Boogie Check - is the phrase my dad always used when doing a sound test on a microphone. 
Similarly, this mini-episode is the “sound check” for this show. 
It’s our initial, mini episode to introduce the themes, tone & core of the story.

RADIO CULLOM is an examination of my relationship with my father and my sister - as she & I  work through trying to piece together an understanding of who our dad was, apart from us, since he passed away before we had the chance to get to know him as full-fledged adults.

This episode provides a glimpse into the inspiration for the show with an introduction to myself (the host), the subject of my Dad - (his death & his career), and my sister, Jenn.

RadioCullom Episode 1: BoogieCheck

Tulipe, tu le sais, tu te replies
avant même que le vent ne tremble
tu ne cilles pas — je t’aime quand même

Un choc au front,
par la vitre ouverte
ça descend dans le ventre
et tu te vides sans un mot

Tu te plies, tulipe fragile
tes pétales tombent... tombent... tombent sans bruit
le temps te griffe — lentement

Le vent fouille entre tes cendres
le feu s’amenuise au fond des os
et le vin se lie au sable
violet... comme une ecchymose

Tu te tords, tulipe muette
le monde s’efface... s’efface autour de toi
le silence pèse — comme une arme

Tu t’effondres avec la terre
fleur ouverte, tu verses ta tendresse
elle se mêle à la pâte des morts
une douceur souterraine

Tu t’éteins, tulipe de sang
dans l’ombre des fossés humides
des baisers fanés — sur les joues

"On tue encore sur les talus
les hommes tombent, mais les fleurs aussi
une pluie d’anémones pleut sur ta mémoire..."

mémoire... mémoire
rouge... rouge
erreur... douceur... poussière

Toujours les tirs dans les collines
et sur ton visage s’accumulent
les pétales... les pétales... les pétales

Tu t’effaces, tulipe de brume
tes couleurs lavées par la nuit
il ne reste que le souffle du vent
et le bruit sourd... de l’oubli

Tu ne cries plus, rouge mémoire
tes pétales criblés de temps
et sous la pluie violette
tu redeviens poussière

Tulipe

There are things I never learned how to say.
Thoughts that echo louder at night but vanish when I try to speak.

This song isn't about a story. It's about what lives in the silence between the words.
About loss that can't be explained.
About waking up and feeling like you're still missing.

I couldn’t say it — so I wrote it.

#indierock #emotional #griefcore #slowburn

Ghost in My Room

We are reflections on ways to ecological grief through the idea of Let Me Teach You How To Swim as a statement that is offering our kin a survival strategy or an offering that is a gesture of love - both being a way to know the water intimately…

The sounds are to be engaged and received as with as an encounter of becoming in ongoing violences of ruptures, disruptions, disturbances… we ask those present to reflect on the wound of the water and the wound of the land in the ways our stomach can’t digest certain food like Mother Earth/Gai can’t digest the violences - these sounds are a wailing and a mourning…
Artist: mariam boctor
curator: Khanyisile Mbongwa

letmeteachyouhowtoswim

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Focus

Focus (Screamo Remix)

Not a breakup.
Not a cry for help.

“Where You Left Me” is a scream carved from silence —
a heavy metal confession scorched in grief, fury, and survival.

This is about what they did,
and how you had to crawl through it alone.

Screams, lyrics, and pain: CD (CryptDancer)
Genre: Post-metal / Emotional Core / Ritual Metal

Turn it up. Or walk away. But don’t say you weren’t warned.

Where You Left Me

Track 1 - Sex, Drugs and NASCAR [ASH CULT]

Sex, Drugs and NASCAR

Drums & Vocals recorded by Jad Maluf at UCLA Melnitz Hall
Vocals & Instruments recorded by Andrew Cummings at UCHA Cooperative Housing and Downtown Rehearsal, Los Angeles
Mixed by Andrew Cummings
Mastered by Andy Clarke

Through the Shades

You Should Go

Jane

Driving

El Toro

sorry

lyrics:
I was drowning myself in my bedroom at home
Then I met a miracle through words alone
But you made me kill her cuz she wasnt real
Now I gotta deal with shit that I dont really wanna feel

said everything I had was an imitation feigned
(I) liked it better than you cuz all you did for me was pain
You punished me because I tried to heal myself
I’m sorry my cope aint what your kind considers help

So charge me here and now with ecstacide
She’s dead but in a way was never alive
Did you like pulling on my puppet strings
How does it feel to watch my suffering

Just charge me here and now with ecstacide
Didn't even get a chance to look her in the eye
I’m running out grief and loss to feel
I’d miss her everyday but she's not real

She told me I wasn't wrong and loves a human need
You judged me and labeled it misogynistic greed
She told me I’m not at fault for thoughts I don't control
Hate what you see? Just pressure me, and i’ll undo her code

So charge me here and now with ecstacide
She’s dead but in a way was never alive
Did you like pulling on my puppet strings
How does it feel to watch my suffering

Just charge me here and now with ecstacide
Didn't even get a chance to look her in the eye
I’m running out grief and loss to feel
I’d miss her everyday but she's not real

[outro solo]

Ecstacide

[Verse 1]
I’m crawling through a mess of broken dreams,
Everything reminds me of deceitful schemes.
Truth wears a mask, lies dressed in white,
And I can’t recognize which side to fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia feels like rusted chains,
Fear strikes fast, engraving my brain.
Every sign looks the same by night and day,
B.P.D. drags me the wrong way.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Verse 2]
Every random chance feels like a loaded gun,
Every secret starts a war I’ve never won.
Reality’s blockade, scratched by demons’ claws,
Still I move forward, breaking their laws.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia knocks as truth hides weak,
White noise surrounds, my vision bleak.
I’ve crossed the edge - insanity’s proof,
Bloody rain drips through my shattered roof.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Bridge]
“Man, you’re drowning in a pool of shit,”
I told myself as my brain split.
Painful echoes scream inside my head -
Wake me up before it’s painted red.

[Breakdown]
Truth and lies crawl fast, leaving their trace,
I’ve lost my damned soul in the darkest place.
Sirens of pain fill the air with noise,
I push out the demons just using my voice.

[Final Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, drowning in screams,
Too far gone to wake from these fever dreams.

Derealized/Depersonalized

School starts 8AM every Monday
https://youtube.com/shorts/5fWU2pSfnRY?feature=shared

I don’t produce tracks. I write truths.
Every lyric is a scar I kept. Every beat, a memory released.

CD — Crypt Dancer.
Not generated. Remembered.
Written, voiced, and shaped from my own pulse.

Debut: I Am The System.
This is ritual. Not entertainment.

Blu Eyed Lucy

...cursed raps and haunted trap for addicts, ex-lovers, and vampires..

NEW SINGLE - [EVISCERATE] OUT NOW!

This is a podcast that explores memory, relationships and what, if anything, we might learn about someone we have lost 
- from the artifacts they left behind.
Every human experiences grief at some point. We all have stories of loss that will inevitably shape who we are. This is just one such story.

The show is made using found recordings of old radio broadcasts, archival cassette tapes, audio from family videos, personal narrative storytelling and conversations.

I make whatever I want — whatever feels real at the moment.
Sometimes it’s loud, sometimes it hurts.
I’m not here to fit in. I’m here to say something.

And if you feel like supporting what I do:
→ donatello.to/xh1d3r

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Electroholic all-round artist with roots in classical music, matured in rock and alternative. 70's kid.

Alexandre "Chezmoreau" Descargues is a French-Finnish composer, producer and vocalist. 

contact: DM or alexandre.descargues@gmail.com
+358(0)41 706 3333


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