COOKED

Im Back

My Heart

Why Us?

Lottery

Jordan

Let Me Down

Me vs. Me

Saks 5th

By now it’s only been a day

I feel the bones and the muscle decay

And maybe our paths
Will cross again 
Somewhere down the line 

But if it’s not in the cards
I guess I’ll be alright 

At least for a moment
At least for the night 

Hey blue eyes
Who you starin at
I hope he’s got as much love
As I did for you 

Don’t think that 
I regret this 
You were everything I had
For a moment and more 

Hey blue eyes
Hey blue eyes 
Who you starin at
I hope it’s someone 
who can handle you 

The hole
That’s dug
Inside my chest
May never leave 
But it’s okay 

Cuz it keeps me reminded
Of the best time of my life
In recent memory 

Never once did you 
Ever pass judgment on to me 

All the cracks in the floor
In this house of leaves 

My mind is free of burden

My soul it yearns for me 

My promises were never empty 
I am yours forever more

we don’t talk like that anymore |prod Michael Harrison

message in a bottle (prod. raspo)

“Intersection” is a song about hitting pause when life spins too fast. It’s for anyone who’s ever felt emotionally overloaded, disconnected from themselves, or caught between healing and habit.

Over raw verses and a hypnotic hook, ChrispyD reflects on veering off course, reclaiming direction, and letting go of relationships built on imbalance. It’s a moment of clarity wrapped in sound — a reminder that sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is stop, breathe, and choose differently.

If you've ever been at a crossroads, this one's for you.

intersection (prod. Michael Rose)

The war was with myself

F THE WORLD

I saw a shooting star
I guess somebody saw it first and made their wish before I made mine 
My memory is bruised and scarred 
I guess recovery won’t happen overnight it’s gonna take time 
And I don't know who you are 
I guess the image I created in my head it really ain't mine 
Pieces of my foolish heart 
I guess you swept them up heard that you’re doin better through the grapevine 

The journey that I'm taking ain't a straight line 
I tell you I'm okay but in reality I ain't fine 
Lost inside of every little memory that can’t find 
Hoping I can relive all the happy moments one time 

A drum line goes off in my chest 
When I think about the fact that we don’t have time left 
The only thing I have left is regret 
Because there is so much that we haven't done yet 

And now we never will 
There's a void and it can't be filled 
An invoice and it can't be billed because your address changed and our train derailed 

I saw a shooting star 
And I just keep wishing that decisions could have changed in the late night 

Sun goes down and the moon comes up 
And Im stuck star gazing with my eyes wide shut 
Because I’m still thinking bout the lives I've touched and the lies you told had me so fucked up 
But 
I'm moving on to better days
Time heals wounds but the scars remain 
they serve as reminders of what I overcame
I don't think about what could have been if I would have stayed

shooting star

very early stages... is a baby, will change with each bounce

Alive demo

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

ran away or wtv idek what to name ts

19 year old artist from Missouri, "brysen1134" is taking his rise by taking inspiration from the artists such as the late artists Juice WRLD and Lil Peep along with other artists MGK and honestav. Growing up in a small town is giving brysen1134 a reason to break free from the box.

just doing whatever 

recording in fl with a $20 headset 💔

999

any inquiries contact management at: cxltgod@gmail.com

ChrispyD blends raw emotion with genre-defying beats, crafting tracks that resonate deeply. His music navigates themes of vulnerability, resilience, and self-discovery, offering listeners an authentic experience.

Join the journey. Stream now and connect:
📸 Instagram: @chrispyd603

Good vibes only💫
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Socials/Email
Email- Xavierdeweese@gmail.com
Snapchat- Xavierdeweese00
Instagram- Zayvv

Artist from Clarksburg Wv, just livin. Hmu and lmk what’s good!! If you fwi share it, thanks in advance!!

chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

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