🌟 Unlock the Depths of Emotion: Sorrow & Longing as a Practice Course - Bonus Material🌟

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Bonus Material - Grief & Peace, we will explore the importance of internal peace and tranquillity in turbulent times.

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Grief & Peace Meditation (enhanced)

I Can See You

[Verse 1]
So, now I stand before you, my heart is still in pain.
The echoes of his laughter, remind me every day.
How can there be a God, that takes my son away.
But if you hear me now, I give thanks for all he gave.

[Pre-Chorus]
Sleep tight, my son, I’ll see you again.
The candles flicker softly, stained-glass windows casts a glow,
As I bow my head in prayer, I sense a warmth I used to know.

[Chorus]
I feel you with me, oh how need you 
The time has come for me to let you go
I’ll hold your memory, ‘till I can see you  
But now I know that I must say, goodbye  
With love in my heart

[Verse 2]
I made my peace with God and I’m ready to depart,
Then a presence filled the air, and stilled my beating heart.
There you stood before me, like a vision bathed in light,
A gentle, loving smile, as tears poured and blurred my sight.


[Pre-Chorus]
How can, this be, that I see you again!
You reached out to embrace me, and I felt your spirit call,
We walked out to the sunlight, where shadows cannot fall.

[Chorus]
Now you’re with me, and I can see you 
Walking out of darkness into light
Now you’re with me, I can hold you
In that fleeting moment, everything aligned.

[Bridge]
Then it appeared, a glowing orb, radiant as the dawn,
Within its light, a bridge appeared, leading somewhere far beyond.
You turned to me, your voice so clear, “Dad, it’s my time to go,
But I’ll wait for you beyond this bridge, where love forever flows.”
[Chorus]
Oh my son, you’re my guiding light,
You’ve taught me how to hope within the dark.
Now cross your bridge of lumina light
I’ll carry you within my soul until 
It’s my own time to fly.

[Outro]
I’ll watch you walk into the orb of light, 
I can see your silhouette aglow,
You’re walking slowly over the Bridge of Light 
A bridge to where the angels greet your soul 
And bring you home.

Lyrics by Dean R. Chandler 26.07.2025

Human Odyssey

I Can See You

I Can See You (Demo)

“Round and Round (Eternal Adversary) – Trap-Pop Fusion Version” is a haunting reinterpretation of Lori DeAnn’s emotionally charged original. Blending ambient synths, lo-fi textures, trap hi-hats, and 808 slides, this version delivers a hypnotic soundscape wrapped around raw, soulful vocals. With chant-like phrasing and circular rhythms, the song explores the pain of addiction and loss through a mother’s eyes. Optional male harmonies and rap-style echoes deepen the emotional resonance, creating a genre-bending experience that’s both intimate and cinematic.

Round and Round (Eternal Adversary)- Trap-Pop Fusion

This song is told from the perspective of someone who showed up when I needed him most—quiet, loyal, and full of love. His name is Blue, my dog. He’s not just a companion; he’s a soul who sees me clearly, even when I can’t see myself.

Written in Blue’s voice, this track explores the kind of bond that doesn’t need words to be understood. It’s about healing, grief, and the comfort of being truly known. You won’t realize who’s speaking until the end—but once you do, it hits different.

Genre: Country-Pop Ballad
Vibe: Emotional, cinematic, heartfelt
Vocals: Male solo with ghost harmonies and spoken layers
Instrumentation: Fingerpicked acoustic guitar, ambient pad, soft fiddle, brushed snare, low sustained piano, reversed piano textures, and subtle slide guitar accents

Blue Knows Me

Hey, I’m Lori DeAnn—a songwriter and vocalist from Fort Worth, Texas. I started writing songs during a time of big personal change, when I realized that the poetry I’d been writing for years was really just music waiting to happen. That’s when everything clicked, and I found my voice again—literally and creatively.

I don’t play an instrument, but I do sing, and I’ve always had a strong feel for how music works—how rhythm, layers, and emotion come together to tell a story. I’m inspired by all kinds of sounds: country, blues, 80s rock, pop—basically anything with a great beat and something real to say.

My songs are all about emotion—falling in love, falling apart, finding yourself again, and working through grief. Music has always helped me say the things I couldn’t quite put into words, and I hope my songs do that for someone else too. Whether it’s a stripped-down vocal or a track full of gospel harmonies and grit, I’m all about truth, healing, and connection.

About

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DRMpYn3DaExz7nilHD0_DMTQvKzAScuXxLZdVw0/?igsh=OHV3anV6MTZzaTR0

I’m Dean R. Chandler — a London based songwriter, recording artist, and storyteller. My music is rooted in a lifelong search for meaning, weaving together themes of love, loss, faith, alien contact, and humanity’s future.

My upcoming double concept album Human Odyssey (set for release in January 2027) is the culmination of decades of writing and reflection. It’s a narrative journey that begins with a search for God and ends with an encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence — exploring not only what it means to be human, but also where we might be heading as a species. Musically, it draws inspiration from the epic storytelling of Jeff Wayne’s War of the Worlds, the synth-driven edge of Gary Numan, and the emotional depth of artists like Tori Amos and Chris de Burgh.

I previously released Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams (2014) and continue to revisit my archive of songs written across 35 years, reimagining them with today’s tools and sounds. Some pieces remain intimate and acoustic, while others expand into dark rock, industrial, or orchestral landscapes — but all are connected by a focus on emotional honesty and cinematic storytelling.

Beyond music, I’m fascinated by the intersection of creativity and technology. I’ve been experimenting with AI-driven composition and production to bring old demos to life and to spark entirely new works. For me, these tools are not replacements for human artistry but extensions of it — ways of unlocking stories and emotions that otherwise might have remained hidden.

At its heart, my work is about connection: to the past, to the future, and to the unseen mysteries of existence. Music, for me, isn’t just entertainment — it’s a chronicle of transformation, a conversation between spirit, science, and sound.

https://www.linkedin.com/in/dean-r-chandler-b19715382/
www.deanrchandler.co.uk

Stella is a Senior Occupational Therapist at the NHS in London. She specialises in trauma-informed care for acute mental health patients. In addition to her primary role, she's skilled in yoga, somatic movement, and meditation, which she has taught since 2017. Stella identifies as neurodivergent and queer, and her personal journey overcoming addiction fuels her passion. She believes in making ancient healing practices accessible to everyone. Her teaching method emphasises psychological safety, individual autonomy, and self-consent. Reverence for the Earth is paramount in her meditative practices. She also values visualisation, breathwork, and embodied anatomy, aiming to make esoteric practices tangible.

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