I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN 
[unintelligible screaming]

I think I lost something in translation
Cause when I heard my friends all groaning
They seemed to like the jokes I made
But maybe their frustration
Wasn’t really make-pretend
I mean I did ask them
And they said it was fine but they rolled their eyes
Just kinda a little
And I felt like I died a bit inside

Now I’ve gone and done it
I’ve pulled the tablecloth right off
And I can’t say some spell or magic
So here it comes, all the rest that’s on top

I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN
[unintelligible screaming]

Maybe I’m going crazy
Although it’s mild for what I think being crazy’s like
Is there a scale for it or something
Cause maybe it’s small; something relative-like
So maybe I’m just annoying
No, those thoughts, I’ll destroy them
And I think that it’s fine but the back of my mind
Cringed just a little
And I felt like I died a bit inside

Now I’ve gone and done it
I’ve pulled the tablecloth right off
And I can’t say some spell or magic
So here it comes, all the rest that’s on top

And it does crash and it hurts
And I lie in the dirt
And my tears they are burning
Out creeks in my eyes

And I crash and it hurts
And I lie in the dirt
And my tears they are burning
Out creeks in my eyes

And I feel like I died
Just a little inside

Cocaine liver
Eat my spine
I've got more problems than women with wine
I broke my back in 2009
But I promise you, that shit was divine
They are inside your home
They are inside your home
THEY ARE INSIDE YOUR HOME
I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING 
[panicked breathing]
THEY'RE THERE INSIDE YOUR BLOODY HOME MAN, BEC-- UH, THEY
THEY'RE GROWING LIMBS
I FOKKEN SEEN ONE WITH,TH FOKKEN FOUR HEADS
GET OUT OF THERE MAN
GET OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW
GET OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW
[a wooden bump, things jostling]
GET OUT! GET OUT!

(bonus) I RAN OVER A KID WITH MY VAN

I am a slave to the juices in my head
open my eyes and the day is down and dead
I say the same shit time and time again
because without the struggle
I feel like I'm nothing

12. Slump

I DONT UNDERSTAND MANY THINGS
AND ITS OKAY
CAUSE MANY THINGS DONT MAKE SENSE
SHOOT AND KILL THE MAILMAN
I’LL EXPLAIN
THE LETTER I WAS WRITING NEEDS INK
WHY SAY THINGS I MEAN
WHEN IT COULD BE
ALL THE THINGS THAT I PULL FROM MY ASSHOLE, ASSHOLE
TOOTH AND NAIL CANT PAY
THE TOLL
IT WAS A GRUDGE MATCH, EVERYONE HAS GONE HOME
I CANT TELL MY LEFT FROM RIGHT
ITS LIKE A BIKE
CAUSE I SHIT IN THE SEAT WHEN I RIDE IT
TIME AND SPACE DONT COUNT
ITS NOT REAL
AND ANYONE WHO SAYS NO’S FUCKIN LYING

FUCKY SHIT ITS DICKY SLICK
RINKY DINK SHIT LILLY BIT OF TITTY SLIP
EAT THIS
FITTY QUID SAYS THIS FINGY ON THE TRIG
BOUTTA MAKE THE HOLE WITH THE TEETH IN YOUR FACE BIG

TIME FLOWS LIKE THE BULLET IN A SINE
WAVE BYE TO THE GUYS
FIVE NINE ON THE LINE
POINT NINE ON YOUR MIND

YOU’VE GOT SECONDS
GREEDY TAKE THE PLATE AND CRUNCH IT DOWN BUT I’M NOT FINISHED

TEQUILA LIME, CHASE IT DOWN WITH A SMILE
LAST WORDS BEFORE ITS TICKETS, PUT THE DIMES ON YOUR EYES YUH

DRAW STICKS
SHORTEST GOTTA GET KICKED
SHIT, YOU ARE UNDER SIX
MAKE IT TWELVE WITH THE CLIP

11. A Hand Mixer Through The Skull

I just shit the bed
Everybody wants to get inside my head
I think they should be dead
But I dont know, im kinda fucked

I know I need meds
I can hear them
It’s the men
Round the bend
At the end
They wanna put some lead
In my head

I wish I was dead
I just wanna get out of my head
I know I shouldn’t be in bed
But do think I’m kinda fucked

