, feel like they’re screaming with meaning. This song holds a few of mine.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Every 4Me2BeFree track walks the line between cinematic soundscape and journal entry. Worth Telling continues that path—unpolished, real, and emotionally suspended. It’s not a perfect narrative. It’s a feeling frozen mid-fall. This is what we do: make the unspoken visible, the unsayable melodic.

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Worth Telling

🔻 Song Insight
MOIST is a sweaty, neon-lit fever dream — a glitchy, erotic carnival ride where desire, power, and performance collide. It’s a song that doesn’t seduce politely — it throws you onto the dance floor, dares you to watch, and demands that you obey. Wrapped in the cinematic grime of 70s adult cinema and queer nightlife, MOIST explores transactional intimacy, fetishized control, and the freedom found in roleplay and release. Every line throbs with tension — between pleasure and vulnerability, dominance and consent, watching and being watched.

This isn't about love. It's about spectacle. About the raw, unfiltered mess of lust and longing that can feel more honest than tenderness ever could. MOIST refuses to be palatable — and that's exactly the point.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I want his sex for free
They want her sex for free
He wants their sex for free
Them... yeah... sex for free

Token accepted—press—my—button
Choose—your party—
Accepted.
Enjoy the ride.
Know your status and buckle that condom

[Verse 1]
Drops and you drip, watch me drown
These streams run, sweat by the pound
Smell your skin, I touch myself
Can’t help this—you get me stuck
Yeah, all I want to do is f**k

"Look into my eyes"
"Boys don’t cry—they beg"
Fall down into me, on your knees
Lip out pouting, innocent tease
And yes, you may proceed
Grab that leash, pull you in

"Sit back. Watch how this is done...sun."
Your head leans back
Eyes that cannot see
Fabric thick, tactile world
Trust me bold, hold it tight
Make you beg, make you bite

"You like to watch me... don't you?"
Let’s see tonight
How far will you go?
Take that off...
Slowly...
Don’t f**k up the show...
Now arch that back
Now slap slap that ass

"What's my name? What's my name?"

[Verse 2]
It’s hard to see your needs
While I’m stuck on mine
Come calm my nerve, make it shine

"You act like you know... but you don’t"
Call me daddy if you’re ready to go
Jump on top, I’m ready to flow
Hold those arms back, can’t reach
It’s me you need, now say—
"Oh Daddy—pleeease!"

"I’ll be your bitch tonight"
"I’ll be your bitch for free"

[Bridge]
Focus our passion in motion
Don’t look back, drink my potion
Your world spins, feeling a need
On cruise control, pulling on your leads

"I caught you watching"
"Stared a little too long"
Fireworks hold no flame
Fast tearing up the night
Keep that ass just like that
Make me bite, make me fight
It’s you I want, oh so tight

[Outro]
"You wanna shake it? Hah—baby, it ain’t gonna shake itself."
"It’s the dance floor, not a damn waiting room!"
"Can I help you, Sir—or are you just gonna stand there lookin’ confused?"
"People always up in my business like I asked for a co-star."
"Boy, if you don't drop it low in the next 3 seconds, I’m rebooting your whole personality."


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SEX for FREE

🎭 "FUCK IT –  Sale"
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:  
Fuck it.  
“Basically fuck it.”  
“Why don’t you fuck it?”  
“Could you please fuck it?”  
“I would like to fuck it.”  
“Hi, excuse me yes ... FUCK IT.”

Chorus:  
One, two ... fucks for you  
Three, four ... fucks out the door  
Five, six ... it’s a clearance fix  
Welcome to the sale ... we’re selling it quick!  
FUCK IT.  
FUCK IT.  
EVERYBODY GET YOUR FUCK IT.

Verse 1:  
Why hello, pretty lady, could you...  
Well lookie here.  
Ahhh yes, this too?  
A certified fuck it, dear.  

Announcin’ now:  
*ding!* “This is your final call for Flight 404 to Nanfuckit.”  
Check your bags. Don’t check your feelings.  
It’s a one-way trip to healing.

Refrain:  
Family? FUCK IT.  
Friends? FUCK IT.  
Deadlines? FUCK IT.  
Daddy duties? Is he cute? …Fuck it.

Verse 2:  
No need to be seen. No need to be liked.  
Respect’s outdated, your Wi-Fi’s spiked.  
The kids? They look up to Twitch and tweets.  
Not role models ... just repeat beats.

Bridge:  
Oh no ... the world is changing!  
Rotation reversed...  
It’s all spinning...  
RIGHT  
AROUND  
YOU.

You tossed the kid.  
You tossed the wife.  
You tossed the truth ... and called it life.  
But guess what?  
It wasn’t addiction.  
It was permission.  
It was YOU.  
You, with a map, still driving off cliffs.  
You, calling it fate while flooring the gas.  
You, screaming “I couldn’t stop!”  
While holding the keys.

Final Chorus:  
One, two ... excuses brew  
Three, four ... hearts on the floor  
Five, six ... you called it love  
But you were just addicted to YOURSELF.  
FUCK IT.  
FUCK IT.  
EVERYBODY DROP YOUR FUCK IT.

