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A lucifer fallen morning wake up fucked up

Razor blades a taste of metallic terror 

Rushes of screams running through the mind 

Brush my hair just to break the mirror grinding my teeth  

 Wrist slit push me further I am not part of this 

Save me from the eyes looking back at me

I'm the reason I hate myself so much in the era of time,

 I am broken forever I told you never mind,

You used me against myself,

 I'm your cheated lover but behind closed doors you fantasized 

About me ending my life,

You never knew I was homicidal 

I showed you suicidal

Just to blind you 

You took advantage of me undercover  

You said you worshiped and empowered by the hour

But you just deflowered the innocents of true power 

I'll show you a psycho 

Let's cycle the personalities 

Tell me all the words you think will control I do what you say but feed you poison 

I play the game like a chess master but you see me as your whore a means to an end,

I'm two steps ahead of you

You won't know how this ends

In the corners of your mind

I strike I grin to the sounds of your cries comforting you ,

After you beat me

As I fuck you numb,

I let you lick the sweat from our love

A false tale of a romance no something sinister  

So I watch you like god watch's sheep in the night 

I'll allow the wolfs to devour you again and again 

Just to resurrect you 

I hope you know I can tell what your doing 

It's ok 

I will destroy all the advantages you store in the home of your heart 

Not just myself 

No

But everything you are in the minds of others 

I hope you know I'm going to crave my name in your chest while you sleep next to me

Everytime you destroyed me and I stayed next to you 

You made me this as time decayed.

I couldn't get away 

Afraid of abandonment

I love to hard 

And you destroyed my soul 

The heart of a angel    





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Echo's N MelanKholyia: A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of Goshen, Indiana, Echo's N MelanKholyia emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Echos or Mothyii—this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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