You Left Behind  is a heartfelt ballad about loss, memory, and the quiet sadness that lingers when someone is gone. With gentle piano melodies and a raw, emotional vocal performance, the song paints a picture of the little moments that hurt the most—the empty seat, the untouched sweater, the final unread message.
This song is for anyone who misses someone. For quiet nights, aching hearts, and healing in silence.

Genre: Singer-Songwriter / Acoustic Ballad
Mood: Melancholic, Reflective, Heartbreaking
For fans of: Lewis Capaldi, Billie Eilish, James Blunt



You Left Behind

Racing to say goodbye to mamma. Is a deeply emotional ballad about love, loss, and a mother’s lasting presence. It opens on Valentine’s Day 2006, capturing the heartbreak of losing her too soon. The lyrics paint vivid scenes of racing through Alberta’s streets, grief consuming every step. Years later, her voice still guides him, her name carried on in his daughter. The song blends sorrow with gratitude, embracing her memory in every choice. A powerful tribute to love that never fades

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(Intro)  
It was Valentine’s Day, 2006,  
My now wife and I were just a couple of kids.  
Mom said, “Go on, have fun, I’ll be just fine,”  
But that was the last time I saw her alive.  

(Verse 1)  
Later that night, my sister walked in,  
Tears in her eyes and a trembling chin.  
She said, “We gotta go, Mom’s slipping away,”  
At eighteen years old, my world turned grey.  
Hit the gas, Alberta’s streets flew by,  
Shadows stretched, but I couldn’t cry.  
Pulled up front, rage pounding my chest,  
I couldn’t rest. Stormed through the doors,  
But it was too late,  
Doctors said she’d gone, I stood at her fate.  

(Chorus)  
Racing through the night, blinded by tears,  
A boy on fire, consumed by his fears.  
A heart so heavy, a soul so torn,  
Screaming for the love of the woman who’d borne.  
God, how do I say goodbye to the one who gave me life?  
Momma, you're the voice in my head when I’m lost in the night.  

(Verse 2)  
It’s been twenty years, but I still hear her voice,  
Telling me, “Stand tall, make the right choice.”  
I named my daughter after you, so you are always near,  
And when I say your name, I feel you right here.  

(Chorus)  
Racing through the night, blinded by tears,  
A boy on fire, consumed by his fears.  
A heart so heavy, a soul so torn,  
Screaming for the love of the woman who’d borne.  
God, how do I say goodbye to the one who gave me life?  
Momma, you're the voice in my head when I’m lost in the night.  

(Bridge)  
Momma, you are with me every step of the way,  
In whispers of the night and the light of the day.  
The pain doesn’t fade, but neither does your love,  
You’re my angel, Momma, watching from above.  

(Outro)  
Thank you, Mamma, for my first eighteen years,  
You taught me to be the man who still holds you near.  
Damn, I miss you. Rest easy, love, your son.  
All I’ll try to make you proud, rest easy, Mamma.

Racin To Say Goodbye

"When Your Stars Align" is a hauntingly tender ballad told from the perspective of a soul lost to suicide—an ethereal farewell wrapped in sorrow, grace, and aching honesty. The lyrics unfold like a final letter from someone who bore the invisible weight of pain far too long, hiding behind smiles and quiet strength.
Each line carries the echo of a voice that tried, faltered, and finally let go—not out of a lack of love, but from a deep exhaustion that no one could see. The song doesn’t cast blame or dwell in anger, but instead offers a poignant message of peace and remembrance. It's a gentle call for understanding, for release from guilt, and a promise of reunion "when your stars align."
With its delicate, almost celestial imagery, this song becomes a space where grief meets grace—a lament for what was lost and a comfort for those left behind. It’s not just a goodbye, but a whispered hope that love can still bridge the silence, and that someday, somehow, we’ll find each other again.


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When Your Stars Align [VIP Edit]

“Fueling the Fire” is a two-part emotional rap epic by TDC, blending aggressive trap with soft screamo and raw vulnerability. Across its full arc, the song delivers a visceral, human experience—a descent into rage and trauma that slowly transitions into healing, love, and rebirth.

