"Discordian Dynamic Diapason" is a gothic metal concept album that delves into the depths of madness, prophecy, and perception through the eyes of a tormented soul. Journey through eleven tracks of symphonic darkness, where haunting melodies intertwine with heavy riffs to tell a story of reality's fragile nature.
From the atmospheric opening of "Mindscape Maestro" to the apocalyptic finale "Conductor of Calamity," each track weaves a tale of struggle, wisdom, and enlightenment. The album features a unique blend of clean vocals, harsh screams, orchestral arrangements, and crushing guitar work, creating a dark yet introspective sonic landscape.
Themes of mental health, existential questioning, and the search for truth are explored through a gothic metal lens, offering listeners both intense musical moments and deeply personal lyrical content. "The Truth Lies Within Lies" stands as a powerful testament to this journey, confronting the reality we think we know.
Step into a world where sanity blurs with madness, and truth dances with lies. "Discordian Dynamic Diapason" - an exploration of the mind's darkest corners through the power of gothic metal.

Child Of Two Worlds (Cover)

Mindscape Maestro

永遠の夜を生きる吸血鬼たちの美しくも残酷な運命を描いた、荘厳で叙情的なゴシックバラード。
不死の身体に囚われた彼らは、愛を求め、孤独に苛まれながらも、赦されることのない罪と苦悩を抱え続ける。
この楽曲は、終わることのない「渇望」と「呪われた運命の葛藤」を音楽で描き出しています。

月明かりが照らす古城、冷たい棺の中で朽ち果てることのない存在。
触れた愛は静かに壊れ、交わした誓いは「永遠」という鎖となって、満たされぬ心を闇へと沈める——。

幻想的なピアノの旋律と荘厳なストリングスが、夜の静寂を切り裂くように響き、力強くも儚いボーカルが、不滅の魂の葛藤を情感豊かに描き出します。

サビで繰り返される「月下の囚われ人よ 愛を乞い、孤独を知る」というフレーズは、救われぬ愛と深まる孤独のコントラストを象徴し、クライマックスでは激情と儚さが重なり合い、壮大な余韻を残します。

この楽曲は、単なる悲恋の物語ではなく、愛に飢え、孤独に耐えながら永遠の夜を彷徨う吸血鬼の存在そのものを描いた、心を揺さぶる一曲です。

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A majestic and haunting gothic ballad portraying the beautiful yet tragic fate of vampires who dwell in eternal night.
Bound to immortal bodies, they continue to yearn for love while being tormented by unbearable loneliness, forever burdened by sins that can never be forgiven.
This piece captures the endless "craving" and "struggle against a cursed fate" through music.

Within the pale moonlight, an ancient castle stands silent.
A figure rests in a cold coffin, untouched by time.
The love once felt has quietly shattered, and the vows once made have become chains of "eternity," dragging a restless heart deeper into the shadows.

A delicate piano melody entwines with majestic strings, piercing the silence of the night.
The powerful yet fragile vocals resonate with emotional depth, echoing the struggles of an immortal soul lost between sorrow and longing.

The chorus repeats the poignant line:
"Prisoner beneath the moonlight, longing for love yet consumed by loneliness."
It symbolizes the contrast between unreachable love and deepening isolation.
As the song reaches its climax, sorrow and passion intertwine, leaving a lingering sense of grandeur and despair.

This piece is more than a tragic love story—
It is a profound reflection on the existence of a vampire, forever wandering the endless night, yearning for love yet bound by eternal solitude.

Featured as the 2nd track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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01_月下の囚われ人 - Captive of the Moonlight

Chorus-
Youre the worst for me 
goth b***h love to see me bleed
Cursed prolly
wear my heart up on my sleeve
so when you call me
 i just let that s**t ring
guess im lying, yeah you're too addicting

I just need to let go
know the b***h not beneficial
like the gas i swear that h*e just been the best smoke 
Then she gon' write my name in her journal
(death note)
journal yeah im talkin got that death note 
She jus love rockin
heavy metal
metal

Death Note (prod. Dragos Marcus)

18世紀末の貴族であり、裕福なプランテーションの所有者として生きていた青年。良心的で内省的、感受性豊かで芸術的、そして道徳、愛、同情、苦悩といった人間的感情の象徴。しかし妻子を亡くした悲しみから生きる気力を失ってしまう。自暴自棄になっていた時に吸血鬼と出会い、吸血鬼化され「永遠の命」を与えられる。しかしそれは救いではなく、終わりなき苦悩の始まりとなる。命を奪うことへの罪悪感と、その贖罪を求め続け、人間的な感情を捨てられない「不完全な吸血鬼」の象徴としての存在を歌う曲。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の3曲目に収録。

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A young nobleman from late 18th century France, once a wealthy plantation owner.
Compassionate, introspective, and artistic, he embodied human emotions such as morality, love, empathy, and suffering. Yet, after the devastating loss of his wife and child, he was consumed by grief and lost his will to live.

In a moment of despair, he encountered a vampire who turned him, granting him "eternal life." However, immortality was not salvation—it became the beginning of endless torment.

