Dit nummer gaat over liefde, verdriet, loslaten en de hoop op een nieuwe kans samen.

Wil je echt verder zonder mij

Hi, this is such a sad weird album, I'd basically call it a breakup album, this took me ages and was made in a very weird sad time figuring a bunch of stuff out.

I've been working a ton to improve my overall production and mixing and mastering. This project is the start of a new era for me in terms of music, I will hopefully have some more stuff out before the end of this year, I've made a ton. A ton of it a lot more happier than this.

Thank you for listening, I truly appreciate it.

The city is so busy and without you it scares me

These days...

I live alone

MY YARD HAS GRAVES AHHHHHHHHH

There are no endings !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Self Hatred Anthm for the homies

This song is for when you have no where to go

So Many Ghosts

YOU WISHED FOR SPACE, SO I GAVE YOU THE GALAXY...

Этот микс - мой подарок тебе, великий человек.
Без тебя не случился бы мой духовный рост.
Лети, птица, и освещай дорогу миллионам сердец...

► Тайминг / Timing:

00:00 | Lounatic - Forever Young
03:30 | Nu Aspect - Something Real Extended
06:35 | AVAION, PaulWetz, Nu Aspect feat. yuma. - Sleepless Extended
09:37 | Escenda, Cotry - Same as Before Abriviatura IV & TeckSound Remix
13:54 | AVAION - Pieces
16:40 | KastomariN - Can't You See
19:50 | Damba Khuurak - Abyss
22:53 | alexey lisin, ange - vesna (zatonsky remix)
28:30 | bondi - you've been fooled (gabe remix)
32:55 | Linde Sagenm, Sean Sago - Cloud (Elegant Ape Remix)
36:38 | roudeep - giving up
38:57 | PIX., Elegant Ape, Amatista - Strange Ways Elegant Ape Remix
43:03 | Elegant Ape - Falling Down
45:42 | Diego Power - Too Late
48:05 | .filёv - everybody knows
50:57 | Diego Power - Reckless
53:42 | Diego Power - Frozen People
55:27 | cut off - nova

Впервые релиз подборки состоялся: 4 октября 2022 года.
This mix was released on: October 4, 2022.

And now you're gone... (Mixed by Amazochi)

[17 Apr 2022, 12:36:07]: Pain feels nice you know...
[17 Apr 2022, 12:37:20]: May be you run away from pain?

Подъехал свежий релиз.
Мягкая ламповая осенняя грусть...

► Тайминг / Timing:

00:00 | WITCHZ - HALO
02:53 | gothurted - Give You The World [prod. tsurreal]
04:35 | Yung B - Love me too (prod. sketchmyname)
07:33 | EZ woods - 2 Much
10:10 | sraid - The Last Goodbye (prod. ZBeatz)
12:54 | YUNG PRXSPECT - TRENCHES
15:24 | Robstar - Shine [Prod. Puhf]
18:25 | Doov - Grapevine
20:55 | drippin so pretty - Betrayed
23:11 | Peech. - Alone
26:00 | delone - spiritual (ft. Trap6) [prod. beats by con]
28:35 | ✞ilyjaimie✞ - FLOATIN (2021)
30:44 | KIDR - i'll be just fine [prod. noria]
35:02 | Anton Golden - Vertigo
37:15 | ☆yung mio☆ - Alone With You (prod. utrap x capsctrl)
39:55 | viridian - 911 w/yungsimi (prod. smoothbreathe)
42:18 | Teddy - Problems
44:56 | XAN6ELX - Fading Away(Prod.UnderTheSurface)
46:32 | AXG Karmah - DIE 4 U
48:58 | ColeMane - Clouds (Prod. TyDavid)
50:34 | Soryn (@goodllux) - ifyouleaveitsokay feat. Imabum (prod. micco.)
52:36 | Dream Tales - i kinda miss being a part of ur life (prod. rude boy)

Впервые релиз подборки состоялся: 4 октября 2022 года.
This mix was released on: 4 октября 2022 года.

Alone (Mixed by Amazochi)

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore…

Свежий релиз.
Максимально dead inside, максимально suisside.

► Тайминг / Timing:

00:00 | CARTER TOMORROW - wish u were here
02:20 | lil ghost - Room 604 (prod. thislandis x fantasy camp)
05:04 | CARTER TOMORROW - Tell Me About Your Dreams (Prod. Cursed)
06:33 | Yung B - Blush (Feat. mariah)(prod.Taymxru)
08:28 | CARTER TOMORROW - Voicemail (Prod. fijin)
11:11 | ColeMane - Feather w/ Suisside (Prod. Saint Tom)
14:46 | CARTER TOMORROW - Box Wine
16:42 | wavylouii - She Wouldn't Lie Ft. Suisside (prod. Manget$u)
19:21 | CARTER TOMORROW - I Dont Wanna Be Alone Forever (Prod. Caps Ctrl)
21:41 | lil ghost - idfk (prod. smokerose)
24:05 | LiL HEART - fallen angelz w/ infinityisdead(prod. puhf)
26:13 | CARTER TOMORROW - Kill Me Nice (Prod.Metlast)
28:32 | AAMON - Hold Me Down(Feat. xXPUERMORIXx x Yung B)
30:57 | Yung B - Love me too (prod. sketchmyname)
34:01 | CARTER TOMORROW - Tears I'm Missing (Prod. Puhf)
36:46 | Yung B - It'll Be Alright
39:19 | daniel silver - now that youre gone (prod. HXRXKILLER)
41:51 | CARTER TOMORROW - Hideout (Feat. Mariah)[Prod. isolated x Jang0]
43:22 | Young 4N - Wonderwall
45:24 | suisside - crying out loud (prod. caps ctrl)
47:57 | Lil GhostBoy - Brokn Dreams
50:09 | CARTER TOMORROW - Break My Bones (Feat. RSQ) [Prod. RXHFF]
52:27 | lei - OUT OF TIME
55:14 | $HASE - Stay Down (prod. twentytwo)
57:12 | CARTER TOMORROW - City Lights (Prod. Vaegud & Hxrxkiller)
59:33 | Lil GhostBoy - neverseeme
01:00:42 | CARTER TOMORROW - Tears I'm Missing (Prod. Puhf)
01:03:12 | suisside - my last days (prod. metlast)
01:05:39 | Lil GhostBoy - know my name
01:07:16 | WOOD$✞ (@YoungBackWoodsss) - BONNAROO
01:09:29 | CARTER TOMORROW - 100 Reasons (Prod. SadFace)
01:11:19 | Tar$i$✰ - Let Me Down Ft. Suisside (Prod. Puhf)
01:14:26 | CARTER TOMORROW - Pull Up (prod. Hieloways)
01:16:49 | OCTOBER - HEATHEN (PROD. DYSTOPIA)
01:18:55 | ☆done4☆ - Drive By ft. Carter Tomorrow(prod. luffysome x 5head)
01:21:22 | ASH EFFECT - Growing SAD
01:24:48 | Lil GhostBoy - Forget Her
01:26:33 | gothurted - Give You The World [prod. tsurreal]
01:28:10 | Soryn (@goodllux) - ifyouleaveitsokay feat. Imabum (prod. micco.)

Впервые релиз подборки состоялся: 16 октября 2022 года.
This mix was released on: October 16, 2022.

wish u were here (Mixed by Amazochi)

I promise I'm healed, I'm just in my feels

im sorry, i love you

Imagine someone driving alone through a quiet city at 2 a.m. The roads are wet from earlier rain, reflecting neon signs. They're not running away, just letting the silence fill in the blanks. There's peace in the solitude, and the song is like the soundtrack of their thoughts as they let go of someone they used to love.

Patience (prod. Latitude)

Niye anlamamazlıktan geldin biliyordun aslında.
Mix Mastering : ShedBeatz

Boşver Gitsin

     This song I wrote with Lillian Mareddy late last year. Lillian sent me these great lyrics and I worked with them for several weeks! First I had that little lick you hear in several sections of the song,  then a few weeks later I had the verses worked out but still no chorus. Then a few weeks after that I finally wrote the chorus. I had to tweak several of the lyrics to make it fit. So this song took months to write and it's like 3 different songs stitched together. It was a hard write, to tell you the truth!  The video went much smoother, although it's a little long, it only took a couple of days to produce the video. Charlie sang the song really well! Check it out when you can!

VIDEO - https://youtu.be/Aag8hDPMaOc

       I kind of made the video about a woman running away from a bad relationship because the guy was just too egotistical and lost his temper a lot of the time. I threw in a lot of eye candy in the video but I must admit, it's a little heavy handed and it meanders a bit. This was Lilly and my last collaboration so far. She contacted me a few weeks ago and I may be getting more lyrics from her soon. Thanks for watching and listening. The song on the outro is another song of mine which you're hearing because it plays over the credits in the video. Thanks so much and take care! 🙏😎✌🏼

“I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN”

THERE ARE THINGS WE KNOW AND THINGS THAT WE DON’T,
THERE ARE THINGS WE’LL DO AND THINGS THAT WE JUST WON’T,
HONEST EYES LOOKING FOR A MAP INSIDE MY HEART,  
ROSY GLASSES WHEN I CAN’T HANDLE WHAT I START,             
HMM, HMM,      

I LOVE HER SO AND MY LOVE FOR HER STILL GROWS,
BUT HALF THE TIME, I DON’T KNOW, WHICH PART OF ME STILL SHOWS, 
THE MAN OF HONOR THAT I WANT SO BAD TO BE, 
OR THE MAN OF ANGER, THE ONE I SHOULD SET FREE,
HMM, HMM,