Part I begins as an explosive confession, laced with pain, profanity, and fury. It’s a cathartic purge of everything the artist has lost and endured. The production is heavy with bass and industrial percussion, fused with sporadic melodic breaks and soft screamo segments that heighten the emotional turbulence. TDC’s lyricism in this section is both brutal and poetic, leaning into sophisticated wordplay and college-level vocabulary to depict grief, abandonment, rage, and mental fragmentation. Verses oscillate between haunting reflection and manic expression, using elevated language not to hide emotion, but to articulate it in layers—making listeners feel every angle of her truth.

The hooks vary in style and structure, never repeating, reflecting the ever-shifting storm of thoughts in the artist’s mind. Her verses show a human teetering on the edge—grappling with betrayal, internal demons, and societal pressures—while the transitions into soft screamo scream with emotional honesty rather than performative anger. There's nothing artificial here. It's not just rap. It’s therapy through music. The outro to Part I leaves listeners in the ashes of rage, holding only silence and unresolved pain.

Then comes the shift.

Part II opens with a line that feels like a sigh after the storm:
"But wait… it’s not all bad through loss of life. God put in their place someone to replace."
The tone transforms. The instrumental slows, and in place of dissonance comes ambiance. The once-erratic drums soften into heartbeat patterns. And the voice that once roared now speaks with reverence.

Here, TDC introduces the soul who reignited her—her wife.

The second half of the song becomes a love letter written in lyrical gold. TDC raps and sings about loyalty, truth, and emotional intimacy with profound maturity. Every word feels carefully chosen to honor the one who brought peace into her storm. She paints her wife not as a savior, but as a mirror—someone who reflects her best self even when she forgets what that looks like. The language remains complex and articulate, yet deeply accessible to anyone who has known the redemptive power of real love.

A standout feature in Part II is a full verse in Russian, offering an intimate moment that feels personal, sacred, and untranslatable in its emotional weight. It’s a direct message to her wife—soft in tone but massive in meaning. This cultural and linguistic shift adds depth and authenticity, solidifying how real and far-reaching their bond is.

The final chorus blends soft screamo with a tender melody, creating a climax that fuses both halves of the song: pain and peace, rage and love, destruction and rebirth. It doesn’t feel like a “happy ending” as much as it feels like evolution.

The final line of the track says it all:
"You don’t just fuel the fire… you are the fire. And in your flame, my soul found its reason to survive."

"Fueling the Fire" is more than a song. It’s a journey through grief, identity, healing, and the rawest form of love. It doesn’t just tell a story—it lives it. TDC shows that through unfiltered expression, artistic risk, and sophisticated lyricism, music can transcend genre to become something painfully, beautifully human.

Fueling T The Fire

YahYah, written by Aime Pandi Bapaga

"Yahyah" is a raw, emotional ballad written as a letter of heartbreak, forgiveness, and unresolved grief, the song reflects on the passing of a stepbrother — a once-hopeful protector whose actions led to years of pain and dislocation.

Carrying the weight of childhood trauma and spiritual reconciliation, Yahyah is not just a tribute but a release — a way to close a chapter when closure was never given. With ambient guitars, rolling hi-hats, and a deep, soulful atmosphere, the track speaks to anyone who has ever loved someone who hurt them... and still needed them anyway.

Lyrics:

Yahyah
Written by Aime Pandi Bapaga
 
[Verse 1]
So many years drifted by without a whisper,
Summers, winters, springs turned cold and bitter.
I filled my heart with silence and resistance,
Letting the gloom grow where love met distance.

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know your reasons, I may never understand,
But I’ve stopped chasing answers written in the sand.
Time took you away before we made amends,
So I’m sending peace to you — wherever this ends.

[Chorus]
To the man I called—
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (my brother),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (my protector),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (you were my hope).
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I forgive you),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I’m sorry too),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (still restless in my soul),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I needed you).

[Verse 2]
All I ever wanted was a gatekeeper,
Different mothers, same blood, a silent seeker.
You stood so tall, but turned away,
While we wandered, house to house each day.

