audio: september sparky deathcap by reno
movie: good will hunting

good will hunting II

Hi everyone! Welcome to episode 2 of Lai Let's Talk! In this episode we'll be listen to what is love and what is life and how does is connect with each other.

What is Love? What is Life?

What Is Love And What Is Life

goodwill

till life do us part

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Lyrics: CRIMSXN HILL
Vocal Production: CRIMSXN HILL
Beat Production: docent

This is a real story.
Photo captured at Mount Lemon in Tucson, Arizona on March 19th, 2023.

Lyrics:
" *"Good Will Hunting" Exert*

As I grip this knife I fucking turn 22 today
I don't feel no different just contemplating what I've been through
Past two fucking years, put me right here with a knife in my hand on my fucking birthday, before I take my life let me tell you what I've been through
(let me tell you what I've been through, I thought...)
Thought I met the girl I was gonna marry but then I found I was fucking lost
Just turned 21 and then I had to move her up
Thought this was the start of the beginning but it was the ending
Major cracks showing, showing me...
Emotional abuse and a lack of empathy that left me unseen
And I fucking stuck with it, for way too fucking long
Broke her heart in August
But the damage was done I was already broken and I couldn't fix it
I was in hell no matter how many songs I made it always came back around and back again until...
And in early September she said she was fucking pregnant

I couldn't fucking sleep and I was losing my fucking mind
I was even thinking about taking my own fucking life
I was awake thinking, how could have a kid with someone that fucking broke me and I fucking hate
Four fucking weeks later I sat my parents down with shaky hands and told them "Hey Dad and Mom I'm gonna be a dad, I really don't understand how this happened but I really need your fucking help"
My mom and my sister were fucking crying and then my dad looked to me and said "Son, you really fucked up but we're gonna help you through this, there's no easy way out of this"
Weeks later my Mom and my sister were fighting with me because they didn't agree with my stance in the relationship with my kid
I knew the outcome regardless was gonna make me fucking miserable
Did I really wanna spend 18 years with this bitch and this kid
Fast forward four weeks later I was really 'bout to crack but then I got a call from someone I trust and they said "Listen I know this has been really fucking rough for you but let me fucking tell you right now she's not pregnant so you can calm down"
And as soon as I finished that call on October 27th I broke the fuck down

*"Good Will Hunting" Exert*"

22 [Prod. docent]

Imperfections (JK Demo)

YES Card: Strength, Courage, Full Potential, Uniqueness, Resilience, Assistance, Visionary, Transformation

Embodies each suit in the Minor Arcana (Cups, Wands, Swords & Pentacles)

Samples/Reversed Samples: Elane - Guiding Star (Legends of Andor Board Game Soundtrack)
Cat Pierce - Machine
Good Will Hunting (1997) [Dialogue]

The Mother Star (Minor Arcana's Embodiment)

On the 108th episode of the Triple Threat Theater podcast, guest host Tony Sedani joins Dax and Rian as they get schooled.

Films discussed on this episode: 
With Honors (1994)
 Good Will Hunting (1998) 
Everybody Wants Some!! (2016)

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Episode 108 - The College Years

"mine <3 [prod. curios1ty x 9wex]" a song by Sorrow

prod. by curios1ty x 9wex

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mine <3 [prod. curios1ty x 9wex]

Primitive Ambient Lo-Fi Jazzy Electronic Indie Blues Experimental Art Rock 
Song from the album LAMJAM

Your Days are Numbered

25 // XVII: The Star // Medium 

Creating spiritual narratives through sampling 🧠 // Knowledge through beautiful and dark music 😈

90s/2000s, Reverse Aesthetics & Backmasking from the ruins of Goetia

Hi everyone! My name is Ryan Lai, I am a student from INTI College Subang. I'm currently studying for my Diploma in Mass Communication.

Primitive Lo-fi Ambient Soul Jazzy Blues Art Rock Electronic Music

Daydreams, My Daughters, Fond Memories, Loved Ones, Family, Friends, Life Learning, Expressing Art with Views, Making My View of Art, Listen if You want to, Don't if you Don't want to, but I hope you do...enjoy the noise.
(Primitive Lo-Fi Ambient Soul Jazzy Blues Rock ) ❤️💔🖤❤️‍🩹💫💥🧡

Poppa

Dedicated to:
My Daughters (for their Love, Laughter, Life)l, and without them I would and could never have become Poppa).

My Brother (For without you I don't know if I would be able to be myself, my true self).

My Parents (For being the Moral compass and honoring what is different, and helping me and lovingly keeping my head on straight with Laughter).

To everyone that knows their importance to Me, for all of you I am forever indebted. (JJ, Henri, Lance, Jobb, Megan, Ariel Buster, Nicky, Krystle, Postmaster, Sheets, Luther, Jeff, Joshua, Ruan, Sloth, Redneck, & Gil).

TO ALL MY YAMAKAITIS and MESTAYER FAMILY, FRIENDS, NEIGHBORS, ACQUAINTANCES. I LOVE YOU ALL
 {Poppa}

Slanderus is a Progressive Metal band straight out of the Inland Empire, with members from Eastvale, Ontario and Norco. Founded and formed by guitarist (and backing vocalist), Jason J. Kennedy, who also creates the music that is overloaded with heavy, yet intricate guitar solos- mesmerizing riffs and flawless breakdowns. Drummer, Owen, plays his set like it's a part of him- with an ease that says "this comes more naturally to me than speaking"- every count is melodic, yet powerful and compelling, played with an unparalleled passion. Bassist, TBA, lets loose on his bass guitar with fat, yet mellow and authoritative riffs- commanding a technical groove. Last, but certainly not least, Allen Alamillo- lead vocalist, uses painfully honest lyrics in combination with an innately sincere tone and impressive pitches that just pulls you in. Round off all this talent, with the energy that they pack into every one of their shows, you're in for one hell of a night!

They played their first show at Angel's Roadhouse (Yucaipa) in 2009, following with a strong attack on hot spots from their native locale- such as Mission Tobacco Lounge (Riverside), The Venue (Grand Terrace), Character's (Pomona) and then taking their mind-bending sound to new spots, such as Rockefellas (Corona), The Slidebar (Fullerton), Stages (Santa Ana), Whisky A Go Go (Hollywood), OC Fair (Costa Mesa), several successful Battle of the Bands competitions and far too many others to list in just one biography.

In 2023 , they played shows with the legendary Fear Factory and Metal Church at the Whisky A Go Go in Hollywood. 

In 2024 they opened for classic Nu Metal band Adema at The District in Redlands, CA. 

With such a heavy and diverse group of influences, from bands such as Anthrax, Dream Theater, Iron Maiden, Machine Head, Metallica, Queensrÿche, Rush, Slipknot and System of a Down- it's no wonder they won "Best Local Band of 2022" in Inland Empire magazine. The stamina of the Absorbing Infinity album (2022) plays with seemingly reckless abandon, divergent styles, and a determined ambition that makes you want to play it on loop until your stereo implodes.

Slanderus has booked and played shows with nearly 100 different bands, expanding both their fan base and their musical connections.


Band Interests:
* Playing live shows
* Writing the best songs we possibly can
* Bringing Heavy metal to the masses
* Our Mission is to please the crowd and entertain. Of course you can't make everyone happy, but that doesn't stop us from trying.

3 Movies. 2 Friends. 1 Podcast.

Join Joe Daxberger and Rian Miller as they review and rank 3 thematically linked movies per episode of the Triple Threat Theater Podcast.

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