"Nothing Ever Mattered" is a poignant and introspective rap track that delves deep into themes of loss, grief, and the passage of time. Set against the haunting backdrop of Sleepless Beats' emotive production, the song captivates listeners with its raw emotion and heartfelt lyricism.

The track opens with a haunting hook, instantly drawing the audience into the melancholic atmosphere. As the verses unfold, the lyrics paint a vivid picture of longing and regret, exploring the pain of losing someone dear and the futile struggle to turn back the hands of time. The artist grapples with the realization that despite their best efforts, nothing can change the inevitable march of mortality.

Throughout the song, there's a sense of desperation and yearning as the artist reflects on missed opportunities and the haunting specter of what could have been. The emotional depth of the verses is matched by the evocative piano instrumentation, creating a powerful synergy that lingers long after the final notes fade away.

"Nothing Ever Mattered" is more than just a song—it's a moving tribute to lost loved ones and a poignant reminder of the fragility of life. With its introspective lyrics and soul-stirring melody, this track resonates with listeners on a deeply personal level, inviting them to reflect on their own experiences of love, loss, and the passage of time.

MEC - Nothing Ever Mattered

The song "Losing You" move from the initial shock and pain of loss to acceptance and determination to carry on the loved one's memory, reflecting the complex and non-linear nature of the grieving process.

Losing You

Little Brother

Mom's Light in My Heart (Copyright-Free, Tune / Music) is a deeply emotional acoustic ballad dedicated to my beloved grandmother, who passed away when the war in Ukraine began in 2014. At my mom's request, I composed this song to express the intense feelings of loss, love, and remembrance.

While writing the lyrics and creating the tune, I could barely hold back my emotions. My grandmother was the best in the world, and her memory will stay with me forever. I was also deeply moved by the thought of my mother, who couldn't say goodbye during the funeral because of the distance. The hardest part was experiencing these emotions knowing my mom is still alive but facing serious health issues. I'm not ready to lose her, and this song reflects my plea for peace and the wish for us all to live harmoniously.

This track features gentle acoustic guitar melodies that convey the depth of grief and the warmth of cherished memories. It’s a song for anyone who has experienced loss and the enduring love that remains. Follow MENACE on FiSIUniverse for more music that touches the soul.

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Mom's Light In My Heart (Copyright-Free, Tune / Music)

The only life Lena has ever known, or will know, is one of quiet observance: always failing in comparison to a brother who seemed perfect, Lucas, and weighed down by her father’s ruthless pursuit of “success”. Lena seeks solace from the busy world through writing, creating worlds where her voice can be heard. But when tragedy strikes and the carefully constructed reality she has built for herself starts to crumble, Lena must confront a string of past traumas, toxic relationships, and deeply rooted insecurities if she ever is to find a voice that truly belongs to her and take back her life.

Lena: A Journey of Trauma to Triumph

"Christmas Memories" - An original song dedicated to everyone missing someone special during the holiday season. Inspired by a 1980s family Polaroid and the bittersweet beauty of cherished Christmas traditions that live on even when loved ones are no longer with us. This song is for anyone who finds themselves looking at old holiday photos, remembering the warmth of those moments, and feeling both the ache of absence and the enduring presence of love that transcends time.

Written from the heart of someone who knows what it means to face the holidays without mom and dad, this song reminds us that while Christmas may change, the love we shared never does. Every ornament, recipe, and tradition carries their spirit forward.

For everyone who finds the holidays a little harder now - you're not alone. Our loved ones live on in every Christmas memory we make.

Lyrics:

The stockings are hung, just like years before
But something is different behind that closed door
The recipes written in your gentle hand
Guide me through memories I still understand

Christmas without you feels strange and new
But love doesn't leave when we say our goodbyes
You're in every tradition we carry through
In the lights and the songs and the star-painted skies

I see your smile in the ornaments' glow
In stories we shared when the world was crowned snow
Though your chair sits empty this Christmas Day
Your love fills this space in a permanent way

Christmas without you feels strange and new
But love doesn't leave when we say our goodbyes
You're in every tradition we carry through
In the lights and the songs and the star-painted skies

Some say Christmas magic fills the air
I know it's true, cause I feel you there
In Mom's sugar cookies, in Dad's favorite song
In all of these pieces where you belong

Christmas without you feels strange and new
But love doesn't leave when we say our goodbyes
You're in every tradition we carry through
In the lights and the songs and the star-painted skies
And though things have changed, this much is true:
You're the gift that taught me what Christmas means
And that love lives on in everything we do
In my heart, you're home for every Christmas to be

Christmas Memories

"Mixtape Ghosts" is a haunting, heartfelt tribute that rewinds the clock to the sun-soaked summers of the 90s, where skateboards carved the streets, arcade machines flickered with Street Fighter showdowns, and Anthrax roared through boomboxes. This song is more than a nostalgic trip—it’s a raw, emotional elegy to a lost friend, blending the thrill of youthful rebellion with the crushing weight of grief.

From the opening verse, you’re plunged into a vivid world of "skateboards and kick flips" and "spray-paint vows," a time when life pulsed with reckless freedom. The lyrics capture the chaos and camaraderie of those days—quarters slipping into arcade slots, bikes tearing through dawn, Mortal Kombat battles echoing in the air—only to pivot into the stark silence left by loss. The chorus, with its unforgettable "mixtape ghosts hum through the air tonight," is a gut-wrenching refrain that binds the joy of memory to the ache of absence, as if the past itself is slipping through the singer’s fingers.