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know your reasons, I may never understand,
But I’ve stopped chasing answers written in the sand.
Time took you away before we made amends,
So I’m sending peace to you — wherever this ends.

[Bridge]
Last I heard, your health was fading,
I held my breath, still hesitating.
Prayed for grace to find our ending,
But grief returned, unrelenting.
The world kept turning, I kept burning,
Made my brother into my burden.

[Chorus]
To the man I called—
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (my brother),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (the first I knew),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (my lost truth).
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I forgive you),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I’m sorry too),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (this wound runs deep),
Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah (I needed you).

[Outro – Prayer]
One day I’ll walk the promised land,
No darkness, no walls, no reprimand.
We’ll share a hug beyond the grave,
No more running, no one to save.
Oh, Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah,
Oh, Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah,
Oh, Yahyah, Yahyah, Yahyah,
My brother…
I release you now, and I rise.

YahYah


I’ve been walking in a body that no longer feels like mine
Skin like paper, dreams unravel, tracing silence down the spine
Breathing hurt and loving deeper than the ones who looked away
Still I stayed, still I gave —
But I can’t stay another day

This world is tight around me
Like hands that once were kind
Now every light is fading
But I don’t want to hide

Let me go, beautiful
Don’t hold the flame too long
I was never meant to stay
I’ve been leaving all along
Let me fall like rain
On a soul you’ll never know
Don’t say goodbye —
Just
Let
Me
Go

I gave you songs with bleeding edges,
love with nothing in return
You wanted warmth without the fire
But I was made to burn
You watched me dance on open wounds
Called it poetry, then left
But I remember every silence
Like a weight inside my chest

The stars have stopped their turning
The breath is growing thin
You’ll look for me in echoes
But I won’t be there again

Let me go, beautiful
Don’t ask me to pretend
That this body still believes
It could ever make amends
Let me fade like snow
Into something you won’t hold
Don’t say goodbye 
Just
Let
Me
Go

[Bridge – whispered, fading]
And if I’m gone before you feel it
Know I loved you past the ache
But I can’t carry all your silence
For my own heart’s fragile sake

Let me go, beautiful
Not in anger, not in pain
Just release the part of me
That you’ll never touch again
Let me sleep
Let me breathe
Let me
be
free



Let Me Go

“Truth Between the Lines” is a raw, emotional ballad exploring the collapse of a once-deep friendship under the weight of silence, unspoken truths, and personal battles. Set against memories of shared joy—Scotland trips, midnight drives—it traces a painful journey through betrayal, mental health struggles, and unresolved grief. With poetic lyrics and haunting honesty, the song captures the ache of connection lost and the hope that truth still lingers, waiting to be understood.
Whether you've lived through a friendship breakdown, felt unseen, or battled to be heard, this song speaks to the truths that live quietly between words—and between hearts.


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Truth Between the Lines

“Heaven’s Embrace” by Dr. Elliot Lach is a moving tribute for anyone who has experienced the loss of someone they love. With tender lyrics and a hopeful message, the song offers comfort in grief, honoring the memory of those who have passed while affirming the belief that they now rest in peace and light.
Whether played in quiet reflection or during a remembrance service, “Heaven’s Embrace” speaks to the heart with gentleness and grace.

This piece was originally written in loving memory of our sister, whose warmth, laughter, and kindness continue to live on in us. May all who listen find comfort, connection, and a sense of eternal love.

Heaven's Embrace

“Forever Near” is a tender, nostalgic tribute written by songwriter Lori DeAnn in memory of her son, Ryan. Inspired by a letter she read at his funeral, the song is a deeply personal reflection on love, memory, and the unbreakable bond between parent and child. Blending warmth, vulnerability, and emotional strength, it traces a journey through shared moments, quiet strength, and the kind of love that transcends time and loss. With gentle acoustic textures and heartfelt lyrics, “Forever Near” offers comfort and connection to anyone who has loved and lost—and continues to carry that love forward.