I’ve been taking my meds
I can’t hear them
All of my friends
Mind distend
I’m round the bend
The pipes are clogged
Electric chair

just last evening
i awoke unbreathing
from dreams unpeeling
my general thoughts

paint had melted
gloss lost sheen
almost felt it
but not quite.

matter buzzed
thoughts conscrambled
lost
in existence’s preamble

I took a moment,
for clarity

I pulled a breath,
for stillness

I find the paths are overgrown revisiting our place
I went and climbed the mountain though, to see it anyway
I think I knew, so far back then, that I’d come back today
And see that all the places that we’d known had all decayed
Memory is but a wisp of times that they reflect
It’s memory that makes us treat the time spent with respect
Though younger folk do treat the time as if it shall improve
It seems to go downhill from here, so downhill it shall move
Not that my time is over but, I’m just starting to see
The holes that I will fall in due to cursèd memory
I will still love as I have done, that’s what I’ll leave behind
Cause memory’s a sharing thing, so it’s not purely mine

I just shit the bed
Everybody wants to get inside my head
I think they should be dead
But I dont know, im kinda fucked

I know I need meds
I can hear them
It’s the men
Round the bend
At the end
They wanna put some lead
In my head

I wish I was dead
I just wanna get out of my head
I know I shouldn’t be in bed
But do think I’m kinda fucked

I’ve been taking my meds
I can’t hear them
All of my friends
Mind distend
I’m round the bend
The pipes are clogged
Electric chair

Nothing ever made sense to me and I know it, yeah
That whatever I say sounds like a made up story
I promise that I never made this up for clout
Im doing all of this just for my own damn mental health
And if you see me oh the street I hope you pass me by
I don’t wanna talk but I hope that you're fine

10. The Bed

it is a lovely day out here today, ladies, gentlemen, and everyone in between and without. today we're going to be playing the top hits for your commute to your office jobs, and for the rest of the day too. let's go!

every day is the same
living in this cycle is pain
nothing new, each line a refrain
coda to come back to again
every night, every day
soul-crushing life, living in vain
question none, do work and get paid
pay bills and waste our lives away

hi! I'm [nate]
I work a job I hate
but I never complain
or even show up late
I got bills to pay, yknow?
just the same as every other motherfucker
who does something or another
to get by
I know I
got a dog at home
one thing of mine
the job doesn't fine
although why they gotta know
what I do at home
or on my phone
or when I'm alone
is a little strange to me
but they can see what I like
so I can buy prescribed items
I like my
company tech and the like
so I'll bear til I die
they'll be reading my rites
by my grave for 2.99 a pop
so I won't stop til my job is done
never is though
I'll still get to have fun
(on company time bro?)
oh, well then, no

ooh, yeah, every day is the same
every day is the same
I wake up, go to work, then go home and sleep
I do this every day for my whole life like I'm a machine,
wait, I thought I was a human...
I'm human, right?

every day is the same
living in this cycle is pain
nothing new, each line a refrain
coda to come back to again
every night and every day
soul-crushing life, living in vain
question none, do work and get paid
pay bills and waste our lives away

is there anything to me?
will I ever be free?
is there anything to me?
whatever will become of me?
is there anything to me?
I'm a cog in the machine
is there anything to me?
if I die, they'll just replace me

fuck.

every day is the same
living in this cycle is pain
nothing new, each line a refrain
coda to come back to again
every night and every day
soul-crushing life, living in vain
question none, do work and get paid
pay bills and waste our lives away

that was "Every Day Is The Same" by OIL. next up, "Every Day Is The Same" by OIL. keep listening to the company radio to keep up your spirits, but to never incite an actual rebellion. or else!

righto.

can we cut to ad break now?

9. Every Day The Same

welcome to da preview --  enjyoy yruoe stay <3

8. 4

(Whispered, repeated) The nights will never be the same

Wake into the dream
Where the works of man are dust
I can feel the heat
The sunbeams caked in rust

I cannot be afraid
There’s nothing left to fear
I know that I am alone
I know that I am not

I’d say I am wondering
About the world
But when it all looks the same
Is the mind the only place left to wander?

