a song I put out on my 30th Birthday last year. the remastered version is pretty much self explanatory but the remix is something different that takes away from the lyrical ache that the song brings in the original version. enjoy, cry, and throw it back...bitch.

30 (Remix)

30 (Remastered)

I haven’t seen you since, let me say in my defense,
I realize the things I’ve done have repercussions.
No, I can’t explain what went on in my brain, and I realize just what a fool I’ve been.
I’m a man, I know I did you wrong; I put that heart of yours somewhere it did not belong
And so I’m down on my knees, begging you please, take me back.
I’ve got those dumb as can be, frontal lobotomy, why did I leave you blues.

The cost of love is real, and I know how you must feel.
I hope somehow that I can make it better baby.
If you care at all, please don’t let me fall. If I fall this time I might be down for good.
Yes, it’s true, I played the fool again. And it is multiplied to the power of ten.
I’m in a downward trend, when will it end, take me back.
I’ve got those dumb as can be, frontal lobotomy, why did I leave you blues.

Mistakes I can explain, ‘cause I only have half a brain.
I gave up one hemisphere for you, my dear. So only one half remains.

And so this is my plan, you’re my woman, I’m your man.
Just give me half a chance and I can make it better.
You have made it plain that I have to change, so I’m changing for you baby, wait & see.
I can be just what you need me to be; I can be five foot tall, I can be six foot three.
I can be happy or sad, good or bad. I can be
Overweight, I can be painfully thin; I can be in the future, I can be way back when
I can be well or sick, rough or slick. I can be
Hopelessly lost, I can be in control; I can be free of cost, I can be in the hole
I can be what you need, I’m begging you please, take me back.

I’ve got those dumb as can be, frontal lobotomy, why did I leave you blues.
I’ve got those O Lord, why me, full colonoscopy, it is sure dark in here blues.



Why Did You Leave Me Blues

Bleeds While It Breaks (Sad Love Song)

words
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i understand you wanna go
you wanna leave me alone 
but there's smthn u should know
i'll do better on my own
tell me "i'll be fine, i'll be alright"
was i a waste of time?
hearts, replenished
thoughts, dimenished
i'm dependent, on you

and the thoughts of you, they wont ever change.
i can't go through, i cant do what you want me to.
if i could then i would, do what u want me to
at the end i'll be good, i'll be okay, i loved you.

i thought we're forever man?
i thought that we had a plan
fucked around nd stabbed my back
fuck you.
its still fuck you.

but i still love the feelin of ur love
i was afraid that i would fuck it up
u tell me that u had it rough
u tell me that u had enough
(x2)

do not miss ur call 
but i dont hear at all 
ur love is so strong it over powers all
but it seems
that u dont
really care
for me
tell me that, you're "okay"
you'll be "fine"
everyday, everyday, everyday... everyday.

and this heart fell 4 u
i jus wna let yk tht im here 4 u
do it all for you.

acsaacs

Dieses Lied ist meinem besten Freund Basti gewidmet.
Es erzählt von Freundschaft, Verlust, Schmerz – und davon, dass manche Level im Leben nur zu zweit zu schaffen sind.

„Bis zum letzten Level“ ist keine Metapher – es war unser Weg, unsere Verbindung, unser Abschied.

Ich habe dich nicht mehr gefunden, Alter. Du warst schon weg.
Aber ich bleib – bis zum letzten Level, für dich.

Für Basti.

Bis zum letzten Level

Over

Written beneath the quiet trees of Bushy Park in Teddington, this folk ballad draws its emotional weight from Diana’s Fountain—where time feels suspended and reflections run deep. "No Man’s Heart Aches Forever" is a tender meditation on grief, resilience, and the slow passage of healing. With each verse, it recalls the quiet toll of unspoken loss, and the stillness where sorrow gently gives way to peace.

[LYRICS]

I held on through the quiet storm,
Wrote your name in every flame.
Time stood still, the fire warm,
But love won’t answer when you name.

No man’s heart aches forever,
Though it may break each day.
Storms will pass, and skies grow brighter,
And pain will drift away.

I watched the clocks outcry the moon,
Begged the stars to lie.
But even sorrow hums a tune
That softens as it flies.

No man’s heart aches forever,
Though it may break each day.
Storms will pass, and skies grow brighter,
And pain will drift away.

So let the night be gentle,
Let silence have its say.
You’ll wake to find the thunder
Has slowly slipped away.

No man’s heart aches forever,
Though it may feel that way.
But even grief surrenders
To dawn’s forgiving ray.

