Junkie Worms

Prescription Void (Numbed Grey Months)

You were never there for me

купюр веер / fan of banknotes (prod. @willywell)

bitch i disappear like magic, boy i want static dis glocky causin havoc, dis shi get tragic, i want it i bag it, stayin up and im countin these commas little bitch i make her sing like madonna, and these bullets get hot like a sauna, my squad up 10 like we fuckin espadas, if he thinkin we frontin we drop h-, i’m not your daddy no i cant be papa, scene bitch and im tellin her pop off (blat), how the fuck did your squad get dropped off?, in the back wit a shotty and its sawed off, got a supra and a hottie jus to top it off, run up this bag up on my lonely shi, bad bitch wan fuck be cuz she see im rich, turn up the scene wit munfuckin blick out, the party gettin lit cuz i blacked out, i could neva be a ho nigga im a bold nigga in the club wit my stack out, in the back in all black in the traphouse, im on TV but your bitch got a big mouth, niggas mad that im rich now, tell them niggas go suffer in piss, see the diamonds the bling on the wrist, niggas mad that i’m runnin ma shit.

im too talented (lyrics in desc)

made in 2ish days, im not that experienced with music creation so feel free to leave a tip or two :3  

sampled the following:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weDCcQohDhY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7c1_mLSUi0Y

inspired by:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGuQCwekZak

i cried enough for you

im not that experienced with music creation so feel free to leave a tip or two :P


juggin n silence

this and that and then there

@selfloved 

yeah why did you tell me that you wanna leave
but still hangout with me

yeah why, 
dont you wanna go away from me...

stalk, saw, i want your love
baby you look way to good for my life

for my life,
i just want you to be mine 

you stand right in front of me im way to shy :(
acting all chill but i cant even say hi-

bitch after all my lies, 
i know your not gonna be mine

(i know your not gonna be mine)..

i fake smile all the time, 
wish everyone would just die
even then i would still hide, 
around your life
i just wanna make you mine forever till i die
do you even see yourself! so you would know why?

i fake smile all the time, 
wish everyone would just die
even then i would still hide, 
around your life
i just wanna make you mine forever till i die
do you even see yourself! so you would know why?

yeah i been waiting all the time to see your smile
but you just have hate tears in your eyes
everything you said were probably just lies
so i'll better start acting not nice.

dies

im not fuwari but thats my silly cuteegf's art both pf and banner :3

mash mash mashhhhhcore








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if u notice that some of my older tracks from a few months or even years ago are missing, it's because i had to delete them due to soundcloud's upload limits. i can only keep a certain amount of tracks on there at a time, so i had to make some space. dw u can still find those tracks on my bandcamp or youtube. one of my albums is on bandcamp here: https://cheapskaperecords.bandcamp.com/
there’s tracks on there that’s no longer on my soundcloud because of the upload cap

@flintbag
@ssoulsettwan

Frostilism; i create game osts most of the time :v

This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

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© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

I'm just someone who makes music so that someone can feel comfortable listening to it and remember me. ❤️

New tracks tagged #Glitchcore