Sometimes you gotta just create something.  Read this on substack today on my train ride to work: "Creating a place that constantly makes things with people focused on making beautiful things, quality things, on-budget things, scary things, basic things eventually end up producing those silver bullets if you embrace the idea that there will be some terrible sketches and the occasional iPod shuffle along the way" Jeffery Alan Henderson

Creative Files: Make Beautiful Things

spotify

shes a cheater girl w/noirr

DJ@iidropkickbabies @benadryls if i can dew it u can dew it tew

Stupid girl

Lyrics

What is it gonna take to see dress
(Yeah)
I know I’m not that guy but I can treat you better

Why are you so upset 
Your mean just like a cat

I should throw you in the water to see so you can leave a scratch

I’m so stupid 

I never ment to hurt you

Or was it just, Another feeling crossing
My stupid mind You have no time

im gonna kill that apple

Stupid cat

Lyrics

Living in a mirror I can’t see any clearer 
I know you wish me well but my side gets more dearer

I can’t see in the mirror
My hope is so damn dead
That death is not the end
I’m so fucked up in the head

Where dancing at the bar
the music feeling groove
I don’t know where we met but we should really see a movie 

Yeah
Yeah  
We’re living in a mirror girl

mirror girl

high (intro)

Lyrics

I know what I can do
Just  to see you smile
In my face but you know 
That I’m just some 
Loser ass guy

I don’t know why
But that’s alright with me
It’s really no fuss 

And I tried i tired i tried 
All over again 
Just to show you that I really fucking cared 

For you
I cared for you

loser

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

NOT THE FULL SONG

Pumpkin brains album dropping October 21st

Lyrics

Pumpkin brains I'm carving them out
from the way she talks the way she moves around
I cant help but fight the thought of the pain i felt
when you moved along 

Tell me petty lies I know your
messed up in the head but I try over
to show ya
I really care

Am I crazy mentally 
maybe we could physically 
would it be crazy if I called you my lady

Pumpkin brains I'm carving them out
from the way she talks the way she moves around
I cant help but fight the thought of the pain i felt
when you moved along

Pumpkin Brains og

Voices

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SPACE RATS

PATREON EXCLUSIVE🐀

GRUMPY - SPACE RATS (OCTOBER PATREON EXCLUSIVE)

Original song by Matlock: https://matlock.bandcamp.com/track/cursed

POV: You wake up with no income, broken teeth, TMJ pain, transphobia, and threats of eviction.

Lyrics:
Born under a bad sign
Headed for a breakdown
Hardships been following me forever and a day now
World's got me crazy 
Is this my fuckin fate
I'm feeling cursed
(I got the worst fuckin' luck on earth)

And I've been struggling for too long
Not feeling safe at home now 
Bad news been crossing my feed every time that I scroll down
I'm scared that God might hate me
There's not much I can take, I'm feeling cursed
(and every fucking day the shit gets worse)

Swear to God if I wake up to another job rejection email
Or dickhead in my mentions saying "I'll never be a female"
I'm so close to just snapping throwing people on the third rail. Other people get rain I'm getting tennis ball sized hail. 
Imprisoned in this body, no parole and fuckin' no bail.
Can't console me in a game that's set us all up to fail. 
The pain is like a reverb with an excessively long tail. 
Just dragging on too long, may as well just send my ass to hell.
Didn't ask to be born, wasn't warned about existence.
I'm just shat out into the  world with all these other trauma victims. I'm not trying to hear it. I'm the one that's had to regulate and tolerate people's tantrums while I'm sittin' filled with hate. I can't even masturbate, I'm getting fucked already with a ghost pepper lube reach around that's stroking steady. I'm so ready to die and let the world quickly forget me. 
But I didn't take enough pills so I'm groggy AND I'm angry.

Born under a bad sign
Headed for a breakdown
Hardship been following me forever and a day now
World's got me crazy 
Is this my fuckin fate
I'm feeling cursed
(and every day this shit is making me berserk)

And I've been struggling for too long
Not feeling safe at home now 
Bad news been crossing my feed every time that I scroll down
I'm scared that God might hate me
There's not much I can take, I'm feeling cursed
(and my motherfucking jaw still hurts)

Cursed Verse

shout out to grumpy for making this amazing song, i really liked it so i made a cover lmao. enjoy!

skylar looked so hot in her bed (cover)

grumpy ft 0 - kill that bitch freestyle  mixed by dj psilocybin

https://open.spotify.com/artist/2tLaW5k8JnzcohGshvNuVd?si=uVThGkbCRXWLDRYeUWJU4Q

headphone musik
graveyard
dj psilocybin
working on an album

1/2 of Wolf Helvetica, one among future legends in crushr. records. Transwoman, singer, sometimes-rapper, mediocre guitarist, the person that ate all the churros, & bound to make my first million.

Part of @skank-gang-mtl

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