my first ever actual project that i put alot of effort in. hope yall enjoy :D

ILOVEITWHENYOUPLAY2HARD2GET [hijuslove]

prod @1lav


@hijuslove
cuts on my wrist 
forget about this other shit
deadmallangels yea we slit 
and fuck my life i cant resist
fuck this
i cant think of any thoughts that left me here
i just wanna drink all night 
i might die n dissappear 

cuts on my body
lets go and take some molly
bitches on my fucking loli 
when i pull up with my cardi bitch would try to take my money
and try 2 b all funny 
but i swear that im not w this
im here to die n to party

@deadmallangels
step in the club 
can u be my slut
put ur hands in the air while i drink ur blood
bitch yk me i never gaf 
all these bitches hate me cuz im fly like a dove
ya ima fuck em inside this club if he run up hit em wit these slugs
n ya im so numb bitch i cant feel shit lil bitch i do not want ur luv
ya bitch i do not want ur luuvv
ya bitch i wanna count these bucks
bitch i speed in the maybach truck nigga i crashed y i ran up outta luck
n ur bitch she rlly wanna fuck o m g ur music fuckin sucks 
n she told me that she want my luv but i rlly cannot give that up
step in the club and i run the scene im so drunk gotta leave ina limozine 
she wanna say that shes feelin me but i rmbr everything she did to me
i remember everything she saiid
im so fucked up in the headd
rotting in my fucking bedd 
but im still makin so much breaddd

@hijuslove
cuts on my wrist 
forget about this other shit
deadmallangels yea we slit 
and fuck my life i cant resist
fuck this
i cant think of any thoughts that left me here
i just wanna drink all night 
i might die n dissappear 

cuts on my body
lets go and take some molly
bitches on my fucking loli 
when i pull up with my cardi bitch would try to take my money
and try 2 b all funny 
but i swear that im not w this
im here to die n to party

to die and to party w/ deadmallangels [lavendr]

i feel so tired baby
why dont u hide me right here?
feeling so damn tired	 
and i dont even want u right here
im just so fucked up
coke runnin thru my nose
and im running all alone
make me feel like a ghost babe
 
last night party 
was a real shitshow
i got drunk sniffed some lines 
tryna offer me some coke
yea i try 2 hear it all
y am i feelin so alone
is that the reason y u left me
will u b my pretty doll

lies inside my head
will you make me feel again?
are you there to just pretend?
or will you hold onto my hand?
 
i feel so tired baby
why dont u hide me right here?
feeling so damn tired	 
and i dont even want u right here
im just so fucked up
coke runnin thru my nose
and im running all alone
make me feel like a ghost babe [3x]

SH*TSHOW [im1ky]

prod. @1lav

@hijuslove
im so fucked up
bitches on my dick
yea i cant resist
oh my god holy shit
you the reason i cant live
snort another line
ur the reason imma die
i got henny in my hand
will you be my valentine
and im so messed up
in my head
do you think that we will click
i just smoke alot of weed 
yea i dont give a shit
and holy fuck
you the reason i feel sick
will you love me to end
or will u make me ur lil bitch

@p1urrbrr
I was told that I should care, not rot away 
Cutting off my fingers so I can make a paw to wave 
I was singing up a tale - let's run off
I don't give a shit, off my dick - I got bands yuh

I don't let you fucking larps just come my way
Tell me something dirty so I know I got your face 
Stop saying that you know me, pull your pants up
Bitches love the way I serenade, when I'm fucked up

@hijuslove
im so fucked up
bitches on my dick
yea i cant resist
oh my god holy shit
you the reason i cant live
snort another line
ur the reason imma die
i got henny in my hand
will you be my valentine
and im so messed up
in my head
do you think that we will click
i just smoke alot of weed 
yea i dont give a shit
and holy fuck
you the reason i feel sick
will you love me to end
or will u make me ur lil bitch

F*CKED UP w/ p1urr [lavendr]

prod me 

Lyrics:
im so done with silence
will you just be my violin
im crying for u oh baby
will you stay with me oh baby [2x]

im so done with all this shit
i snap and i cant live
my life so filled with violence
i try to submerge thru thy abyss
and i try again and again
will you just hold onto my hand
baby just call 
i really just need you
will you just hold me or will you tease me?

witches goin home
while i need that potion
inside of that mix
is a lil portion
i hope it doesnt fade soon [2x]

im so done with silence
will you just be my violin
im crying for u oh baby
will you stay with me oh baby [2x]

im so done with all this shit
i snap and i cant live
my life so filled with violence
i try to submerge thru thy abyss
and i try again and again
will you just hold onto my hand
baby just call 
i really just need you
will you just hold me or will you tease me?

BE MY VIOLIN [hijuslove]

excuse the poor mixing on dis 1

prod me

Lyrics:
@hijuslove
i got that 40 right beside me
it got me feelin numb
pull that trigger right here 
why am i feelin so alone
control me
prescribe me
yea i dont give a shit
smoke a j n i feel lit
pull that trigger now it hit

i try 2... describe it
this feeling undecisive
and now im getting high
its just the thoughts i do not like it
inside me
its right here
and i dont give a fuck
i might roll another blade
and give it all that i got

@p1urrbrr
Oh love me? Prescribe me
I just want you by my side
I'm just rotting in my room
Hear the clock just ticking by

I just love it, don't hate it
Your scent just gets me by
There's nothing in the world
That can make me so at high

I don't know why
My heart's beating dry
My touch is going numb
Can you fix what I'm needing? 

@hijuslove
i got that 40 right beside me
it got me feelin numb
pull that trigger right here 
why am i feelin so alone
control me
prescribe me
yea i dont give a shit
smoke a j n i feel lit
pull that trigger now it hit

i try 2... describe it
this feeling undecisive
and now im getting high
its just the thoughts i do not like it
inside me
its right here
and i dont give a fuck
i might roll another blade
and give it all that i got

CONTROL ME w/ p1urr [hijuslove]

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