This song tells the story of a man trapped in eternal suffering, burdened by guilt for taking lives yet unable to abandon his human emotions. He represents the tragic figure of the "incomplete vampire"—forever seeking redemption for his sins while haunted by the pain of his own humanity.

Featured as the 3rd track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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02_永遠の嘆き - The Lament of Eternity

18世紀末フランスの貴族出身の吸血鬼。性格はカリスマ的でありながら、自己中心的で独善的、しかし内面的には深い孤独と依存心を抱える。傲慢で自己中心的、野心的、享楽的で快楽主義的、孤独と依存の矛盾。彼は吸血鬼の生き方を「快楽的で自由なもの」として、多くの人間を誘惑する。吸血鬼の本能と享楽主義を体現し、罪悪感の欠如と本能の肯定、不死と力・支配を象徴する存在。
カリスマ性と破壊性、孤独と支配欲の二面性を歌う曲。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の4曲目に収録。

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A vampire of noble descent from late 18th century France.
Charismatic yet self-centered and egotistical, he hides a profound loneliness and emotional dependency beneath his arrogant exterior. His nature is a paradox—proud, ambitious, hedonistic, yet consumed by solitude and dependence.

He views the vampire's existence as one of "pleasure and freedom," seducing countless humans into his dark world. Embodying the primal instincts and unrestrained indulgence of a vampire, he symbolizes the absence of guilt, the embrace of instinct, and the eternal power of dominance and immortality.

This song explores the duality of charisma and destruction, loneliness and the thirst for control.

Featured as the 4th track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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03_闇の支配者 -  The Sovereign of Shadows

ある夜、死の病に冒された幼い少女を見つけた吸血鬼。彼は、他人の命を奪うことで自らの命を長らえていることの苦悩に苛まれていた。そして彼はその葛藤から、少女の命を救えうため彼女を吸血鬼に変えてしまう。
しかし、彼女は吸血鬼となった時点で成長が止まり、永遠に幼い身体のまま生き続けるという運命を背負うことになった。
幼い見た目に反して残酷で冷酷な行動をとる無垢と残酷の二面性、そして永遠に成長できない悲劇を歌った曲。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の4曲目に収録。

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One fateful night, a vampire discovered a young girl suffering from a terminal illness.
Haunted by the agony of extending his own life by taking the lives of others, he made a fateful choice. To save her from death, he turned her into a vampire.

Yet, from the moment she transformed, her body ceased to grow. Forever trapped in the form of a child, she was burdened with the tragic fate of eternal life.

This song explores the duality of innocence and cruelty—her delicate appearance concealing a heart grown cold. It captures the sorrow of a life that can never mature, suspended in time.

Featured as the 4th track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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04_永遠の檻 – Caged in Eternity

自分を吸血鬼にした主への反乱をテーマにしたドラマティックで荘厳なゴシック・メタル曲です。永遠に成長できない身体に囚われ、支配され続けた少女の吸血鬼が復讐を決意、毒を用いて彼の破滅を企てる物語を描いています。
イントロのハープシコードと重厚なパイプオルガンが、復讐の緊張感と悲劇性を高め、リードボーカルの激しい感情表現と、激しく打ち鳴らされるドラムが怒りの爆発を象徴。サビでは「壊れた人形の復讐」「甘き毒を肺に満たせ」という歌詞が繰り返され、彼女の心の叫びと決意を強調しています。
楽曲全体を通して、荘厳さと悲劇性、力強い怒りが融合し、壮大なクライマックスへと導かれます。
本作は単なる復讐の物語ではなく、自由を求める魂の叫びを象徴する一曲です。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の6曲目に収録。

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A dramatic and majestic gothic metal track inspired by rebellion against the vampire master who created her.
Trapped in a body that can never grow, a young vampire girl who has long been dominated finally resolves to seek revenge. She plots her master's downfall using poison, weaving a tragic tale of betrayal and defiance.

The harpsichord intro and the deep, resonant pipe organ build an atmosphere of tension and tragedy. The powerful vocal delivery, paired with thunderous drumming, erupts in a storm of rage. The chorus echoes the haunting lines "Revenge of the Broken Doll" and "Fill the chalice with sweet poison," emphasizing her heart's desperate cry and unwavering resolve.

Throughout the track, grandeur, sorrow, and fierce anger intertwine, driving the piece toward a climactic and emotional finale.
This song is not merely a tale of revenge—it's a powerful anthem of a soul yearning for freedom.

Featured as the 6th track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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05_壊れた人形の復讐 - Vengeance of the Shattered Doll

大切なパートナーを殺された吸血鬼の怒りと悲しみをテーマにした、壮絶で荘厳なゴシック・メタルです。
静寂から始まる哀切なメロディーは、やがて燃え盛る復讐の激情へと変貌し、圧倒的な音の波となってリスナーを包み込みます。
荘厳なパイプオルガンと低音弦の重厚な響き、そして激しいドラムの音圧が、復讐の怒りを具現化。
力強いボーカルが叫ぶ「消えた光よ、燃え上がれ」というリフレインが止めどない激情と絶望の美しさを描き出します。

燃える劇場、崩れ落ちる命、消えぬ痛みと怒り――。
復讐の果てに待つのは救済か、それともさらなる孤独か？

心を揺さぶるドラマチックな一曲。今すぐ体験してください。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の7曲目に収録。

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A powerful and majestic gothic metal piece inspired by the rage and sorrow of a vampire who has lost his beloved partner.
The sorrowful melody that begins in silence gradually ignites into a blazing storm of vengeance, enveloping the listener in a relentless wave of sound.