Outro:  
We had it wrong.  
All of it.  
Maps in hand... still drove off cliffs.  
So fuck y’all.  
And goodnight.


🔻 Personal Reflection
I wanted to write something funny...because laughter’s what we reach for when the pain hits a little too close. But this isn’t just about comedy. It’s about how easily people walk away from everything that matters, blaming substances, stress, the system...anything but themselves.

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Fuck it.

🔻 Song Insight

“KISS” is a cinematic plunge into longing, memory, and the electricity of connections lost and found. This track embodies that liminal space between the physical and the emotional—a kiss so charged it blurs fantasy and reality, desire and regret. The song captures those haunted moments when touch, voice, and imagination fuse, and every echo of intimacy leaves you chasing the shape of someone already gone. Raw, sensual, and honest, “KISS” is an anthem for anyone who’s ever reached across a chasm—hoping to bring love back to life.

🔻 Lyrics

[Pre-Chorus]
"Hello... no... I'm glad you called"

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

[Verse 1]
You got that voice I'm hooked
your tone thinking of your skin
Blended now we're do I begin
D.Ms heavy every note you send

[Verse 2]
fall back a bed I can't have you in
Sheets outlines a shape your skin
A need born in a world not strong
I break free your already gone

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

[Bridge]
awake alive to feel you inside
your tongue lost in what we'd done
I lerk up your back go for the attack
When pulled me down I collapse

[Chorus]
You pull me in an electric kiss
wet lips trace a thousand ways
words you say and can't ignore
Exploring parts a fantasy world

🔻 Personal Reflection

Every lyric in “KISS” comes from real moments—phone calls that felt electric, messages that made my heart stutter, the ache of wanting someone who was never truly mine. This song is my confession: love isn’t always clean or logical. Sometimes, the only thing that keeps a connection alive is the memory of a single, impossible kiss. For me, “KISS” is both a goodbye and a wish for something more—proof that longing can be beautiful, even when it hurts.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

With “KISS,” 4Me2BeFree continues to turn real, unfiltered emotion into cinematic sound. This song is part of our mission to tell queer stories with truth, grit, and artistry—giving voice to feelings that are often left unsaid. Each release from 4Me2BeFree is a testament to the power of music as memory, as protest, as healing. “KISS” stands as another chapter in our story: taking longing, heartbreak, and hope, and transforming them into music that resonates with anyone who’s ever needed to believe in the power of connection.

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Electric Kiss

Just a queer boy with a big crush 💕 Labubu Crush is playful, chanty, and made to stick in your head. Sexy-cute, a little cheeky, and all about that dizzy feeling when you can’t stop thinking about someone. Turn it up, fall into it, and let Labubu Crush be your new obsession.

Labubu Crush (Radio Edit)

Intro:
When did this turn into a carport competition?
Not every hookup needs to be a demolition derby!

 Scrollin' through these apps, same tired old game
 Size queens checkin’, playin’ that shame
 “How long is your song?”—that’s wild, not my lane
 My stick don’t need a crane just to blow your domain

Verse 1:
 Caught up in ruts, askin’ me how I fuck
 Skippin’ the foreplay, y’all just pressin’ your luck
 Talkin’ like Salt-N-Pepa—yardstick parade
 But skill ain’t a number, that’s just the charade

🔥 “So before playin’ with words politically incorrect
 Y’all stutter out comments, just to flex and deflect
 I can’t relate to something so gaping, you need a crane
 Droppin’ grenades, blowin’ up—leave nothin’ the same”

You huntin’ for Holmes, I might play along
 But from where you start, this vibe’s all wrong
 Gifted, no complaints, never needed the boast
 But you chase what’s lost, missin’ the most

Chorus:
 I don’t need twelve to make you scream my name
 Know how to use it—now that’s real game
 Back in it, no lazy lay, put it all on display
 One night stand maestro—“It’s Jesus?” Nah, it’s me today

Verse 2:
 Size don’t mean ecstasy, that’s weak logic, babe
 Photoshop flexin’, all filters, all fake
 Locked jaw, hand cramp—never see you satisfied
 Real connection’s what you want, but you only chase the size

🔥 “Don’t tell me I can’t springboard into heaven’s zone
 Lazy-handed compressions, extraction alone
 Smash the backboard, headboard, make you beg for more
 Holdin’ on tight, drippin’ sweat on the floor”

Effort spills over, I’m settin’ up camp
 Pizza box open, like a midnight champ
 Biting down on verses, you’re speakin’ in tongues
 Feelin’ heaven rise up, while my devil’s got lungs

Bridge:
 Cyclone erupts, divine intervention
 Down under tremors, maximum tension
 Grab what you can, ‘cause the storm’s full-blown
 When I’m finished here, you’ll never feel alone

Hook/Breakdown:
 No lip service, no hot dog fame
 I take numbers—your last stop, change the game
 Shop prepped, floor clear, backdoor’s where I stand
 Hands free, no holdin’ back, poundin’ hand-in-hand

Bridge 2 / Callout:
 No lazy lay, I’m puttin’ in work
 Every thrust got you hooked, yeah, that’s the perk
 Ready to impale, it’s loaded and hot
 No probation, no cell, just hands-free shot

Chorus:
 I don’t need twelve to make ‘em scream my name
 Master of the craft—forever untamed
 Back into it, love on display
 One night legend, you know it’s me today

Outro:
 Hold it tight, ‘cause I’m comin’ back with a vengeance, see?
 Days and nights blur—your world redefined, eternally
 Rest it well, keep it tight, I’m ready tonight
 Lost in this anthem—yeah, I set it right.