When the story is all said and done and over with will I say I have done well
Is it all in my head when I say to the air that I recall the memories to tell
Am I me when I say that I am here and if not who is doing the speaking
If I’m the only one in control why can’t I tell what the hell I am thinking

Is the fog in my eyes inside or outside
Why can’t I tell myself when I do something just the reason why
Can it be that I am fine and the lights have all gone out
Is it okay to say that I am fine and lie to myself

Is it really the truth
When I say I’m a liar
I can scream all I want
But here’s no ears on the fire
There’s no air out in space
There’s no space here to breathe
I would say that I’m scared
But there’s no fear left in me

I would know if I’m dead
That’s a trick of the trade
It’s just a rock in my head
It didn’t go all the way
My thoughts are all in one piece
I just can’t make sense of them
I just need one moment please
I just need right until then

If this were the end of the world, why is everyone still here?
Is the whimper the real ending instead of the spectacle we were promised?
Did we dare let ourselves down even at the end of the road?
If so, why did we bother?
I guess it was fun while we were here, we got to want to die
And pretend to live outside our means until we couldn’t anymore
And let it swallow us like we were the children we wouldn’t have,
That lover’s spiral into the end, a meander in place of a sudden drop
The g-force was so gentle it was like we never left the ground at all
We just dug beneath us till the soil got far too heavy to hold itself,
and filled itself in.

Wake into the dream
Where the works of man are dust
I can feel the heat
The sunbeams caked in rust

I cannot be afraid
There’s nothing left to fear
I know that I am alone
I know that I am not
(repeat until end)

7. Unplaced

I gotta get out of here
I think I wanna go home
but I don't wanna be weird
and be the first one to go
I wanna disappear
up and leave in a puff of smoke
bellyaches and pits of fear
I'm sinking fast while the stones float
and besides I live here
and I paid for food and now I'm broke

I force another drink down at the party
I got a bone stuck down in my throat
and all the people around me are talking
I don't know how without them choking on the smoke
the world around me's on fire and nobody seems to care
to one's own they protect, I guess
suppose that what's fair is fair
so I join in on that cloudy air
lesson learned, gotta make do with whatever is there, yeah

breathe in and hold; eat
thoughts and watch them melt away
it's nice sometimes to forget what I was to say
sleeping in the smoke I said I did hate
all the world is at my feet and it's gonna break
I am taken from now
and I'm thrown out of place
as if I wasn't real
and my life was in vain
like the things that I feel are something other than pain
I refrain
from thinking about that again, yeah

I can't talk to people cause they all scare me
to me it ain't just a damn walk in the park
so I'll be running this tank high on empty
and then go and cry in my car when it's dark
be blaring music in the night
cover tears for fears so electric that they light up the spark
the fog clears
the road is brighter than it has ever been
the time is now, so go out, and get em kid
just get em kid

I gotta get out of here
gotta get out of here
think I wanna go home
but I don't wanna be weird

I gotta get out of here
gotta get out of here
think I wanna go home
but I don't wanna be weird

6. Something My Sister Would Like

I took another pill
I was doing so well
a man with a paper gave it to me
I'm not running away,
at least not more than before
let myself know how the vertigo feels

today was only good through a mirror
a clown in my clothing bent the shape
jingling hapless on the floor
I say that I am okay
today was only good when I said it was
so why make it when I wasn't there
maybe it's okay to wax apart
the heat is more than I can bear

it's so pretty on the way down
I've got such a long way to fall
last rush of blood to the head now
I'll close the curtains and that is all

pretend that it's okay and then collapse into the dark
I'll jack my dick to soothe the pain until it fuses to my palm
the panic floods my chest like vomit
I feel like I'm gonna be ill
so I say that if I'll die then I'll just take another pill

I'LL EAT YOUR FUCKING SOUL
WODJFIWNWOD92JRF9WJNEDJJWSN

5. The Precipice

I have a question to pose
is it because I'm here that you're like this
are you afraid of me
I put my arm around you and froze
is it me or did you deflate
am I someone you should fear, or hate
could it be that it's too late to go back
maybe I should say much less
I feel the sinking inside my chest and still
the pang rings in my heart
I wonder if it's just me or could it be
that you reflect the things that I feel
or maybe I'm taking this too far
and maybe I shouldn't be so close
but you lean into me and I freeze up
woah, what the fuck does it mean

4. Doki Doki, Or Whatever

I make songs and sounds. I've got a ton of other Soundcloud accounts, but this one represents the move from mobile to PC. Heehoo.

This account contains tracks i made from 2022-2024.

Soundcloud 1: https://soundcloud.com/somethingcooliguess
Soundcloud 2: https://soundcloud.com/oil-official
Soundcloud 3: https://soundcloud.com/oiley-o

New tracks tagged #Goblin