No Man’s Heart Aches Forever [But Still It Waits in Quiet] (Lyrics Below)

* I. . .
* I see who I am protecting by keeping you here now. . .
* Not you. . . but THEM.
* I know you haven't done anything, but. . .
* If what I've been told. . . what I've SEEN is true. . .
* Just. . . think of this as a test.

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Old heartache cover i found. i edited it a tiny bit but it still sounds a bit old.

Heartache SNITCH MIX


Just like in the movies
I know you wanna play this part
I bet you I can improve things
But you always break my heart
We both know the script
I know where this ends up
But I still follow you down down
Til you’re there screaming cut


It’s ok babe, see you in the green room
Don’t have it in me to fight
But maybe another lifetime


Let’s take it back, 
Camera, lights, flash
I know you feel that
I played it fast
Thought you’d fall with me
Effortlessly
Let’s take it back
When I see you, I melt
Put me through this hell
Take it back 
Camera, lights, flash
I know you felt that


Old school type of romantic, 
Give you scenes you never forget
Got me wrapped around your fingers
From the moment that we met
I’m a deck of cards babe,
I built myself so high
But I always fold for you, 
My weakness I can’t deny

Let’s take it back, 
Camera, lights, flash
I know you feel that
I played it fast
Thought you’d fall with me
Effortlessly
Take it back
When I see you, I melt
Put me through this hell
Take it back 
Camera, lights, flash
I know you felt that

I know you felt that




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Movies

Musician/composer of all genres.  I am a citizen of South Korea, the United States, and Europe with influences from each region and am honored to share my music here on Soundcloud.  I hope you enjoy my work and thank you.

Retired the beginning of 2023. Been writing music seriously for about six years. Thanks for listening - and sharing!

Grey Wade, second profile. ROSÉ ET WHISKEY. Remixes, EPs, aspiring DJ sets.

Christian Musician! (it rhymes a little bit!)

Trying to improve at the moment.

PFP by ME!!!

I’ve always lived at the crossroads of music and poetry — where feeling becomes form, and melody turns memory into meaning. Whether it’s a lingering jazz note, a well-placed rhyme, or a shift in tempo that tells a deeper story, I’m drawn to that quiet magic where art reflects life with a little more style.

My roots are in classic music — the kind that doesn’t chase the moment but lingers with you long after the last note. Over time, that love expanded into poetry writing and jazz — especially the kind that swings, speaks, and smirks all at once. Jazz, to me, isn’t just a genre; it’s a personality. A conversation. A little tilt of the head and a grin that knows more than it says.

When I set out to create an album, it’s rarely just a collection of songs. I approach it like a personal playlist — one that drifts and flows as if the entire tracklist were one long, uninterrupted piece. Each track leans into the next, shifting mood, pace, or voice, but always carrying the same thread of feeling. I want you to listen the way I do — not as a shuffle of moments, but as a cinematic arc. One breath that lasts an hour.

Lyrically, my work is rooted in lived experience. Sometimes it’s obvious. Other times it’s just the skeleton of a memory, dressed up in wit, irony, or longing. I draw from real-life events, then let the poet in me twist, stretch, or sweeten them to taste. Depending on the tone of the album — playful, romantic, nostalgic, or something in between — I try to keep the emotional truth intact while giving it a fresh coat of creativity. A little humor where it fits. A deeper dive where it hurts.

My newest jazz album continues this tradition — short-lined swing tracks, conversational duets, and tongue-in-cheek storytelling. It’s an homage to late-night alleyway ballads, rooftop serenades, and train station goodbyes — all bound together with a sense of charm and cohesion. Each song is its own little scene, but together they tell a story — one you can revisit with each replay.

Thanks for stopping by my profile. I hope you find something that earns a spot on your repeat-play list — a melody, a lyric, or a moment that feels like it was written just for you.

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laugh,
love.


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LoveLetter<3

100,000 plays – and every single one means the world.

Thank you. Truly.
Not for likes. Not for fame. But for feeling my music.
For crying with me. For breathing with me. For surviving with me.

What you hear in my songs is not just sound – it's me.
My scars. My past. My fire. My silence. My truth.

I never asked for followers. I never wanted to go viral.
I just hoped someone out there would say:
"I feel this."

And you did. All over the world – Cairo, Hanoi, Berlin, Ho Chi Minh City.
You heard me. And I swear, right now… I'm crying tears of joy.

These 100,000 plays aren’t numbers. They’re moments of connection.
Proof that real music still matters. That raw emotion still cuts through.

Thank you for walking this path with me.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for seeing me.

New tracks tagged #Heartache