MONCLER prod yxngkenay + burnymadeit

SMOKE prod jaechii x aasia

This was not meant to sound aesthetic and pleasing to the ears. It's just a musical journal entry of the complicated mix of emotions I feel right now, so that I feel better after releasing it. Also, an experimentation of going out of the standard chords and rules. And allowing my body and fingers to move however they feel like without caring how I sound or controlling the outcome. Just letting the process unravel. 


Recorded on my phone, raw and unedited. 
©️ thelandofgreysea 2025




MORE OF SUCH RAWNESS TO COME because it's so fun! And if people want masterfully mixed music, there are tons on spotify and youtube to satisfy.

August feelings - a spontaneous flow to release the pent up emotions

https://youtube.com/shorts/CzMmJrsHkXs?si=PZyuFJsv9uJFGzfK

CHAOS prod helpless x parad1se (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/CzMmJrsHkXs

"13" (prod tiresss) VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

MADNESS (prod glbkns x maisonn)

THANK YOU JESUS!!!

YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: konix999_

**LYRICS BELOW**
(My only home-)
(Is a black hole.)
(Been so alone-)
(I'm losing control.)

(Do you even feel the way I feel when I'm with you?)
(What’s the point of trying if I’m just gonna lose?)

I cry every night!
Can't see the daylight-!
With all these tears in my eyes!
I'm so traumatized!

Run from the past-!
But it always comes back!
I can't seem to move!
I'm so paralyzed!

Every day, I wake up-!
Sipping double cup!
I'm a big fuck-up!
Always yelling, like shut up!

Why does my pride look like my pain?
I might be insane, girl?!
Pop a pill, not once, but thrice!
Don't think I'll be fine!

(Wish I could confide in you…)
(But you can't help me…!)

I cry every night!
Can't see the daylight-!
With all these tears in my eyes!
I'm so traumatized!

Run from the past-!
But it always comes back!
I can't seem to move!
I'm so paralyzed!

paralyzed

"Princess" is for anyone who's ever felt like a personal handyman and therapist instead of a partner. The song is a frustrated look at the dynamic of dealing with someone who turns every minor inconvenience into a major drama, expecting you to solve it all. It's about being tired of the act.

Is this vibe relatable? Let me know in the comments.

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Seriously?
You can't be serious.
Sigh

(Verse 1)
You said your tire was flat, so you just left the car
Waited for an Uber back from the vegan brunch bar
Said you couldn't read the map, GPS was "being mean"
Another manufactured crisis, another dramatic scene
Did you just say you're helpless? Didn't know it was a skill
It's all just so familiar, baby, what's the deal?

(Pre-Chorus)
Fragile?
Or is it a test?
Maybe it's a new trend?
But there's a perfect phrase for it, I guess...

(Chorus)
Princess
Why you always come a-crying to me?
God, my life
Won't you let a grown-ass man just be?
Never heard of "figure it out"
Got a whole list of things to pout about
Princess
Why you always come a-crying, stealing all the tryin' from me?

(Verse 2)
Why so pretty if so lost?
How'd you get through life thus far?
If I'm not there, you're "in the dark"
I choose to blame your star sign chart

(Chorus)
Princess
Why you always come a-crying to me? (Always come a-crying)
God, my life
Won't you let a grown-ass man just be? (Just let me be)
Never heard of "figure it out"
Got a whole list of things to pout about
Princess
Why you always come a-crying, stealing all the tryin' from me?

(Bridge)
Oh, I like a girl who knows what she wants
And I like a woman who can handle her own stunts
But I swear they see me, and they just see a tool
Amen, hey, men
Yeah, I like a girl who can hold her own
Not one who turns a paper cut into a broken bone
And I swear they find me, thinking I'm a fool
Amen (Amen), hey, men (Hey, men)

Princess

ARP (prod tiresss )

"If whats done is already done, there's no point in caring about this helpless world. It hasn't been a day yet, and I have seen more agony and... suffering than anyone has seen.

And somehow, I'm still here. As ashes fall down, I still stand, as I get hunted down by an entity I have no idea of."

But why

SOS (prod paulmiller )

SORRY Prod. DarkboyBeatz

BAD prod. HeartCenter

Whyfye - "Brothers" feat. helpless

LUST (prod 1shelbybaby )

✞God 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐬✞
✞God 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬✞
✞God 𝐃𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬✞
✞𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐈𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝✞

i'm just a simple man trying to make my way in the universe

This is a music account I made (¬_¬ )
Also have enough income to pay bills (¬~¬ )
Also original music @whenweweneededmethemost (‾◡◝) even though I don't use it enough

New tracks tagged #Helpless