Majestic pipe organs and deep, resonant strings intertwine with thunderous drums, embodying the overwhelming fury of revenge.
The commanding vocals echo the haunting refrain: “O vanished light, burn with fury,” painting a vivid portrait of his unrelenting grief and the tragic beauty of his despair.

A burning theater.
A life consumed.
Pain and rage that refuse to fade—
At the end of revenge, will redemption be found? Or will there only be deeper solitude?

A dramatic, soul-stirring masterpiece. Experience it now.

Featured as the 7th track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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06_炎に包まれた劇場 - Inferno of the Broken Theater

長く寄り添ってきた者への信頼が静かに崩れ去る瞬間。
最愛の存在を失い、その死がかつての理解者の裏切りによるものだったと知った時、二人を繋いでいた絆は壊れ、沈黙の中で別離の時を迎える。

この楽曲は、言葉すら交わされないまま失われていく信頼と、許されざる裏切りの痛みを描いています。
静謐なピアノと重厚なストリングスの響きが、抑えきれない悲しみと決別の重さを表現し、ボーカルの切なく力強い歌声が、愛と孤独の狭間で揺れる心の葛藤を描き出します。

サビで繰り返される「沈黙の別離の中で 愛と孤独が絡み合う」というフレーズは、崩れ落ちる信頼関係と深まる孤独のコントラストを強調しています。
この楽曲は、ただの別離ではなく、信頼の崩壊、赦しと復讐の狭間で揺れる魂の葛藤を描いた、ドラマティックで心を揺さぶる一曲です。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の8曲目に収録。

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The moment when trust, once unwavering, silently crumbles.
Losing the most precious person, only to discover their death was caused by the betrayal of someone once trusted—
The bond they shared fractures, and in the silence, a sorrowful parting unfolds.

This song portrays the agony of trust slipping away without a word, and the pain of an unforgivable betrayal.
A delicate piano melody and powerful, resonant strings convey the weight of grief and separation, while the heartfelt vocals express the turmoil of a heart caught between love and solitude.

The chorus, repeating the haunting phrase "In the silence of parting, love and loneliness intertwine," emphasizes the contrast between broken trust and deepening isolation.
This piece is not merely a song of parting—it's a dramatic portrayal of emotional conflict, where shattered trust, the struggle for forgiveness, and the desire for redemption collide.

Featured as the 8th track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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07_沈黙の別離 - Silent Farewell

死んだと思われていた存在が、闇の深淵から静かに目覚める。
忘れ去られ、朽ち果てた名声。だが彼は力を取り戻し、血に染まる王座へと帰還する。

この楽曲は、裏切りと絶望の果てから蘇る存在の、怒りと復讐の衝動を描いています。
荘厳なクワイアと重厚なストリングス、雷鳴のように轟くドラムが圧倒的な緊張感を生み出し、ボーカルの力強いフレーズ 「蘇る影よ、震えろ。私はここにいる」 が、復活を果たした者の強烈な存在感を響かせます。

楽曲全体を通して、破壊的な怒りと高貴さが交錯し、王座を取り戻す壮大なクライマックスへと導かれます。
これは、単なる復活の物語ではなく、絶望の底から蘇り、自らの存在を証明せんとする魂の叫びです。

オリジナルアルバム「吸血鬼たちの日記」の最終曲に収録。

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A figure long thought dead has risen once more. Forgotten, broken, and cast into the void, he awakens in the darkness, reclaiming his lost power. No longer a legend of the past, but a force reborn.

This song tells the story of a being returning from oblivion, fueled by unquenchable hunger and a thirst for vengeance.
Haunting choirs and deep, resonant strings blend with thunderous drums, while commanding vocals echo the chilling refrain: "Tremble before the resurrected shadow. I have returned."

The intense orchestration mirrors his descent into madness, as he reclaims his throne soaked in blood. Fear and despair become the ultimate proof of his existence.

A dramatic, soul-shaking anthem of power, rebirth, and the ultimate rise from ruin.

Featured as the final track on the original album “Vampires’ Diaries.”

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08_蘇る影 - The Shadow Reborn

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Rhythm-loving cross-dressing entertainer.
Awakened to the truth of being a rhythm-driven soul after starting both Taiko drumming and tap dancing.
Surrounded by amazing entertainers and constantly humbled—both physically and mentally.
However, through this journey of trial and error, achieved a 12kg weight loss through Taiko drumming, leading to the creation of a Taiko drumming circle aimed at improving physical activity.
Also a certified Pilates instructor.
Shape up & Smile!

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