Forever Near

“Always on My Mind” is a soul-stirring Blues Country ballad written by Lori DeAnn during a time of profound grief after the loss of her son, Ryan. The song captures the raw emotions of mourning—despair, anger, longing—and the slow, painful journey toward healing. With bluesy guitar lines, country storytelling, and a chorus that echoes the ache of absence, it speaks to anyone who has ever felt left behind while the world moves on. From darkness to a quiet sense of hope, this song is both a cathartic release and a tribute to enduring love.

Always on My Mind

“For Love Never Ends” is a tender acoustic ballad written by Lori DeAnn while grieving the loss of her son, Ryan. Through soft guitar, piano, and a reflective male vocal, the song captures the quiet ache of absence, the weight of memory, and the fragile hope that love leaves behind. It follows a woman navigating the silence of an empty home, the echoes of laughter, and the bittersweet comfort of dreams that feel too real.

With each verse, Lori gives voice to the emotional complexity of loss—heartache, longing, and the slow, painful search for peace. The chorus asks the universal question: why does love bring both joy and despair? And yet, in the end, it offers a gentle truth—love never ends.

Fragile Dance

“Round and Round (Eternal Adversary)” is a haunting r&b/alt-pop/cinematic rock ballad that fuses blues grit and country undertones with ambient textures and a heavy beat. Written by Lori DeAnn using excerpts from her late son Ryan’s journals, the song captures the cyclical pain of addiction, grief, and love through chant-like hooks, raspy vocals, and emotionally charged storytelling. With reversed piano, toy piano, bell motifs, and slide guitar, the track builds from whispered sorrow to full-band catharsis. It’s a mother’s war cry—raw, intimate, and unforgettable.

Round and Round (Eternal Adversary)-Cinematic Rock Version

It was your last page,
And we read it,
You were finished.
It was the end.
So we closed it.
And felt empty,
You were gone.
You were gone.

So we blinked and 
Looked around us,
Saw the sunlight,
Heard the birdsong,
Felt the warm breeze,
Touched the cool grass,
And we knew,
We just knew.

[pre chorus]
You made the world brighter,
made it sound sweeter,
Made the wind lighter,
Made us completer,
You were in us around us and so…

[chorus]
Your book needs,
no more sequels,
You are gone, 
but it’s better,
You live on,
in our lives,
in the world.

[bridge]
It’s not possible to start again or go on,
You have changed every word every song,
Even food tastes better and you live on in our memories,
Where we can read your story again and again,
For ever more.

So turn over, your paperback,
Such a short read,
But just perfect,
To read again,
And enjoy,
All the joys
Of your tale.
It wags on,
We remember you.

Your tail wags on
We will never forget,
You

Your Tale

This week is a hard one for Lupa as she honors her father. She also talks about an email she received from a fan, then shifts into a little Florida Man.

Lupa's Bits #203 - It's That Time of Year Again


Artist Statement  
“Tiny Hands and Feet” is a lullaby for the soul a song born from the awe of new life, the ache of love too big for words, and the sacred bond that defies time. I wrote it to honor the miracle of presence, the softness of innocence, and the way tiny fingers can hold entire universes. Every lyric is mine, sculpted with poetic tenderness, emotional depth, and divine gratitude.

Copyright Notice  
All lyrics, melodies, and recordings of “Tiny Hands and Feet” are © BelleJ. Unauthorized use is strictly prohibited.



“Tiny Hands and Feet” is a tribute to the lives that touched us without ever taking a breath. It’s about the love that never fades, the grief that reshapes us, and the silent strength of parents who carry memories instead of milestones. This song holds space for stillbirth, miscarriage, and the ache of what could have been. Gentle vocals, aching lyrics, and a melody that speaks when words fall short.

Press play. Remember with me.

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"Tiny Hands and Feet" is an original track written, performed, and produced by me, Belle J. It is a tribute to the life I carried, the love I felt, and the loss I will always remember. Created in memory of my own miscarriage, this song speaks to the silent grief so many carry for the babies born sleeping, for the ones who never got to grow, and for the hearts forever changed. I own 100% of the rights to this music and authorize its distribution and monetization through official platforms including SoundCloud. This track is for every parent who has loved without ever holding, and for every soul who left footprints on our hearts before they ever touched the earth.