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I COULD BREAK HER FRAGILE HEART,
I SHOULD HAVE GUESSED THAT I MIGHT TEAR HER WORLD APART,
I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE DIFFERENT WAYS THAT THIS COULD HURT,  
I SHOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY WHEN SHE BEGAN TO FLIRT,
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I’D CAUSE DISRUPTION IN HER LIFE,
SHOULD HAVE FELT CALM WATERS TURNING INTO STRIFE,
I SHOULD HAVE WHISPERED THAT MY LOVE WOULD DO HER WRONG,     
I SHOULD HAVE WROTE IT DOWN AND TURNED IT INTO A SONG,

I FINALLY SEE ALL THE WAYS THAT I HAVE FAILED,
AND I REALIZE THAT NOW PERHAPS THAT SHIP HAS SAILED, 
BLEEDING PERFECTION WITH A SOUL THAT NEVER DIES,
I BLAME MYSELF, IF IT’S TOO LATE TO TURN THE TIDE,    
HMM, HMM,
  
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I COULD BREAK HER FRAGILE HEART,
I SHOULD HAVE GUESSED THAT I MIGHT TEAR HER WORLD APART,
I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE DIFFERENT WAYS THAT THIS COULD HURT,  
I SHOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY WHEN SHE BEGAN TO FLIRT,
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I’D CAUSE DISRUPTION IN HER LIFE,
SHOULD HAVE FELT CALM WATERS TURNING INTO STRIFE,
I SHOULD HAVE WHISPERED THAT MY LOVE WOULD DO HER WRONG,     
I SHOULD HAVE WROTE IT DOWN AND TURNED IT INTO A SONG,

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YEAH, 
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN,
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YEAH, 
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN,
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YEAH, 
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN,
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YEAH, 
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.

BY LILLIAN MAREDDY & JIM VALDES © 2024

"I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN" (Video - https://youtu.be/Aag8hDPMaOc)

L.A.4x - DID THE WORST (prod.rollie)

Este tema lo hicimos en un viaje al sur de argentina, no me pregunten lo que sentia en el momento, solo se que eran las 5am y tenia un vino dada en mis manos.

(MAQUETA) DUST - Y no (Prod by Gusta) - 29/7/2024

[Verse 1]
I remember that night
I held you by my side
But then to my surprise
I had to watch you lie

[Pre-Chorus]
I just think that we 
We should call it history
But you went and made a key
That was only meant for me
For me
For me

[Chorus]
Baby I
I cant answer anymore
Please just go and hit the door
I cant face you anymore
Had me begging on the floor
You had meant so much to me
You broke me so easily
Tried to run and hide and seek
But you always had the key
The key
To me

[Verse 2]
Just got off my 9-5
I still see you in my mind
It's were I'm still compromised
It will lead to my demise

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just tryna pass the time
Back when you were mine
Let the time rewind
But baby

[Chorus]
But baby I
I cant take this anymore
Please just go and hit the door
I dont want you anymore
Had me begging on the floor
You had meant so much to me
You broke me so easily
Tried to run and hide and seek
But you always had the key
To me
You see

[Outro]
Baby I

Forgery (Prod. GAXILLIC)

Hi everybody, my name is Jim and I’m a songwriter, I've written over 300 songs, I play guitar, bass, piano, and am a pretty good lyricist.  I play all types of music and have my own recording studio.  I use no A.I. or DAW or any computers to make my songs, all the instruments are played by me live on a multitrack studio recorder and Charlie, my vocalist, sings most of my songs and also plays the Harmonica on several tracks. I'm not a pro or a great musician but I do what I can with the tools that I have! I belong to the "Keep Humans In Music Movement" (KHMM)! Thanks everyone for listening and the world needs more music now, real music made by HUMANS not MACHINES! So let's all sing a song with our own voices, please! If anyone wants to collaborate, I am more than willing to do so and help write music or lyrics with any artists here on SoundCloud! Take care!👍😎✌🏼.

I write music to show people it’s okay to feel 🫶🏻

Love is the only reason you are here...
Love is the only real value you have...
Love is what you truly are...

I just do this for fun (and stress relief).

S3TH is an artist blending rich, atmospheric soundscapes with immersive, experimental vibes. His music transports listeners into a world of deep emotion and complex textures, showcasing an evolving mastery of genre-defying compositions. With a unique voice in contemporary music, S3TH’s work draws on elements of ambient, electronic, and alternative sounds, creating captivating and introspective tracks. Dive into his sonic journey for an unforgettable experience. :)

Artist, songwriter, and creator.
INSTAGRAM LINK- 
https://www.instagram.com/l.a.officiall?igsh=YnF5d252dHVrdm9p&utm_source=qr

I sing about what I feel- music is my way of sharing my heart

I'm an artist from The Netherlands and every song I write is a piece of my story. From heartbreaks, and friendship to love and all the beautiful chaos in between. I tell it all thru my music.

I will try to release one song per month cause I love nothing more then producing and making songssss <3

New tracks tagged #Heartbroken