Cyclone Eruptin

🔻 It's You Boy – Song Insight
Some loves are slow-burning. Some are fleeting. And then there’s the kind that consumes you whole—the kind you can’t resist, won’t deny, and don’t want to escape.

"It’s You Boy" is raw passion wrapped in electric energy—a love so intoxicating it feels like fate, a force so strong it bends reality.

This isn’t about innocence or hesitation—it’s about surrender, connection, and the fire that won’t be tamed. With gritty industrial breakdowns, haunting verses, and a chorus that hits like a tidal wave, this song is an anthem for the fearless, the bound, the ones who know love is more than just a feeling—it’s a force.

It’s devotion without apology.
It’s passion without restraint.
It’s you, boy.

🔻 It's You Boy – Lyrics
Intro
Ropes of desire, binding me still,
Under your weight, bending to will.
A taste of us, raw and consuming,
Infused and alive—this is no illusion.
It’s you, boy, the one I adore,
The only fire I’ll ever implore.

Pre-Bridge
You’re taking shape, a force outside,
No matter your plan, I’m on your side.

Bridge
Deny it now—it’s a futile fight.
Let’s tear this down before the night.

Verse 1
An addiction, a dangerous elixir,
Caught in the whiplash, it’s another ride inside.
Pulled under, surrendered, I’m tangled, it’s true,
A cycle repeated, something raw and new.
Breeded, defeated—this love is primed.
We’re lost in our rhythm, but we’re out of time.

Chorus
Our skin pressed close, a tactile tide,
A tapestry woven, and what I say will never fade—
We build this space, a home to live in tune—
A place for us to focus on me and you.

Verse 2
Nothing is lost in this endless crusade,
A war of emotions where memories are made.
We’re a bond, a pack, unbroken, so true,
This is me, this is you.

Verse 3
Take my hand and meet the roar,
Together we’ll break through every door.
Unfiltered, raw, emotions collide,
A love that stands, never denied.

Chorus
Our skin pressed close, a tactile tide,
A tapestry woven, where secrets reside.
What they say fades—we carve our space,
Griping and growing, forgiving the chase.

Verse 4
No permission sought, no duality,
This is the path—it’s destiny.
No fleeting chance, no misstep here,
Our bond transcends all doubt and fear.

Outro
No mistakes, no final glance,
This is no coincidence, this is our chance.
No do-overs, no last dance,
This must be our enchantment.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Some songs are about love.
Some songs are about fire.
This one is about both.

"It’s You Boy" is more than just a song—it’s an experience. A journey through desire, devotion, and destiny. A sound that wraps around you like heat, like gravity, like fate itself.

If you’ve ever known a love so inevitable, so undeniable, so powerful it burns through everything— then this song was made for you.

Let it take you.

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It's You Boy Alt

Nope just the words -

[Intro]
I hate this month  
Reminds me who you are  
Should've said no  
But I dove in too far  

[Verse 1]  
Now it's dope, stuck in fucked  
Ugly c**t, wasted days  
Craycray, I'm gay  
October death parade  
Anniversary of failure,  
Regret in the shade  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Why oh why, should've let go  
Just another hoe,  
Another wasted blow  

[Chorus]  
You like it kinky?  
Broken in your bed  
Glitches in your sex,  
Hope you make it out alive instead  
Good luck surviving  
You won't find me trying  
It's gray and dead—  
I fucking know what you said  

[Verse 2]  
Another wasted life  
I ain't staying up all night  
Tracks I held back, I had tact  
All the substances you lack  
Every line you track  
Your ways gone unaligned  
Shit got bad, time’s not on your side  

[Bridge – Breakdown]  
Fist about to collide,  
I ain't even lying  
This time it's live,  
369—get st8 fucked,  
Something you don’t know about  
But that’s nothing new  
Care Bear full of goo  
Stuck-up pride,  
Now run and go hide  
Fruition's a bitch,  
And I got nothing but time  

[Chorus – Refrain, more vicious]  
F**k him, he is p**sy white trash  
Money ain’t class,  
Just Hamptons trash,  
With a side of hoe and blow  
You love being low—  
That’s all you’ll ever know  

[Outro – Voicemail Static]  
I hope October haunts you  
I hope you feel this too  
I’m done with every song about you  
This is the last truth  



October Death Parade

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

This is me, unfiltered — a chaotic brain-dump turned into sound. Made solo with nothing but my laptop, coffee, and too many intrusive thoughts. Half of me thinks it’s a mess, half of me thinks it’s magic — so I’m throwing it into the world to see what happens. Expect memes, noise, and a whole lot of neurospicy energy. If it makes you laugh, blush, or vibe — then it did its job. 💥✨

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