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The Vines Hospital

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September 27, 2025 at 12:39 PM
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Why I Wrote “The Vine” Song

On the 4th, I had a bad relapse from my past. A police officer grabbed me the wrong way, and it triggered me back into a very dark place in my life. That’s how I ended up at The Vines hospital.

But being in The Vines really didn’t help me the way I hoped it would. From the moment I got there, they tried to feed me Ativan and Risperdal. Because I live with synesthesia, medication like that doesn’t truly numb what I feel — it only dulls the emotions on the surface. I still felt everyone’s pain and anguish around me, just in a different way. As they pushed more and more medication, I ended up throwing some of it up because I couldn’t deal with how it made me feel inside.

For me, surviving means building mental barriers — a bubble I put up to block out other people’s emotions. Cognitive processes that take constant strength. In that place, I had to sharpen that ability just to function. And while I managed to accomplish that, I also walked out with new struggles. I left The Vines addicted to medications I never wanted in the first place. Before I went in, alcohol was the only thing I leaned on. I was 14 days sober when I got there. But when I came out without their medications, I went right back to drinking. I don’t drink like I used to, but it’s still a battle — one of the ways I cope with feeling everybody else’s emotions when I haven’t found another answer yet.

Every song I’ve written about The Vines isn’t just music — it’s a testimony of my truth. It’s about the struggles I faced there, the ways I fought to stay myself, and the healing journey I continue to walk. My resolve has shifted, my writing has changed, but deep down I am still the same person I was when I went in: carrying the same problems, working through them the best I can, just like everybody else in life.

Being someone with synesthesia, I don’t just feel my own pain. I feel everyone’s. And in that place, I carried the emotions of so many people. In a way, I felt like I had to heal everyone there before I could heal myself. That’s what I am — a healer. My words heal. They’re not really my words; they’re God’s words. I’m just a tool He uses to reach people.

That’s why this album exists. That’s why The Vine Song had to be written. It’s not just music — it’s my survival, my healing, and hopefully healing for somebody else who needs it.

If you have any questions or need me, just let me know. God bless you all.

The Vines Hospital

An auto-remix of my tune "  riCo – Welcome To The Jungle ( Ragga / Hip-hop medley ) "

UNREALEASED

riCo  -  GREEN__REWORK__Bm__(148)__777.777.777..777__

Not just one but 2 classics "digital sstyle" hits by Eccleton Jarrett...✨
So the first part is a deep single from Eccleton Jarrett  "Fling it Up" (1985), here covered by.George Palmer and the second part is a Big tuNe, well known by Reggae Freaaks : " Rock Dem One By One " (1989), here as a special version (Dubplate style)...on 'Sir Logie International Records' - 2019
L0Ve & 0verStaNdiNg ✨

ROCK DEM MY SELECTOR  (Dubplate)

riCo  –  ROCK DEM MY SELECTOR  (Dubplate style)

avoiding my name prod. Morion team

from heaven to skin prod. Morion team

what month prod. Morion team

BADMAN  ( Snippet Demo )

riCo - BADMAN  ( Snippet Demo )

The FIRST instrumental version...🇰🇳🇰🇳🇰🇳

riCo  –  NIQUE TOUT !  ·  ( Version Dub Steppa I )

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

First, Graphic designer for..ever... Music production came to my life in 2011 in some very particulars moments for me.
It has always been for my spare-times but it took another level since 2023 when I decided to come back to my roots producing exclusively reggae-Dub inspired tunes with deep spiritual, conscious & militant vibes...mixing Heavy Steppa of today with 'Roots & Culture' and 'Early Digital'...or maybe some Jungle or Raggatek touch...!

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