Tiny Hands And Feet

YYMG (Ya'Yo Miziki Global) is the full-service solution for pro-musicians, A&R, and commercial producers. We specialize in custom theatre compositions, jingles, and professional songwriting in any language. Inquire about a licensing/leasing or our high-impact music packaging services. Let's amplify your sound @yayomiziki in Instagram

YYMG (Ya’ Yo Miziki Global) is a pioneering international record label dedicated to producing and releasing premium, boundary-pushing music for the global stage. Specializing in world music and genre fusion, from Afrotrap and Afrofusion to Samba, Dancehall, and unexpected experimental blends, YYMG brings a bold, innovative sound that resonates across cultures and continents.

At our core, we believe in the transformative power of music. Through high-quality production and genre-defying artistry, we aim to elevate listening experiences, stimulate cultural curiosity, and contribute to the mental and emotional growth of our audience.

Whether we’re developing emerging voices or collaborating with global talents, our mission is clear:

> To craft timeless music that challenges borders and sets new standards for creativity and sonic excellence.



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Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

Comedy songs and dark-humour originals from a working radiographer. Satire, protest, and indie experiments. 

I write comedy, satire, and straight-up originals about life in radiography, healthcare, and the wider mess. Expect protest anthems, awkward truth, and hooks that stick. If you like Bo Burnham, Weird Al, and indie left-turns, you’re in the right place.

Genres: Alternative, Indie, Singer-Songwriter, Comedy
satire, protest, indie, acoustic, alt-pop

Spotlight tracks:
	1.	“Where You Fell”
	2.	“Gone but Not Forgotten (Lost Souls)”
	3.	“Lazy Like a Monday”
	4.	“Pass the Light Around”
	5.	“All Are One (Defending Every Soul)”

Constellatio North is a Canadian song writer Transcending borders & genres—A chameleon of sound. A lyrical smith crafting vivid emotions, boundless music, and messages for the world. Inspired by love, loss & the human journey.

Hey, I’m Lori DeAnn—a songwriter and vocalist from Fort Worth, Texas. I started writing songs during a time of big personal change, when I realized that the poetry I’d been writing for years was really just music waiting to happen. That’s when everything clicked, and I found my voice again—literally and creatively.

I don’t play an instrument, but I do sing, and I’ve always had a strong feel for how music works—how rhythm, layers, and emotion come together to tell a story. I’m inspired by all kinds of sounds: country, blues, 80s rock, pop—basically anything with a great beat and something real to say.

My songs are all about emotion—falling in love, falling apart, finding yourself again, and working through grief. Music has always helped me say the things I couldn’t quite put into words, and I hope my songs do that for someone else too. Whether it’s a stripped-down vocal or a track full of gospel harmonies and grit, I’m all about truth, healing, and connection.

Welcome, and I’m truly grateful for all the love, reposts, and for you listening and following my life music journey.

 Hi, I’m Belle, a mum from Australia who’s been to hell and back since I was a child. I’ve lived through chronic pain, illness, and lifelong mental health battles. I’m not a survivor. I’m a warrior of body, mind, and soul, here to inspire, empower, and heal you with a cheeky dash of seduction, because let’s be honest, everyone like me has a naughty side. I write and sing for the unheard, the unseen, the cast aside. For the broken-hearted, the forgotten, the ones who feel invisible. For the ones who ache in silence, who’ve been told they’re too much or not enough. For the lost, the lonely, the ones still searching for home inside themselves. I chose to turn my ugly life scars into power and pain into purpose and beautiful music and art. I’m not here for fame, I’m here to help you feel happy again. Meditation helped me feel better, more present, more whole, more me. Change your mindset and you’ll feel it, see it, live it. A positive mind creates a positive life. It might sound cliché, but it’s true, and I’m living proof. Just believe in you always. Never ever give up on yourself or your dreams. I care. I believe in you. You got this. Love, X Belle J

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Hello sweeties! 
Thank you for being here! I love you all 💋💋

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Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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