This isn’t just a song for 90s kids who rocked baggy pants and Vans; it’s a universal cry for anyone who’s ever lost someone too soon. Lines like "fate turned cold, its hands too swift" and "death struck hard, a ruthless blade" cut deep, laying bare the unfairness of a life stolen, while the bridges offer glimmers of hope— "you’re the hymn that lifts me from within." The extended outro, with its desperate plea to "play it back" as the "static weeps," feels like a last stand against time, clinging to fading echoes of a wild forever.

Musically, "Mixtape Ghosts" takes you on a dynamic ride—quiet, introspective verses swell into cathartic, fist-to-the-sky choruses, mirroring the emotional push and pull of nostalgia and mourning. It’s a sound that could sit alongside emo, post-hardcore, or indie rock, with a poetic edge that fans of evocative songwriting will devour. The vivid imagery—mixtapes spinning, phantoms flickering, frequencies fading—wraps you in a sensory haze that’s as comforting as it is heartbreaking.

Press play on "Mixtape Ghosts" and let it carry you back to a time when the world felt invincible, only to remind you of what’s been lost. It’s a bittersweet journey through summers unwound and friendships eternal, where every beat pulses with love, loss, and the unshakable presence of those who still run wild in the static. For anyone who’s ever rewound a tape to hold onto a memory, this song will hit like a tidal wave—and linger long after the final fade.

Mixtape Ghost

LYRICS

Le silence résonne dans les murs blancs
Ton absence danse dans le vent
Le fauteuil vide me rappelle ton éclat
Papa dis-moi pourquoi tu n’es plus là

Le passé flotte comme un doux parfum
Tes rires éteints me traversent soudain
Je cherche ton ombre dans les lueurs
Mais dans le noir je ne trouve que des pleurs

Papa, ton absence me dévore
Une mer sans phare je m’égare encore
Chaque étoile raconte ton histoire
Mais papa où es-tu dans ce grand noir

Ta voix résonne dans mes souvenirs
Des éclats de vie que je veux retenir
Je parle à la lune en espérant
Qu’un jour je sentirai encore tes bras aimants

Si les cieux te cachent de mes yeux
Mon cœur lui te retient silencieux
Dans mon âme un creux infini
Papa je t’aime toi mon infini

Papa ton absence me dévore
Une mer sans phare je m’égare encore
Chaque étoile raconte ton histoire
Mais papa où es-tu dans ce grand noir,

Papa, je t'aime, oui je t'aime,
A dieu, papa
A dieu Papa
Je t'aime Papa
A Dieu cher Papa

A dieu, Papa

Xak Stahl: Alchemist of Sound, Architect of Emotion

Xak Stahl is a genre-blurring music artist, sonic storyteller, and relentless experimenter. Every track he creates is a new world—a kaleidoscope of indie folk, alt-pop, electronica, and global flavors—infused with raw emotion and boundless curiosity. Xak’s music isn’t just heard; it’s felt.

From Shadow to Spotlight

For Xak, music is metamorphosis. His journey began in the shadows, transmuting heartbreak and struggle into songs that glow with hope. Early anthems like “Neon Dreams” and “Rising Through the Darkness” invite listeners to find their own light. His newest project, Major Arcana, channels the mysteries of the Tarot—each song an archetype, each lyric a step along the path from the Fool’s first leap to the wisdom of The World.

More Than Music: A Multisensory Universe

But Xak isn’t confined to sound. As a visual artist and writer, he crafts immersive stories that spill across genres and languages—sometimes haunting, sometimes playful, always honest. Whether he’s conjuring lush soundscapes, weaving bilingual lyrics, or creating striking visuals, Xak’s art dares you to feel deeper and dream wilder.

An Invitation to Transformation

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that blurs borders—between genres, between artforms, between you and the music. Each release is an invitation to explore, to heal, to become. For Xak, every song is a spell, every album a universe. The only question is: are you ready to step inside?

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Music lyrics writer & AI-powered content creator. I'm a versatile artist who's brutally honest, and yes, I might curse sometimes, but my core is all about kindness. I despise harm to animals, hate wars, and stand firmly against violence. My goal is to unite people through uplifting music and positive vibes because, in my eyes, the only real difference in people is between good and bad. Let's connect and work toward peace in the world while enjoying the creative journey together! ✌️😎😘

🎤 About MEC (Make Everyday Count)

Diving into the depths of emotion and lyrical prowess, MEC (Make Everyday Count) stands as a beacon of authenticity and artistic expression in the world of Hip-Hop and Rap. Born Matthew Emmanuel Castillo, MEC's journey into music began with a pen in hand and a heart full of stories waiting to be told.

From his earliest days, MEC found solace and inspiration in the rhythms of Hip-Hop, drawn to its raw honesty and unfiltered narratives. Influenced by the likes of NWA, Tupac, and Biggie, he embraced the role of the "Black Sheep," channeling his experiences into verses that resonated with authenticity and depth.

Driven by a desire to make every moment count, MEC transformed his initials into a mantra: Make Everyday Count. For him, music isn't just a passion—it's a way of life, a testament to the power of seizing each day and turning it into something meaningful.

With a musical style characterized by raw emotion, metaphorical depth, and vivid imagery, MEC invites listeners on a journey through the highs and lows of the human experience. From introspective reflections to anthems of resilience, his verses serve as a reminder to embrace life fully and embrace the power of self-expression.

Join MEC on SoundCloud and experience the artistry of a rapper who refuses to be confined by boundaries or expectations. With every track, he proves that no matter where you come from, every day is an opportunity to make your mark on the world.

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